|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|18 Feb 2007||suicidalstupidfuck||why u take my post off about hanging and drowning in apond and street drugs? fuck u|
|18 Feb 2007||nRu||Does it matter whether you're under 13 or older? Anything could kill you. A pencil jabbed into your ear could kill you. A paperclip through a vein or an airbubble. What do you mean by best way? Do you mean the fastest way, the clenest way or the surest way? Do you mean the way that will definitely ensure everyone will remember you, or the way no one will even notice you've gone?
Because there is no such thing as the best way to kill yourself. Under 13, or not, it doesn't matter when you want to die.
If you come here looking, means you don't really want to die yet. you're hesitating for a reason. Stop lying to yourself. it's bad enough to see everyone else doing it, the last person who should be lying to you, is you.
If you really wanted to die, you would have just done the 1st thing that came to your mind. if you've tried but failed, don't you think it's a sign? there is no such thing as coincidence. everything happpens for a reason.
i hate how i fucked up my life is, and i hate how i feel every day. but i've seen what suicide leaves behind. and i don't want to cause people pain. i don't want people to know the pain that i feel. i can barely bear mine. i don't want others to suffer.
and i don't want my life to be dictated by those who cause me strife. i hate those who cause me pain. but i hate myself more for allowing them to affect me so. because assholes like them only make you feel like shit to make themselves feel better. and they aren't worth your time or feelings. don't let them get to you. do your best to ignore them and move on. the world is large and there are many people out there who will understand and can help you deal.
i can't tell you for real that life will get better because the world will always be fucked up. the world is not perfect. people can't stay happy. and most of the time people are so involved in their own lives that they can't be bothered with yours. so you should never depend on others to make you feel happy. it's all up to you. you make your own choices. you make your own life.
and i tell you now to stick to it. if you're at the end of your line, just tie a knot and hold on. because you will get stronger, you will meet more people, and you will get closer to making the best friends you will ever have.
i came across this page a few years ago. wishinig i was dead and looking for ways how. but it seemed like there wasn't a surefire way to help me go the exact way i wanted to. so i didn't do anything. i just lived my fucked up life and chose not to say anything to anyone. i met a lot of people. slowly started telling about my life, and there were many that left, and few that stayed. but those that stayed have on the rare occasion, made me feel some happiness. bits. but i'm glad to have some. cus i refuse to live a life 100% miserable by fucktards.
life is a battle everyday. it will never let up. but it's like the longer you live, the more experience and strenght you get. and some days the battles will be easy. some days the battles will be tough. most days it will be hell in the beginning. but i'm telling you to stay on. because the days when the battles are easier, they're worth it. they really are.
have more faith in yourself. you just haven't realized yet how strong you are. don't go down the hole now.
|18 Feb 2007||Aaron Ross||Hello my name is Aaron and i am 19 years old. just like everyone were, ive screwed up my life. but you see its not because of a girl or my parents or becuase nobody likes me, its because ive made so mad choices and just becuase im mentally younger then i really am, the law doesnt care. and now since im the type of guy who allows takes the easy way out i can either take my punishment like a man, which involves YEARS in prison, or take the easy way out. see you have to understand, im adopted and ive been growning myself up all my life. a parents job is to care for a childed and teach him wrong from right, right? well some times that doesn't happen, sometimes you do get parents and u get to teach ur self things. ive taught myself to always take the easy way out and its not my fault...what do u do when ur left to teach yourself right from wrong-you get my life. i do have a dad, he's not my real day and believe you me, he gave up on my four years ago, so whatever im so use to being along. today is Sunday Feb, 18 2007 the cops will be at my door Monday 19 2007 and im sacred to death. I'm looking for hope, i am a christian and i know what this would mean-i just don't know what else to do, ive always taken the easy way out but this time there is not a real logical easy way out, so i figured my own way out. ive narrowed it down to two choices, i have a bathroom and tube and a blow drayer...='s death or a needle filled with bleath and amonia, straight into my blood. i tried killing myself before...i was bad, i drink some cleaning stuff. i think the worst think in my life was living alone, no the worst thing is dieing alone. i lied on my bed as everything slowly started to get darker and darker and my heart beat started to get slowler and slowler until i just closed my eyes. you might think im carzy but im pretty sure i saw heaven too. would you all like to know were heaven is? Have you ever closed your eyes and within the darkness, past your eyelids you just saw weird things. i think thats heaven cause i remember as i layed there everything just got really black, i mean a black you've never saw before then it got really light and i saw all of these weird things. the poisin in me made me want to puke, but i couldnt puke because if i did i would have lived and i though that was not an option. but i did live. and now its geting down to that time. i have chosen to kill my self on Monday at 3pm- thats when they will come for me and thats when they will find my dead body. If you want to know more about me go to my Myspace its www.Myspace.com/Aaronr4ever
|17 Feb 2007||Amanda||I am a 12 year old girl. I want to kill myself because I am in love. I know thats a pretty damn shitty reason, but, well, I was dumped.
I fell in love with this girl (yeah I' bi) and she loved (still does) my best friend. I never thought Id have this girl. Then, we dated. For a day.
She dumped me.. for my friend.
I wanna kill myself but don't know how, or if I really even wanna die.
Plz help me.
|17 Feb 2007||Lindsay||hold your breath|
|17 Feb 2007||Wes Thayer||cyanide, tonic and gingerale. market it as a new lemon-lime soda. thanks for listening, you wretch.|
|17 Feb 2007||Katie||From the age of 14 to 18 i was deeply depressed and tried to kill myself. Then I discovered ecstacy and the experience gave a new possitive view of my life. I know use it about twice a month I am 24 and happy with my life, I have a degree, a job, I'm heathly have some good drug using and non drug using friends. I think without it I would have probably ended my life. Never take more than 3 in a night, sip water don't down it, girls try and get a bit of salt in you at some point it lowers you sodium levels and look after one and other. Peace out. Hope this helps. xxxx|
|17 Feb 2007||Jaci|| 1As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, 2in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air (Satan), the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. 3All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our sinful nature and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature objects of wrath. 4But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressionsit is by grace you have been saved. 6And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, 7in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. 8For it is by grace you have been saved, through faithand this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God 9not by works, so that no one can boast. 10For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.
May you find freedom in a loving, personal relationship with Jesus Christ. Christ said "I did not come to judge the world, but to save it." (John 12:47). Struggle, despair, depression are all what Satan desires for you, but God has so many wonderful things he wants to give you because he loves you. Before i discovered what it meant to find my worth in God's gift of Jesus dying on the cross, i was also suicidal. The only reason i didn't try anything was because i was afraid if i failed that the pain i was in would become visible and i would have to explain what i was going through. Satan thrives on us feeling this way. There is a battle over your soul --- and it's because you are worth SO INCREDIBLY MUCH to God!!! You can have hope, though, because God has all the power, and if you claim Jesus' death as your only reason to live above Satan's attacks and as your ticket into Heaven, God will provide you with an abundant life on earth and an eternal life in Heaven, a paradise he created to share with you. God calls you is child, and that's exactly what you are! Let him be your perfect, loving father. Let your love, hope, and peace come raining down from him to wash away all of the weight put in your lives by Satan.
Feel free to email me if you have any questions, if you need to let some things off your chest, or if you would like to hear more about the love and hope God longs to give to you!
|16 Feb 2007||no||Marijuana made me kill my best friend.
Ecstacy Got my credit card fraud.
Life in prison, or suicide?
|16 Feb 2007||Kit||It's not so much that I want to die, I just don't want to be stuck in this peety, horrible, animal, physical dimenstion where all life is, really, is just pettiness and I find it all to be a daily grind just to get by. The only thing that keeps me going is my ability to fake it, and create a facade of being alright and optimistic. No, I am not depressed. I just think I could be in a better place and not this disgusting place. I feel for everyone on this forum, but really - if you're terribly sad, or feeling any sort of emotion, that's a good sign, because it means you have potential to at least feel anything in this hellhole life.|
|16 Feb 2007||suicidalstupidfuck||my previous post isnt showin up|
|16 Feb 2007||vincent||to realize there's not any afterbay more than death|
|16 Feb 2007||Von$||also you people prly don't even know how to cut yr fucking writs correctly,
YALL NEEDTUH GET SLAPPED!!!!!
|16 Feb 2007||Von$||i just wanna say, that you fucking kids are fucking dumb.. do you really think if you die it will make the world bettuh? yeah maybeh like no.. it wont. why don't yall stop being SELF FUCKING CENTERED PREMA FAGGOTS. and THINK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. yall are just consided bitches, that only care about yrself.. and yah dowit for z attention. NOT cause you hate yrself. cause in reality that is all "DEPRESSION" is.. BITCHES BASICALLY SAYING "LOOK AT ME I HATE MYSELF I JUST WANNA DIE CAUSE EVERYONE HATES ME" grow up. if you really hate yrself you don't tell you do the stuff you do. 'razors, rubberbands..ect' wuhtevuh and shut the fuck up. you want help? GO TO A FUCKING DOCTOR. don't go to this comment bored shit and say what should i do?
YAHHH ALLL AREEE DUMB. grow up and think about what other people will say.. you wanna be remembered as a faggot drama king/queen that killed(ect..) them self for attention?
yah want help? come to muh fucking house and i'll fucking kill you! just ask i'm more than happy to help a dumbass. but then i'll prly store you in muh fridge and eat you. yeah ahahhahahahahahhahahahah i'm a Necrophiliac.
|16 Feb 2007||suicidalstupidfuck||hang yourself from a tree over a pond and wait til u drop in the water and drown. or maybe take a hella lot of street drug mixed all together. or u could take a gun and just do the simple old blowing your brains out.|
|15 Feb 2007||ange||pills|
|15 Feb 2007||janelle||Hey, I'm 22 yrs old n I had a really fucked up life..... but so did everyone in the entire fucking world. Everybody goes through things in their lives that make them sad and make them feel like they have the worst life ever. No ones problems are bigger than anyone elses cause everyone takes shit differently. What's devestating to one person could be no big deal to another and visa versa. Its all about how one can handle a tribulation. I read a lot of these things on here, and a lot of people blame a mental illness on why their suicidal. That's straight up bull shit! I have bi-polar and there were many times in manic phases where I did shit I regretted, but I did it cause I wanted to... I've been off of my medication for 6 years, and I've learned to control myself on my own. I have a 2 year old daughter, and my own business. I still get a lil crazy from time to time, but so does everyone else. Only you can help yourself. Shit happens, and you can't change it, so why let it bring you down. And another very true thing, although it may be a lil cruel, is, if you were serious about killing yourself, you'd just do it. You wouldn't tell anyone, you wouldn't be reading shit on the internet, you wouldn't even be writing about it. You'd just do it. So stop talking shit, cause you're not serious. I hope some of you children take heed to what I'm saying.|
|15 Feb 2007||Paul||I stumbled onto this site by mistake, but I'm glad I found it.
I'm depressed. I take medication for it. I always thought I had it bad, but after reading these problems, I realize so many people have it much worse. It makes me feel selfish, but I guess no matter how bad something seems, it can always get worse.
I don't want to vent my problems on here. I want to help people in any way I can. I mean, if there's at least one person who cares about you, that should be enough reason to live... right?
|15 Feb 2007||Dan D'cotta||I think this is a very disturbing site and in the mind of a child makes suicide seem normal and acceptable.Why would u create such a site asking for methods of children to kill themselves??|
|14 Feb 2007||???||I am 12 and reely depressed day after day i feel myself slipping further into a depression drowning myself in sorrows. My sisters hate me and so does my dad i dont want to kill myself but i soon think i will have to. But if you do want to commit suicide i do not recomed slitting your wrists it hurts and has no effect but it does pump the adrenaline fiersely around your body making you feel stronger and better... I wish you all a happy life this is the last you may ever hear of me...
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