|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|27 Dec 2006||treas||my name is treas and im 13 just resently became 13 and non stop all i have got for years now is shit of my brother and sister. we would always get into big fites and then hate eachother for few days but it seems im always getting the blame, when it comes to 2 younger brother and sister who fite more than me wen it come to the 2 of them fiting at you, calling you names it just makes me feel like i cant live anymore in this earth,yet stil scared to end my life. i still love my mum, but i can not take the abuse of beeing called names or beeing hit at, i dont know what to do. and i know yes some people feel after writing somthing on the internet that you show the world you may feel guilty wen ur getting along again with the people who make you feel horrible, like you dont deserve to belong in this world, but......i would like some one to talk to me whos atleast 13, who knows what its like. i have good times with my brother and sister but sometimes the pain will never ease|
|26 Dec 2006||sam||thats sick if yer under 13 then u shuldnt be thinking aboot suicide fuck this sick , sick site and get on with life and what ever sick person created this site needs locked up in a looney bin !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!|
|26 Dec 2006||Farrock Junquera||Life is damn great ! but of course it was not gonna be good all along the time..I used to takes like more than 20pills.. mixed with chemical and poisonus drugs.. that was 7 years ago..now I live my life well.. lucky I'm still alive until today.. I made out a good life.. met a good gf which's going to be my wife soon.. and met lotsa people and i even managed to love and try to understand that to do self injury and suicide are only for stupid people..I was being stupid for attempting suicide before.. well.. if u guys still wanna go for suicide.. go ahead.. i dont care.. its yer fuckin life..and i understand that u guys are stupid and u cant think bout others.. ;)i think the best way is to ask someone to kill you..eg: serial killer is much more better..other u could die and still can satisfied the feeling of the murderer..|
|25 Dec 2006||kat||Iv got nothing to live for iv been depressed dor 7 yrs and suicidal for 3 yrs.Iv got no fueture cause iv got a learning problem and ill never grow up. and iv lost all my friends which suck. The only reason im on this dark little planet is cause of my family.I think satan is gowing to kill me and he even talks to me. If any1 can help me be happy email me|
|25 Dec 2006||Tulani||i want to kill myself because when i was 12 i raped a baby, i am a girl and it was my baby brother actually. i know this is not a good defense, but i was sexually abused by my older brother, sister and cousin, i don't think that it is too bad, but, common on, it was a 9 month old baby, and i knew what i was doing was wrong. The baby is grown now and is a young boy, 10, and the other day i saw him looking at porn and i feel guilty , so i want to kill myself.|
|25 Dec 2006||Kelly Crutcher||I've never heard about a suicide kit before I found your page. I'm not really sure about a permanent way. I was born in 1981; I'm a member of the Latter-Day Saint (mormon) church, I grew up in this faith and I have a strong faith in God and Christ, but there's been times when I've gotten so depressed that I've seriously thought about taking *my* life. I attempted suicide once in 2005 (I locked the bathroom door when I was taking a shower; closed the drain in the bathtub, let the water get deep enough and tried to drown myself; Grandma picked the lock, panicked when she saw me trying to do this and pulled me out)and once in 2006 (took an overdose of my seizure medication and went to bed, praying that I wouldn't wake up)
Recently, I thought about hooking a garden hose to the exhaust of Grandma's car and running the other end through a back window, getting in the car, turning the ignition on and waiting.
I'm afraid to tell anyone I know about this problem because they'll think I'm crazy, stick me in Circles of Care and treat me like a loony. I don't know what to do.
Please don't think I'm crazy; I'm just depressed over a lot of stuff in my life (my grandfather passed away in 2001; my parents got divorced, I suffer from grand-mal seizures and the medicine I'm currently taking for the seizures doesn't seem to be working; every time I have a seizure I chew my mouth and the side of my tongue and get bruised) and I don't know what to do about anything anymore.
|25 Dec 2006||Déjanae||Whoever on here needs someone to talk to, who are having thoughts of suicide, please message me, suicide isn't the answer, its not a way out. Trust me, there are people that love you. So send me a message. Dejanae002@yahoo.com
|25 Dec 2006||oriana||umm i dont know the best way but if you dont want to hurt anyone else and you dont like pain you could simply drink shots of bleach or other poison mixed with alcohol or soft drink until you start to throw up then hope to god you dont survive cos if you do it will really suck by the way i might actually try this it sounds like sumthing worth doing but not tonight, tonight im going out with friends an getting drunk yay! im 14 and last nite i had sex with shaun then today is christmas and evry1 told me that shaun played me i really loved him this sux anyways if you must kill urself please dont kill sum1 else and then urself cos that is really mean ok luv ya xxx|
|24 Dec 2006||dead inside.||"Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life."
Life isn't easy. Everyone is faced with problems. Everyone is faced with hardships. All you can do is get past them. Even when breathing becomes the hardest thing to do, you just have to keep going. I can't promise that it will get better, because I have no way of knowing for sure. You have to take that risk, and live another day. Keep moving along. Keep fighting. Get up everytime you fall down. Don't give up. Don't quit. Whether you 13 or 31 or 18 or 81, you just have to hold your head up, and fight thru. And when you feel that your all alone, and no one loves you, turn to God, let him love you. I don't mean get all preachy or anything. I know that I don't know you, but I still care. I want you all to be okay. Everytime I come here, I get chills. My heart bleeds for you all. If you are seriously suicidal, please reconsider.
"You said that you would die for me...
You must live for me too..."
|24 Dec 2006||Spencer||suffocation with an old stuffed animal|
|24 Dec 2006||Help Me.||Sometimes I just hate myself so much and I get so angry because almost everything I try to do turns out wrong and I fuck everything up no matter how hard I try and I just get so angry I want to smash my head in against a wall. I don't know who to ask for help, because I don't know what I would say. "Hi, I'm fourteen years old, and I fantisize about diving off a building head-first into the sidewalk, so could you please convince me not to?"|
|24 Dec 2006||JayEll||a need help please email me|
|24 Dec 2006||Jodie||hey..mah names jodie nd am here 2 listin 2 u and help you out a have tryed to kill myslef before and a had 2 stay strong for my friends a put my self a aside and stopped them from killing there self so if you want help or need someone to talk to am here 24/7 evryday just add me email@example.com and am here to listin and help you in anyway a can am wiling to get you thro it if your going to listin 2 my advice please a want to help all of you so please email me =] a promise al be here for you x|
|24 Dec 2006||HMMNOTTELLING.||drink 25 gallons of gasoline and light a cig. funfun.|
|23 Dec 2006||dead inside.||Well, normally i post on this site offering help, cause when i feel like crap helping others helps me. I guess it gives my life meaning. But when I realize that some people just can't be helped, than I feel like crap again. I hate seeing others hurting. It makes me hurt. This post has no value anyways, please ignore me, I'm just wasting space. I don't know why I felt the need to write. Well, for what its worth, Happy Holidays. Stay strong kids, what doesn't kill you can only make you stronger.|
|23 Dec 2006||Genna||My name is Genna.
I was diagnosed with Manic Depression last year.
I was the unlucky one in our family.
My grandfather had it, but, alas, it HAD to skip a generation& get to me.
I have tried suicide many times.
I must say that this site has many great idea but many of them are faulty.
You are all so creative.
I do believe that I have left previous posts on this site.
I am still alive.
My next attempt will be a gun shot to the temple BUT.. I had this to consider.
My friends mum works in a hospital& the part where she works is filled with people who have tried to kill themselves.
Many of them have tried my newest method but all who are there have survived (obviously).
Those who do survive have to endure the following:
b) Surviving with no physical or mental ability at all.
c) Surviving without a face.
Now. My plan is that, if I do not infact die instantly, to shoot myslelf again.
BUT, what if I have not enough brain capasity left to lift the gun once again& pull the trigger?
I do not care really.
But just a word of warning to all whom wish to go this way.
|23 Dec 2006||Kitty||Hey I've been reading the posts on this site for a while now and just felt the need to talk to you all. Well my names Kitty and I'm 16. In my 16 years of life I've been though a lot but have managed to deal with it until now. I was born to parents who were drug addicts. My dad was violent towards my mum, me and my little brother. When i was 6 my mum moved out. She is now an alcoholic and seems to spend more time worrying about my step brother and sister then she does about me. When i was 7 i was raped by my half brother i didn't tell anyone about it till i was 14. All through my live i was molested by my dads best mate. It is still happening but not to the same extent. I was bullied at school and has carried on in college. Since my mum left I've had to act as a mother to my little bro. My dads always to engrossed in his computer games to even remember he has kids. My brother is now 14 and thinks he can get away with anything. I try to help him but he just throws it back in my face. My friends are all leaving me and i'm too shy to make new ones. Last year i had to deal with my nan and grandad dying. I had no one to talk to which made it really hard for me. This year i fell in love. It was the best thing that ever happened to me. It lasted 2 weeks. He dumped me because I'm insecure and shy. he broke my heart but we were still friends till tonite. I told him all about my life everything I've had to deal with but he didn't care. he just told me to stop being childish and to grow up. that other people can deal with it so i should be able to. Now he never wants to speak to me again. the one man i ever loved and he hates me. A few days ago my best mate Will said he couldn't speak to me anymore. His girlfriend didn't like me and him talking to each other. Ive lost too many people to make my life worth living. All this is nothing compared to what is happening after Christmas. My dad has had enough of me and wants me out of the house after Christmas. I have nowhere to go. no one loves me all my friends have gone off with other people, i have no one to turn to. I know i cant survive by myself i need the comfort that can only be found in a hug. Like all of you the only way out i have is death. I just hope that other people are stronger then i am.
If you ever want to talk about anything please please email me or add me. My msn is Braintree_Babe@hotmail.co.uk
|22 Dec 2006||sdh||Suicidal thoughts are a symptom of a much larger problem. We live in a world where apathy, indifference, selfishness, & corruption are the rule, not the exception. Until that changes, we are doomed to repeat our shameful history as a species over & over. Add in the fact that God is mythology & false hope created by our primitive superstitious ancestors, & things generally seem pretty hopeless if you have any clarity of vision or logic whatsoever.
I've noticed that those who seem the most happy in our world are those that have successfully cloaked themselves in blissful ignorance. Ironically, the key to being happy in our world, is learning how to mute reality.
|22 Dec 2006||I went to Texas||i think the best way to kill yourself if your under 13 is to tell ur best friend to get their bow and arrow and play cowboys and indians and ur teh cowboy... also if you like bloody morbid deaths. cut off your hands and hire an assassin to come to ur house and do whatever they want to you.|
|22 Dec 2006||Someone||Depression can be one of the most debilitating experiences in life. It makes you tired, so tired you want to go to bed and never get up. It can be a challenge to pull yourself out of that dark hole. Seeing your doctor should always be your first step in dealing with depression, but there are some ways you can deal with depression on a daily basis. Though it may seem impossible, exercise is one of the best ways to deal with depression.
Exercise and Depression
Depression is one of the most common problems people experience today, but it's also very treatable with medication, therapy and other self-help options. But, have you ever considered exercise as part of your treatment? Study after study has shown that exercise is a helpful way to treat depression because it:
Increases your sense of mastery which can help for people who don't feel in control of their lives and moods
Provides a distraction from your worries
Improves your health and body, which can help lift your mood
Helps you get rid of built-up stress and frustration
Helps you sleep better, which can often be a problem when you're depressed
It may seem impossible to get moving when you feel depressed but that's exactly what you have to do. No matter how tired you feel, getting up and moving around can bring some immediate relief to your symptoms and getting in a little exercise is an excellent way to work off some of that added stress you're carrying around.
Keep It Simple
The problem with depression is that it makes you feel like you have no energy. Even getting out of bed can take a monumental effort, so it may be hard to imagine exercising at all when you're depressed. No matter what your thoughts are telling you, it really is possible to exercise when you're depressed. If you take some simple steps, you can add a little activity to your day to help lift your mood and work through your depression.
Set simple goals. You don't have to train for a marathon. Set a goal to get dressed and walking around the block. Promise yourself you'll walk around the block at least 3 times that day. The next day, do more. Try to improve just a little bit each day.
Go easy on yourself. You might not be able to handle a lot of exercise, so try to feel good about what you CAN do. Now is not the time to kick yourself!
Do what you enjoy. If yoga feels good to you, spend a few minutes going through your favorite poses. If you usually enjoy they gym, get your bag packed and hit the treadmill. Even if you're not enjoying it right now, eventually you will.
Make it social. Try to find a friend to walk with. Talking to people can help raise your energy and remind you that you're not alone.
Go outside. Even a little bit of sunshine can help raise your mood a little. Try to get outside and get some fresh air, remind yourself there's a world out there and you can participate in it as much as you can handle.
Work with your doctor. Be sure to talk to your doctor about your treatment options and your plans to exercise. He or she may be able to refer you to someone who can help you set up an exercise program.
Whatever you do, don't give up. You're not alone and you aren't doomed to feel this way forever. Try to participate in life as much as you can, even if it doesn't feel good. Sometimes you have to do what's right for yourself and wait for the good feelings to come later. Exercise can be a big help with your moods and the sense of accomplishment can add a new dimension to your day--something you can be proud of and feel good about. For more help with depression, visit our Depression Guide's