|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|16 Oct 2006||alex n||i am 15 and i have tryed to kill myself about 12 times now. hoping 13 will be sucessfull. lol. anyway the other night i wrote a poem and i wanted people to read so here goes
When youve lost all your pride
and you have no reasons to survive
Inside your slowly dying
Outside you cant stop crying
you might say suicide is bad
try living the life i had
you say you can cope
but really the answer to that question is nope
cuz u can't cope
if you can you must perminently be smoking dope
lifes a bitch
and suicide should be sucessfull and go without a hitch
when your feeling low
and you just burry your head in the pillow
there is no reason to get up in the morning
all you see is the pain that is dawning
When life is not worth living
And all you seem to be doing is giving
When all your hope is gone
And you feel like you don't belong
So you put on a sad song
and think about what went wrong
When everything feels wrong
And all your happiness has just gone
your emotions start sinking
so you start drinking
I just dont wanna live anymore
So Ill just walk out the door
All I wanna do is die
Youll only see pain in my eyes
When your sick of all the bull
That trigger is all that youve gotta to pull
When all you feel is pain
You put a blade deeper through your vein
You watch it bleed
You feel the need to die
You just wanna die
All I wanna do is die
The only thing I do is cry
and wonder why
Oh I just wanna die
I put a knife though my through
Oh now lets see you gloat
Goodbye to you and your life
I cut deeper with my knife
When all you want is a bit of love
but It just flys away like the planes above
I put a gun up to my head
Bang bang, now Im dead.
|16 Oct 2006||Mike Jach||To pretend to fly.|
|16 Oct 2006||Chris||Im feeling the same, if anyone wants to talk then my email is email@example.com. please add me
|16 Oct 2006||Binaya Neupane||I have been through severe depression and frustation since one year? I want to get rid of this bladdy and miserable life.|
|15 Oct 2006||gyhtu||personally i think overdoce it doesent hurt.. nd hoo care if u hurt ur paretns ur prob killing urself because those fuckers|
|15 Oct 2006||You know My Name||Jump off a build with a note reading "I am now a fallen angel and will return back to God". That is what you call a beutiful and quite interesting death,|
|15 Oct 2006||vernon||so you wanna kill yourself huh?
well ok. but before you do just think about one thing. while you still can. when you kill yourself someone will take your body and undress you. cut you open and take out your organs. sew your eye lids shut and put chemicals in your body. who knows they may even be a necro.
|15 Oct 2006||Tania||don't do it , i'm 13 i tried it , first by beconming so bulemic i threw up blood then by cutting myself , get help , fall in love . i need help myself so if any of you want to get a friend who has had a life that you couldn't possibly imagine both good and bad . write me . i grew up as a missionary to china with my parents there my life was really fucked up but ya know it can be worse and that is a thing that you can dwell on and it will help but please contact me if you need help|
|15 Oct 2006||SHITT||TO ALL THE FUCKEN PEOPLE ON THIS SITE SAYING THAT EVERYBODY IS STUPID BECAUSE THEY KNOW WAYS OF COMMITTING SUICIDE OR THAT YOUVE TRIED IT OR THE FUCKEN STORY OF THEIR DAMN LIFE..LEAVE THEM THE FUCK ALONE..LET THEM DO WHAT THE FUCK THEY WANT.IF THEIR HAPPY WITH IT BE FUCKEN HAPPY..YOU MUTHER FUCKEN DIMWITTS YOU GUYS WANT THEM TO GET A DAMN LIFE??FIRST START OF WITH YOU GETTING A LIFE AND STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT IT!!MIND YOUR OWN GOD FUCKEN BUSSINESS..THIS SITE MIGHT BE THERE FUCKEN REMEDY OF GETTING OVER THEIR DAMN SUICIDAL PROBLEMS!!|
|15 Oct 2006||john arrington||enroll yourself at UC Berkeley and major in Mathematics|
|14 Oct 2006||Ami-lee||im a 16 year old female, and have had depression for 3 years. I have tried so many ways of commiting suicide like gettin a towl and spraying body spray into it and inhaling, over dose on all types of drugs or injecting my arm with metho, slitting my wrists so deep my veins loose that much blood that i end up passing out, and the list goes on. But none of them wroked so then i tried talking to someone but they ended up back stabbing me, so now i dont talk to anyone. If u wanna commit suicide do it good and proper, dont fuk around and stop at the last minute, if your sick of life and you dont think its worth living do it. Dont listen to anyone, noone can tell u wat to do its none of their buisness wat u do to your body, but if u want to stay alive and live life dont even consider or think of the word ''suicide'', coz u obviously wanna live. Guys and chicks are nothing to commit suicide over they're a waste of time, i learnt that lesson along time ago. If your not quite sure on wat to do with your life and your confused email me at firstname.lastname@example.org, and i'll try to help u in anyway possible|
|14 Oct 2006||Kristen||Well, since I'm a Christian I have to live through the pain. If you're a Christian and you kill yourself you will go to hell. If you are feeling really bad, masterbate. I think if I were to kill myself I take an overdose of coeide or something simple like a poison.|
|14 Oct 2006||Frankie says relax||well i AM 13 i AM suicidal and i AM saying that no1 should have to go through what i AM right now. And you, you sick cunt after reading everything people are saying i'm thinking maybe i'll put all my depression and rage into KILLING you you stupid motherfucking gobshite!!!! But please if you are 13 or under i AM highly depressed i AM trying to kill myself but i DO have friend here to stop me, so het friends nd tell them everything and tell them you're depressed instead of cutting yourself, i had to find that out the hard way my friend noticed my wrist and made me tell him everything, so don't go it alone and it's probably to late to save me but it's not too late to save yourselves so i'm begging you just remember what Frankie said and what i'm saying "relax don't do it|
|14 Oct 2006||KayK||Hey everyone, I'm new here. I've been having a very tough week and things just aren't going my way. I've some really good frends who I know loves me dearly but can't understand y a sweet, intelligent, kind person wants to kill herself. I'm 17, 18 in a couple months, I live at home with my grandma, bro and aunt. l'm older than my bro, and he's there favourite (no I'm not jealous). My mom isnt with us and I have no idea where our father is. Ever since I can remember I've had family issues, everyone does. I've been called names that I try to forget, critized, blamed for things I didn't do; abused mostly mentally, that my self-esteem has past its negative mark. The first time I attempted suicide was at the age of 14. I overdosed with any pills in site, but it only made me sick. Life is always great once my aunt or uncle is around, but they don't live here. This week I tried to cut my wrist but something stops me everytime I try. I know y; God has a plan for my life. He didn't have it easy when he was on earth, its just human nature to lash out wat comes to mind. I've decided that I'll ride out my storm until He decides what happens after. I love my mom and I don't want to lose her. So, people when the going gets tough and all u see ahead of u are obstacles, pray, trust in God and wait on Him to do His work in Your life. Love u all and wish u all the happiness I know life can offer.|
|14 Oct 2006||ASHLEE||HI I AM ASHLEE AND ALL MY FAMILY IS DEAD THEY GOT KILLED IN FRONT OF ME WHEN I WAS 7 YEARS OLD AND EVERY DAY IT FLASHES BACK AND I SEE IT I HAVE TRIED TO KILL MY SELF LIKE 5 TIMES EVERYDAY I CANT STOP AND IT THE ONLY WAY I CAN BE WITH THEM I HAVE NO FAMILY AND EVERYONE LOVES ME COZ IM POPULAR AND EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS BLAMED ON ME I GET SO MUCH SHIT FROM PEOPLE IT IS NOT FUNNY I HATE EVERYTHING AND I GET JUGED EVERYDAY COZ IM EMO BUT I AM STILL POPULAR AND I DONT SEE 1 REASON THAT WILL MAKE ME NOT WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND I AM IN LOVE WITH MY FRIEND JIAH BUT HE DOESNT LIKE ME IN THAT WAY AND HE MKES ME FEEL LIKE SHIT COZ HE IS SO PERFICT AND I WILL NEVER BE WITH HIM UT I JUST WANT TO DIE !!!!!!!!! if anyone has a reason for me to stay alive heres me msn addy email@example.com|
|13 Oct 2006||Grim||well my life sucks and it still does!yeh I'm a disasterpiece ..yey ! wll i tried to commit suicide 4 times now...once when i was 10 the second when i was 12 the third when i was 14 and the last was 12 days ago (coma) whell i tried drug overdose the first and las times and jumping in front of a car ...damn thease new break tipe
i see no reason to not commitin suicide (4 me that is) i hate miself ... i mean no female interest no friends i'm beeing treated like a gost ... don't commit suicide ... it's not worth it ( but i still would)
|12 Oct 2006||Come on.||Killing yourself won't do it. I won't talk about religion. you think no one likes you? no one loves you? Well, you are wrong. no one is useless. In fact, everyone is good for something. There is a quote,one of my favorite quotes, that says, to the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. Yeah, your saying, that's not true, that's just stupid. It could never happen. but yet, every day, it does happen. Someone loves you, or at least likes you. , im not suicidal, by any means. I actually like who i am. I like you already. i am friends with everyone untill they give me a reason not to be. there are people out there like that, who don't judge. You need to find one of us, cause we want to help. Just so you know, im not a grown up. I'm 13. No, i don't go to private school, and every day some one dies. You know what? You DONT want to be that person. live out your life, set a goal. EVERYONE is good at something, even if it is just reading or maybe math. Are you good at something? I know you are. Find it, and hold onto it. I want to be a singer, personally. I may never be. but i have a goal. no matter what, don't kill yourself... Did you know that most people who try to kill themselves immediatly after wish they hadnt? Its stupid.|
|12 Oct 2006||The best way to kill your selfs will be to eat barly it is not ment to be eaten raw, it will kill you off soon!
|12 Oct 2006||its me mom. you know who i am right?||hello everyone.
i am writing this to say that i have decided to be pro-choice. yes i am going to end my life. i feel that no matter what i do it is just not worth it. uneventful. boring. and everyone is so selfish. i dont see the point in anything. it is like a gloomy cloud in my head. i mean i dont have problems like you people. i have what would be considered a good life. but its all so annoying and pointless. it doesnt really matter. soon i wont have to think about it anymore.
|12 Oct 2006||Erik||Hey A.L. I read about half the posts on this site during the past couple of hours but yours stood out to me. I am a 35-year-old white male whose life has sucked for the last 20 years. No, it never did "get better" as people told me it would when I was a teen-ager. I can't commit suicide because it would destroy the rest of my parents' lives. I always say to myself "no one deserves to live like this, not even a murderer", so certainly my parents don't. But that's what my suicide would do to them. So it's just living in this "Hellhole of a life", as A.L. put it, day after day, year after year. There's no other choice. The most twisted, ironic part of life for me is when someone tries to counsel me by saying "life is a gift". Heh, ain't that a kick in the arse! Who would want this gift? Another funny "joke on us" that is quite similar is in Christian scripture; it says if you ask your father for a piece of bread, will he give you a scorpion instead? (If that's not exactly right, the sentiment is still correct.) Well it's funny, my dad certainly would not hand me a scorpion, but that's what I got out of life! Another funny one that preachers tell is that "Jesus came to give us life in abundance". Yes! More please! Have you read all these posts? Yes, what we really all want is more of THIS. Something else that is funny: Dying quickly by jumping off a tall building is "selfish" but dying slowly, a little each day, during the course of 20 or 30 years, living a completely pointless, frustrating and miserable life, is acceptable and even honorable! Hey, and don't you just love those preachers who say "God wrote The Bible", or, "The Bible is God's letter to you." Heh. They are hilarious. Well, my dog wrote "God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater". You want to hear something even more hilarious? Once I was so desperate that I . . . Nope, no razor blade . . . Nope, no noose . . . Nope, no bottle of painkillers . . . Nope, not even my handgun . . . I was so desperate, I actually started giving money to one of those televangelists! Yes, it's true! I actually gave that son of a bitch more than $300 before I wised up. Now I can't even pay my rent! I have to borrow money from my parents to pay my rent! Talk about being a loser. The girls are all over my broke ass. Speaking of televangelists, they suck! Here is some news to some of you: human beings, imperfect just like you and me, wrote every book, including The Bible. Don't let some jerkoff tell you that if you pray for something and "believe" with all your might that it will happen for you. Odds are, it won't. The problem is, enough people will get lucky and then tell you about how their prayers were answered ("Oh God has blessed me SO MUCH") and it will just confuse you and make you wonder what you are doing wrong. (Why, you are sinning, of course! You idiot!) Do you know what it really means to "believe"? It means to take heed of a warning or follow some advice. For example, if someone says, don't walk on the subway rails or you'll be electrocuted, and you are a "believer", you won't walk on them. You won't need proof, you just won't walk on them for fear of being electrocuted. It's not some mental exercise, so stop "wishing" thinking that if you wish hard enough things will change. They probably won't. Here is something interesting. Have you ever read in the Christian scriptures about Jesus being "tempted in the woods"? Do you know what the writer meant when he said that "Satan" tempted Jesus by encouraging Jesus to hurl himself off a cliff? Bingo! It meant that the hero of the story was tempted with the very same horrible crap that is dragging us all down -- thoughts of ending the suffering of self. But trust me, there is no way of getting around the problem of hurting others with your suicide (I have studied on it a right good while), so it just won't work. We're stuck here in this "Hellhole of a life", as A.L. put it, and that's just the way it is. (The good news is, you don't have to worry about going to Hell, you're already here!) I guess, maybe, if your entire family and all your friends, if you all committed suicide together, and didn't leave anyone behind to suffer for it, then maybe it would work. But how can that work? There is always some friend somewhere who is going to be left out and left with the sadness that he or she doesn't deserve.
So then what is left for us to do as we suffer through this crap-o-rama in this sewer we call Earth? Did you ever see the film "Sling Blade" with Billy Bob Thornton? Well there is a scene where Billy Bob's character (an ex-mental patient and killer) is discussing with his new friend (a boy of maybe 10 or 12) the experience he once had of witnessing the body of an aborted baby (it may even have been his little brother). And he said of the girl who destroyed the baby, "She ought not to have done that. He woulda had fun sometimes." There is your answer. Fun. Try to save up enough money (or time or whatever resource it takes) so that you can go and have fun sometimes. Whenever you have fun you can almost escape for a few moments. I'm not saying that I agree with Billy Bob's character that a few moments of fun make a lifetime of hell worth it. But since we're already here, it's different for us.
Good luck A.L.