|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|01 Dec 2006||Juliet||i am 13 right now. and i`ve sat here on the computer for about 5 hours reading alot of these stories, it made me feel emotional and made me cry as well. i finally felt like im not the only one in this world that is going through all this bullshit and so on . before i even checked out this website. i had a HUGE arguement with my friend . she said that i needed to chill. take time to think. and stop being helluh stupid. at that point i got pissed and cussed her the fuck out . my depression was taking over. by the time i found this site. i`ve re-thinked everything over [ commiting suicidde ] and all that shit. and i felt so horrible about all these stories and that you should live your life. dont plan your dream, live it. and dont let your depression take over. cause its just all bullshit your gonna go through in the afterlife . you might not know whats gonna happen on in the future. so just live it to the fullest and be happy with it what life gave you . should already know that life always come with consequences. but that consequence bounces back and turns everythinig around. so just believe in what you`ve got . i am currently going through alot right now . the funny type the one that is always alone and lunch time and have no friends to talk to. having to see every girl/boy with their friends, make me tink about how lonely i am. i come home every day from school . go straight to the bathroom aand think what is it about me that makes me have a shitty as life. i think of my self as ugly ever since 1 st grade. since i was called ugly since the 1st grade ! so i just think.. mayb this is just a silly game played by god. and why he would be doing this . but i`ve gone through all this crap. i found friends. bestfriends.truse friends. and even fake friends. just know what you dont need boyfriends to complete chur life. player boys treat girls like barbie dolls. strip them,fuck them, and then throw them away . so dont ever let a guy take controll over you .
i have so much to say but i will write more another time.
just be happy . i still going through difficulties and I even need help.
but im giving all this a good thinking.
mayb we can help eachother out.
im am available 24/7.
just e-mail me at firstname.lastname@example.org
im nice and the funny type.
|01 Dec 2006||GOD||Jesus. You people are a bunch of pussies! If any of you actually HAD the balls to commit suicide, you wouldn't be here crying about it, you would've been dead. I admit I thouht of suicide, but that only gave me another reason to live. Everyone is brought here for a reason, and no matter what that reason might be, you need to stay alive to find out. Only the strong survive!! if you really want to kill yourself quit being a bitch and do it, it's a waste of time talking to you. If you're some lil snot nosed teen that thinks life is so bad caz daddy won't buy em a cadillac, look into some third world countries and see how those kids live. They don't have shit, but guess what, they don't think about suicide, they think about the next day and how to survive it!
So quit wasting your parents bandwith by looking up these retarted ass sites and go do something! Feeling depressed? GO DO SOMETHING, GO FOR A WALK, GO TO THE GYM, PLAY A VIDEO GAME, READING A FUCKING BOOK!
|01 Dec 2006||ROBIN||I'VE JUST TURNED 17, HAVING THOUGHT OF TAKEN MY LIFE A GOOD FEW TIMES DURING THE FIRST 15 YEARS OF MY LIFE
I COULD GIVE YOU A SOB STORY OF MY LIFE AND WHY I WANTED TO END IT BUT ITS NOT IMPORTANT
SO YOU WANT TO KNOW THE BEST WAY TO KILL YOURSELF ? IF THINKING OF ENDING YOUR LIFE , MY FRIEND YOU'RE DEAD ALREADY.
MY BEST FRIEND WAS A STRONG BELIEVER IN THE LORD JESUS CHRIST AND HIS CONSTANT CHATS OF A BETTER LIFE , OF MY LIFE HAVING PURPOSE NEVER REALLY MADE SENSE, UNTIL I HELD HIS BLOODIED BODY IN MY HANDS. HE HAD BEEN A VICTIM OF A RANDOM NEIGHBOURHOOD SHOOTING .
THAT WAS IT FOR ME - THAT DAY I WAS DETERMINED TO END MY LIFE
BUT SOMETHING URGED ME TO WAIT - TO GO HIS FUNERAL - I THEN LEARN'T OF HIS ABUSIVE DAD ,OF HOW HIS MUM HAD DIED OF CANCER , OF HOW HE WORKED 3 JOBS TO SUPPORT HIMSELF AND HIS 2 YOUNGER SISTERS AND THE CONSTANT THREATS AND ASSUALTS HE FACED
I DID NOT KNOW MY BEST FRIEND AT ALL
ITS FUNNY BUT HIS DEATH TAUGHT ME TO LIVE
I'M NOT AFRAID OF DEATH - ITS THE LIVING THAT'S THE HARD PART
BUT I WILL NOT BE A COWARD, I WILL WAKE UP EACH DAY . I WILL RUN THIS RACE
|30 Nov 2006||xLife goes onx||look people can say tht ur sad n fukd up in the head...yea this is not a gd idea of makin a webpage on it but wat no one else nos is how ur feelin or wat kinda situation u are in..everyone thinks everyone elses life is so gd compared to urs but noone knows wat is goin on in each others life i no u were probably upset about ur life but u dnt need to make a website about it i mean ive had 3 dads n lost my mum thro one of them yes i did strt drinkin n maybe thinkin about killin myself but they were jus thoughts no one needs to end there life n i fink its outa order u makin this website encouragin people to kill themselves?? espically if there under 1 u shuld b encouragin them to c sumone like a counciler or tell them tht lifes guna b ok not tht ur life suxs cum ill tell u how to kill urself??? its jus not fair or rite!!! think about it ...|
|29 Nov 2006||charlie||u shouldnt kill urself when your under 13 to begin with..u shouldnt wana kill urself at all..wat was the use of putting u on this planet if u were gna take urself away..u kill urself because u feel u have to..ur depressed because YOU make urself depressed..no1 is to blame but urself|
|29 Nov 2006||Rianna||I just read all of the postings up on this site. Part of me wants to say that i'm being selfish for wanting to even think about commiting suicide. Although it may not seem like it at times, i know there are people who love me. Especially my mother and father. They are probably the only two people that have made me reconsider any attempts of taking my life. Well, i have tried overdosing on pills, but as we all know that one doesn't do much. I tried to drink myself to death one point last year, and all i got was alcohol poisoning. it kinda fucking annoys me when people post up on this site A"dont kill ur self im here for you" because all of us are strangers on this damn thing. The only person i would want to be there for me would be someone that meant something to me. not seeking help and counseling through a god damn box over the internet. Things do get better, over time, time heals everything ive found. But at some points i just want to give up. i feel like sometimnes i have nothing to lvie for. i have no goals, and really no accomplishments. if my life seems as awful as it does now, i don't even wnat to know what it will be like in 10 years. cuase chances are, things ar eonly going to get worse. i just.....want something from this life. if im gunna live, i want to live for something. and right now it seems as though i have nothing. i've lost to many friends, simply from jsut withdrawing from them and other reasons. ive finally worked my way to graduation, in january, but at this point...i don't even want to. i've been doing it for my parents. not me. fuck college, it's not for me. i jsut want someone to love me for me and not have so mnany fucking haters in this world. and wish people would stop fucking judging all the time.|
|29 Nov 2006||Unknown||ummm smash ur head against a wall till u die|
|29 Nov 2006||Lyn||to whom this concerns:
suicide is NOT the answer... My husband killed himself, so I can tell you a thing or two about the subject. When someone kills themself they might die once but those left behind die a thousand times wondering why, if there was something they could have done...something they could have said... Please I urge You talk to someone DONT keep your thoughts to yourself.. Death is not the answer... If your parents dont treat you right tell them how you feel.. If they abuse you, get help dont stay in that environment...Seek counseling, talk to a preacher... there are so many options out there...people that can help you.. if you want to talk to me email me email@example.com
|28 Nov 2006||;)||you can not stop life for it is eternal|
|28 Nov 2006||Suicidal freak||Hey I've had a rough life all tho some people don't think so...
iv'e lived with my nana ever since i was 13 months old... when i was 14 yrs old i found out that my nana developed lung cancer after her early years of being a smoker but she stopped years ago... I found it hard to deal with at first cuz i've been living with my nana ever since i was little... later this year i found out 2 half months before my nana died was that she had brain cancer... her lung cancer had shrunk alittle bit over 2years but sadly it travelled to her brain.. We got told that my nana wasnt dying at the time but 2 half months later she sadly died in a rest home....
when my nana was in the rest home i had to go move to my fuckn dads house... becuz im not aloud to be home alone becuz ive tried to commit suicide a number of times... im bak to my old house with my brother and my mum moved in with us... i told my dad 2 kind of get fucked. I haste who i am and i always will... i've tried to strangle myself while on the phone to my best friend... um i've tried O.D heaps of times and all ive done heaps of things and i hate the fact that i'm always gonna live untill my actual time is up and that so sux i hate this fuckn world nothing is good and exiting anymore ...
fuck the world
|28 Nov 2006||Mike||personaly i like the gun ima try it one day dont know when maby when it gets to tuff i dont know still looking for a more unique way of killing myself|
|27 Nov 2006||ryan||well if your under 13 i dont think you have expeirenced enough life to commit suicide
im ryan im 18 i have never tryed to kill myself but think about it all the tim.the only thing that has pulled me through the hard times is my music its like a escape so i think if you really wanna kill yourself at least give it a second thought and try and focus on sumthing you love eg music art
its helped me through alot
if anyone wants to talk about what there feeling drop me an email and i will gladly talk to you and hear wat you have to say and help if i can
take it easy people and remember 2 thought
|27 Nov 2006||LoserChick4Life||I've been thinking about killing myself for a while now but i'm too scared to do it. I've though about buying a gun from the local pawn shop and just ending it all. I'm a 23 yr old female from a small boring ass town. I'm ugly and stupid, i have no social skills at all. I struggle with Social Anxiety,Depression,and Biopolar 2. I'm on Zoloft right now but its not working at all, its making me feel worser. nobody loves me. My parents abondoned me when i was a little girl. I was teased and bullied all through school and i quit in the 11th grade. I don't even have my GED. I'm just lost. I have no Job or a car i just sit at home all day locked in my room. I tried to seek help for my problems but nothing as worked. Therapy was a waste of money and medicine makes you worser. God truly sucks. I don't think there is even a God because he wouldnt allow people to suffer like this. Why did he make some people Ugly and others Pretty and popular...i don't understand it. I believe we got put on the planet by aliens or some shit. God dont' exist. I just want to die because i see no future for me. I'm a waste to society. Nobody will care when i'm gone. Even if they do care it won't effect me because i'll be dead. They caused me alot of pain so i would love to watch them suffer from my grave. Payback will be a bicth to them. I hate my family and i hate myself. I wish my mom would have had an abortion. Nobody knows what some people are going through.
Can you walk into a Pawn Shop and buy a gun and bullets without registration and all that shit? What do you need?
|27 Nov 2006||Joseph||I wanna keep this short so someone will at least listen; I know it's probably the worst place to talk about this but...I dunno. In september, I believed this thing called "universal powers" it's not a religion, just a state of mind.
Anyways the saying goes like this, and it's from Richard Linklaters movie Waking Life " If life is but a dream, then anythings possible, but first we must let go of our expectations"
I did that back in sepetember, and my life changed instantly, girls started talking to me, going out with me, I started getting marks in the 90s, I even started making tons of friends. all because I said "why not?" ; I wasn't afraid anymore of doing what I thought was right.
But well, something happened, I can't say it here, but many of my friends still wonder what happened to me. I just tell them "it was just too hectic, I couldn't keep up" but now, looking back at the smile on their faces, I wonder what would've happened If I just stuck with it.
(I came here looking for a "how to commit suicide" faq, it's pretty funny; the fact that I thought I could find one, I guess the world isn't as crazy as I thought)
|27 Nov 2006||S I N||I attempted suicide once. I tried to take a lot of ibuprofen. I didn't die, but I did realize that I will always fail at suicide.
Feeling suicidal is a feeling of emptiness, misery and pain. It is a feeling of not having a future, a wish to destroy oneself, a feeling of endless hurt. Suicide is the end of a walking depression.
I felt suicidal once. Then I felt it all the time.
|27 Nov 2006||S I N||My head won't leave me alone.
One day I will make movies, make my promise to the world.
Until then, I will cut, smoke, drink, die, sleep.
Sleep, sleep, sleep. That's all I need. Then I'll wake up and work, work, work.
"Foob" by Sleepy is the greatest song you'll ever hear.
|26 Nov 2006||Helping Hand||I am a Pro in NE. I'm a good lisner. Anyone wants to takl, drop me a line. I'll be here for you|
|26 Nov 2006||x||Some people just don't understand. There are SO many reasons why people would want to kill themselves, so what may be easy for you to move on from, may be harder for others. I don't get why people think just yelling at the person would make them change their mind... does it ever occur to them that they're making matters worse? Dammit, I just want to tell the world to shut the fuck up. I want one day where there's a moment of silence. Just one day where everything just stops and be peaceful. I ask for one day.... whatever.|
|26 Nov 2006||nobody||Jumping off a tall building crossed my mind many times. That way, I would get a thrill and a quick death. But at the same time, I just don't want my body to be found. I don't know why, maybe I'm just ashamed for somebody else being obligated to cleaning up my mess after me. I guess I would rather just disappear and no one would ever know what happened to me. Maybe take cyanide or something lethal that puts me to sleep. That way I could find a secret hidden place to die, so no one would find me.|
|25 Nov 2006||Fran||Wer'e here for a good time, not a long time.... Remember that....|