|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|02 Oct 2006||Shadow Skin||I havent been on here in a long time but Iv fell back into my black hole. I keep trying to move on, I keep trying to be strong and a better person but I jus cant keep at it anymore!
I know I have so much to live for but I dont think I should live for it! Something in my head keeps telling me to do it! Something in my head keeps telling me that I deserve to die
|01 Oct 2006||tasha||heya im 17 and raped 11 months ago by my friends boyfrend who comooited suicide 3 days after raping me...he took my virgintity and he also got me pregnant now tell me what are the fucking odds on that!....and more even it was twins. two months ago i gae birth to my beautiful babies my girl keisha and my boy carlos...im latina so thats for the namesincase any one wondered.im just lettin all u peeps put there that need to talk..im here and i know what it feels like to be depressed...ive tried to commit suicide 3 times...im here just email me. firstname.lastname@example.org|
|01 Oct 2006||tushe||by brooding on it
sitting endlessly mulling over it
meticulousness and attention to detail
paralysis to life and all that is to offer
numb from too much rapport and support
numb from nothingness and lack of nothing
by brooding on it day in out
all consuming and all conquering
eating your heart and soul from within
inch by inch the possession sets in
a self-fullfilling, all size fits approach to take-over and fullstop
|01 Oct 2006||komplicataa||im 20 and had a good life but i was extremly unlucky and got a nerve damage in my head whit incredible pain i have had it in 4 months now, nothing help, not even morfin.
I have a lovingly family and a dog, i know they will have a hard time after i have done it,, at least i have reason and thats a reson i cant yust drive away from.
I will do it whit my toxito and in the car whith my exost directed into the car, i sleep in.
thaks for making my share my thougths..
(im not from an english spoken country so i knoy my bad writing skills)
if any quastion feel free to mail me
|01 Oct 2006||just||yeah i was on this site before with issues. but now im just confused. lately i been fighting with friends and i allmost kicked them outta my life cause i was scared. i was also the victim of a mugging and i have trust issues if anyones got answers let me know please|
|01 Oct 2006||ozana||stab a knife in your chest|
|01 Oct 2006||Bong||The best way to kill yourself when you're under 13? My answer is I do not know. For a 19-year old guy like me who had been contemplating suicide in the past days, I am also currently under the confusion what's the best way to kill myself that's why I'm still alive at this moment.
I consider myself as an intelligent guy. In fact, many people around me would say that I really am. The past days had been the most-depressing-and-maddening moments in my ife that's why for several instance, I've been thinking of ending my life.
But do you know why I am still alive up to this moments? Let me share some of my pieces:
First, committing suicide is painful. I have not found a way to kill myself without feeling any pain. Besides, do I have the assurance that I would really be dead after attepting suicide? I might just suffer more in the end.
Second, I know that my depressions is just momentary. I know that the next time I would be dropping these pages, I would just explode in laughter thinking how stupid I am to contemplate of committing suicide.
Third, I know that the world is still beautiful. Besides, I can't just end my life, leaving my mom and my dad grieving to their non-sense son. I know many people would miss me if ever I'll depart. And I don't want to miss them also.
Fourth, I know it is a SIN to kill myself. If I can just commit suicide with the assurance that I would go to heaven, God, I would have committed suicide a long time ago. But then, we are all aware that it is really a sin. I'm still not ready to be fried in hell that's why I'm still alive now...
Lastly, I contemplated suicide for so many instance in the past days but I still wanted to fight. I am almost giving up but I don't want to give up for a wrong reason. I know suicidal is stupidity.
In the past days, several times, I have thought of ending my life. But then, I'm still not convinced to do it until this moment. It does not worth dying for, until I will find the best way how to kill myself without feeling pain, without missing the people I loved and without committing a sin...
Perhaps, there is really no best way in committing suicide because COMMITTING SUICIDE IS NEVER THE BEST WAY, it is WRONG...
|01 Oct 2006||already dead.||you people think this is a fucking joke?
i will show you people its not. just like mouchette did.
66 granite dr.
dayton oh 45415
by the time the cops or any of you show up i will be dead in the back room. i doubt anyone will show up or bother to call the cops and tell them so i will just be a corpse rotting away.
|01 Oct 2006||Jacob||I thought I should write another message as the one I wrote above seems to have mixed responses. I wrote that message in response to what i thought was bad advise from another person. The point is scaring people out of suicide is not the way. we are lonely and helpless... we need positivity, encouragement & support... not 'the afterlife is worse... or people will forget about you' that just makes us feel more helpless.... worse.
It is not my intention to encourage people to do it. I am alone but some people have taken the time to write me and are supportive... that's what we need. People who care and are happy to listen.
I am also very confused and my emotions and thoughts change daily.... on a forum (or whatever this is) that is titled 'What is the best way to kill yourself when your under 13' You can expect some pretty confused and messed up thoughts. The world is pretty confusing when your that age. I'm a lot older than 13 & if I can misread the intentions of this webpage.. I'm sure confused kids will also do the same.
But as i said before in the above post... you are too young to consider such a move. You cannot grasp the world until about 23-24... the brain is still developing until this point... You have to hang in there.. and I know you don't want to hear about school.. but I am learning now why I should have tried harder at school. When you hit 30 and don't have an education... that's when things REALLY start getting tough. And another thing I'd like to mention after reading a post above from a kid doing ecstacy.... I was right into the rave scene for many years... have done everything except Ice... You want to know why I can't control my depression?? Because I've fried my brain when I was too young...
I would give anything to be in the shoes of the kids posting on this forum and be able to start again and do things right. yes I understand the world is confusing.. and you have no freedom.. but you can still decide what your life will be like... you can still fullfill your dreams. When you hit your 20's... that 10 years of your life will be the best you've ever had & ever will have. So be strong... do the best you can at school (cos you only have one shot at it) don't be an idiot with drugs & don't touch them till your brain has finished developing.. and even then.. make sure you know what your doing... don't trust all those fucked up kids you meet at raves.. they're the ones who will all be in Psychiatric hospitals or homeless or dead in a few short years, believe me ... i went to the funerals. Keep your 'experimenting' recreational.
And finally take my advise on parenthood. Think very hard and carefully about having children... it can be a world of hopelessness and pain if you become a parent with the wrong partner, or at a time when you have not built a home and security.
As I said before I am hear to listen if anyone needs to share their thoughts. f you think your parents don't understand you.. give me a crack.. 'm sure I can put things in perspective for you.. I'm not a stiff like your oldies.
oh & my name is not really Jacob.. I wanted to be anonymous... if you write me I will tell you my real name.
|01 Oct 2006||yamie||If you are a emo : Write a suicide note and slitt down yout troat. If you are just a ordinary people, please stay on this terrible planet of earth and go to a psychiatrist|
|30 Sep 2006||blah...||ok well most of u are really young. And i think this suicidal thing is a phase. When i was like 13 i was suicidal too. i use to cut myself and take anything i could find in the medicine cabnet, and no one even noticed...
but its a phase that most ppl will get over.
Although alot of ppl will stay deppresed and sucidal.
I myself am still depressed, and even tho its normal to be depressed every now and then, its not normal to be all the time after u get through that phase.
but many of my friend who were like me are no longer depressed pr suicidal.
so b4 doing anything give it sum time...
|30 Sep 2006||jairo||I have just lost my girlfriends of 6 years. my fault really. She was the only person keeping me in this world. I have always been depressed, always sad inside. I try so hard to show people i care, but its like i'm invisible.I have taken 30 co codamol tablets, 500mg. I am getting really tired, i've been sick. i know my time is nearly up. Its not the first time i have tried this, there have been several more attempts. Jumping infront of a car, slit wrists, drug overdoeses and now this. What have i done wrong to deserve how i get treated. I just want to be loved and understood. Now everyoe hates me and i've lostthe love of my life. Sh likes someone else, thats how much i've driven her away. I have nothing left to give, and nothing left to lose. I know my death wont be understood, just like my life. My biggest fear is being alone, now thats coming true. Goodbye.|
|30 Sep 2006||R.e.J.e.C.t.E.d||hi im sorry bout my other post i just relised i let all my anger and pain out on well a site well it wasnt all my anger but i'd like to say sorry that i was complaining i had to well i didnt but you no sorry any way|
|30 Sep 2006||nothing||im 12 and i cut my self all the time and i want to die what do i do i still have a whole life ahead of me !|
|30 Sep 2006||micheal||hi im 17 and have been thinking about killing myself. For years i have felt that i am a nobody and that nobody loves me. I have tried slit my troat in my room but my parents have caught me. Yet i still feel the pain of not being loved|
|30 Sep 2006||my insite||i live with a bully her name is nynke and she is my little sister. at a yung age she leant it was beter to bully then to be bullyd. i have an older brother who used to take the shit out of me when i was yunger and when it came time for her to chose one of use to follow she new he had the beter end of the deal because i was always sad and he was always shitting himeself in laufter. but now at she ia 12 i am 15 and my older brother is 17. my brother as leant his ways. but my sister is a complete looser she has few friends of wich she finds very hard to maitain she has fights with them all the time but i guess in primary school that is usual. but she is a brager she brags about other looser who sound like nice gental kids who may be fat or have big ears or just pissed there pants this one time in grade 3. but the thing is my sister i not prity she is overwaght and pimply and has a realy realy bad personality and i have absolutely no reaspect for the way she treats people as a way to feel beter about herself. it's not just her i have analised other people at school most people at school are nice it's just a few scum bages who think that everyone slitly diferent to them are wired and everyone who isn't there friend they have the right to put down in order to make there victum feel bad about whatever they've been ocused of and the boolyer feel good that there sopirier when there just fuck heads grrrr it pisses me of|
|30 Sep 2006||robbie||well i want 2 kill myself cuz my life is fucked up and always will b one because 1. my gf dumped me 2. my parats abbandend me and 3. i hav so meny mental problems u would need 45 hand 2 count them all any advice on how to do it send me a email|
|29 Sep 2006||The Original Felicia The Great||Everybody is claiming they are Felicia The Great, but I am the originator of this name. But nobody cares! Since I started this trend, I am going to change it to "The Original Felicia The Great".
So you are wondering why I am writing in this post. It's for countless reasons. Number one, its for recognition, number two, I'm doing some 15 minute timed writings. And number three, to talk people and myself out of killing ourselves. Literally, everyday we are gradually dying for no unknown cause due to earthly elements beyond our control and stuffing our faces with unhealthy food or barfing it out, whatever turns you on.
But for now, I am going to stop babbling, and get to the heart of the matter in why you are visiting this site.
You are in my situation. You feel that things happened beyond your control. Your self esteem is down the toilet, you have good looks but you don't feel good inside or you have bad looks and feel ugly in the inside. You got rejected or getting ejected. Either way, you feel screwed.
Well, in a nutshell, if you kill yourself, you soon will go into purgatory. That is the place between heaven and hell. If you believe in neither, well, when you do go into purgatory, you will tell yourself in some other realm somewhere that "The Original Felicia The Great, TOLD YOU THERE'S A PURGATORY!" And by the time you are there, its too late. You will be haunting houses, people, and places, only to find out that your haunting tactics will bring in tourist attractions and you will find that you will not share the wealth with these business entrepreneurs making themselves rich off of you. You will be flipping them off and nobody notices. Then your motive is to make objects move around and making things fly accross the room as if some nincompoop in the afterlife didn't attempt to do this. Awwww! Come on!!!
Please send your post immediately on this sight so I can send you some feedback in how to handle this suicidal problem. Probably you and I can talk ourselves out of it.
Don't kill yourself yet, I have more to talk about. If you don't feel like dealing with me, just pretend you are doing a 15 minute timed writing.
|29 Sep 2006||I am nothing||As I sit in my dark room I think about what is to come. Tommorow I have a test at school. I will not pass. and then I will get beaten by my mom. I didnt study because I was sad about her beating me. I feel trapped. I have told my teacher at school and she told me that it wasnt as bad as I was making it out to be. What the fuck does she know? She hasnt ever even met my mom. I hate my life. I go to school to relax from my mom beating me and pulling my hair. Slapping me and calling me a stupid girl. No one loves me. No one cares about how I feel or how much I am sad. I dont care about anything anymore. I want to kill myself. I am going to.|
|29 Sep 2006||chris||hey
i now some answers maybe...
ill try some out now if you want see which is most effective becuase if you were in my posistion you would want to.
the only reason i havent is because of one friend but tonight that friend left me even though i never mentioned anyhting about it.
they just turned round and insulted me the only friend i have had in about 3 years who actually cares is gone,
i want to try suicde again i have no family i havent had one in 10 years and i struggly to make friends becuase i dont trust new people i meet becuase of my childhood and never will.
and my only friend i could tlak to when i needed someone isnt there.
i have nothing left.
i have no family
and no one who cares.
i just want to go die now...
but im scared of what ill meet after death so i just curl up and sleep hoping to never wake up.
my grades have been slipping at school now.
i wont get any passes at college.
that wa shard enough anyhow being that my friend is 2 years below me in school.
in college no one talks to me.
i just sit there.
my life licks balls
i juust want to go hang myself or fall when i go bouldering next.
im hated by everyone now becuase i dont have any friends it wasnt my fault i kept moving place to place and fouind it harder to make friends each time.
i stayed here becuase of my one best friend and only friend but i dont have them now.
i want to go to a place where no one has to see, hear, smell or touch me.
i know one way to get there and ill try again.
yes ive tried before i spent 3 months in hospital after stabbing myself and cutting my wrist.
i didnt fidn it hard the ... i wont find it hard now.