|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|04 Feb 2007||pally||Please don't do it. Everything will become alright. Find the strength to live|
|04 Feb 2007||Pallavi||I want to die. I think Life has no meaning for me. I want to forget the past and live in the present, but I can't today. The shadows from the past keep lingering in my mind. I wish I could find an easy way to die|
|04 Feb 2007||Why?||I have just come across this website and i have just read a few lines, and all i seem to see, is the F word. Why do people swear so much? do u think your point will be taken more seriously? I have selfharmed in the past and still do from time to time, and i also have been in hospital twice from trying to end my life, the second time i was very very close to it happening.
but my point is i really dont think people sure express there way on the internet on how they would like to end there life, u dont know who reads your posts and how old they will be.
if u think im talkin shit, fair enough, but its how i feel.
|04 Feb 2007||wizard of oz||kill yourself with kindness and love because you are worth the life that god gave you enjoy every smile that comes your way..write me anytime you'd like or need to talk...my heart and soul will
be open to you and any of you out there
who would like to talk...my name is "desi" from manhattan, kansas
|04 Feb 2007||angel watching out for you||the best way to kill yourself is so easy
to do....first try thanking god for everyday that you are alive....and enjoy
your life and time on this earth as you can because ...trust me....death will
certainly find you when your number is up...and then all your bitchin' and moanin' and groanin' will vanish like a
fart in the wind....because once you're
gone..people will...forget about you and
your efforts for suicide and if you do succeed....will all be in vain...so grow
some fuckin' balls and enjoy life you
selfish lil'shit...there are many dead
people who'd love to change lives with you....and be very..very..fuckin careful
of what you wish for..you just may get
it....got it? if you don't it would be my pleasure to make you wish you had enjoyed life ..instead of ending up in hell with me...your friend...Mr. Lucifer
|04 Feb 2007||no-expression||To those who find this,
This is my plea.
Inside yourself, look
and from yourself flee;
Far from whence you came
and the lengths you spanned,
and greater things still
you dared, and planned.
Neither nor, either or
all of those and
none of these will do
you any good against the
undead dead you.
Foreign indeed, you are
Languages you speak
speak echoed, defeat. I
stop now, I
quit now, I
feel this way anymore.
|04 Feb 2007||I remember wanting to kil myself as a teenager but i thought about what if it did not work so i did not try it beause i was afraid it would not work then my weakness woul be exposed. i think the truth was i did not want to die. It seems as though you want to now, but how many times have you changed your mind about little things?|
|04 Feb 2007||Majid khan||I am 28 years old. I am from an Asian developing country. I have completed my education but even after 4 years of my completing it, I have found no job. Basically I am in an inferiority complex about my biological weaknesses. Whenever I meet someone I found myself tongue-tied. I have no consistency in my plans. I often start up a positive activity and always do the hard and difficult part of the thing but in the last I get frustated and fid up, so I just leave the thing incomplete. This attitude has sucked me bitterly. I can't see any light in my future. There is darkness prevailing in every corner of my life. Now from the last one week, I am thinking contineously to end up this journey, as life is a hell for me at this point. I need peace of mind which I cant find anywhere. I have lost this race, I think. Internet, the only friend of mine cant even save me from giving a practical shape to my decision. Anyhow, I am sure that in a couple of days if the same tension and depression existed, I will say a permanent goodbye to this cruel world.
|03 Feb 2007||Tricii||Are you thinking about killing yourself?|
|03 Feb 2007||andrea||im 17 yrs old and i feel like nothin in the world is better than dying. im in so much pain right now over everything. sometimes i feel like my emotional pain is giving me physical pain. i cry so much my eyes swell and later on in the day i chuckle @ myself because my eyes are so swollen and in so much pain that it looks and feels that i just had a boxing match with mike tyson. i go to school with some ignorant, arragant, materialistic people. i dont have all the latest clothes, everytime i get a boyfriend he dumps me for somebody better (a girl who will have sex with him) i get picked on because im still a virgin. i think im havin a nervous break down. i live in a house with 9 people. i share a room with my mom and my sister. my mom and sister sleep in one bed, me, in another. my moms car doesnt work, and when she does get a car its either in really bad condition, or it doesnt run for too long. ive lost so many people in my life. ive been in and out of shelters, sleeping in cars, sleeping in parks, with my mom and sister. family doesnt give 2 shits about me, my mom or sister. everytime i go to a friends house i wanna stay longer than supposed to because i dont wanna go back to the hell hole i live in. i wanna commit suicide very badly, but i cant cuz i know it'll hurt others around me. i dont wanna tell anybody about my problems cause they'll throw me in some kind of mental institution.|
|03 Feb 2007||Ally||My parents hate me, i hate life, i hate the way i look, people don't like me, people have told me i need to kill myself.What do i do? I want to die but i don't want to leave behind the ones i love.|
|03 Feb 2007||Jamie||Just going to say if anyone wants me to help them get through something then add DarkfireX@hotmail.com
Can only be on weekends because i'm in a hospital for depression on monday tuesday wednesday thursday and friday... It kinda sucks
|03 Feb 2007||LINDSAY||WHEN I WAS 15 I SWALLOWD 30 PILLS THAT HAD OVER 30,000 MILIGRAMS ON IT. SHACKING, SCRATCHING, ITCHING, NOT SEEING RIGHT. MY MOTHER DRINKS..PROBLEY MORE THEN THAT NOW. MY FATHER PUTS ME DOWN ALL THE TIME. IM AT, NO FRIENDS, NO SCHOOL, NO WORK. IM GOING TO BE 17 AND I KNOW I CAN CHANGE MY LIFE BUT I FEEL HELPLESS...ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN THROUGH WHAT I HAVE EMAIL ME!!!! U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MY LIFE HAS BEEN. ANYONE WHO SAYS THEY HAVE IS A FUCKING LIER!!!!|
|03 Feb 2007||dead inside.||i want it to be ok. i want it to be ok for everyone. why can't things just be ok? God, sometimes i just feel so bad inside. sometimes the memories are so vivid. i'm not a good person. i don't like me. no one else should either. it kinda feels like my heart is sinking, and then the numbness takes over...and i'm left with trying to make myself feel real.
i know that i can't kill myself, and i don't think anyone should consider suicide. all i want is for things to be ok. i want someone to tell me that whatever happened wasn't my fault. i need to hear that. but for some reason i feel that even if i was told that, i wudn't believe it. i want to believe it tho, i want to believe it so bad. i wish i cud change things. i can't stand to look at myself in the mirror sometimes. it hurts inside. i want it to be ok. but i realize now, that it is going to come back and haunt me forever and ever.. and i might have to tell someone about it. but i don't want anyone to know. but at the same time its eating me away on the inside. i'm scared. i'm afraid. sometimes i ly in bed praying that the world would just end so that i wudn't have to face the next day. everything is just so overwhelming sometimes. some people use drugs and alcohol to numb the pain, i can't even do that. i just have to deal with it. and i'm trying, i swear i'm trying my hardest to keep on going. but there are times when i just want it to end. i wish there was some way to just remove any evidence of my existence...i wish the things i've done could disappear, i wish the things others have done to me could disapper, i wish i could just become nothing. no feelings. make it so i was never alive. make it so i wud never have to die. just nothing. but i don't see that happening. so for now, i'll just do what ever it takes to get thru each day. i hope everyone else does the same. just keep on going. even if your hanging by a thread, let that thread hold you for as long as possible. don't let it break. hopefully things will get easier for us, for all of us.
Lots of Love
|02 Feb 2007||person||This probably isnt very original, but I hate my life. I'm 14, turning 15 in March. I'm in a program called transition school and I'm entering as a freshman in college next year. But my life is like a living hell. The history professor hates me; I had my prospectus rejected three times and now I think I failed all my midterms. I can't go back to high school, cuz all my friends will just start laughing at me and make fun of how I couldn't make it through. Everyone thinks I'm always happy and optimistic especially since I drink caffiene and energy drinks to get hyper. But I'm not. I only do all these things for my parents and my relatives and to cover up depression. No one ever understands. Even my parents; whenever I talk to them they just keep talking about how nice it'll be once I get into the university and all I need to do is hold out for four more months. But I don't know if I can. I don't even know if I'll pass. I've cut myself several times during middle school, but I never had the nerves to cut deep enough...can anyone help? Whats the best way to commit suicide? Is killing yourself really considered a sin? I really just want to curl up in a corner where no one can find me and die.|
|01 Feb 2007||Nikolle||WHaT! what the fuck is this?!?!?! Who the fuck do you people think you are! ENCOURAGING SUICIDE? "What is a suicide kit ?
(some people already know)
It's something that allows children of all ages to play suicide. It's a new toy."
I came to this FUCKING site looking for support, or at least some fucking help, and this is what i see? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH OUR WORLD?!?! ITS PEOPLE LIKE YOU THAT SHOULD BE LOCKED THE FUCK UP!. Why am i even wasting my time writing to dirty sons of bitches. get some real problems!
|01 Feb 2007||Briana||I've been there when all i could think about was ending my life. Everyday I would wake up and wish that i didn't. I have attemted to kill myself 5 times and everytime I was so happy that I didn't suceed. The fact that I had the chance to live another day I was so happy but it would keep happening. What I found out is that we are all going to come to a time when we just want it to end. But if we react on our feeling right then and there we might miss out on a great life. We are destined for great things. But pain is part of life and we are not suppose to kill ourselves just because it hurt. Just know before u decide it is time to take ur last breath that ur not alone and ur great life will come if u give it a chance.|
|01 Feb 2007||lola||what the fuck!?!?!? do u think this is a fuckin joke cause it isn't there are kids who fuckin commit suicide because of you and you're all jokin about it u sick bastards...!!!@!!!
I hope you don't fall asleep everynight thinkin about how these children are rly commitin suicide because of you who think this is a joke !!!!
you sicko bastard..!!
|01 Feb 2007||Rusty||WELL, LET START OFF SAYING THAT IF YOU ARE FEELING BAD ABOUT YOURSELF,THAN WELCOME TO THE HUMAN RACE.THERE ARE ALL KIND OF BOOKS ON THE MATTER.AS TO THE EMAIL THAT ARE GENERATED ONLINE ARE NOT TO VERY GOOD AT ALL!I WOULD SAID TO A YOUNG PERSON IS THAT YOUR LIFE IS NOT YOURS TO TAKE.YOU MUST THINK ABOUT WHAT IS TELLING TO TO THINK ON THESE THINGS LIKE KILLING YOUR SELF! LIFE IS TRULY WHAT YOU THIN K IT IS.PLEASE THINK REAL HARD ABOUT THE RISK! BECAUSE WHEN YOU DO IT IT WILL BE TO LATE.SOME CARE ABOUT YOU!!|
|01 Feb 2007||alayah 10||i think you shouldnt kill your self i think that you should think about ur family and start to think how god will feel (SORRY 2 ALL DA PEEPS WHO ARE DIS BELIVAS OF GOD, JESUS CHRIST) AND TRY YOUR BEST not 2 kill your self you could end up in the job u always wanted 2 do|