|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|21 Oct 2006||Shawn Turner||Hi. I am a 31 year old male, living in Ohio with a wife and 2 children. And I want to die. I simply do not care about this life, or any of the bullshit that comes with. This is deep seeded for me, for I am the suicidalist.
I have no family, no brothers, no sisters, no mom, no dad, nothing. Aside from my wife and 2 children.
My wife? She tells me to shut up and do it already.
My children? They are young and most likely will grow up to learn what a loser I am.
Whats stopping me? Nothing. I have currently in front of me enough muscle relaxers in front of me that will stop any and all activity in my body. For good measures, I also have sediatives that will peacefully place me in a sleep. Combo of both, and I will not wake up.
I just don't care. I see people talk of pain that will be cause upon someone's death, whether it be suicide, or "just their time". None of us live forever, not a single soul or being on this green earth. We all die, its life.
Selfish? Hardly. I rather think of it as beating the odds, and besides; whats it really all matter anyways?
Good luck in all you do and enjoy the sweetness of silence and overcoming darkness.
|21 Oct 2006||Up yours everyone||How should I do it? Quick and painless of course. I do not want to suffer. Plus, I don't want to leave behind some greusome scene of violence for someone I care for to discover. I know! I'll go up into the mountains and find some cave or perhaps a sewer drain pipe.. Climb deep inside, and then blow my brains out. The body would have long decomposed to just a skeleton before it would be discovered. I could leave behind cryptic notes telling them that I went off to Nepal to meditate with the lamas. Yes, that's a good idea. Perhaps I'll go to Nepal and find the cave to off myself in there. That would be an ever better idea, methinks. Ah, to die. To fall asleep forever. I wonder if you dream when you're dead? Is the afterlife permanent dreamstate? One can only speculate. At any rate, life right now as it is here is far too unpleasant to possibly tolerate anymore. I mean, shit, day after day --- waking up, a hateful experience to be sure: being robbed of the only joy in my life, the blissful escapism of the dreamworld --- to a world where I must hastfuly pop out of bed, bathe, throw on some clothes and run as quick as I can, to nothing the sweet seclusion of my apartment place where I can dwell in misery on how lonely I am. I must beg the pardon of you, my esteemed reader, at this point. I have been behaving quite aloof lately and have made no efforts to reveal who in fact I am. I am your standard issued slightly-more-intelligent-than-the-average-shithead-in-public-school kid who grew up in suburban 70s and 80s Texas, a perfect example of public schooling, yet intelligent nonetheless to become quite good at computing as a hobby which started out as a mediocre shit. You know how it was back then ... how many of you people met your first real friend when you first started making that big dot-com money? And how many of you people are going through a breakup (if you'd been smart) or a divorce (or proceeding towards one currently) by now? We were unpopular kids, most of us, in high school... but then we went and started making the $$$. people started treating us a bit different then, didn't they! Well, I digress. I have made the decision to begin planning my own termination.
|21 Oct 2006||I hate myself, I hate my life, I am unloveable, never will find happiness, and will die poor, miserable, cold, and alone -- unless I OFF MYSELF FIRST!!|
|21 Oct 2006||jenni||Don't, Kid you haven't lived yet.
I'm 15 almost 16 and was badly abused as a child and became anorexic.
theres always another awnser.
|21 Oct 2006||ben||hey man i know this dont seem big but im a christian in a very very non-christian school im getting more depressed each day because its so hard i dont want to commit suicide but im just in a real tuff situation its not that big to some people but im just so depressed can u help me??|
|21 Oct 2006||I don't know about the "best" but the easiest way is jumping down head first from a high place or if you're living in the USA just get your parents' gun and blow your head off.|
|21 Oct 2006||one two mic checka||the age old question:
what is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
well probably the best way to kill yourself when under 13 is the same best way to kill yourself when over 13. now this is where we get down to brass tacks. when you are 13 years and one day old are you over 13 or just plain old 13. having established that, we have a third category. plain old 13 year olds. is it for just one day or a whole year? and what is the best way to kill yourself when you are just plain old 13 years old? because the number 13 has significance. it signifies several things. mattias, the 13th disciple of Jesus Christ. it signifies a day known as friday the 13th which is where people who were accused of witchcraft where burned at the stake and some might have been witches but some where not and so until now 13 has been considered unlucky. which brings me to another point. you either believe in luck or fate. now if you believe in luck many people have tured 13 and not killed themselves. however many people have killed themselves and been 13 so i am not sure that has any relevance except to obviously point to the fact i do not believe in luck. luck is a word that comes from another language that means lucifer. now i do believe he exists but i also believe he is a liar and wants to see you kill yourself. which brings me to fate. and you are either going to kill yourself or you arent. and if someone who cannot tell the truth wants you to kill yourself then he is lying which means that even the most evil being dosent want you to kill yourself. 13 is also a number used by some mexican gangs. they usually have 13 rules they go by.
|20 Oct 2006||jordan||Hi i am jordan, i am a 19 year old woman from australia who has recently been reading the stories on this suicide site, i really feel for all of you who feel suicidal and or depressed,
i have been in the darkness of suicide,
i was sexually abused from the age of 6 to 14, my mother died when i was 16 and i became depressed, i had an eating disorder and began cutting myself, i went down hill quickly and attempted suicide twice but was put into hospital so i could not attempt it again, i hated anyone touching me, more so men most likley due to the sexual abuse, i realised that i was gay and that had a huge effect on me because my family are homophobic so i couldn't tell them and had no support in this area.
i never spoke to anyone about my problems, i wore long sleeved shirts so no one could see the scars on my wrists, i should have talked with someone, a proffessional, but i didn't because i didn't trust people, but that was a mistake, i should have asked for help because those are things that no one should have to deal with on their own.
so if anyone wants to talk about what they are feeling feel free to e-mail me and talk to me.
|20 Oct 2006||hyawatha||Whomever erected this web page is a small person alone in the world with out God - I feel pity for you. As for the answer to your question. Its best to wait until your 14.|
|20 Oct 2006||gods girl||Read this childish fukkin forum - grow up ya buncha inbreds!!!|
|20 Oct 2006||Katerine||play chess while you're being eated by my little dog. or play chess with a dead person, that should do it.|
|19 Oct 2006||Marianne||jump out of a bridge og hanging|
|19 Oct 2006||emma||im at college and doing a media representation and we have to create a series of adverts and i need a little help. My advert campaign is about being bullied it is a series of adverts that collate to make a story. Basically the end of the story is about someone comiting suicide. I have been researching bullying and suicide for the past few weeks now and i came across this site. The last of my adverts is going to be a suicide note written across the page but for my advert to be effective i need something meaningful that will stand out to an audience. Having tried numerous times to write a suicide note for my advert i have failed miserably as i have never been put in that situation of having to explain to someone why i have tried to take my own life. This is where i need help. I am hoping that someone with the experience of writing one will give me a few pointers or even go as far as to write me one. If i am asking too much i am sorry i just thought it was worth a shot. After reading some of peoples views and stories i am left feeling quite emotional. I am myself am happy with life...ok so it has its bad days as well but generally my life is great. I do however understand that life cannot be great and that some people do see killing themselves as a release and if any one wants to talk i am willing to listen!|
|19 Oct 2006||The Original Felicia The Great||There is no such a thing as hogging space here Jacob. You are fine.
It is a post site you see. We all have the enjoyment of posting what we really feel, whether it be factious or non-fictitious.
Its a site that we choose to lament, patronize, or vent upon. It is a people forum for suicidal folks of all ages, and for people who need entertainment, ideas to put on their twisted movie scripts and cartoons, a mosh pit for people in criticizing our uniqueness. I dont condone destructive behavior and post full of mean slander.
Jacob, I also want to comment that I didnt create this website. I had numerous complaint emails about Mouchette.org, and some people accusing me of being the suicidal French chick, who gets a kick out of making questioning comments about thirteen year olds killing themselves and this kit thing.
Feel free to comment more often and no I am not picking up on you.
If you are a parent:
I urge the parents reading this site from their childs add to favorites list, to keep an eye on their kids get a nanny blocker and banish this site so your children cant view it. But note that later down the road you cant shelter your child forever. Seek counseling for them anyways and note that nobody gets over suicide.
|18 Oct 2006||ANGELA||My heart is breaking here, I just stumbled on your site by looking up the word committment, and I know that God has a reason that I found your site. I am a mother of a ten year old and as I read all of your notes of how you are so depressed and that no one cares I keep thinking of how I would feel if my son committed suicide and it breaks my heart thinking that somewhere out there are mothers and fathers, sisters and brothers, friends and family that you guys aren't thinking of that do care, and I will tell you if they don't then you all have me, I do care, I do feel hurt as you speak of your deaths, it is breaking my heart. God has put you all here for a special reason and that is not to take your lives, no matter how hard it seems right now. Of course Satan is there laughing and hoping you all give into his plans. Please consider going to your counselor, to your parents, to a friend,to a suicide counselor, or to church that I know if you approach someone they will help. I know beyond any doubt there is someone that cares for you his name is Jesus, he is there for you just call out to him, please for my sake if no one elses.|
|18 Oct 2006||I Hate You Sicko!||You Are Sick! Pretend To Kill Yourself? Who Do You Think You Are! And Under 13?|
|18 Oct 2006||Emily Hope||Help please! I'm only 11 years old and my brother rapes me. My Dad stabs me and they're both drunks! ive tryed cutting myself but they just got the idea i like the pain they're giving me so they do it more and more now.I've tryed to run away. I found my sister that way, but my brother found me, so ive been thinking about suicide latly, but i dont want to. I want to someday meet someone and fall in love. but thats probally never going to happen. and I dont want to call child serveses again. I dont want a diffrent family...i love this one...please help..|
|17 Oct 2006||Rae||Hey my name is Rae. i'm 18 years old. i tried commiting sucide several times. here are some nifty ideas. you could stop eating for 3 days and stop drinking water too. that will kill you. you could cut your wrists and you can die that way. or give your self a thousand paper cuts. any way possible i'm gonna be dead i hate life and it sucks.|
|17 Oct 2006||sara||hey ive had a terrible life i hate it and thats all i can say im 14 and dont feel it can get any better but alot worse! my familt gives me everything i want and need but i am always depressed i feel like takin my life but just dont have the guts to do it. thinkin about my family if i was dead and how they feel makes me feel so bad for them. i had to go to a counciller when i was 12 as i dreamed about things a 12 year old shouldnt dream about such as my parents dying it was realy hard for me when i woke up cryin! also school is the worst times for me ive moved schools alot and just cant take it my secondary school i got bullied alot and its not like i cant stick up for my self its just im not the type of person that likes school and i left that school a couple of months ago as it got to much and had to move in with my dad leaving 3 sisters and one brother and mum and a step dad which was hard as ive never left them before expecially my mum as ive been with her all my life! its was very hard leaving my 4 year old sister and 2 year old brother as im realy close to them i finally settled down but had to get a new school i now do have a new one and im hating it as its a new school making new friends and its just not working people in year 10 seem to have their own friends own groups and so on i dont no wot to do and at this point in my life im thinkin about commiting suicide ive already cut my wrist and wrote death letters i dont no wot else to do please help im desperite!|
|16 Oct 2006||fuck this webbie||what the shit is this u telling lil kids to killl themselves well i tell u what i'm 13 right now nd i would nver kill myself shur.. i have m ups nd downs but killing goes beyond the line!!there r days that i wish i was dead i still have family problems but maybe the next day it gets better i mean every problem has a sulution to it nd u dont have to go killing yourslef just cuz your mad i mean wait.... u will be oved eventually nd none of the reasons i read was worth losing a life for so young ppl take a stand killing yourself dosn't take u anywhere but hell!!! nd thos who r cristian nd chatholic nd do a sicide well screw u ppl cuz our riligions dosn't countain killing nd suiciding fuck thos who made this web site!! i'm gonne tell my dad (whos a cop) nd lets see what he can do about it.|