|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|06 Mar 2007||WQERQTWR||WTF?! OMG I HATE THIS WHOEVER MADE THIS STUPID WEBSITE SHOULD GET CHARGED FOR LIKE FUCKING ASSIST IN MURDER!!|
|06 Mar 2007||cackelfrack||wtf? come on suicide ISNT the answer. Recently I lost my cousin, more like a brother, 5 days before christmas he shot himself, and yeah, thats not very pleasnt, why would some PIG make a website like this, like wtf?! this is so retarded, suicide sucks!! im only 13 years old, and yeah, i've hated my life at time expecially now!! so whatever if you cant get laid!! like come on, theres more important things in life, my cousin was only 16, and he just decided to blow his brains out, the thing is he lied to me, he told me that he was coming back here for christmas, but he didnt and he'll never be back here. I miss him like crazy and some nights i cant help but cry because he's gone, i get to thinking, why did he do it, and where will he end up? so anyway suicide sucks, and im not really willing to talk to anyone about this shit, but if there is a need to talk to someone, i'll read somthing.. man I feel like an idiot.|
|06 Mar 2007||Midnight Suicide||I am nothin now but the waiting for death. I hate the part of me, the humanity of me, that stops me from endin it all. I want to rip it out so that I can mutilate and destroy myself. That is what I need.
No matter how happy I should be or sometimes are, death and darkness is constantly ther, at the back of my mind.
I will do it tho, one day. I will run the coll blade across my skin and press down and I will destory all that I am until I am no more. Death is the only way
|06 Mar 2007||Sam kurzman||there is no way of killing yourself before 13 wait until your 21 do good at school and your family and social life if your happy at 21 then keep living, im a new 22 year old and im in dept beyond the next 6 yaers through depts to friends and the banks/fines my job has gone nowhere and my social life has gone down to 3 people, my family does not talk to me although i live with my dad, i have no assets and now credit rating or trust from anyone to kickstart my life, i have never had a girlfrriend and have only paid for sex once, i have been told by women i am a really nice guy both nothing else, i am a big bloke but noone seems to enjoy my friendship except my 3 friends and somehow i think my dad respects me. i am sorry for my friends daniel, jayson and chris, you have been good to me and my dad ian thomasn kurzman you have tried to give me hop in the world but without the other family there is no hope. i hope you live your life to the fullest without me holding you back.|
|04 Mar 2007||Jacob||STOP all this talk about seeking help. Why do You think we wnat to commit suicide, for fun ??????? People thinking of suicide are not able to get things going by themselves, and seeking help is NOT solving the problem, it just learns You to live with it. But some things catn just be placed on the "life experience" bookcase, it is too big to be kept down. So to all of You ref. to help, please take this seroius, and asnwer the question instread of talking bullshit. You loose Your boy/girlfrined ?, You get divorced ? You loose Your children ? This is deep shit serious, and cant just be fixed. Try to uderstand that.|
|04 Mar 2007||booboola_girl||I dont know the best way to kill yourself when you are under 13, I dont even know the best way to kill yourself when you are 23, i know if i did kill myself when i was under 13, i wouldnt endured being sexually abused from age 12-17 by my neighbour with my family knowing about it, i wouldnt have lost my best friend at 15 from a brain tumor and my mum six weeks later from suicide. I woulnt have ended up in hospital for 2 weeks cause i didnt eat or even swallow my own saliva for 14 days, I wouldnt have been punched in the head by my grandfather when i was 17 and then kicked out of home. I definatly would not have become a drug addict and had to go to rehab for injecting crystal meth and having a dvt cause my veins clogged up. I would never have stollen thousands of dollars from my job to support my drug addictions and definatly wouldnt have moved to the city and witnessed a good friend over dose on a cocktail of zanax and heroin and die on my living room floor. Which wouldnt have sprialed in to me becoming addicted to zanax and endded up in jail for theft, and been shacken back into exsistance by my best friend (who on a regular occations beat me and stole from me)when i OD on 1000mg of zanax in an atemped to kill my self. I wouldnt today have been woken up with a letter to vacate my flat because they are knocking it down on the 6th of may and wouldnt be threatened by the taxation department and debt collecters to send me into bad credit and homelessness.
However i still would have been a heroin baby, so addicted to herion when i was born that i didnt feed for the first 3 weeks of life and went from 6 pounds to 4 pounds and probably sould have died. I did have to be taken away from my parents on my sixth bithday and not see them for years, and had people treating me like a burden in there life, shipped off to family member to family member and hated by most of them.
I didnt know how to kill my self then and, i really wish i could kill myself now but what would that achieve - id probably just end up in another life dealing with the same shite and wanting to kill myself again. I have had the worst lfe of anyone I know, but i know there are people far worse off than me.
|04 Mar 2007||Cody||You cant get a gun, knife, or pills. You cant choke yourself. The best way is to drown. Yes it hurts and u gasp, but it works. Try your leg to a weight and throw it into a pool.
P.S I need help lol.
|04 Mar 2007||unknown||im 15 years old i was rapped for the first time by my bf when i had just turned 14 i stayed with him though he also hit me once or twice thats when we broke up at the time i was being serverly bullied by people who where supposed to be my friends i had someone attempt to rape me several times i managed to get away each time though when i was around 6 i walked in on someone rapping someone else infront of my sister then he was about to do the same to my sister my mother was mentally and physically abused by her father i had someone try to kill me the year before last a couple of times i had a person i fucked just to feel something i tried to kill myself i drank and smoked alot i was pregnant at the time and it killed my baby. i acted as the dutiful daughter at home pretending everything was fine when i was sinking further and further into depression eventually i stopped trying to kill my self as we had no knifes sharp enough to penatrate my skin enough to kill me and overdoses didnt work as i was used to heavy medical doses after almost breaking my back so i started to sleep alot to get lost im my dreams as it seemed to be the only thing i could control. i was bulemic the only thing that made me do that instead of findin another way to kill myslef was cus after my mother found oout a few of the things and told our closest family and when i told my brother about the rape and the attempted rape they werent disgusted with me they tried to help me the still loved me and i have a little sister who adored and looked up to me and who i adored and i didnt ever want her to accidently find out. mental illnesses run in the family its usually our escapes i slowly stopped doing some of the stuff i was doing and now my life is back on track the point to this is no matter whats wrong you will always have one person who will always care for you, you just have to be willing to open up i felt much better after i told people my family has had its ups and downs but were in everything toogether and if you let people everyone of you who feel you have nothing can have that to your friends are the family you choose for yourself so if you have problems with your biological family make friends create a new family your real friends will stand by you no matter what so talk to them|
|04 Mar 2007||Proteus||Please kill yourself immediately.|
|04 Mar 2007||royb||the key to suicide is to make sure no one knows about it, so if you have to kill yourself, drive out to the desert or any large wilderness and find a really secluded spot. that way you spare the feelings of anyone who might care about you.|
|03 Mar 2007||beth||if u miserable like me ill tell u a story and youll listen
Im an artist but im only 12 i only draw wierd art my family makes fun of me and hates me because of it my mom takes me to the local path ways and they give me shots and it hurts so bad but i love it i want more i think im addicted to drugs now thanks to them and thats why im suicidal idk slit ur wrists and drownd ur self of use a sword i tried u dont gotta listen but ya kno just sayin
|03 Mar 2007||bethany miller||i tried killing myself with my bothers katana in case you dident kno its a sword and i walked in front of a van and i jumped af a bridge and i tried drowning myself my mom tried putting me in the local pathways i hate going to the haspital it hurts getting there shots i think that the best way to kill yourself is taking a bath slit ur wrists and drwnd ur self im gonna go try now
|03 Mar 2007||Janice||I am 36 years old and I have been making the wrong choices for years. They say i am bi polar which is supposedly the reason why i feel the way i do 364 days a year. I dont handle things very well. My fiance of 3 1/2 years decides one day he needs space and we need to live separately. Come to find out he ran into an old girlfriend from 6 years ago that had his son. His son his 5, talk about a blow to the heart. This is just the added nail to the coffin. All my life i have always been a disappointment to my family. i was never the daughter my mother wanted. i always had to do things the hard way. i have finally come to the conclusion that my family would be better off if i wasnt here anymore. I have thought about this so many times and i have tried to figure other ways out but i come to the same conclusion everytime, death. I have written my letters to those that mattered to me, yep the ex fiancee got one too. On March 6th the world will have one less to worry about, me. I have planned everything out and i have had this in motion for awhile. Before you say anything, i have been to counselors i have been on meds and none of it has helped me, obviously. I have always felt like i was in a hole and everytime i try to climb out i fall back in. Its endless. I have chosen sleeping pills and a hotel out of time. I have a phone list for whoever finds me so my family will know. My ex is at the top of the list. I tried to talk to him about how i felt and he turned his back on me. So i figured he should be the first to know. Good luck to everyone else.|
|03 Mar 2007||Your friend, and always here||To begin with, I want to say that everyone who has opened up on this website and told their stories, inspire me so much.
I am 19, and I feel as though Ive lived forever. Ive lived through so much, as Im sure so many have. My first boyfriend hung himself and I blamed myself and began cutting. My second I lived with after being kicked out by my drug-addicted mother who's Münchhausen syndrome I dealt with for years. I was 14 at this stage, and put up with a year of drugs, rapes and violence because I had no where else to go. I was heavy on the drugs, using needles to numb the pain.
At 15 I met my last boyfriend who after 3 years, an engagement, a house and a child, left me for drugs and a stripper. I then continued to screw myself up by getting an abortion. That did it for me.
I had a bestfriend through all of this. The day after my abortion he came over to find me in a bath full of blood. I'd taken valium with alcohol and managed to slit both my wrists.
I was taken to the hospital and passed out half way there. When I woke up I saw the pain on his face, the anguish. I scarred him for life. He came over to my bed and cried and cried, devastated at not only the sight he had seen but the chance of losing me.
The love I now have for him, my hero, or my angel as I call him now, keeps me strong everyday. Every time I think of hurting myself I remember the tears he shed, covered in MY blood. I remember what pain I put him threw because I couldn't deal with my own.
It has been over 6 months since my ordeal and I beg that those who feel horrible pain and want to end their life, please think of what kinds of pain you may leave behind. Suicide is not the easy way out, it is so hard to work up the courage to do it. I now can only imagine what I would have done to my bestfriend if he had have been too late. He would never be the same.
I can now only thank God and Daniel that he was at my hospital bed, rather than my funeral.
|03 Mar 2007||Joshua Tokar||Hello, My names joshua, Im from regina sask canada, I wanna know whats the best way to comit suicide? Im to scared to like stab myself in the chest. My reason for wanting to comit suicide is cause when i was 15, witch yes 2 months ago i was infected with hiv. from a girl 2 weeks before my b-day im 16 now.. and i dont know what to do like if i keep lifeing one day ill wake up and hiv would of fucked my body up so much one day then i cant do anything and ill be in pain i just dont wanna cause my parents problems of careing for a sick son, i just wanna end it all before it gets worse. please email my msn with an answer thank firstname.lastname@example.org|
|02 Mar 2007||suicidaldiaperlover||Hanging urself from a tree over a pond whil only wearing a diaper. If you already wear diapers then that wont be a problem for u.|
|02 Mar 2007||im done||i'am not under 13..im 26 years old...and my life is so fucked up.i was searching the net for a good way to commit suicide cause i failed the first time i did it...i dont want to fail this time..i feel like i really want to end everything now..no not feel..i know i have to end everything now.im in so much pain that no one would understand.everyone just left me...my friends my family...my partner..im just so tired of getting calls from my partner who would curse me and call me a whore everytime she does,and when i point this out,she would blame me for making a mistake in the past...i wanted a chance to change the way i'am and im getting there..but how can i change what i was before if im constantly reminded of it every day?...ive got nothing..i dont have a house i got no money...im practically worthless..i live in her house and she feeds me but im tired of being treated this way..that everytime i raise my voice at her because i want to be heard she would tell me to leave the house and tell me to just kill myself...why not work you'll ask..im sick..im not fit to work..so i depend on her..but everything that i put in my mouth feels like a poison that kills me gradually cause it all came from her and she never miss the chance of reminding me that...im not perfect...im even bad..i did alot of bad things in the past ..to other people,to her...but i want to change all of that..but im not given a chance to do so...i dont you guys but consider this as my suicide note..its nice that you have this site to help other people who's contemplating about it...too bad it didnt help me as much..i want to live...but i cant live this way...not anymore..|
|02 Mar 2007||gotleab||Also, I like going to a race track with my parents and running in the track between the cars!|
|02 Mar 2007||Since the suicide kit is only to pretend to kill your self, how about creating a contraption that will help you bury yourself, alive of course, we are only playing ;-)|
|02 Mar 2007||gotleab||Take a bath in the dish washer or dry your self in the microwave.|