|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|10 Oct 2006||Levi||man, life is way hard...the only thing stopping me is the fact that i might go to hell and live a torturous life for enternity...but sometimes i feel that maybe if do pull that trigger that i will be doing everyone a favor...my friends fernando and ice and louis and kevo are my friends but they dont see my potentials that i have in committing this act...and i dont want to hurt my friends and make them cry but my homelife is pushing me over the edge...it is so difficult...i sometimes just want to do this and make my parents feel so guilty for the way they have treated me...i just dont know...i really dont|
|09 Oct 2006||Kris||i am 18 years old an dim not sure what to do. im scared to kill myself but i came up with once its done its done and theres nothing you can to about it and that is fine for me i understand its a permenent situation so im really looking for a way to do it that will deff work and easy like shooting youself that would be perfect but i have no acess to a gun|
|09 Oct 2006||Emily||Hey..Yea I Will Admit Im Pretty popular Always Have A Football Player As My Boi..But My Dad Died n i Couldnt Take it I Have Cutt My Self 76 Times Sine August..Last Week I Did It 22 Times N 1 Nite..N Every1 Who Nos Think I Should Stop But Hey..I Did try Killin Myself N Dont..Im Not Say U Should Cutt but Hell i Still Do It..|
|09 Oct 2006||fukin tithead!||mouchette u fukin suck! my dad works with computers and i made him check out this site...there is no person behind this site...no mouchete ...NOBODY!!...its a link website...everytime someone leaves there msn addy or hotmail or whatever on here it sends them a message...have you noticed everyone gets exactly the same message...and everyone gets given exactly the same site with your name on it...everyone on this website...SHE DONT FUKIN EXIST!!!!|
|09 Oct 2006||Jacob||Hey'all. Me again. Sorry to hog all the space in this forum, but I thought i would share my recent experiences in the slightest chance that it may help someone.
When I first posted on this forum I was deep inside the whole suicidal manic depressive state and wrote to abuse someone who I thought was irresponsible about what he/she wrote. In my second post I tried to (more sensibly) explain in better detail what my point was, and not to send out the wrong message (as someone pointed out to me.)
I have since had a handful of people contact me, either to offer support, or to share their story with me. And to be honest, its made a massive difference to both me and them.
I was at the time of the first post taking sleeping pills (as i work at night & sleep in the day). I was warned by the pharmacist that the pills will make me depressed if I use them regularly.. I ignored him. But now I've stopped taking them & realise that those fucking things were only compounding my misery... & now I'm in better control of my feelings.
So i've been emailing a couple of people and it has occured to me that there are people worse off than me.. but they are also facinating people with a world of their own so different from mine, and still have a lot to offer this world.
I have been getting councelling for the first time in my life & to be honest although I like the councellor, it all just seems so obvious... & subsequently a bit pointless.. maybe I need to perservere. BUT, being able to offer my support to others has been the thing that has turned my own struggle around. Contacting someone anonymously over the internet and sharing your deepest most inner thoughts is definately a strange thing to do... but its safe. Some of us have no outlet for our thoughts & our grief. Kids may be too afraid to pick up the phone or talk with their parents.... and anonymous ear over the internet is a safe, anonymous & easily accessible option. I've tried the stupid chat rooms and they're so fast, competitive & stupid, its impossible to stop and really communicate with someone... but here.. there are lots of people, same as us, feeling lost, alone & with no-one to listen.
Well i can tell you from my experience, try it.... connect with someone from this forum, share your story, listen to theirs... you won't feel so alone.. it will make you realise we all suffer from time to time and if we can lean on eachothers shoulders we can make it through to the next great adventure.
Sounds a bit cliche.. but true... from my experience anyway...
|09 Oct 2006||emo_star||actually i just turned 18 and i hate my life. i hate everything- all i have ever thought about since the age of 6 is suicide. really!!! i dont think i have a bad life, i just dont want to live|
|09 Oct 2006||emo_star||i would go to the bathroom find my mum's razor and slit my wrists, cry a bit and then hack the life out of my wrists.|
|08 Oct 2006||jazzi||DNT KILL URSELF U IDIOTS U HAV A HOLE LIFE ON YA DIKHEADS MAN IM DEPRESSED MY BF DUMPED ME CUZ OF A SLUT OH WELL IL GET OVA IT IM 14 AN ILL LIV WITH IT DNT B DEPRESSED DW I CARE 4 YA MWAH XOXO BY THE WAY FUK U EX I HOPE U DIE AN GO FUK A DOG CUZ UVE PROBLY CHEATED ON ME 20 FUKIN TIMES U SUM OF A BITCH IM LIK 14 OH WELL GO FUK A DOG LUKKE!!!!!!|
|08 Oct 2006||Dan||Consuming 8 lbs. of Play-Dough and dying from the bowel obstruction.|
|08 Oct 2006||tushe||Do you think it might encourage people to kill themselves, or do you think it might keep suicidal people so busy reading that they will forget about actually committing the act?
those that are gone, are half way to heaven
a lover's goodbye, all that is left
those that want to go halfway between heaven and hell
a lover's kiss at the tip of the abyss
are they ready and willing to listen to the oracle of death?
will lives viccitudes pull them and call them
to live another day and eat another meal
prolong the tip of the spinning top to pindrop silence?
just waiting waiting waiting for a sign that there is bliss after all...
oh people!! you who are damned and dying in this living hell
look for the peace within and love that is yours to seek
prolong the day you live for another moment and minute
for the beauty that flowers amongst all this heinous mess
i too have been there and eaten the shit
and wept at my betrayal and stay of lover's kiss
i too have wept and longed for that kiss to tip me over..
yet here i am, mulling mulling and mulling
to all that is worth in gold
and the scales are heavier for the fight to stay
hang in there and look for the path to contentment
and in this orgy of chaos that is your unhappy gift
stay thy hand for the moments of peace that fall inbetween
|08 Oct 2006||brett||wtf i wrong wit u people just because life is hard on you doesn't always mean the easist way to releave the pain is o be succicidal plz add me ppl i will try to help the pain:) plz i dont want innocent loving people dying!|
|07 Oct 2006||J.S.Gillott||I suggest overdosing, because it is painless (some side effects eg vomiting) and you won't have a giant hole in your head. But if you can buy it without precription then your gonna need a hell of a lot of it.|
|07 Oct 2006||J.S.Gillott||Well I am 14 and I thought why not just try and do something important with your life and then commit suicide. That way your life wasn't completely unless it doesn't need to be life changing just something simple like help a friend or i don't know.But don't be an ass and ruin other people lives, I am not supporting suicide but neither am I saying it wrong. But simple stuff is the best and I would stay away from bloody stuff because I would want my parents to remember me as a person not a corpse.|
|07 Oct 2006||Sangvina||Every time I' m depressed and REALLY NEAR to suicide, I tell myself : It' s just temporary problem, It CAN be solved. Remember this, you are here, on this Earth only for a short time,but in heaven - hell / or wathever you believe you go after death/ you' ll be forever! So please, don' t kill yourself and think of this. Enjoy your life here...|
|06 Oct 2006||ned||Pain The saddness of being alone in the world the felling of being unloved mixed with raw anger, the Emptiness a gaping void in a vast space like a thousand knives of pain death is pleaseant|
|06 Oct 2006||Currently_Nameless||This Is my One year anniversary on this site....And I know some of you people would deem that "Pathetic" But, I feel some sort of accomplishment in it.....Seeing how I've made it another year in my life, So, No matter how many people say this site is sick, It's been REALLY helpful to me.|
|06 Oct 2006||t.i.'s girl||i cant believe i'm posting here again ,but a lot of yall have been emailing me telling me your problems so i just want to say to everyone pray on it!|
|06 Oct 2006||fuck you||this website is just fukin rong...mouchette doesnt even exist!!! its just a fuked up person fukin with kids mind..get out ya fukin nutter!!your a messed up cunt.you shud be put in jail.do us all a favour fuck off and go suck on your gran.|
|06 Oct 2006||Emily||your a fuck head who eva made this websight its not funny ive wanted to kill my self for so long can some one help me i have voices help please add me please im begging you firstname.lastname@example.org|
|05 Oct 2006||ricardo||SRRY THERE U PEOPLE ARE 13 FOR THE LOVE OF GOD Y KILL URSELF ALTHOUGH I GUESS I WAS THERE ONCE JUST U MIGHT B LUCKY THAN ME AND GET A REAL LIFE UNLIIKE ME U ARE SPECIAL AND EVENTHOUGH I MIGHT NOT LAUGH WITH YOU KISS YOU OR KNOW U I LOVE YOU|