|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|09 Feb 2007||jeremy||ok i just have to let it out. im 14 and im bipolar. my self esteem can change overnight from very high to very low. now because of this and my sometimes low self esteem, i stopped trying in everything i do and i stopped exceling and things when i am pretty smart and talented and could do so much better. when i have my low self esteem, i think i am very horribly ugly and that i have no real friends (which is probably not true becuz i have 3 best friends who i can count on to be true) unfortunatley one of them is in another continent so that sucks. now i dont have problems that are as horrible as the other ppl on this website. my parents are divorced but they are now like best friends and i see them both equally because i technically live with my dad but my mom comes over every day so yeah. and i have a grandmother that i love more than anyone and that loves me the same way and did more than enough for me. im not poor either. my problem is with friends and school. i have alot of friends but im not sure who my REAL friends are and that bothers me. and also in school i rlly want to be popular but im rlly not. and sometimes i think im terribly ugly and thats why im not popular and girls dont wanna go out with me (even tho i had gfs before and i kno girls who have crushes on me rite now). idk its just that im bipolar and it rlly gets on my nerves.
but the main reason im here is that i have though about suicide before and i cut myself like 3 times (but it wasnt like deep of anything and im rlly embarrased by it and i only have one scar left and it doesnt even look like a cut mark). but i have never attempted suicide because i love life too much i mean sure it may suck now but how do u kno what will happen tommorow? or even if u do kill urself what if theres no afterlife? u shud make the most out of ur life becuz it rlly will get better eventually. so instead of moping around being depressed go do something productive. get a makeover. join a club at school. talk to the new kid. take up a sport.
i realized that being depressed and wanting to end ur life is not the answer and thats pointless. so dont be lazy and work to make ur ideal life a reality. i am and its getting better.
so please take my advice trust me ull be glad you did
|09 Feb 2007||Fuck suicide!!||You only get one shit at this whole living thing, don't be short termist realise that life is your oyster have the patience and strength to fight for your happiness don't write your life of before it's even started. Wait till your a bloated bolding sexual deviant in your forties before you consider inducing the long sleep|
|09 Feb 2007||Dakota||the best way to kill ur self is to hang ur self on ur flag pole at school.
when ur on the no side bridge pretend u lost ur toy out the window, and jump.
Jump off the top of ur school above ur classroom.
watch some of the FINAL DESTINATION MOVIES.
I wil see you in heaven
|09 Feb 2007||Mirsad||dont kill your self!!! its a waste of your life that god made 4 u nd i no ur probaly thinking u have a terrible life cause my sister is also always thinking about suicide and i cant stop her nd it makes me think, WHY DOES SHE DO THIS!!! GOD MADE U THE WAY YOU R AND NOONES LIFE IS HORRIBLE WE ALL HAVE SOEMTHING GOOD IN US AND BESIDES SUICIDE CAN BRING U 2 HELL!!! IF U WANNA GO 2 HELL ND RUIN A PRECIOUS LIFE GO AHEAD BUT I AM TELLING YOU DONT!!!!!! I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT MY SISTER EVERYDAY IN SCHOOL AND THINKIN HOW IS SHE BECAUSE SHE NEVER EATS, CRIES ALL DAY, AND STAYS HOME ALL DAY LONG IT MAKES ME WANNA KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!
SUICIDE IS THE WORST THINGT TO DO LIVE UR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD WANTS YOU TO LIVE ND U SHOULD BE LUCKY OF EVEN BEING HEALTHY TALENTED OR ETC PLEASE DONT KILL YOURSELF!!!!!
|09 Feb 2007||kevin||dont pray... it has no effect... when i was just a little boy i prayed for my pet.. i cried every day. Then i snapped... I then asked questions like: Who wrote the bible? How do we know some retard didnt right the bible? How does god exist... He has powers but... why not us? Does he not know we need to protect ourselves? I guess not. We have no purpose. who knows... We could be in a matrix... just waiting...and waiting... until we awake(DIE). Why not kill yourself while theres still a chance. once you get older you are going to suffer more. Take my advice if your goign to commit soucide... DO IT NOW DONT LET YOUR SELF SUFFER ANY MORE (That what created us wants..it wants us to suffer. Its like were all just a big marble....)|
|09 Feb 2007||kevin||Well god isnt real... If he was he wouldnt let every one want to commit suicide. He wouldnt let kids get diabetes... Its all lies... Whats the point of living if your going to die any ways... God would never let this happen. Hang yourself... shoot yourself in the head. Drown yourself. Pay some one to snap your neck. Take 20 diffrent pills. God isnt real... I have facts thathe isnt real and facts that the devil is real. Who knows. Maybe the devil just made us to torment us and have his own little game... thats it... JUST A DAMN GAME!!!!!|
|09 Feb 2007||Missy||This really won't answer the question. But after reading thru all of the responses, I've woken up into reality. I live a pretty good life compared to so many that have been thru so much. The reason why I even slightly thought about suicide is because of my boyfriend, as dumb as that sounds. Its true. My life is wonderful if you look at it from the outside. I'm healthy, I have a loving family, a job that I enjoy. Seems like I've got everything I want. Except for him. We've been together for a little over a year and a half now, and I just feel so worthless when I'm with him. I love him so much, and all I ask is for him to love me the same way that I love him. But no. Even thats too much for him to do. I love him so much that I actually considered suicide just to make him realize that he hurts me so much. I know I sound really pathetic, and you really don't have to go on reading about my stupid problems. I'm dumb. I know. And I'm weak. I just wish I can do what's best for me, and not just sucker up to my emotions. I know I can't kill myself just for him. There's too many things at stake. I don't want to hurt my family and friends that way, they have been too good to me and they don't deserve it. I certainly do not want to go against God's will. I know He has plans for me. I just wish I listened to Him more. I just wished my boyfriend realizes what he has.
I actually felt really guilty about actually thinking about suicide. And kind of afraid to be honest. I actually CONSIDERED it. Driving home tonight from my boyfriends house, I wondered if he'd realize what I'm worth if I killed myself in a car accident. But thats not going to happen. I don't want to be selfish, and the truth is...I don't have the guts to do it. I guess I'm just writing all this to just vent. To let out my thoughts and hopefully my thoughts to kill or hurt myself will jsut remain as thoughts and that I shall never act upon them.
|08 Feb 2007||name||Judgements of suicide:
I'v heard many things over the past years about how people juge us. Hear are a few.
"suicide is selfish"
I think people say this because killing your self solves your problem but it causes pain to the people around you. I can understand thare reasoning but consider this: Isn't it selfish to have someone stay hear and suffer so that others dont have to deal with the loss of a loved one? They would rather have some one else in pain so that they don't have to fill any. This is one of the most hypocritical jugements I'v heard.
"No one wants to clean up the mess you'll make"
Yea, so... No one wanted to clean up the "mess" you made when you were born. Squeezed out of you mothers fuck hole dripping with embryonic fluid. Wrinkled, naked and ugly. Have you ever seen a woman give birth? It's fucking disgusting. And it stinks to. Someone hade to clean that up you know.
"You cant kill your self because it's not your life. It's Gods"
No, Its's mine! The user is the owner. Enen if God did make me(wich I doubt)He dosn't care enough about my life to let it get fucked up as it hase. If you own something then neglect it and it falls into disarray; It's not to blame, you are. My life is mine because I am the only one living it. I am the only one suffering through it. And yes, it's MINE to take.
"Suicide is weak" "It's the easy way out"
Is it? Life is supposed to have began on this planit about 3.5 billion years ago. You are not the disendent of anything that didn't live long enough to at least reproduce. You'd be surprised what you could live through. Most suicide attempts fail. And the few that are successful aren't vary pritty. You'r programmed to survive weather you like it or not. You'r body will try to keep you alive for as long as it can. And puts up a damn good fight at it to. Suicide is not easy. Not just because of the physical challenge but also the psychological. Death: What is so scary about horror muvies? Why do we put murderers away? What is the worst thing you could do to someone? Why is capital punishment the most severe sentence? Thats right, they all involve death. It is your strongest most naturally based fear. Just think. Someone who is killing them selves hase to not only find a brutal enough way to actually succeed but also hase to look death it self strait in the eye. I wouldn't call these people "weak" and no, it's not "easy".
"depression is a mental illness"
No, it's not. depression is circumstantial. It's rational. It's a natural feeling. Anyone who is depressed hase a logical reason even if they don't want to tell you what it is. People seem to think that because chemical balance in the brain and depression are related it must mean that a chemical imbalance is the cause. The relationship between chemicals in the brain and depression don't say anything about ware it starts any more then saying that chickens and eegs are related. Which came first? Chemical imbalance dose not cause depression. Depression causes a chemical imbalance. Along with many other things. Think of how convenient the "illness" description is. Think of all the people who have hurt you, all the issues in your life. I'v read a bit of this blog and I can see some of the things a lot of you have been through. Just remember, it's not because you parents beat you. It's not because you were raped. Its not because you get made fun of at school. It's not because you were born deformed. Its not because of you boy friend or girl friend or maybe the fact you may have never hade one. No, it hase nothing to do with anything in you life. If you ever fill down it's because you have an "illness"... Thats just a little to convenient for me to belive. People call depression an illness because it makes the problem start and end with you. It's just something that people say to avoid looking into the mirror.
Thare are so many things people say and juge about suicide. And im sure I'v only scratched the surface. No one ever chooses to exist. You can't choose because you have to be alive (or conscious and able to think)in order to make decisions. Even if you did choose this lfe and dont remember you still existed at some time and/or form. You are the only one who is living you'r life. You have no choice in your existence. Be for or after this life. What ever it may have been before this and what ever it may be after, this life right now is yours. You can live it or end it. And no one should judge you for it.
|08 Feb 2007||nameless||Small simple safe price rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries and flakes and heals
And I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleep and fuck and fight
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
|08 Feb 2007||Patricia||wait 10 years.|
|08 Feb 2007||Rich Prez||U know, I dont think its selfish to suicide. If ppl care about u they shud not make u wanna suicide. Ppl dnt wanna suicide cuz of nuttin...something causes it.
So thank you everybody who screwed with my life and led me to this, and I bet u wnt give a damn that I've already got the pills in my hand.
Good night and good bye...
I HATE YOU MOM
And I turned 13 last September. I suggest pills. They dnt hurt...I lived in pain why die in pain too?
Sorry to Angela, Zaynah, Nick, Nathan, Sve, and Tegan. I love you...dnt mourn for me, please.
|08 Feb 2007||FROM ROAD TO HELL AND BACK||Hey Sicko!
I used to go out with Felicia The Great and you know what, She's much smarter than you think.
DO DON'T FUCK WITH HER, WHOEVER YOU ARE, YOU MINDLESS PEICE OF SHIT!!!!
|08 Feb 2007||Kayla||Ok. I know this guy Zane. He acts like a fag and he has a girl-friend. He always puts people down. He calls them name and makes sure they are upset. he wouldn't care if someone died next week. But killing yourself doesn't solve all problems like they say it does. Putting a knife to your wrist wont solve anything, but some people wish it did. Only being 14 and getting out down, it hurts. I got told the other day that I'm a waste of time. So I went around and asked my friends if I'm a waste of time and they put up by saying I'm worth it. Sometimes crying makes you feel heaps better.
I'm not emo if that is what you think.
Don't commit suicide and don't even think of it. It depresses you. [ Like Alwayz ]
My MSN addy - email@example.com
I'll talk to you anytime.
|07 Feb 2007||Dudette||Im 14 and i really hate mii life. Mii dads got no job an all day mii parents talk 2 me bout how they gonna pay next months bills. I found out that mii mom has had breast cancer for over 5 years and mii parents might get divorced! I hate life but before i used to pretend it was all ok but now all i want to do is die. everything is so messed up and now my teachers ask whats wrong cuz im not as hyper. im really depresssed cuz of all this shit. But i want to keep going with my life. I want to runaway and never come home. I want to start my life fresh from scratch and get a job. But i only care for my dad and i cant leave him. He is 60 and hes all i look forward to living for. All i want to do is b successful and get a job thats it. No more. If i couuld die i would but i dont have the guts! I wish i did but i have to look at the future. I hope i make it out of hell alive.|
|07 Feb 2007||john nuttall||do it now while your still young, Ive been chicken i guess, i am now 30 and i guess i always though if i hold out life will get better, maybe i didnt want to hurt my family of friends, THOSE ARE JUST COP OUTS!
if you have the courage to do it now, get it over with.LIFE ONLY GETS HARDER take it from someone who knows!.iThink about it every day............................
|07 Feb 2007||shayn blevins||ummmmm well over dose on ny uil like 2-3 bottles than go to sleep you wont wake up but if you are going to do it make sure you really want to.|
|07 Feb 2007||dead inside.||"i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had."|
|07 Feb 2007||kt||okay, i have thought about suicide when i was 13-15...i have read many helpful things and am sooo sooo thankful that the stuff i tried(over dose on drugs/alcohol, slitting wrists, suffication etc) didnt work. please please please feel free to email me anytime, i promise to write back and help you get over this thought, i lost 2 yearsr of my life thinking and plotting suicide, its not worth it, please my email is firstname.lastname@example.org. thank you, and i am praying for you all!|
|07 Feb 2007||kitty||ya im now 13 but wen i turned 11 i got into alot of shit i had a cousin who melested me and my suposivly best friend melest me also and its even harder to deal with wen its a gurl i have never told a single soul and it gets built up inside and u get angrier and angrier and feel itss ur fualt plus on top of it id fight with my mom about everything to ware it get brutal she pushed me down that stairs and drag me by the hair and take me away from the wrld to ware i had noone to talk to it was aweful and i started gettin on the computer and talkn to ppl and i fell in love with a boy ody who made everything turn aaround i was happy but my mom found out and took it all away from me i thought noone in this wrld loved me and noone needed me soo i started cutting myself and hitting things like id sneek out at night and go down to the mail boxes and id ware big rings on eachfinger and punch the mail boxes soo hard id bleed and bruise soo badly to ware i have mny scars and id dent my walls but they r this ne way it may not be suicidal but id find neway to make myself feel as much pain as possible to make myself feel better inside this went on for 2yrs and ya now im 13 the whole thing that happend was my dad started sticking up 4 me and tellin my mom to bac off and then i started talkin to my mom and she got it threw her head wat she was cussingme to feel well now im homeschooled and have many friends whom i luv and care 4 plus i have an amazing boyfriend and i care 4 my mom even though she hurt me not only physicaly but mentaly but i relle am happy now i mean ya i have my days were i just wanna shoot myself but then i think that is stupid it relle is cuss u donot kno who cares 4 u and how much they do soo think twice b4 u decide ur gonna kill urself and talk to someone ok it might just help...|
|06 Feb 2007||my life is a living hell and i want out of it know|