|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|01 Nov 2006||Katie||I am 18 yrs old and like most of the people here want to die. my life lately has been one blow after another. i feel like i have no friends and nothing to live for. i have never really tried suicide before. the thing i am most afraid of is whats next if i only knew i would end it all. so here i sit on my bed crying my eyes out because i just dont know what to do. i have so many people in my family but i feel like no one cares to relize whats happening. i am failing at college, i cant get a boyfriend because im fat and disgusting and i just dont want to live like this anymore.in high school i was at the top of all my classes and now college is so hard on me i just dont know what to do with my life. i finally realized that all my "friends" are the fakest peole i ever met and i hate everyone of them. so yeah u all say to find someone u trust to talk about these things well guess what i dont have anyone that i trust. so i keep it all to myself and it just builds and builds until lately its become to much for me to handle. so please i just want someone who doesnt know me and cant jusdge my to help! because i have probably told my mom 100 times that i need to talk to a therapist but she doesnt take me seriously. i know this would devistate her if she knew i felt this way but how can i help that i feel my life isnt worth living anymore? i just had to get this off my chest and it feels good to know that someone knows how i feel even if i dont know u!|
|01 Nov 2006||Colette||Okay... so ive made a posting before but i still have more things that i want to say... Yesterday i tried t kill myself again. I climbed to the roof of a tall building. I swung my legs over the side... But there were people down there... So i thought, what if i fall on one of then and fall them dead? Or what if i die in front of them and they get so down that they kill themselves as well... So i couldnt. But i am going to do it. I do want to fucking die!!! Just in a different way that doesnt impact other people so badly. Maybe i will get rattex or something like that. I dont know. Just know i am going to fucking do it becoz i am truely and totally worthless|
|31 Oct 2006||THREE TIMES IS A CHARM.||sometimes singing a song helps. not a gay song like something david bowie wrote. write your own song. like here is one i wrote.
murda murda murda
murda murda murda
i want to murda murda
murda murda murda your punk ass.
and then it just starts over. it isnt real positive. but it does make me feel better sometimes.
NOTE: this song is meant to be sung in a comedic fashion.
if you just want a real person to talk to call me. 928-910-3621 or email me at email@example.com
|30 Oct 2006||Brooke||Hey well im writin again i really want to help all of you the best i can!! well my new email adress is firstname.lastname@example.org so email me and i will help you!! i love you all and i am praying for you!! -brooke|
|29 Oct 2006||Peace, be with you.|| you see mouchette i am going to be honest. when i came to your site i was depressed and suicidal. i wanted to kill myself. not anymore. and i would like to offer you some advice. the rudness i encountered could have sent me over the edge. plumiting to my death. so please mouchette listen with an open heart. if i was a different person i might have killed myself. someone else with a different personality. but instead i was deeply angered and wanted revenge. and i feel i have gotten it. but you must make it clear to your mouchette mailers that it is not always a game and someone may be on the edge. in my life i have endured horrific things that you only really hear about on tv. and they have twisted my mind so. but i do forgive you mouchette. not because you asked for it but because even Monsters like me have pity sometimes. i hear voices and desire to shed human blood every day. i hate all people just because they are alive. i am one of the sickest people you will ever encounter on your site. well mouchette this has been going on long enough. if you want peace then please write me an email. if you do this i promise that you will no longer have anything to fear from me. i dont care how you run your site or who you let on it. but i just want you to email me so i can know you got this and you desitre peace. there are no requirements or stipulations i will demand. just a simple yes i want peace. and i do want you to know mouchette that i forgive you and i love you. you know my email. please write me. i just feel like i was wronged mouchette. and i have been wronged all my life by people. and i wasnt about to let you or your mouchette mailers get away with that. and just so you know. i have been coming to your site for many many years. you even have some of my past posts in your favorite section.
ps. i dont know exactly what bisous means. but i know what the gesture of it is. you never would tell me. i found that to be rude as well. i just wanted to know a simple thing. and you didnt want to be my friend. you just ignored me. pushed me off to the side like a piece of trash. but i forgive you mouchette. i forgive you as long as you let me know you desire peace.
|29 Oct 2006||Jessica||I didn't know that there were actual websites that gave suggestions on how to commit sucide. I'm schocked and its sad because I'm 21 and life is hard but its only as hard as you want it.|
|29 Oct 2006||my name is jesus||your all fucking retated get a life a job and settle down dont do drugs drink and for crist sakes put the rope and razor blades away!!!!!! get a shrink|
|29 Oct 2006||Brooke||OK WELL i READ LiKE ALL THE PAGES ALREADY AND i SOMETiMES THOUGHT THAT i HAD iT BAD iN MY FAMiLY!! BUT NOW i FEEL LiKE i HAVE MORE THAN i DESERVE! BUT iT HURTS ME TO READ ALL OF THE CRAP THAT PARENTS PUT THEiR CHiLDREN AND THERE THE ONES THAT SHOULD BE THiNKiN ABOUT THiS SHiT iNSTEAD OF PUTTiNG THEiR CHiLDREN THROUGH iT!! BUT i REALLY WANT TO HELP SO PLEASE EMAiL ME AND TELL ME YOUR STORiES DO WHATEVER i REALLY WANT TO HELP YOU i MiGHT NOT KNOW WHAT iTS LiKE AND i KNOW i HAVE PROLLY NEVER BEEN THROUGHT WHAT YOU ALL DO EVERYDAY BUT i DO KNOW THAT MY LiFE iS NOT AS GREAT AS OTHERS iVE BEEN THROUGH MY PARENTS DiVORCiNG MY DAD AND STEP MOM DiVORCiNG AND SHE CHEATED iVE BEEN THROUGH FiNDiNG OUT CRAP LiKE MY DAD iSNT MY REAL DAD AND MY BiOLOGiCAL DAD WORKS WiTH HiM AND i HAVE KNOWN HiM ALL MY LiFE! i HAVE BROUGHT MYSELF TO CUT BUT iM TRYiNG TO STOP MiNE ARENT BAD AT ALL iTS NOT BAD ENOUGH TO BE HOSPitALiZED ABOUT THO! iWANT TO HELP YOU MAiNLY UNDER 13 i AM 14 i AM A GIRL AND i REALLY REALLY WANT TO HELP YOU!! PLEASE LET ME EMAIL ME AND i WiLL GET ON EVERYDAY! WELL i HAVE TO GO BUT MY EMAiL iS email@example.com !! PLEASE DO THAT FOR ME i LOVE YOU ALL!!|
|28 Oct 2006||erin||my neighbour was killed by a drunk driver when she was 11. but i don't think she died on purpose.|
|28 Oct 2006||why god why?||im abot to kill myself and im 14. life is a living hell.my parents dont give a rats ass about my and have been hurting me out/inside for as long as i can rememer. there is no one in my life who hasnt betrayed me. ive also turned my death into an experiment. whil in heaven im going to try and respond to this! also, when peple say tht suicide is a sin because ur choosin ur deth instead of god. MABEY suicide is gods chosen death for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!|
|28 Oct 2006||elegantly waisted||Lay under a see-saw. Instruct two of your friends to hop on and 'teeter.' When the saw returns to the ground, voila! You will be squashed!
((i love your site, mouch!))
|27 Oct 2006||finally happy||ok, you know what? suicide is a BAD FUCKING IDEA. im 15 now, and i tried to kill myself TWICE. ok, the first time i tried to cut my wrists, but i chickened out. the second time, i was going to hang myself from a tree branch. i had it all set up, tied the noose, and had it around my neck. i was sitting on the branch, which was about 10 feet off the ground. ok, i thought to myself, this is it. i was absolutely sure that suicide was the only way out of my problems. so i jumped. and thats all i remember. when i woke up, i was laying on the ground with the tree branch next to me. it had snapped. my suicide failed. and if i had to pick a single moment that i am glad turned out the way it did, it would be that moment. becuz i hav found in the last few years that suicide isnt the way out. and some may say that ohh... im so pathetic, my life will never get any better. FUCK YOU. its never gonna get better with ur shitty ass attitude. you need to work constantly at being happy. take chances, ask ppl out. make friends instead of waiting for someone to come to you. and whatever you do, please do not kill yourself. because i had a friend, his name was andy howard, some of you may know him from the band Twisted Method. well he killed himself, and it devestated all his frieds, including me, and his family. no matter how fucked up your life may be, please just deal with it, becuz no matter what you think, if you kill yourself, youre cheating, God intends to test us all thru this life, and if you make it to the end of your life, then you win, you made it, you can enjoy FOREVER in heaven. by the way, google heaven and hell, what are they? theyre figurative terms for the best and worst situations you can imagine. ok, now lets look at a comparison, how long does the normal person live? like 80 years? ok, fine, suffer for your 80 fucking years. then when you make it to the end, you go to heaven. forEVER. not just another 80 years. its like highschool. if you go all the way, you graduate, you hav the knowledge and the ability to suceed in life. but if you drop out, its gonna suck ass. so please read this, and remember that no matter how shitty your life may be, it can only get better! so work to make it better, instead of doing something that will fuck yourself, and make your family and freinds feel like shit too.|
|27 Oct 2006||gabriel||ive died 3 times physically twice when my head split open and i lost blood but they brought me back and once when i cut my own throat. god showed me i had a purpose. you wanna die? then why are you reading all this shit? because you want someone to flatter you? look love is everywhere dont kill yourself im not gonna die anytime soon. god doesnt play dice with the universe. send me some emails, i can give you advice on making friends, becoming the popular kid, getting the girl you want soooooo badly(or guy), family issues, fixing relationships, families, and frinedships. i can help with anything cause ive lived it all and i became everything that i wanted to become. email me and ill get back to you i promise|
|27 Oct 2006||steve||plz help mi some one the person i love is trying to over dose its driving mi to doing it as well please hellp i dont want her (firstname.lastname@example.org)my name is steve and i love this girl please help her to stop mi email is email@example.com
thanx help before its to late its happenin now
|27 Oct 2006||Phoenix||I just wanted to make a correction to my previous statement regarding the mixture of ----. First of all it does not release a -------- gas, but instead releases a deadly gas that irritates the lungs, causing them to fill with fluid. In effect causing you to drown.
I imagine that a --- death is similar, whereas your body is deprived of oxygen by the destruction of the red blood cells... Either way you suffocate to death.
I don't know what I believe in as far as god goes, but since I last shared I went through a terrible depression and am feeling quite numb.
The endless drowning in emotional pain has subsided, I feel like I've been given an emotional novacain. I don't know if someone else read my plight and had me in their thoughts, or if just sharing helped to bleed the poison, or if my mind just had enough.
Anyway, I hope that whoever else is looking for answers can find them, or at least the peace of numbness until the pain passes.
DON'T DO DRUGS! Drugs are bad, m'kay..
|27 Oct 2006||The Original Felicia The Great||The Call To Jury Duty
(Note: Case will not be disclosed for the protection of the client.)
By The Original Felicia The Great
There I sat on the chair with boring novel in my hand, falling asleep between intervals and restless beyond belief. No iPods were allowed, all cell phones all turned off, the never ending urge to go pee but I couldn't. It took days to be picked as a Juror and finally it was the day.
There I was, poor innocent me, feeling a wee tinge nervous... I, The Original Felicia The Great.. .ready to decide the outcome of one's fate. I, the ninth juror, was the one to say GUILTY or NOT GUILTY.
It is sad to see the jurors, who were excused from the premises, and I was thinking...Oh dear God? Why wasn't it me? One juror,who was so excited to get picked was pardoned. Here I was, with miniscule mind asking that question over and over why I was picked. There I was to be sworn, to speak the truth, to speak the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.... SO HELP ME GOD.
Till next week, same bat time, same bat place, same bat channel.
|26 Oct 2006||kelly||i think 1st of all you should think long and hard about suicide it's a big step if you have and you still want to kill yourself you should then try and talk to someone about your problems sharing your problems helps alot....and i should know!!....but if your scared there's always a hotline you can fone and get advice about what to do next.|
|26 Oct 2006||cory thomas||i fink the best way to die is in ur sleep, no lies ders been many times wer i wanted to kill myself bt i cant get the gutts to actualy do it, also i have a girlfriend dat i fink is goin to try an harm her self, bt i dnt want her to i love her so much, bt im torn between dis ,if she ever killed her self i dnt fink id b able to live wid it therfor i fink it wud make it much easier for me, den mayb dat way i cud be wid her for ever|
|26 Oct 2006||garrett DiVincenzo||i am 15 and life is already fucked for me i kno i have no future i kno i have no life ahead of me and its sorta sick but i wanna put a hole throw my head just to see the next world well by wat i have siad so far i bet most of the people that r reading this think i am sick in the the head no i am not wen ur mom disowns u but not ur sisters u got time to think y did she do that i was only 3 i did nothing and wen ur da beats u soo badly wen u fight back he gets a bat then beats u agian wen the cops don't balieve u wen u have to call the emergency room every other night cuz ur not like ur sisters or wen if a teacher calls from school u go 2 weeks with out food or a bed and if u try running away u get cought cuz u got a fucking tracking device implanted in u cuz u decided to run away wen u were only 6. i would never write somthing online this personal or any thing only if one reason if i would kill my self. so in about 5 mins witch is 6:35 10/26/06 i will put a bullet in my head so i say this kids that think they r suicidel well guess wat im doing it in 3 mins so i hope u all don't turn out like me|
|26 Oct 2006||kristen||this is horrbile;;
i had heard about things ike this but never really come across it until now ...
correct if im wrong ...
is this not a site where people like encourage you to kill yourself?
"What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?"
... what in the hell is worng with you people?!?!?!
how can you just sit there && lt this continue on?
you are encouraging children to kill themselves?!?!?!
that is the sickest thing i have EVER heard of ...
i mean belive me i know that life gets tough && seems to hard to bare;;
but there is alwayz hope;
there have been many times where i just felt like i couldnt go on ...
but i just couldnt bring myself to do it.
i mean once i thought about it ...
its sucha selfish thing to do !!
i mean think about your family, your friends ...
do you think life will be any easier for them??!?!?!
this really just hurts my heart ...
but if you need to talk to someone who is open-minded, will listen && can hopefully help you ...