|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|04 Dec 2006||alexandra||i've tried to kill myself a couple of times. each time with pills and obviously each time without success. i've read a lot about people who try to commit suicide and fail and they say that it was the moment they realised they needed help... do you know what it made me realise? that i'm so much of a failure that i cant even kill myself properly. that was hard to handle. i havent had that much bad stuff happen to me. i come from a good, stable, well-off family. i wasnt abused by my parents. but i did get bullied a lot at school and i never told anyone the extent of it. also, my dad constantly put me down and still does. everyday i feel like somthing is missing. i cut myself a lot and it brings relief for a while. but im afraid that i'll never get rid of the feeling that im worthless. ... i know that doesnt answer the question at all but i really needed to get that off my chest...so thanks.|
|03 Dec 2006||Eric||Well hanging isn't a good idea. I just tried that and face planted when my noose slipped.
But the shit you see before you die is crazy. If you want to do it right I'd say OD on some heroin. But if you're under 13.... just stuff your head in the toilet and drown yourself.
This headache is balls. Face planting sucks.
Feel free to drop a line on aim: Stein Of Metal
I have no idea about anything of anymore.
|03 Dec 2006||Ryan||I don't know.|
|03 Dec 2006||Rene C||Hey! Well if you are here probably you're going through difficult times, maybe you've suffered always of depression or your life has been a struggle, some things leave a shadow in the memories, and sometimes is hard to forget, but! I'd like to talk to you before you do anything like commiting suicide, that means talking, maybe if I'm lucky would become your friend and if you want we can talk about how do you feel... you can add me to your hotmail messenger: email@example.com.. my best.
|03 Dec 2006||chocokat||iv got no 1 except my parents who talk behind my back 247. Im not aloud knieves no more and all i wanna do is stab myself witha beauiful sharp knife. I hate my life and iv been suicidal all my life. and Im trying to get better but it isnt working|
|03 Dec 2006||hello Kevin||This message is specifically for kevin but it may help others. I have been suicidal since i was 12 (now 24) and can remember thinking I should put a gun to my head as a child. I always felt like my parents didnt care about me enough. Its the classic story of the single mom the absent fater, poor, mom works 2 jobs and no one was around. Then as a teenager I wanted to kill myself over what I now think petty situations that I got through them. I tried twice as a early teenager. The first time I was 14 and tried to hang myself. I failed and went to bed. When I woke up I faced the world again. The next time was over my boyfriend at 15 he stood me up for my freshman homecoming and the next day I swallowed a half bottle of vicodin. I passed out and woke up in siezures followed by vommitting and more sezure or sezue like behaivor. No one was around as normal so no one could tell. The next week my mom found the empty bottle and took me out of school and took me to the hospital. I had and still do to a certain exten liver damage. Since then it has been thoughts but evertime I think of it I can hear my mom (who does and always has loved me she just couldnt be the mom I wanted because she worked her ass off to make sure I had a decent place to live and was taken care of) anyways my mom said if I ever killed myself she couldnt live with herself and would follow me to hell. Now I remember that and I even go to sites and still dwell on it but I love myself evough and my family to control my urges. Some people cope with the stresses of life well and some like us do not. I tried counciling and antidepresents and none have worked but taking deep breaths and remembering that even though you think no gives a damn if you live or not there is someone probably many that do give a damn and would be deeply hurt and impacted if you went through with it. Kevin you can email me if you want to set up an private account on yahoo or something. I prabably wont return to this site for a while because I ussually keep my emotions in check but if you want someome to talk to Im here. When upu email mention your name in the subject so I read it K. Hope to hear from you.|
|02 Dec 2006||random thought||you no i was doing some thinking the last time i cut myself when i was pooshed over and had my tooth nocked out at a party for beliving i could be the one to split up a fight for some stupid simpethetic reason. and you no what i don't think i felf much as the razor sliced through my skin 4mm deep. i think that we like to think it herts cause it makes us feel beter when we belive we can actualy take pain although we cant. anyway i realy don't no. if anyone wants to chat i'm open. i've been tald alot that i'm realy good at d&m.|
|02 Dec 2006||sparkling||Listen, 'GOD', just like most of people I'm here for support, receiving as well as giving.
But, see, I'm such a selfish little bitch and I don't give a fuck about kids in third world countries. People are dying everywhere, what can I do about it? I just want for my pain to cease. And suicide seems like the best way to do it. BUT, I don't really want to die so that's why I am here, you know, to seek help and hopefully help someone whom I CAN help.
So, if you don't have anything significant to share with us, why don't you kindly remove your sorry arse from this board and spare us, snot nosed teens and pussies, the doubtful pleasure of your company, huh?
If anyone wants to e-mail me, feel free. I won't solve your problems but I will read it and if possible offer some advice and support.
|02 Dec 2006||im the guy who is now dead and you know what you added fuel to t||this website is sick and twisted, your making a fucking joke out of suicide your just the same as those idiots who take the piss out of me at school cause i slit my wrists your not helping anyone you fucking cunt your just making it worse for us and if anyone deserves to die its you i hate you and i dont know who you are. I hope you can sleep at night knowing youve humiliated people who are really in pain...|
|02 Dec 2006||Devon||When I was younger I didn't have a very good life. My dad cheated on my Mom throughout their entire marraige and almost didn't make it to my birth because he was cheating on her. As a baby, I got all my mom's attention so my sister got jealous. We still have home-movies of her attempting to kill me she hated me that much. When I was 4, and she was 8, my sister attempted to kill herself and ended up in the "nut house". I still have memories after that of my parents fighting and almost burning our house down because they were fighting when the toaster-oven caught on fire. When I turned 6 after my 3rd week in 1st grade, my parents got divorced. Me and my sister snuck downstairs to hear the fight and then he just walked out of our lives. After that things were never the same. My mom had been out of work for a few years, so we were financially unstable. I rememer never having one new outfit and having to use food stamps because we had no money. My sister and my Mom would fight alot and I mean verbally and physically. We were both hit by my Mom, but I loved her too much to care. I saw my dad once a month ater that but I didn't care, I hated him so much. I never went to sleepiovers as a kid and my Mom took a lot of perscription medicine so she would fall asleep early. When I turned 10 on March 1st, 2004 my Mom tried to kill herself by overdosing. My life was never the same. A year later my old house burned down, my Mom was lucky to survive. I live with my dad now and see my Mom every two weeks but trust me things are nto paradise. My Dad used to hit me more then my Mom ever did, and has left scars on me. In the last year I have thought about suicide many times. I just can't do it though. I've tried scratching (using objects with sharp edges to leave marks) and cutting. I still do scratch, but I'm trying my hardest to stop. I could never really kill myself, becuase I don't know what happens after you die. I'm 13 now and I want to know what life is like. Seriously people, don't commit suicide. It's not the answer.|
|02 Dec 2006||nathan||dudes to all who read this stop and think what yoy are about to do and dont say you dont know how it feels cause im fourteen and now have seventeen scars on my arm !how do you think they will feel i had a girlfreind a life and freinds and i was on holidays and now im scarred for life ! i was lucky i was found in time others werent dont make the same mistake i did 1please|
|01 Dec 2006||shanice||not to do it im 13 and i am haveing the worst year ever i hate it ive just been moved from my mom and sisters and closest mates but whats the point killing ya self when it will get better think about when your 20 you might fall in love have kids a good job and love life then ull think what was i doing going to kill myself so dont bye hope u read this cuz it ant bullshit|
|01 Dec 2006||Juliet||i am 13 right now. and i`ve sat here on the computer for about 5 hours reading alot of these stories, it made me feel emotional and made me cry as well. i finally felt like im not the only one in this world that is going through all this bullshit and so on . before i even checked out this website. i had a HUGE arguement with my friend . she said that i needed to chill. take time to think. and stop being helluh stupid. at that point i got pissed and cussed her the fuck out . my depression was taking over. by the time i found this site. i`ve re-thinked everything over [ commiting suicidde ] and all that shit. and i felt so horrible about all these stories and that you should live your life. dont plan your dream, live it. and dont let your depression take over. cause its just all bullshit your gonna go through in the afterlife . you might not know whats gonna happen on in the future. so just live it to the fullest and be happy with it what life gave you . should already know that life always come with consequences. but that consequence bounces back and turns everythinig around. so just believe in what you`ve got . i am currently going through alot right now . the funny type the one that is always alone and lunch time and have no friends to talk to. having to see every girl/boy with their friends, make me tink about how lonely i am. i come home every day from school . go straight to the bathroom aand think what is it about me that makes me have a shitty as life. i think of my self as ugly ever since 1 st grade. since i was called ugly since the 1st grade ! so i just think.. mayb this is just a silly game played by god. and why he would be doing this . but i`ve gone through all this crap. i found friends. bestfriends.truse friends. and even fake friends. just know what you dont need boyfriends to complete chur life. player boys treat girls like barbie dolls. strip them,fuck them, and then throw them away . so dont ever let a guy take controll over you .
i have so much to say but i will write more another time.
just be happy . i still going through difficulties and I even need help.
but im giving all this a good thinking.
mayb we can help eachother out.
im am available 24/7.
just e-mail me at firstname.lastname@example.org
im nice and the funny type.
|01 Dec 2006||GOD||Jesus. You people are a bunch of pussies! If any of you actually HAD the balls to commit suicide, you wouldn't be here crying about it, you would've been dead. I admit I thouht of suicide, but that only gave me another reason to live. Everyone is brought here for a reason, and no matter what that reason might be, you need to stay alive to find out. Only the strong survive!! if you really want to kill yourself quit being a bitch and do it, it's a waste of time talking to you. If you're some lil snot nosed teen that thinks life is so bad caz daddy won't buy em a cadillac, look into some third world countries and see how those kids live. They don't have shit, but guess what, they don't think about suicide, they think about the next day and how to survive it!
So quit wasting your parents bandwith by looking up these retarted ass sites and go do something! Feeling depressed? GO DO SOMETHING, GO FOR A WALK, GO TO THE GYM, PLAY A VIDEO GAME, READING A FUCKING BOOK!
|01 Dec 2006||ROBIN||I'VE JUST TURNED 17, HAVING THOUGHT OF TAKEN MY LIFE A GOOD FEW TIMES DURING THE FIRST 15 YEARS OF MY LIFE
I COULD GIVE YOU A SOB STORY OF MY LIFE AND WHY I WANTED TO END IT BUT ITS NOT IMPORTANT
SO YOU WANT TO KNOW THE BEST WAY TO KILL YOURSELF ? IF THINKING OF ENDING YOUR LIFE , MY FRIEND YOU'RE DEAD ALREADY.
MY BEST FRIEND WAS A STRONG BELIEVER IN THE LORD JESUS CHRIST AND HIS CONSTANT CHATS OF A BETTER LIFE , OF MY LIFE HAVING PURPOSE NEVER REALLY MADE SENSE, UNTIL I HELD HIS BLOODIED BODY IN MY HANDS. HE HAD BEEN A VICTIM OF A RANDOM NEIGHBOURHOOD SHOOTING .
THAT WAS IT FOR ME - THAT DAY I WAS DETERMINED TO END MY LIFE
BUT SOMETHING URGED ME TO WAIT - TO GO HIS FUNERAL - I THEN LEARN'T OF HIS ABUSIVE DAD ,OF HOW HIS MUM HAD DIED OF CANCER , OF HOW HE WORKED 3 JOBS TO SUPPORT HIMSELF AND HIS 2 YOUNGER SISTERS AND THE CONSTANT THREATS AND ASSUALTS HE FACED
I DID NOT KNOW MY BEST FRIEND AT ALL
ITS FUNNY BUT HIS DEATH TAUGHT ME TO LIVE
I'M NOT AFRAID OF DEATH - ITS THE LIVING THAT'S THE HARD PART
BUT I WILL NOT BE A COWARD, I WILL WAKE UP EACH DAY . I WILL RUN THIS RACE
|30 Nov 2006||xLife goes onx||look people can say tht ur sad n fukd up in the head...yea this is not a gd idea of makin a webpage on it but wat no one else nos is how ur feelin or wat kinda situation u are in..everyone thinks everyone elses life is so gd compared to urs but noone knows wat is goin on in each others life i no u were probably upset about ur life but u dnt need to make a website about it i mean ive had 3 dads n lost my mum thro one of them yes i did strt drinkin n maybe thinkin about killin myself but they were jus thoughts no one needs to end there life n i fink its outa order u makin this website encouragin people to kill themselves?? espically if there under 1 u shuld b encouragin them to c sumone like a counciler or tell them tht lifes guna b ok not tht ur life suxs cum ill tell u how to kill urself??? its jus not fair or rite!!! think about it ...|
|29 Nov 2006||charlie||u shouldnt kill urself when your under 13 to begin with..u shouldnt wana kill urself at all..wat was the use of putting u on this planet if u were gna take urself away..u kill urself because u feel u have to..ur depressed because YOU make urself depressed..no1 is to blame but urself|
|29 Nov 2006||Rianna||I just read all of the postings up on this site. Part of me wants to say that i'm being selfish for wanting to even think about commiting suicide. Although it may not seem like it at times, i know there are people who love me. Especially my mother and father. They are probably the only two people that have made me reconsider any attempts of taking my life. Well, i have tried overdosing on pills, but as we all know that one doesn't do much. I tried to drink myself to death one point last year, and all i got was alcohol poisoning. it kinda fucking annoys me when people post up on this site A"dont kill ur self im here for you" because all of us are strangers on this damn thing. The only person i would want to be there for me would be someone that meant something to me. not seeking help and counseling through a god damn box over the internet. Things do get better, over time, time heals everything ive found. But at some points i just want to give up. i feel like sometimnes i have nothing to lvie for. i have no goals, and really no accomplishments. if my life seems as awful as it does now, i don't even wnat to know what it will be like in 10 years. cuase chances are, things ar eonly going to get worse. i just.....want something from this life. if im gunna live, i want to live for something. and right now it seems as though i have nothing. i've lost to many friends, simply from jsut withdrawing from them and other reasons. ive finally worked my way to graduation, in january, but at this point...i don't even want to. i've been doing it for my parents. not me. fuck college, it's not for me. i jsut want someone to love me for me and not have so mnany fucking haters in this world. and wish people would stop fucking judging all the time.|
|29 Nov 2006||Unknown||ummm smash ur head against a wall till u die|
|29 Nov 2006||Lyn||to whom this concerns:
suicide is NOT the answer... My husband killed himself, so I can tell you a thing or two about the subject. When someone kills themself they might die once but those left behind die a thousand times wondering why, if there was something they could have done...something they could have said... Please I urge You talk to someone DONT keep your thoughts to yourself.. Death is not the answer... If your parents dont treat you right tell them how you feel.. If they abuse you, get help dont stay in that environment...Seek counseling, talk to a preacher... there are so many options out there...people that can help you.. if you want to talk to me email me email@example.com