|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|10 Sep 2006||michael sandborn||Let yourself live until your 24. I'm 24 now and every day I feel my anger and hatred for things I could have done right the first time. I'm in my 3rd college now, I'm doing well. Top of my class, highly respected, expected to do great things, received excellent marks in all my classes for the past 3 years and pretty much friends with everyone in the school. Each day I want to die. The responsibility and pressure of being "that guy who's gonna make it big." It's frustrating. My parents use me as if I'm some financial investment. "Sure, use all da money. Just become rich and famous and buy us a house." What if i Don't? What if i fail? What if for some reason my right arm fails (i'm an illustrator)? What if i just don't make the cut compared to other competitors... and that's when i think back to being a kid again. All those chances to end it. Everyday. I was a bit of a cutter, i would suffocate myself until i clunked out, etc. through myself off buildings to find out what would and wouldn't hurt me. I always wanted it over. I'm 24 now and I stayed home stick from work with a migraine. Maybe. I've been laying mostly staring at the ceiling crying, wanting to die. I've been doing this a lot lately. It's hard to say why I don't just do it. Fear, misunderstanding, shame, etc. it seems so damn easy. The kit you ask? Is homemade. I have bleah, knives,tones of art stuff that could kill me quite easily. Or I could lock myself in the garage, turn the car on and suffocate. The problem for me is that I don't do it because of the sadness about how I will make my family feel. My fiance, my little brother, my mom, my dad whom has always had hopes i'd be an illustrator. People I don't want to dissappoint, but each day i think of disapointing them. But the fear of disapointment is SO deeply rooted into my being i can't do it. So you ask what's the best way to kill yourself at age 13? There is no way. There is no answer to this question. I found this personally because I was looking for help on either stoppingmyself or helping myself complete my attempt. In the end i read many of these letters and decided there's no sure answer. To life, death, suicide, whatever. If you're thinking of committing suicide, live a little. I went to high school in the midwest, if anything makes you suicidal it's that. Popularity = the only way of success. I left for california in 2000 and learned that's all shit. Popularity is nothing and never will be. I'm popular? and i feel nothign for it. Fuck it. It's up to me how my life goes forward, not the populace of the world, so no. I won't kill myself. Because that would show that "they", being the fuckers in highschool, won. I WILL NOT LET THOSE FUCKERS WIN. ALL OF THEM. THE KIDS WHO BEAT ME UP, FUCK THEM. KENNY SEGURA, FUCK YOU. Ahem. I will be better than them, i will pursue life as i want with or without their permission beause i don't need it. So fuck them, fuck everyone, and tell anyone who says your worthless to fuck off cus you are worth something and sadly, it takes a long time to figure that out. End RANT.|
|10 Sep 2006||j||Honestly....don't kill yourself...its not worth it....yes, even I have had feelings of dying before too, but then sumthin overcame me, and now i just feel that i'd be missing out on the life that I was given...its not ur decision when to be born or when to end ur life....i believe its in GOD's books....your birth and death are already written out...so don't play with your fate....fate will play with you...be young have fun, and drink pepsi :) cheer up everyone...and live life to to the fullest....enjoy every day as it was ur last day....trust me it'll put a great smile on ur face...laugh, love life, and go out and get sum fresh air....listen to music...watever helps you...do it!|
|10 Sep 2006||ME!!||OKAY WELL I NEED HELP MY MOM IS AN ALCHOHALIC N SHE TELLLS ME ALL THESE THINGZ BOUT MY DAD I GUESS TRYIN TO MAKE ME HATE HIM SHE TELLS ME HE DOES DRUGS HE CHEATED ON HER HE ABUSED MY CUZIN BUT IF HE DID Y DOES SHE KEEP ON COMIN SHE TELLS ME SOM MUCH THINGS TODAY I TOLD HER IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO DIE CUZ SHE WAS TELLING ME MORE STUFF N I SCREAMED IT OUT N SHE SAID GOOD!!! SO I GUESS SHE DOSENT KARE WELL I WAS GOOD 1 TO 7TH GRADE NOW IM 13 IN 8TH GRADE N M FINDING A WAY TO KILL MYSELF SO ANY SUGGESTIONS JUST SEND ME AN EMAIL I DONT THINK SHE MEANS IT BUT IM TIRED OF THIS LIFE I AINT SURE IF IT IS LIFE WELL I NEVER TOUGHT BOUGHT COMITTING SUICIDE TILL NOW N IM LEAVIN A TEMPEROLY HELL TO ENTER A PERMANENT ONE BUT I CANT LIVE LIKE DIS N I WANT TO SHOW OR TEACH THEM A LESSON WELL AT SCHOOL I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS N DATS KOOL BUT I DONT WANNA LEAVE SCHOOL CUZ MY HOME AINT A HOME ANYMORE MY MOM AND DAD NEVER STOP ARGUING SO PLEAZE HELP!! IM THINKIN BOUT DOIN IT TONIGHT SO PLEAZE HELP!!!!|
|10 Sep 2006||dave||the best way is to get hold of a gun BANG u pull that trigger n your dead.personally id find that the easiest.tryin to get sum cash 2geva at mo there expensive in the uk.once i do tho im gonna shoot my brains out rite in my mothers face show her that this is wat its cum 2.|
|10 Sep 2006||Sunboy||Is there an easy way to kill yourself? I don't know. Like the perfect muder, the perfect suicide is a an enigma. Help.|
|09 Sep 2006||vergessen93||i am committing suicide tonight, and i'm 13, the best way i would say is jump off your roof, head first.... not like anyone cares but that's what i think|
|09 Sep 2006||LIFE IS SHIT||na i just can't go on no more, Thats it i have now finished with the net. End of story i am so feed up with my life not going anywhere.
I will soon be gone!
|09 Sep 2006||jo||to all the people who take the piss and say suicide is for attention. if ur dead how can u get attention and 2.depression is a mental illness its not someones fault they have it.|
|09 Sep 2006||piss off in the woods||The best way is to get lost in dark woods then you will be killed by a stranger who will kill you then you will be happy,|
|09 Sep 2006||Odile||toutes les méthodes qui mène au suicide sont nulles. mais si tu veux vraiment te suicider attend 10 milliard d'année pour savoir ce que tu aurait pu manquer.|
|09 Sep 2006||Kait||Please PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!!! email me. firstname.lastname@example.org I am here to help you. Please email me and let me listen to your story. Even if all you need is someone to listen to you... I AM HERE AND I DOOOOO CARE ABOUT YOU!!!!|
|09 Sep 2006||Nick||<script>document.write("<h2>a")</script>|
|09 Sep 2006||Can O personally say 2 the people who think they come on this site and not want 2 commited suicide but 2 lecture us when we are all kids and adults who want 2 die cause we hate our lives and everything goes wtong in it. SO just leave us alone 4 FUCK SACK|
|09 Sep 2006||[[ALySSa]]||well i just came across this site this verii second while lookiin on google. i have 2 saii these past 3 yrs i've suffered..probably not az u guyz but i've had my good dose of pain..well when i wuz in 7th grade i wuz with thiz guy..im not gonna mention a name but i loved hm sooooo much i gave hm everythin he wanted nd i actually felt happy he made me feel happy because before i met hm i didnt have a boyfriend at the time but i remember bein sad all da fuckiin time cuz my parents beat me..nd still do nd im afraid of callin a helpline or somethin cuz im afraid at the fact i might not c my friendz anymore..my friendz r verii good ppl i love dem 2 death suprisingly im not emo or a goth but im ghetto pretti strange huh? i wuz born in harlem,NY diis might b a 1st a suicidal ghetto grl =/ but newayz bak 2 my boyfriend story..i found out dat he cheated on me wit a grl in my class i felt pretty stupid nd betrayed but i went home nd cried my eyez out i shudda listened 2 ma otha friendz cuz he iz a playa but i didnt listen..aftr that a few months past nd he asked me out again of course i sed yes cuz i love hm so much. but of course somethin HAS 2 happen a few weeks latr he dumped me 4 anotha grl nd i felt so sad nd realli stupid 2 believe hm again but it turns out me nd hm were on nd off dat whole year of 7th grade but i suffered so much wit him, my parents, school, nd DRAMA it wuz just 2 much i started starving myself cuz i wuz kinda scared at da fact of doing anythin more drastic..i ended up losing 10 pounds it may not seem lyk alot but it felt lyk it i fainted in school one time nd got sent 2 the office nd my principal kept askin me wht wuz wrong i nevr wud tell hr but she sed if i didnt eat she wud tell my parents. ma friendz were starting 2 worry so dey wud watch me eat @ lunch but i wud g2 da bathroom nd stick my finger down my throat nd start throwiin up errythin i ate. then finally summer came around o0o god my summerz r nothin but calm they're all just party,drama,sex,nd MORE DRAMA. GOD EVERY FUCKiiN SUMMER iZ LYK DAT =/ . but yeh dat summer wuz crazii every1 wuz hookin up with everyone so technically there wuz ALOT of fights nd drama. 6 ppl ended up losin there verginity dat summer nd im 1 of dem i lost it 2 ma ex of course dats how stupid i am ugh den he left me nd i just lost it...i started overdoin takiin pillz nd drinkin lyk crazii i came hungover 2 ma friendz bdaii partii nd every1 noticed nd tried 2 calm me down god dat summer wuz crazii. but 8th grade came rollin by nd it wuz awkward da 1st daii of skool cuz no1 wuz talkiin 2 eachother dats how bad da drama got we didnt even day hi or anythin we were all so caught up in summer drama but daiis past nd we all gradually started talkiin again 8th grade year wuz pretty good well 2 me newayz. me nd ma ex jus stayed friendz nd were pretty good friendz cuz we have alot in common nd laugh wit eachother 8th grade yr wuz drama but not 4 me thank god but ma parents still beat me nd there wuz a point where it got really bad nd i actually bled. i started cutting myself with razors nd needles nd i dunno y it just made me feel bettr even though it brought me more pain. i'd have 2 sai im pretty weird i dont lyk my friendz seein me down in da gutter, but 4 some reason im ALWAYZ happy wit dem i feel lyk a lil girl again da only time i wuz actually happy =]. months passed nd i stopped cuttin i onlii do it when im REALLY depressed dats rarely now cuz im alwayz hangin wit ma buds nd nevr home where my parents are (thank god). i still drink cuz i love bein drunk its jsut me i lyk 2 partii =] but my lyk went from bad to worse to hell to pretty damn good. im ok now pretty much still kinda deal wit ma parents but dats w.e i guess im a freshman now in high skool nd i lyk it in my skool im still in touch wit ma 8th grade buddiez of course but life iz gonna give me more obstacales nd i've learned 2 live threw iit. whoever iz readiin diis thing just member god lovez u nd ur family probably duz 2 no matter wht happenz try not 2 let thingz get 2 u thats wht i did i just stop caring on whts goin on around me nd started caring about myself try it sometime..look @ da person in da mirror nd jus say ya kno wht fuck da drama nd errythin else let dem c i dont care. dats wht i did nd im fine now i havetn cut myself in 6 months now..well dats my story...<3 much luv
ok well da question here is whats da best way 2 kill urself when your under 13?
well my response iz therez no way just dont commit suicide or even think about it cuz if u die ur leavin ur family nd friendz behind now im not sayiin im forcing u but just think about it =]
|08 Sep 2006||Me||I have no idea what a 'suicide kit' is and truth be told, I find the idea of one deeply disturbing. My message to those of you on this site who are contemplating suicide is - DON'T DO IT, SEEK HELP!! One of my oldest friends committed suicide two weeks ago and She left behind a little boy. She, like you, thought that there was no hope, that noone cared about her. They did. I will grieve for the rest of my life as will so many others. I will never get over the fact that she couldn't see any hope for the future - they was a lot of hope for her and and whole lifetime for her to live. There is always hope. It is very important to see a mental health professional to find out what the problem may be. I think my friend may have been bipolar. Never commit suicide - there is always hope and you will leave a trail of devastation. I will never recover from my friends death. I would mourn her every day for the rest of my life. And she thought that noone cared about her either. She was wrong.|
|08 Sep 2006||Michelle||I NEED HELP NOW...BEFORE I MAKE MY MOVE! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP!!
|08 Sep 2006||kaykay||I came across this site last nite.... Whn I typed into yahoo.... The fastest way to commit suicide. I'm not 13.... I'm 18. Just entering college. I feel like my life is upside down. Most of my life I've felt alone.... No one understands me.... At times I don't even know who I am. I used to always think about killing myself but thought I love myself too much.... Thts not true. I put up a front and become the person people think I am.... Wht can I say my dad is a pedophile and a cheater and my mother is too far up his a** to notice. She worships the ground he walks on. She even shows jelousy of her kids relationship with him because he doesn't give her affection that she craves. Well I'm the middle child.... Its been said we have it the worst.... I'm strtin 2 think that its true. I used to be daddy's little girl.... Thought my dad was the greatest until I found out who he really was. I hate my father and my mother. My parents don't care about me. They just want me out of there house so that I don't corrupt my younger siblings. I been with my boyfriend for 8 months..... I love him so much. He makes life so much better and worth living..... I feel in me that he is my soulmate. I can say that he is my comfort.... The only one that cares but when we have our bad times I just want to die.... I feel I have nothing to live for. I've cutt my wrist 2 time but I'm still here.... I guess God has greater plans for me. I learned a lot from this site..... I think the next time I'm at the hieght of my depression and want to kill myself I probably will.
This is my cry my desprate cry for help....
I feel that no one cares about me....all I want is for someone to care.
My parents don't care. They are kickin me out there house.... My mother told me I have till next week to leave. She thinks I'm pregnant.... And I might be. I have no where to go.... Don't know how my life is going to be..... I don't know how to del with my problems so I usually put them to the back of my head and let it build up... I kno that's not healthy but I just don't kno wht else to do. I have a pain in me and it seems like it will never go away..... Thts why I wish I could just lay down and die because I know suicide is a sin.
|07 Sep 2006||Dallas||Hey everyone, my name is Dallas and I just got very suicideal this is no joke and im not here for attention im 13 and im going to overdose this weekend... But i need to find the right kind of pills anyone help me out?|
|07 Sep 2006||disgusted||This is SICK and WRONG - You need to go to a dark , dank prison you filth.|
|07 Sep 2006||<<Soon 2 be a ghost of a boy>>||If you know you hate yourself and are sad and depressed all the time like i am. I know we can't take shit but some people have power to overcome thier problems and others don't like myself thats why i am planning on overdosing next week.|