|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|15 Jan 2007||Marcus Maximus||Get a hunting rifle, attempt to assasinate some corrupt politician, and finally get shot in the head by about a million AK-47's. So in a sense its not really suicide, and at least you become first page news as well :) Heh, but all shit aside, rather than killing yourself try traveling on the road with nothing but a suitcase first. The shit you see, the places you meet, the drugs, women, alcohol... Sleep in sleezy motels and just move around for a while. You never know, it might help. MCM|
|15 Jan 2007||Breeg||I'm from a fucked-up family, and i'm failing school.
My Grandfather is an A4 Psychopath, My Dad is bipolar and my sister and i both experienced my mom arguing with my drunken dad every evening.
I still remember the worst times, like when my dad said he would let us watch while he would hang himself and stab his right eye out.
I have never been succesful with girls, they seem to not want anything to do with me. I've tried everything- straightening out my curls, changin my style completely, doing well in subjects, making lies about myself...
Lately, i've been failing math. The only thing that I really care about at this moment is my friends and playing guitar.
My friends have seemed to ignore me lately, though.
I've tried to suffocate the pain by writing mellow guitar tunes and releasing my anger on emo-screamo metal tunes.
I also have a big problem with anger management. I used to scream and beat people who wanted nothing but to watch me snap, because they knew it would get me into trouble. And all people said, was that i should just behave myself. I've been bottling up countless anger incidents in my mind now along with my repressed memories, for more than 6 years.
My mother will take away the only joy in my life unless I get an "A" in math; she will sell all 3 of my guitars.
If it happens, which it probably will, i will have nothing more to live for.
|15 Jan 2007||taylor||I'm exactly 13, and I know sooo many ways I could do it. I just want it to be painless though. Painless and peaceful, so I think that maybe takign pills would work, but are pills painless? And if so, do you know what kind are the best? I want to do it this May. I'm goign to lay under a tree, take the pills, and start reading my favourite book while listening to my favourite songs...do pills kill you that fast? Gosh, could someone help me figure something out please? Thanks, you're all so awesome. =]|
|15 Jan 2007||Kharolys||think of what youve acomplished in those 13 yrs...everyone u laughed and cried with...and if u cant remember then think of what you can acomplsh later on in life..u were just born yesterday give yourself a chance dont be dum and waste your life now think..do you still wanna take ur life and the happines from the ones around you???|
|15 Jan 2007||manyu||i read some of the archives.its sad people wanna give up life without figting.so wat if u wake up on the wrong side of the bed everyday.someday u will wake up on the right side and everything will change. if you guys need some help u can talk to me on
|14 Jan 2007||sick and twisted||my brother is on drugs it pisses me of so much i just want to kill him. i used to look up to him but now that he's on drugs it makes me feel so shitty i just want to kill him just so he will stop. his life is going nowhere fast i cant sit back and watch any more.
(this is not so much suicide but murder)
|14 Jan 2007||Brandon||Hi my name is Brandon! I feel very depressed! I agree with "Runescape101" people over the age of 18 really dont know how I feel or in his case how he feels! We all feel different! I am 12 years old! I cut myself and do marijuana and drink alcohol! My mother died when i was 6 years old! My father left when I was 3! My father used to rape me and my sister! (My sister has not commited suicide) I am very depressed! My father also abused us physically and sexually! He is an alcoholic and a drug-addict! I need help! I am going to hang myself tonight! Please pray for me
~Brandon~ Soberebos@yahoo.com! also check out www.myspace.com/imtherealthing! Brandon
Brandon Michael Morgan ~~~~~~~
|14 Jan 2007||Grow up... the majority of people on this site are probably 35 just like myself. At least I am not pretending to be 12. Stop playing games on this site and do kid things like play nintendo. You people make me fucking sick... making up all these hardships like it's a contenst to have a worse life than the last person... nobody believes you. If you want to kill yourselves, just go ahead and do it and stop looking for sympathy. A true suicidal person doesn't say a word, they just get on with it unlike you set of attention seeking loosers. None of you have the balls to kill yourselves you fucking cunts.|
|14 Jan 2007||sick and twisted||Just a few things:
1)go to sleep inside a jet engine.
2)put your body parts into liquid nitrogen and smash them on the bench.
3)try to mummify yourself if you cant get a friend to help.
4)kill everyone you know and try to eat them all in one sitting (raw).
5)shoot your self with a anti-air rifil.
6)shoot your self with a rocket luncher.
7)drench yourself with race car fuel and sky dive with a box of matches.
8)dress as hitler in a jewish community.
9)rape all the hot chicks at school then shoot your self when the cops try to arrest you.
10)shove napalm in your ass.
11)read through this website.
well that's all for ever most likely its been one year and three months since I committed suicide. and unlike some of the dead bastards on this site I went to heaven witch means i get to look at porn 24/7 and fuck my sister who i killed in the progress of my suicide. (i used number 2 by the way).
|13 Jan 2007||dead inside.||you know what would really suck? if you spent your whole life hating yourself and wishing you were dead...and then one day life doesn't suck as much anymore. you find yourself smiling, and your happy. and then you find out that you have a terminal illness and your days are limited...
yeah, that would suck.
it would suck alot.
|13 Jan 2007||Villevissen||To begin with... My father is a religious maniac. When i was really small, like 4 years old he had made my whole family crazy. he had even brainwashed me so badly that i thought i saw demons on the walls and the sealing. My parents started to argue very badly and it all ended in a devorce. Later on my mom met a new dude. At first he seemed to be a great guy and then he started threatening me whenever i did somthing with his giant fist and said he was going to beat me up if i ever did anything more and shit like that. And then he started treating my mom really badly, caling her a whore and stuff and they separated a while after. My whole childhood has been somewhat turbulent and i've had suicide thoughts since i was about 6 or 7 years old. When i was about 8 i started smacking my head agaist the wall and said that i wanted to die. so my mom took the whole family to a shrink and nothing got better by that.
I've got 3 sisters and 1 brother. 2 older sisters and 1 older brother and a little sister with down's syndrom. All my family members got out from my first father rater sane axcept for me. they could all process the whole shit, My sisess talked to eachother and my brother made my life into a living hell.
i've had thoughts about killing my brother since i was about 12 or 13. All this have resulted in me getting a splited personality. 1 Really dark side that hates my whole family so deeply, And he wants strange things tho he does not wish to die. He is the side of me that have kept me from killing my self instead coz he turns my sadness to hatred and anger.
In my young childhood we lived out on the country side. Since i was so badly alergic to fur animals i couldnt meet any of the other kids near our house. So
it left me with a social disabilety. First day in school i was so happy to see other kids so i littarly grabbed the first kid i saw (Since i didnt know how to make friends that was the first thing that flew in my mind) and after that all the kids where afraide of me.
The rest of my school path have been much more wierd. I if i didnt team up with the worst kid in class i beat him down. And i've always bullied other kids in school and never litsend to the teachers and always did as i wanted.
then i hit the age of 13 and found some really nice friends. We skipped school everyday and started going out on town to start fights with other things and bust houses and stuff. And thats when i first found alcohol. i hit the age of 14 and still skipps school and is out with my friends, but after i while i go to school to meet other people. Thats when i started drinkin, Every morning for like 3 months. It was the sweetest time of my life! I really loved that time! It was the only time of my life that i didnt want to die. I was really happy. Then 1 day i realized that i wanted to go home and drink so i tought "Omg im going alcoholic" so then i almost stopped drinkin. then i hit 15 kept doing what i was doing and lived more and more towards the "Egde". Me and my friends was just about to pass that "Edge" when i thought that i didnt want to be a part of it. my life was fucked up as it was. So i didnt be with my friends as much and didnt follow them to parties and stuff. By now half 9th grade had passed. thats when my friends started drifting apart because one of my friends was going to a foster home and all of us was on the edge on also beeing put in a foster home. So i started to meet new people but i never really got to know them or thier friends. then i started in high school or whats it called in enlish ^^ By that time my old friends had either disapeared or was in jail or in a foster home far far away so i couldnt be with them and since i didnt really know my new friends friends i couldnt be with em without it feeling really wierd.
And all the dudes in my class is really fucked up and geeky and i hate em so bad so im very short on friends atm. And that really gets to me... So teh last 2 years i've almost spent alone at home. really hates it. really suckes hard! The only light in my life atm is my drawing and my guitar <3!
Just add me on Msn or somthing if you feel like talking or hearing more of my life. Theres so much more to tell and this version i just wrote is rather censured :)
|13 Jan 2007||Villevissen||Clue a chainsaw to a table then "trip" on it with your throat!|
|12 Jan 2007||DEVIL||I should knoe since i am THE DEVIL:
1. Try to fly off a cliff.
2. Test how hard you can tense your temples with a machete.
3. Switch water with hydrochloric acid: both of them are clear and the acid will kill you if comsumed, LOL.
4. Call a black guy in New York n*gga.
5,the nastiest one: Try messing with me!
|12 Jan 2007||Abby||YOU HAVE MASTERED YOUR DEATH
Everyone who has visited this site has already Mastered death.
No body on this site is gonna die
We all have NO Fear now, why should we die? Death is the worst possible thing that can happen to us and we all have seen it so closely.
We are far better than others who are still running from death.
And if they say life is even worse then I would say I want to see life.
I have already seen so much of death thousand times every now and then, I am fed of dying now.
Now I just want to see how worse life can get.
I want to laugh at life, I want to laugh at funny cowards around me.
Life is just stupid, it always comes in phases.
We should screw up this life and see how worse it can get
And if some of us doesnt have reason to live then my dear friend you must save at least one life, it could be a small bird or a pet dying outside your door, or an old begger dying out of cold, or maybe a small child who is going through the same hell that you have gone through find him and save him atleast. These people may have a reason to live, save one first and then call your death.
Doesnt matter if world is with us or not... We All here on this forum are world to eachother
We need no counseller, we need no shit. All we needed was the control on death and we have got that.
We are the supreme people we can laugh at cowards. We have finally mastered death
Love you All on this forum
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|11 Jan 2007||catina||look guys, i cant say that you are wrong for the way you feel. some people think that you just want attention, sometimes you really do want to die, but you are afraid, i've heard that it is worse for you if you commit suicide, because you are gonna face those same demons on the other side, so it's best to just past the test in this life, i know it's hard, but this world is cruel. but you know if you really want to leave this world, try meditating on the third eye and the chakras. you can astral travel, see visions and maybe even God. you can shut yourself up in your room and go to your own world. really to get there you have to die to self and you cant be afraid. firstname.lastname@example.org|
|11 Jan 2007||hi sacks of sorrow||KIDS GET OUT OF THIS SITE ITS SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK!!!!!!!!
THE PERSON THT MAKES THIS SITE IS AN ADULT NOT A FUCKIN 13YR OLD
HERES A MESSAGE FOR YA U SICK BITCH Y DONT U GO AHEAD AND KILL URSELF THE WORLD WOULD BE A BETTER PLACE AND THE INTERNET WOULD BE SAFER 2
UR ENCOURAGIN PEEPZ MY AGE TO HARM THEMSELVES SO GO FUCK URSELF SICK BITCH
|11 Jan 2007||runescape||all the people tht posted on real life stories plz read my post
the people tht posted in real life must be very very sad and it makes me cry reading them life will get better. remember life is a precious gift and it can never be replaced.i have tried to commit suicide by cutting myself and taking an overdose but i didnt die because there r alot of things to live for sometimes u feel like there is nothing to live for but good things do happen i promise ur situations will get better bless all the ppl the posted feeling of despair.
as for the person tht made this website u should be ashamed of urself how cud u be so cruel u probably sit reading all the real life things and laugh at them with ur friends i advise all the people feeling of despair NOT to use this website but to phone 911 or speak to som1 at a charity like samaritans etc cos this site is just a joke and ppl here wont make u feel better they will just entice u even more to kill urself.
god bless you all tht are feeling of despair
|11 Jan 2007||runescape101||i think all the people tht are over 20 or adults tht post on this site dont have a clue about how young ppl feel .im 14 and i cut myself and i wish i was dead i dont know whho to talk to|
|10 Jan 2007||lou||strangely i am quite experienced in this already..... even though i've failed so many times and know it's not worth it i still want to try again.
The best way is deffinatly alcohol poisoning, if you can find enough, after that it's hallucinagents and then any kind of medication/drug you can get.
from there it's whatever you want to try, cutting a main artery, hanging yourself, anything. it's wierd that i've just realised how much i've already tried to doeven though i'm only 15. councelling only helps for a couple of days and it's so easy to just pull the wool over everybodies eyes. maybe if it was harder to do i wouldn't know about this kind of thing but oh well, i still look forward for to the next attempt :)