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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|13 Jan 2007||Villevissen||To begin with... My father is a religious maniac. When i was really small, like 4 years old he had made my whole family crazy. he had even brainwashed me so badly that i thought i saw demons on the walls and the sealing. My parents started to argue very badly and it all ended in a devorce. Later on my mom met a new dude. At first he seemed to be a great guy and then he started threatening me whenever i did somthing with his giant fist and said he was going to beat me up if i ever did anything more and shit like that. And then he started treating my mom really badly, caling her a whore and stuff and they separated a while after. My whole childhood has been somewhat turbulent and i've had suicide thoughts since i was about 6 or 7 years old. When i was about 8 i started smacking my head agaist the wall and said that i wanted to die. so my mom took the whole family to a shrink and nothing got better by that.
I've got 3 sisters and 1 brother. 2 older sisters and 1 older brother and a little sister with down's syndrom. All my family members got out from my first father rater sane axcept for me. they could all process the whole shit, My sisess talked to eachother and my brother made my life into a living hell.
i've had thoughts about killing my brother since i was about 12 or 13. All this have resulted in me getting a splited personality. 1 Really dark side that hates my whole family so deeply, And he wants strange things tho he does not wish to die. He is the side of me that have kept me from killing my self instead coz he turns my sadness to hatred and anger.
In my young childhood we lived out on the country side. Since i was so badly alergic to fur animals i couldnt meet any of the other kids near our house. So
it left me with a social disabilety. First day in school i was so happy to see other kids so i littarly grabbed the first kid i saw (Since i didnt know how to make friends that was the first thing that flew in my mind) and after that all the kids where afraide of me.
The rest of my school path have been much more wierd. I if i didnt team up with the worst kid in class i beat him down. And i've always bullied other kids in school and never litsend to the teachers and always did as i wanted.
then i hit the age of 13 and found some really nice friends. We skipped school everyday and started going out on town to start fights with other things and bust houses and stuff. And thats when i first found alcohol. i hit the age of 14 and still skipps school and is out with my friends, but after i while i go to school to meet other people. Thats when i started drinkin, Every morning for like 3 months. It was the sweetest time of my life! I really loved that time! It was the only time of my life that i didnt want to die. I was really happy. Then 1 day i realized that i wanted to go home and drink so i tought "Omg im going alcoholic" so then i almost stopped drinkin. then i hit 15 kept doing what i was doing and lived more and more towards the "Egde". Me and my friends was just about to pass that "Edge" when i thought that i didnt want to be a part of it. my life was fucked up as it was. So i didnt be with my friends as much and didnt follow them to parties and stuff. By now half 9th grade had passed. thats when my friends started drifting apart because one of my friends was going to a foster home and all of us was on the edge on also beeing put in a foster home. So i started to meet new people but i never really got to know them or thier friends. then i started in high school or whats it called in enlish ^^ By that time my old friends had either disapeared or was in jail or in a foster home far far away so i couldnt be with them and since i didnt really know my new friends friends i couldnt be with em without it feeling really wierd.
And all the dudes in my class is really fucked up and geeky and i hate em so bad so im very short on friends atm. And that really gets to me... So teh last 2 years i've almost spent alone at home. really hates it. really suckes hard! The only light in my life atm is my drawing and my guitar <3!
Just add me on Msn or somthing if you feel like talking or hearing more of my life. Theres so much more to tell and this version i just wrote is rather censured :)
|13 Jan 2007||Villevissen||Clue a chainsaw to a table then "trip" on it with your throat!|
|12 Jan 2007||DEVIL||I should knoe since i am THE DEVIL:
1. Try to fly off a cliff.
2. Test how hard you can tense your temples with a machete.
3. Switch water with hydrochloric acid: both of them are clear and the acid will kill you if comsumed, LOL.
4. Call a black guy in New York n*gga.
5,the nastiest one: Try messing with me!
|12 Jan 2007||Abby||YOU HAVE MASTERED YOUR DEATH
Everyone who has visited this site has already Mastered death.
No body on this site is gonna die
We all have NO Fear now, why should we die? Death is the worst possible thing that can happen to us and we all have seen it so closely.
We are far better than others who are still running from death.
And if they say life is even worse then I would say I want to see life.
I have already seen so much of death thousand times every now and then, I am fed of dying now.
Now I just want to see how worse life can get.
I want to laugh at life, I want to laugh at funny cowards around me.
Life is just stupid, it always comes in phases.
We should screw up this life and see how worse it can get
And if some of us doesnt have reason to live then my dear friend you must save at least one life, it could be a small bird or a pet dying outside your door, or an old begger dying out of cold, or maybe a small child who is going through the same hell that you have gone through find him and save him atleast. These people may have a reason to live, save one first and then call your death.
Doesnt matter if world is with us or not... We All here on this forum are world to eachother
We need no counseller, we need no shit. All we needed was the control on death and we have got that.
We are the supreme people we can laugh at cowards. We have finally mastered death
Love you All on this forum
|11 Jan 2007||Rein H.||U GuYz R juS a buncH'a pUss-Z's. BlaH BLah BlAh me paR3ntz R Horbl3. G3t ova i7 Cuz U juz Gunna eNd up 1n da saM3 pl4cE cuz daTz wh4t GOD putz ya on diz Earth 4. If yo killz Urselv nOW U jus gO b4cK an' Liv3 da lyfe dat wazz Choze 4 U. U guyz Jus don haV3 Pozitive oUtl0okz on tinGz! Go Outzid3 an' P1anT Sum FLow3rz or Mak3 fRnz or eff sh1t Up!!!|
|11 Jan 2007||catina||look guys, i cant say that you are wrong for the way you feel. some people think that you just want attention, sometimes you really do want to die, but you are afraid, i've heard that it is worse for you if you commit suicide, because you are gonna face those same demons on the other side, so it's best to just past the test in this life, i know it's hard, but this world is cruel. but you know if you really want to leave this world, try meditating on the third eye and the chakras. you can astral travel, see visions and maybe even God. you can shut yourself up in your room and go to your own world. really to get there you have to die to self and you cant be afraid. firstname.lastname@example.org|
|11 Jan 2007||hi sacks of sorrow||KIDS GET OUT OF THIS SITE ITS SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK!!!!!!!!
THE PERSON THT MAKES THIS SITE IS AN ADULT NOT A FUCKIN 13YR OLD
HERES A MESSAGE FOR YA U SICK BITCH Y DONT U GO AHEAD AND KILL URSELF THE WORLD WOULD BE A BETTER PLACE AND THE INTERNET WOULD BE SAFER 2
UR ENCOURAGIN PEEPZ MY AGE TO HARM THEMSELVES SO GO FUCK URSELF SICK BITCH
|11 Jan 2007||runescape||all the people tht posted on real life stories plz read my post
the people tht posted in real life must be very very sad and it makes me cry reading them life will get better. remember life is a precious gift and it can never be replaced.i have tried to commit suicide by cutting myself and taking an overdose but i didnt die because there r alot of things to live for sometimes u feel like there is nothing to live for but good things do happen i promise ur situations will get better bless all the ppl the posted feeling of despair.
as for the person tht made this website u should be ashamed of urself how cud u be so cruel u probably sit reading all the real life things and laugh at them with ur friends i advise all the people feeling of despair NOT to use this website but to phone 911 or speak to som1 at a charity like samaritans etc cos this site is just a joke and ppl here wont make u feel better they will just entice u even more to kill urself.
god bless you all tht are feeling of despair
|11 Jan 2007||runescape101||i think all the people tht are over 20 or adults tht post on this site dont have a clue about how young ppl feel .im 14 and i cut myself and i wish i was dead i dont know whho to talk to|
|10 Jan 2007||lou||strangely i am quite experienced in this already..... even though i've failed so many times and know it's not worth it i still want to try again.
The best way is deffinatly alcohol poisoning, if you can find enough, after that it's hallucinagents and then any kind of medication/drug you can get.
from there it's whatever you want to try, cutting a main artery, hanging yourself, anything. it's wierd that i've just realised how much i've already tried to doeven though i'm only 15. councelling only helps for a couple of days and it's so easy to just pull the wool over everybodies eyes. maybe if it was harder to do i wouldn't know about this kind of thing but oh well, i still look forward for to the next attempt :)
|10 Jan 2007||sam||My whole life i have felt like i was worth nothing to anyone. my mom had an abortion before she had me and i was suppossed to be aborted but she changed her mind at the last minute. my parents are both divorced and now have remarried.my mom has told me almost everyday how worthless i was and how much more happy her life would be if she would have gone through with the abortion.my father is a drunk who doesnt give a shit. my life may seem ok to all my friends and everyone who knows me, but really, no one knows the truth. we may never be able to forgive the people in our lives for putting us through torture every day , but the one person you can forgive is yourself.
"... and if i am wrong whose it gonna hurt? you tell me im not strong, you put yourself first. but i am here to tell you that i've never shown, you who i really am."
|10 Jan 2007||Rein H.||H1 M4 n4M3 1z Rein. I 15! Cutt1N MuhSelF iz teH Ku-list t1ng I'v3 dun. N0t daT I doez iT 4 Atension or anYthang... jus.. I lyke da felin an' duh siTe of Bl0od jus mak3z me ORgazmic.|
|10 Jan 2007||bRANBON||I am really depressed i am gonna hang myself tonite! life is for suckers!|
|10 Jan 2007||charley||I think whoever the hell made this site, you are sick in the head, i accidently found this damn site and the lot of you are just attention seeking arse holes to be quite frank, so do it guys kill yourselves and spare the rest of us normal people from this bullshit my life is worse than yours story, cause my life was worse than any of yours, though im not gonna tell a bunch of random strangers about it, but its nowhere near as bad as other peoples, so next time you go on about how bad your lives are, thinking of starving children in africa, and all those men who are going out to war, risking their lives to save your sad fucking ass, get over yourselves, ha how to kill yourselves when your under 13, fuck me go out and be kids like your meant to be|
|10 Jan 2007||suicide||well hi again....i hav never seen ma parents tawking wid each other.......one ov ma brother(now in usa) hates me sooo muxch that he never even ask abt me 4m ma mom whenever he call n even not on net......ma second bro....well i noe he would never trust me in his whole life i noe he hates me but just bcox of ma mom he never show that he hates me then cum ma father well he love his sons.....u noe wat m the only daughter of ma father but still he like ma two bros....N HATES ME......not only ma father but whole of his family his sisters his brothers like ma brothers n always underestimates me....they thinks that as iam a gurl thats y i should be treated badly n they never giv any importance to me u noe wat guys i cant even go out of ma house as iam living in suxch a suciety that dose not a gurl to go out 4m her home alone....but honestly tell me when ever u r upset u dun even wanna hav ur self wid u so how can u hav sumone 4m ur family....n from suxch an fukin family.....well iam not even allowed to go to ma frnd's house n even can not call ma frnds to ma home cox ma status....HUH....they r so rich n hav fantastic homes n they think that i must be having suxch an home like them but how can i tell them that iam notatall rich....i think i should leave now but still wanna tell u that i really dun wanna die but iam still doing all this cox i want to gain attentions of ma family member n wanna make them realise that all that they r doing is wrong....but is this the right way iam not at all seeking 4 help but iam thinking that what ever iam doing.....is wrong but.......:(|
|10 Jan 2007||suicide||well......i didnt write to this site so that sumone could help me but i wrote bcox i was quiet upset that day n had no one to tell suxch things cox ma frnds think that iam very rich and i have a wonderfull life....HUH......well but really wanna tell u one thing that thinking of committing suicide is very easy but when u attempt it and when u see the face of death u really realise that u hav done sumthing wrong.........i hav tried it but still m unhappy wid ma life n always thinking abt how to gain attention of ma parents.......|
|09 Jan 2007||Starr||I'm 13 and under a lot of stress. I am constantly think about killing myself. I've tried poisoning myself, suffocating... But I could never do it because I am a pansy. Some day I will die, hopefully at an early age. I beleive I have these thoughts because suicide runs in my family. Every couple of generations, somebody kills themself. Maybe it's my turn.|
|09 Jan 2007||Shiloh||Whichever way you choose, make sure you do it now. You don't want to ask this question at 21. Or 51. Die young--leave a beautiful corpse.
Either jump out of a window, like in "The Virgin Suicides", or find a shotgun. Real women die from bullet wounds.
|09 Jan 2007||carlos||la mejor forma de suicidarte cuando tienes trece años.
Pon mucha, mucha atencion...
Nada màs dèjate. Acuèstate en tu cama boja arriba.
Escucha a Nico (todo lo que quieras)
No hagas nada, no hay que hacer nada
solamente devemos ponernos asì
llega un momento en que
no escuchas nada ni sientes nada
(ya lo he experimentado)
Ya despuès te debes levantar
(nunca ocurre otra cosa, siempre te levantas)
y pues consumir cualquier medicamento
|09 Jan 2007||They call me Jr. but im phil||my names phil i went to shepperd prat for slitting my wrists, hanging myself, popin pills, smokin weed, hitting my parents and they hit me back, breaking and entering, cutting myself, drinking, driving underaged. when i was a baby my birth mom did drugs and my birth dad hit my mom and pushed her down the stair. no im not retarded from that and im not retarded at all. iv been suffering from anorexia and belimia. i waight 96 pounds my god brother is gay and i have a great gf hus makin me stop this all i drilled a hole in my knee and yes i am the same person a little bit down. i no its hypocritical but its nopt kool to try to commit suicide. i am also depressed alot.
my family hasnt gotten better im adopted cuz my birth family wasnt good enough to become parents my mom and dad( birth parents) are in jail. people can call me to talk cuz i want to help people stop ill give u the # later.......
iv died ya its not good. since the last time i wrote to this place i died 2 more times.
and what are people gonna say a bout all of u
wow u guys are weird or u have problems cuz u wanna die....
u nmo they cant accept us and that makes us worse
i got suspended and expelled from my last skul for fightin
im rich if u wanna put it like that but it sucks beiun rich
my parents think there so cool and they think they can get away with hitting me
my dad had to hold me back from hitting my mom.
well i have to go back to writing depressin stuff and idn i might go lay in a corner in my room all dark cu im depressed as hell
my screen name for AIM is candyshopper94
IM me like anytime
my # is 443-955-8504
well off i go i gotta go grab a knife to keep my mom away
call or IM