|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|14 Oct 2006||Frankie says relax||well i AM 13 i AM suicidal and i AM saying that no1 should have to go through what i AM right now. And you, you sick cunt after reading everything people are saying i'm thinking maybe i'll put all my depression and rage into KILLING you you stupid motherfucking gobshite!!!! But please if you are 13 or under i AM highly depressed i AM trying to kill myself but i DO have friend here to stop me, so het friends nd tell them everything and tell them you're depressed instead of cutting yourself, i had to find that out the hard way my friend noticed my wrist and made me tell him everything, so don't go it alone and it's probably to late to save me but it's not too late to save yourselves so i'm begging you just remember what Frankie said and what i'm saying "relax don't do it|
|14 Oct 2006||KayK||Hey everyone, I'm new here. I've been having a very tough week and things just aren't going my way. I've some really good frends who I know loves me dearly but can't understand y a sweet, intelligent, kind person wants to kill herself. I'm 17, 18 in a couple months, I live at home with my grandma, bro and aunt. l'm older than my bro, and he's there favourite (no I'm not jealous). My mom isnt with us and I have no idea where our father is. Ever since I can remember I've had family issues, everyone does. I've been called names that I try to forget, critized, blamed for things I didn't do; abused mostly mentally, that my self-esteem has past its negative mark. The first time I attempted suicide was at the age of 14. I overdosed with any pills in site, but it only made me sick. Life is always great once my aunt or uncle is around, but they don't live here. This week I tried to cut my wrist but something stops me everytime I try. I know y; God has a plan for my life. He didn't have it easy when he was on earth, its just human nature to lash out wat comes to mind. I've decided that I'll ride out my storm until He decides what happens after. I love my mom and I don't want to lose her. So, people when the going gets tough and all u see ahead of u are obstacles, pray, trust in God and wait on Him to do His work in Your life. Love u all and wish u all the happiness I know life can offer.|
|14 Oct 2006||ASHLEE||HI I AM ASHLEE AND ALL MY FAMILY IS DEAD THEY GOT KILLED IN FRONT OF ME WHEN I WAS 7 YEARS OLD AND EVERY DAY IT FLASHES BACK AND I SEE IT I HAVE TRIED TO KILL MY SELF LIKE 5 TIMES EVERYDAY I CANT STOP AND IT THE ONLY WAY I CAN BE WITH THEM I HAVE NO FAMILY AND EVERYONE LOVES ME COZ IM POPULAR AND EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS BLAMED ON ME I GET SO MUCH SHIT FROM PEOPLE IT IS NOT FUNNY I HATE EVERYTHING AND I GET JUGED EVERYDAY COZ IM EMO BUT I AM STILL POPULAR AND I DONT SEE 1 REASON THAT WILL MAKE ME NOT WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND I AM IN LOVE WITH MY FRIEND JIAH BUT HE DOESNT LIKE ME IN THAT WAY AND HE MKES ME FEEL LIKE SHIT COZ HE IS SO PERFICT AND I WILL NEVER BE WITH HIM UT I JUST WANT TO DIE !!!!!!!!! if anyone has a reason for me to stay alive heres me msn addy firstname.lastname@example.org|
|13 Oct 2006||Grim||well my life sucks and it still does!yeh I'm a disasterpiece ..yey ! wll i tried to commit suicide 4 times now...once when i was 10 the second when i was 12 the third when i was 14 and the last was 12 days ago (coma) whell i tried drug overdose the first and las times and jumping in front of a car ...damn thease new break tipe
i see no reason to not commitin suicide (4 me that is) i hate miself ... i mean no female interest no friends i'm beeing treated like a gost ... don't commit suicide ... it's not worth it ( but i still would)
|12 Oct 2006||Come on.||Killing yourself won't do it. I won't talk about religion. you think no one likes you? no one loves you? Well, you are wrong. no one is useless. In fact, everyone is good for something. There is a quote,one of my favorite quotes, that says, to the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. Yeah, your saying, that's not true, that's just stupid. It could never happen. but yet, every day, it does happen. Someone loves you, or at least likes you. , im not suicidal, by any means. I actually like who i am. I like you already. i am friends with everyone untill they give me a reason not to be. there are people out there like that, who don't judge. You need to find one of us, cause we want to help. Just so you know, im not a grown up. I'm 13. No, i don't go to private school, and every day some one dies. You know what? You DONT want to be that person. live out your life, set a goal. EVERYONE is good at something, even if it is just reading or maybe math. Are you good at something? I know you are. Find it, and hold onto it. I want to be a singer, personally. I may never be. but i have a goal. no matter what, don't kill yourself... Did you know that most people who try to kill themselves immediatly after wish they hadnt? Its stupid.|
|12 Oct 2006||The best way to kill your selfs will be to eat barly it is not ment to be eaten raw, it will kill you off soon!
|12 Oct 2006||its me mom. you know who i am right?||hello everyone.
i am writing this to say that i have decided to be pro-choice. yes i am going to end my life. i feel that no matter what i do it is just not worth it. uneventful. boring. and everyone is so selfish. i dont see the point in anything. it is like a gloomy cloud in my head. i mean i dont have problems like you people. i have what would be considered a good life. but its all so annoying and pointless. it doesnt really matter. soon i wont have to think about it anymore.
|12 Oct 2006||Erik||Hey A.L. I read about half the posts on this site during the past couple of hours but yours stood out to me. I am a 35-year-old white male whose life has sucked for the last 20 years. No, it never did "get better" as people told me it would when I was a teen-ager. I can't commit suicide because it would destroy the rest of my parents' lives. I always say to myself "no one deserves to live like this, not even a murderer", so certainly my parents don't. But that's what my suicide would do to them. So it's just living in this "Hellhole of a life", as A.L. put it, day after day, year after year. There's no other choice. The most twisted, ironic part of life for me is when someone tries to counsel me by saying "life is a gift". Heh, ain't that a kick in the arse! Who would want this gift? Another funny "joke on us" that is quite similar is in Christian scripture; it says if you ask your father for a piece of bread, will he give you a scorpion instead? (If that's not exactly right, the sentiment is still correct.) Well it's funny, my dad certainly would not hand me a scorpion, but that's what I got out of life! Another funny one that preachers tell is that "Jesus came to give us life in abundance". Yes! More please! Have you read all these posts? Yes, what we really all want is more of THIS. Something else that is funny: Dying quickly by jumping off a tall building is "selfish" but dying slowly, a little each day, during the course of 20 or 30 years, living a completely pointless, frustrating and miserable life, is acceptable and even honorable! Hey, and don't you just love those preachers who say "God wrote The Bible", or, "The Bible is God's letter to you." Heh. They are hilarious. Well, my dog wrote "God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater". You want to hear something even more hilarious? Once I was so desperate that I . . . Nope, no razor blade . . . Nope, no noose . . . Nope, no bottle of painkillers . . . Nope, not even my handgun . . . I was so desperate, I actually started giving money to one of those televangelists! Yes, it's true! I actually gave that son of a bitch more than $300 before I wised up. Now I can't even pay my rent! I have to borrow money from my parents to pay my rent! Talk about being a loser. The girls are all over my broke ass. Speaking of televangelists, they suck! Here is some news to some of you: human beings, imperfect just like you and me, wrote every book, including The Bible. Don't let some jerkoff tell you that if you pray for something and "believe" with all your might that it will happen for you. Odds are, it won't. The problem is, enough people will get lucky and then tell you about how their prayers were answered ("Oh God has blessed me SO MUCH") and it will just confuse you and make you wonder what you are doing wrong. (Why, you are sinning, of course! You idiot!) Do you know what it really means to "believe"? It means to take heed of a warning or follow some advice. For example, if someone says, don't walk on the subway rails or you'll be electrocuted, and you are a "believer", you won't walk on them. You won't need proof, you just won't walk on them for fear of being electrocuted. It's not some mental exercise, so stop "wishing" thinking that if you wish hard enough things will change. They probably won't. Here is something interesting. Have you ever read in the Christian scriptures about Jesus being "tempted in the woods"? Do you know what the writer meant when he said that "Satan" tempted Jesus by encouraging Jesus to hurl himself off a cliff? Bingo! It meant that the hero of the story was tempted with the very same horrible crap that is dragging us all down -- thoughts of ending the suffering of self. But trust me, there is no way of getting around the problem of hurting others with your suicide (I have studied on it a right good while), so it just won't work. We're stuck here in this "Hellhole of a life", as A.L. put it, and that's just the way it is. (The good news is, you don't have to worry about going to Hell, you're already here!) I guess, maybe, if your entire family and all your friends, if you all committed suicide together, and didn't leave anyone behind to suffer for it, then maybe it would work. But how can that work? There is always some friend somewhere who is going to be left out and left with the sadness that he or she doesn't deserve.
So then what is left for us to do as we suffer through this crap-o-rama in this sewer we call Earth? Did you ever see the film "Sling Blade" with Billy Bob Thornton? Well there is a scene where Billy Bob's character (an ex-mental patient and killer) is discussing with his new friend (a boy of maybe 10 or 12) the experience he once had of witnessing the body of an aborted baby (it may even have been his little brother). And he said of the girl who destroyed the baby, "She ought not to have done that. He woulda had fun sometimes." There is your answer. Fun. Try to save up enough money (or time or whatever resource it takes) so that you can go and have fun sometimes. Whenever you have fun you can almost escape for a few moments. I'm not saying that I agree with Billy Bob's character that a few moments of fun make a lifetime of hell worth it. But since we're already here, it's different for us.
Good luck A.L.
|11 Oct 2006||Amber Beach||I have tried to kill myself a dozen times and I have begun to believe one day God will save me and take me away from this place. It says you can't get into heaven if you commit suicide so I pray God can hear me & take me away. The best way to kill yourself is to wait. If its a tragedy its much better than people wondering why.|
|11 Oct 2006||Nick||I just wanna die period
Im probably going back to jail within the next few days.And honestly, lifes not worth shit when youre in there,not at any point and time is it worth anything. So why not just end it, Maybe this really should be the end of it. Maybe right now is supposed to be my time to go. And i wanna go
|10 Oct 2006||ti||I'm 25 now, and let me tell you, life doesnt get any better. You still have to deal with assholes, pricks, and an entire social system full of ways to screw you over. If you think you have reached the bottom of the rope, think again, that thing drops down to the very bottom of hell.
I've wanted to kill myself since i was young, i still do, but im too much of a pussy to do it... i hope for the day i'm in the middle of some kind of robbery or something, so i can do something to get shot, hopfully in the head. Every time i walk across a street, i hope some drunk driver comes speeding around the corner and hits me.
I think the best way would be by train. Thats how i would... its guarenteed, instant, and doesnt take a whole lot of effort.
I've waited 10 years hoping this life will get better, but its just a downwards battle, and the deeper down you go, the harder it gets.
Maybe i'll get luckey and find some crazy asshole that wants to kill someone, and maybe we can make a deal.
|10 Oct 2006||CiCi||Like many of you on this site, I have too thought about suicide. About 5 years ago, I felt that I had nothing to live for. My father had just went to prison and me and my mother were staying in an apartment were she was struggling to pay all the bills. In school I was constantly picked at because of my looks and had no real friends because they too would pick at me. I absolutely hated life and everything about it. These feeling started to fade away when I got to high school and started getting attention from boys. But I found out that all most of them wanted was to use me for sex. Three years later and life is becoming what it use to be like. Whenever I feel suicidial, I just stop and think of the many things I can do in the future. I think of how my death would inpact my family and I wouldn't want to put all that stress on them and make their lives more miserable. I'm attending college next year and have decided to become a changed person. I don't have to live my life the way it use to be or think about it. I'm only 19 now, but I know for a fact that if you are under 13, then you need to live a little longer to find out if this is what you really want to do. Just think of the many people your death will impact. Good Luck|
|10 Oct 2006||bronny||am sorry but people siting there saying how stupid it is and daft will not help the matter..all il say is before you do anything just go away on your own and sit and think...people maybe having a really shit time, but think of it like this 2months or feeling down...or about 50-70years of your like gone? i know that some people have got really bad problems, but have you ever fort about going to a counciller or something? its worth a try they may not be able to help, but at least you dont have to be on your own...just a little help..|
|10 Oct 2006||The Bitter End||To the person who posted those, shall we say, "poems" on the 20th of September;
I want to cut my wrists,
I want to overdose,
I think to hang myself off the ceiling,
I am so depressed,
I''m in pain,
my blood runs from my veins,
I''m not loved,
I''m not really that bad,
that fades away,
What the fuck is that son?! Where's the syntax? Where's the imagery. Forget about the individual devices, you just skipped over the entire subsections of the English language.
And the double apostrophes? You're not abstract my friend. You're just bored.
|10 Oct 2006||tushe||stone statues are stone statues
they will not budge nor move
say and say and repeat and repel
but they will be rock hard
and a tight-ass to boot
do you think your silent cries
will appeal to that
do you think your helpless casts
will repeal the hapless
stone statues are stone statues
always in your way
but no sir hitting heads against.. is JUST too easy..
stone statues are stone statues
but there always a third way
a way around it..
and i recommend try it..
flex the muscles
tone the mindset
and skirt around the edges
and mayhap you hit the jackpot :)
|10 Oct 2006||CURIOUS||is this a SCAM ?
|10 Oct 2006||mady||no one loves me. no one even likes me. not my family or no one. i just want to die.|
|10 Oct 2006||you think you so fucking smart dont you bitch???
you think your website is anything more than a place to come and post up my hatred for you???
you stupid bitch.
|10 Oct 2006||Alex||Hi everyone!
I recently lost my job at a multinational company here in the UK. Since then I've ben struggling to find a job. The usual responses that I get is good qualifications but we decided to go withj others. Lately I've been having thoughts about ending my life as the torchure of being unemployed has hit for the second time in my life!! I am so embarassed to go out and see people, or ex-colleagues. I tried everything i came so close to get a job with Unilever but they chose the other person! I am really disappointed and frustrated with my life!
|10 Oct 2006||Levi||help me!!!|