|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|19 Oct 2006||emma||im at college and doing a media representation and we have to create a series of adverts and i need a little help. My advert campaign is about being bullied it is a series of adverts that collate to make a story. Basically the end of the story is about someone comiting suicide. I have been researching bullying and suicide for the past few weeks now and i came across this site. The last of my adverts is going to be a suicide note written across the page but for my advert to be effective i need something meaningful that will stand out to an audience. Having tried numerous times to write a suicide note for my advert i have failed miserably as i have never been put in that situation of having to explain to someone why i have tried to take my own life. This is where i need help. I am hoping that someone with the experience of writing one will give me a few pointers or even go as far as to write me one. If i am asking too much i am sorry i just thought it was worth a shot. After reading some of peoples views and stories i am left feeling quite emotional. I am myself am happy with life...ok so it has its bad days as well but generally my life is great. I do however understand that life cannot be great and that some people do see killing themselves as a release and if any one wants to talk i am willing to listen!|
|19 Oct 2006||The Original Felicia The Great||There is no such a thing as hogging space here Jacob. You are fine.
It is a post site you see. We all have the enjoyment of posting what we really feel, whether it be factious or non-fictitious.
Its a site that we choose to lament, patronize, or vent upon. It is a people forum for suicidal folks of all ages, and for people who need entertainment, ideas to put on their twisted movie scripts and cartoons, a mosh pit for people in criticizing our uniqueness. I dont condone destructive behavior and post full of mean slander.
Jacob, I also want to comment that I didnt create this website. I had numerous complaint emails about Mouchette.org, and some people accusing me of being the suicidal French chick, who gets a kick out of making questioning comments about thirteen year olds killing themselves and this kit thing.
Feel free to comment more often and no I am not picking up on you.
If you are a parent:
I urge the parents reading this site from their childs add to favorites list, to keep an eye on their kids get a nanny blocker and banish this site so your children cant view it. But note that later down the road you cant shelter your child forever. Seek counseling for them anyways and note that nobody gets over suicide.
|18 Oct 2006||ANGELA||My heart is breaking here, I just stumbled on your site by looking up the word committment, and I know that God has a reason that I found your site. I am a mother of a ten year old and as I read all of your notes of how you are so depressed and that no one cares I keep thinking of how I would feel if my son committed suicide and it breaks my heart thinking that somewhere out there are mothers and fathers, sisters and brothers, friends and family that you guys aren't thinking of that do care, and I will tell you if they don't then you all have me, I do care, I do feel hurt as you speak of your deaths, it is breaking my heart. God has put you all here for a special reason and that is not to take your lives, no matter how hard it seems right now. Of course Satan is there laughing and hoping you all give into his plans. Please consider going to your counselor, to your parents, to a friend,to a suicide counselor, or to church that I know if you approach someone they will help. I know beyond any doubt there is someone that cares for you his name is Jesus, he is there for you just call out to him, please for my sake if no one elses.|
|18 Oct 2006||I Hate You Sicko!||You Are Sick! Pretend To Kill Yourself? Who Do You Think You Are! And Under 13?|
|18 Oct 2006||Emily Hope||Help please! I'm only 11 years old and my brother rapes me. My Dad stabs me and they're both drunks! ive tryed cutting myself but they just got the idea i like the pain they're giving me so they do it more and more now.I've tryed to run away. I found my sister that way, but my brother found me, so ive been thinking about suicide latly, but i dont want to. I want to someday meet someone and fall in love. but thats probally never going to happen. and I dont want to call child serveses again. I dont want a diffrent family...i love this one...please help..|
|17 Oct 2006||Rae||Hey my name is Rae. i'm 18 years old. i tried commiting sucide several times. here are some nifty ideas. you could stop eating for 3 days and stop drinking water too. that will kill you. you could cut your wrists and you can die that way. or give your self a thousand paper cuts. any way possible i'm gonna be dead i hate life and it sucks.|
|17 Oct 2006||sara||hey ive had a terrible life i hate it and thats all i can say im 14 and dont feel it can get any better but alot worse! my familt gives me everything i want and need but i am always depressed i feel like takin my life but just dont have the guts to do it. thinkin about my family if i was dead and how they feel makes me feel so bad for them. i had to go to a counciller when i was 12 as i dreamed about things a 12 year old shouldnt dream about such as my parents dying it was realy hard for me when i woke up cryin! also school is the worst times for me ive moved schools alot and just cant take it my secondary school i got bullied alot and its not like i cant stick up for my self its just im not the type of person that likes school and i left that school a couple of months ago as it got to much and had to move in with my dad leaving 3 sisters and one brother and mum and a step dad which was hard as ive never left them before expecially my mum as ive been with her all my life! its was very hard leaving my 4 year old sister and 2 year old brother as im realy close to them i finally settled down but had to get a new school i now do have a new one and im hating it as its a new school making new friends and its just not working people in year 10 seem to have their own friends own groups and so on i dont no wot to do and at this point in my life im thinkin about commiting suicide ive already cut my wrist and wrote death letters i dont no wot else to do please help im desperite!|
|16 Oct 2006||fuck this webbie||what the shit is this u telling lil kids to killl themselves well i tell u what i'm 13 right now nd i would nver kill myself shur.. i have m ups nd downs but killing goes beyond the line!!there r days that i wish i was dead i still have family problems but maybe the next day it gets better i mean every problem has a sulution to it nd u dont have to go killing yourslef just cuz your mad i mean wait.... u will be oved eventually nd none of the reasons i read was worth losing a life for so young ppl take a stand killing yourself dosn't take u anywhere but hell!!! nd thos who r cristian nd chatholic nd do a sicide well screw u ppl cuz our riligions dosn't countain killing nd suiciding fuck thos who made this web site!! i'm gonne tell my dad (whos a cop) nd lets see what he can do about it.|
|16 Oct 2006||alex n||i am 15 and i have tryed to kill myself about 12 times now. hoping 13 will be sucessfull. lol. anyway the other night i wrote a poem and i wanted people to read so here goes
When youve lost all your pride
and you have no reasons to survive
Inside your slowly dying
Outside you cant stop crying
you might say suicide is bad
try living the life i had
you say you can cope
but really the answer to that question is nope
cuz u can't cope
if you can you must perminently be smoking dope
lifes a bitch
and suicide should be sucessfull and go without a hitch
when your feeling low
and you just burry your head in the pillow
there is no reason to get up in the morning
all you see is the pain that is dawning
When life is not worth living
And all you seem to be doing is giving
When all your hope is gone
And you feel like you don't belong
So you put on a sad song
and think about what went wrong
When everything feels wrong
And all your happiness has just gone
your emotions start sinking
so you start drinking
I just dont wanna live anymore
So Ill just walk out the door
All I wanna do is die
Youll only see pain in my eyes
When your sick of all the bull
That trigger is all that youve gotta to pull
When all you feel is pain
You put a blade deeper through your vein
You watch it bleed
You feel the need to die
You just wanna die
All I wanna do is die
The only thing I do is cry
and wonder why
Oh I just wanna die
I put a knife though my through
Oh now lets see you gloat
Goodbye to you and your life
I cut deeper with my knife
When all you want is a bit of love
but It just flys away like the planes above
I put a gun up to my head
Bang bang, now Im dead.
|16 Oct 2006||Mike Jach||To pretend to fly.|
|16 Oct 2006||Chris||Im feeling the same, if anyone wants to talk then my email is email@example.com. please add me
|16 Oct 2006||Binaya Neupane||I have been through severe depression and frustation since one year? I want to get rid of this bladdy and miserable life.|
|15 Oct 2006||gyhtu||personally i think overdoce it doesent hurt.. nd hoo care if u hurt ur paretns ur prob killing urself because those fuckers|
|15 Oct 2006||You know My Name||Jump off a build with a note reading "I am now a fallen angel and will return back to God". That is what you call a beutiful and quite interesting death,|
|15 Oct 2006||vernon||so you wanna kill yourself huh?
well ok. but before you do just think about one thing. while you still can. when you kill yourself someone will take your body and undress you. cut you open and take out your organs. sew your eye lids shut and put chemicals in your body. who knows they may even be a necro.
|15 Oct 2006||Tania||don't do it , i'm 13 i tried it , first by beconming so bulemic i threw up blood then by cutting myself , get help , fall in love . i need help myself so if any of you want to get a friend who has had a life that you couldn't possibly imagine both good and bad . write me . i grew up as a missionary to china with my parents there my life was really fucked up but ya know it can be worse and that is a thing that you can dwell on and it will help but please contact me if you need help|
|15 Oct 2006||SHITT||TO ALL THE FUCKEN PEOPLE ON THIS SITE SAYING THAT EVERYBODY IS STUPID BECAUSE THEY KNOW WAYS OF COMMITTING SUICIDE OR THAT YOUVE TRIED IT OR THE FUCKEN STORY OF THEIR DAMN LIFE..LEAVE THEM THE FUCK ALONE..LET THEM DO WHAT THE FUCK THEY WANT.IF THEIR HAPPY WITH IT BE FUCKEN HAPPY..YOU MUTHER FUCKEN DIMWITTS YOU GUYS WANT THEM TO GET A DAMN LIFE??FIRST START OF WITH YOU GETTING A LIFE AND STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT IT!!MIND YOUR OWN GOD FUCKEN BUSSINESS..THIS SITE MIGHT BE THERE FUCKEN REMEDY OF GETTING OVER THEIR DAMN SUICIDAL PROBLEMS!!|
|15 Oct 2006||john arrington||enroll yourself at UC Berkeley and major in Mathematics|
|14 Oct 2006||Ami-lee||im a 16 year old female, and have had depression for 3 years. I have tried so many ways of commiting suicide like gettin a towl and spraying body spray into it and inhaling, over dose on all types of drugs or injecting my arm with metho, slitting my wrists so deep my veins loose that much blood that i end up passing out, and the list goes on. But none of them wroked so then i tried talking to someone but they ended up back stabbing me, so now i dont talk to anyone. If u wanna commit suicide do it good and proper, dont fuk around and stop at the last minute, if your sick of life and you dont think its worth living do it. Dont listen to anyone, noone can tell u wat to do its none of their buisness wat u do to your body, but if u want to stay alive and live life dont even consider or think of the word ''suicide'', coz u obviously wanna live. Guys and chicks are nothing to commit suicide over they're a waste of time, i learnt that lesson along time ago. If your not quite sure on wat to do with your life and your confused email me at firstname.lastname@example.org, and i'll try to help u in anyway possible|
|14 Oct 2006||Kristen||Well, since I'm a Christian I have to live through the pain. If you're a Christian and you kill yourself you will go to hell. If you are feeling really bad, masterbate. I think if I were to kill myself I take an overdose of coeide or something simple like a poison.|