|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|10 Jan 2007||sam||My whole life i have felt like i was worth nothing to anyone. my mom had an abortion before she had me and i was suppossed to be aborted but she changed her mind at the last minute. my parents are both divorced and now have remarried.my mom has told me almost everyday how worthless i was and how much more happy her life would be if she would have gone through with the abortion.my father is a drunk who doesnt give a shit. my life may seem ok to all my friends and everyone who knows me, but really, no one knows the truth. we may never be able to forgive the people in our lives for putting us through torture every day , but the one person you can forgive is yourself.
"... and if i am wrong whose it gonna hurt? you tell me im not strong, you put yourself first. but i am here to tell you that i've never shown, you who i really am."
|10 Jan 2007||Rein H.||H1 M4 n4M3 1z Rein. I 15! Cutt1N MuhSelF iz teH Ku-list t1ng I'v3 dun. N0t daT I doez iT 4 Atension or anYthang... jus.. I lyke da felin an' duh siTe of Bl0od jus mak3z me ORgazmic.|
|10 Jan 2007||bRANBON||I am really depressed i am gonna hang myself tonite! life is for suckers!|
|10 Jan 2007||charley||I think whoever the hell made this site, you are sick in the head, i accidently found this damn site and the lot of you are just attention seeking arse holes to be quite frank, so do it guys kill yourselves and spare the rest of us normal people from this bullshit my life is worse than yours story, cause my life was worse than any of yours, though im not gonna tell a bunch of random strangers about it, but its nowhere near as bad as other peoples, so next time you go on about how bad your lives are, thinking of starving children in africa, and all those men who are going out to war, risking their lives to save your sad fucking ass, get over yourselves, ha how to kill yourselves when your under 13, fuck me go out and be kids like your meant to be|
|10 Jan 2007||suicide||well hi again....i hav never seen ma parents tawking wid each other.......one ov ma brother(now in usa) hates me sooo muxch that he never even ask abt me 4m ma mom whenever he call n even not on net......ma second bro....well i noe he would never trust me in his whole life i noe he hates me but just bcox of ma mom he never show that he hates me then cum ma father well he love his sons.....u noe wat m the only daughter of ma father but still he like ma two bros....N HATES ME......not only ma father but whole of his family his sisters his brothers like ma brothers n always underestimates me....they thinks that as iam a gurl thats y i should be treated badly n they never giv any importance to me u noe wat guys i cant even go out of ma house as iam living in suxch a suciety that dose not a gurl to go out 4m her home alone....but honestly tell me when ever u r upset u dun even wanna hav ur self wid u so how can u hav sumone 4m ur family....n from suxch an fukin family.....well iam not even allowed to go to ma frnd's house n even can not call ma frnds to ma home cox ma status....HUH....they r so rich n hav fantastic homes n they think that i must be having suxch an home like them but how can i tell them that iam notatall rich....i think i should leave now but still wanna tell u that i really dun wanna die but iam still doing all this cox i want to gain attentions of ma family member n wanna make them realise that all that they r doing is wrong....but is this the right way iam not at all seeking 4 help but iam thinking that what ever iam doing.....is wrong but.......:(|
|10 Jan 2007||suicide||well......i didnt write to this site so that sumone could help me but i wrote bcox i was quiet upset that day n had no one to tell suxch things cox ma frnds think that iam very rich and i have a wonderfull life....HUH......well but really wanna tell u one thing that thinking of committing suicide is very easy but when u attempt it and when u see the face of death u really realise that u hav done sumthing wrong.........i hav tried it but still m unhappy wid ma life n always thinking abt how to gain attention of ma parents.......|
|09 Jan 2007||Starr||I'm 13 and under a lot of stress. I am constantly think about killing myself. I've tried poisoning myself, suffocating... But I could never do it because I am a pansy. Some day I will die, hopefully at an early age. I beleive I have these thoughts because suicide runs in my family. Every couple of generations, somebody kills themself. Maybe it's my turn.|
|09 Jan 2007||Shiloh||Whichever way you choose, make sure you do it now. You don't want to ask this question at 21. Or 51. Die young--leave a beautiful corpse.
Either jump out of a window, like in "The Virgin Suicides", or find a shotgun. Real women die from bullet wounds.
|09 Jan 2007||carlos||la mejor forma de suicidarte cuando tienes trece años.
Pon mucha, mucha atencion...
Nada màs dèjate. Acuèstate en tu cama boja arriba.
Escucha a Nico (todo lo que quieras)
No hagas nada, no hay que hacer nada
solamente devemos ponernos asì
llega un momento en que
no escuchas nada ni sientes nada
(ya lo he experimentado)
Ya despuès te debes levantar
(nunca ocurre otra cosa, siempre te levantas)
y pues consumir cualquier medicamento
|09 Jan 2007||They call me Jr. but im phil||my names phil i went to shepperd prat for slitting my wrists, hanging myself, popin pills, smokin weed, hitting my parents and they hit me back, breaking and entering, cutting myself, drinking, driving underaged. when i was a baby my birth mom did drugs and my birth dad hit my mom and pushed her down the stair. no im not retarded from that and im not retarded at all. iv been suffering from anorexia and belimia. i waight 96 pounds my god brother is gay and i have a great gf hus makin me stop this all i drilled a hole in my knee and yes i am the same person a little bit down. i no its hypocritical but its nopt kool to try to commit suicide. i am also depressed alot.
my family hasnt gotten better im adopted cuz my birth family wasnt good enough to become parents my mom and dad( birth parents) are in jail. people can call me to talk cuz i want to help people stop ill give u the # later.......
iv died ya its not good. since the last time i wrote to this place i died 2 more times.
and what are people gonna say a bout all of u
wow u guys are weird or u have problems cuz u wanna die....
u nmo they cant accept us and that makes us worse
i got suspended and expelled from my last skul for fightin
im rich if u wanna put it like that but it sucks beiun rich
my parents think there so cool and they think they can get away with hitting me
my dad had to hold me back from hitting my mom.
well i have to go back to writing depressin stuff and idn i might go lay in a corner in my room all dark cu im depressed as hell
my screen name for AIM is candyshopper94
IM me like anytime
my # is 443-955-8504
well off i go i gotta go grab a knife to keep my mom away
call or IM
|09 Jan 2007||Yasmin||I am 16 I have had a really good childhood, everything has gone right to me. I mean I am not living on the street I am not poor, I haven't really had any physical abuse or anything like that. Yet for some reason I try almost everyday to kill myself, so it isn't always bad things that spur you to do it, for I just have it in my mind constantly, something involuntary for me like breathing. No-one will believe me, because I am always smiling and I am always happy. But sometimes I just snap, grab things and just try and kill myself basically. I will tell you now pills definitely does not work, I have tried countless times with them, neither does jumping off stairs. I have also tried stabbing myself, but paracetamol does not ease the pain, not one bit. And whilst doing all of this my mother hasn't noticed my stab wounds or me trying to cut my arm off or anything, that's how discreet I am and how unlikely it is for a happy girl like me to do it, but I do.|
|09 Jan 2007||annonymoes||Drink liters of hairspray or other things that burn. then put a roman candle in your mouth and let it burn.
I tried once but I didnt drink enough
|08 Jan 2007||Desires Death||I want to die young, no matter how hard I try, im not able to kill myself, I tried pills, 2 times, and slashing my wrists, maybe its just because im a whimp, but I also don't want to leave my family a disfigured corpse... I love to cut myself, I love to see blood, "I'm only happy when it rains" (if you know that song by garbage) I get a satisfaction from hurting myself, and I don't know why. I know im partially insane, or fully, I see pictures and stuff in my head of me hurting people, stabbing them, or making them bleed, something like that, and I see me enjoying it, but I dont enjoy it, Sometimes I feel really happy, while other times I feel like I should cut or just kill myself, most of the time just for no reason, right now im 15 years old, and I want to die before 17 years old, I guess im just waiting for a moment, waiting for a plan of how to die, my plan right now is to light about 100 insense and just fall asleep in a closed space, but I rarely have enough time to do this stuff, maybe someone can tell me a good way to die? And I dont see why my family (my dad and sis) care so much, they'll die someday, but I also just dont get the point of life, death seems so much more... better, i mean if i was dead, i could possibly be with my mom b/c she died when i was 12, and she was my favorite person. I also wanted to be with this guy alex (yes im gay) and i dont know shit about him, except that hes just like no one, hes just attractive, but i hate everything else about him,anyway... I just want to die! well the reason i dont do anything is because i never want to end up in a mental hospital again, oh my fucking god! i was in a long term one, i was supposed to be in there for 6 months, but i was there for about 1 month because my dad got me out, i just dont know what to do anymore... should I just live everyday and suffer? I dont know why im suffering, i dont know... I have no reason to suffer, even though life just plain sucks, and im insane.|
|08 Jan 2007||angel||i have just read through alot of the responses to this question and i cant belive alot of what i have seen. some of you dont know the meaning of real suffering. why would you want to kill yourself becos you didnt get a fuckin nintendo wii for xmas. spend a day in the life of ppl less fortunate then yourself. i am 21 now, i was sexually abused by my father from the age of SIX MONTHS, he tried to kill me, hav me put into care. got away with what he did to me. then my babysitter sexually assaulted me and my mums new husband tried 2 make me sleep with him wen i was 13. i watched my mum being beaten and almost killed every weekend ihave found out that my father was followin me, he tried to kill my mum. i had years and years if nightmares, panic and anxiety attacks, months of insomnia and depression. i have taken overdoses, slit my wrists, cut myself, tried 2 crash my car, been addicted to weed and coke. and at the end of the day even after all of this i an honestly say i am glad that i didnt succeed in any of the attempts. life does get better, dont get me wrong i still hav anxiety attacks and i still sleep with a huntin knife next to my bed but i would not give any of the ppl that hurt me the satisfaction of killing myself. if anyone wants to talk then my email is firstname.lastname@example.org
im not one of these patronisin phsycotherapists. ive been there.
|08 Jan 2007||Michael||I'm 16 Need help i dont want to die..yet i feel its the only way out... 3 and a half weeks ago i've never think this way..you migth think its stupid the way all of us thinks... but its just so many problems all at the same time... i thought my life was ok...but it all came out 3 weeks ago when the only person that cared for me (My GF) or at least i thought it cared for me told me that the real reason she was with me was 'pity' and so i've began to think..and think...and she was right my life = shit..she just was with beacuse of pity...made me so sad.. because im ugly as hell she was right no need to blame her... i still haven't forgot about her...but she's only the person that i actually care for and the person that made me see how shitty my life was and i had never realized that before..not in the 2 hole years she and i have been thogether...
i have absolutely no friends whatsoever
no even a person to talk to...yeah i haver family but they dont care at all..
if you think you can help me by either telling me how to do it painlessly or how to get out of this hellhole.. i would appreciate it...bye
|07 Jan 2007||EmMa||hi im emma (age 13) i cant take it any more pleaz help every 1 hates me i have no friens when i come home from sleepin all day at skool where every one teases e for bein different and willin 2 speak up i get straight on da pc or i go do drugs and shyt i hate it i dont give a flyin FUCK about life noone will go out wit i asked 1 guy out and he almost fuckin peed his pants 4 laughin god I WANT TO FUCKIN DIE (AND I HATE GOD DAMN THERIPISTS) HELP MEEEEEEE T__T email me wit help pleazzzzz and no god damn docters pleazzzzz (email@example.com) ps im fuckin adicted wit myspace >_< damn it my life suxxxxxxxx|
|07 Jan 2007||Tom||Unfortnatley I cant say as I've ever been greatly succesful in killing myself, otherwise I wouldnt be telling you, but if I had all the options available to me, I'd hang myself (with a drop big enough to break my neck), almost certain, almost instant, job done...|
|07 Jan 2007||Christine Dobreva||I've already been here. Not once - explaining how my life is or something. Things change, boys and girls - tomorrow always comes - if you want it.
I was depressed, very down, very hurt.
I was out of order, I was slitting my wrists for months and months, over the healing scars, again and again. I was 17-18. 1,5 years later I am here - alive and partly happy. I say partly, just because getting rid of suicidal thoughts was VERY tough, very difficult. Now that almost everything is ok with me ( I am a student @ the University, I managed to somehow overcome my dad's death in 2006, I will get married soon ), I think that it's high time I offer my help to each one of you who feel they're stuck in the middle, that there's no way out. I can help those of you who feel lost and sad, depressed or want to attempt suicide. No matter how old you are. I am here to help you by making you believe that life is in front of you and that things do change - it's just a matter of time. I'm also working on a project in Social Psychology and my topic is: Suicidal actions by people aged 10-18.
Just click on my name and contact me. I will answer to each one of you.
Believe me, I've been through all this - I am ok and happy now. You can follow me, just have a little faith and trust those who have seen all this sadness and pain!
Bless you all!
|07 Jan 2007||fat henry||The best way to kill yourself is to live like you will be dead tommorow, so dont be healthy, eat like its your last meal everyday, burgers, fries, cakes and crisps, drink beer, smoke your till your little lungs are content! it wont be a fast death but atleast you'll enjoy yourself and get to die afew years before you would naturally
anyways take my advise and enjoy the simple pleasures in life which are killers but damn they are nice killers, dont take a shot gun to yourself...oh ok if you have to then ok i wont say a prayer for you as i dont think anyone will be listening. you people have it all so wrong and mixed up life is worth living you just have to find that out though but if you want to go and die then atleast make sure it will work and thankyou for cleaning up the earth its way to overcrowded as it is anyways atleast suicide is doing its bit for the world even if it isnt a huge bit it is still something so thanks! lol i doubt this will get mouchettes stamp of approval as a good way to top yourself but you never know
|07 Jan 2007||Strength||As a child I watched my mom and dad argue every night until I was about 13. It was completely terrifying. It feels like no one understands how I feel even though I know thats not true. Yet in a way it is true because its my world I am stuck in. This is my pain even if another person should want to stop the bullet from going any deeper its already through the skin. As a child I would scream in complete utter terror every single night and now... now I have absolutely nothing to show for my life. I do have a girlfriend who loves me though and when we met it didnt matter what I or she looked like or how much money we made in a year or anything else at all. Ive been with her for over 8 years now and Ill be 23 in May. I love her with all my heart and soul but that does not take the scars away. They are always there, demons, taunting me and laughing inside my head. Even when I make love they watch from behind the glass with empty faces, an entire legion, just watching. But I cant give up. Not because its justice. Not because my father deserves to die for physical abuse or because my mother egged him on enough to do it. Not because of my insane grandmother who took her frustrations out on everyone else and not for any of you. I will remain for that woman who is waiting for me to return to bed. You may not have a woman, or man, like that yet... but you will someday, if you want to. So anyway Im not going to tell you not to kill yourself. But to be perfectly honest with you its a lot more difficult to kill yourself than you may think. Most of the time its really painful and if you fail you can risk actually living through it with all the physical and mental deformities on top of whats already going on in your head. If you do it be sure you are successful. If you shoot yourself in the head make sure you hit the brain stem or you will live. If you hang yourself jump from above 8 stories or your neck wont snap. If you take a lot of pills realize your chances of dying are very slim and the only likely thing that will happen will youll piss blood for the rest of your life or some shit like that. Or you could stop fucking whining. Where is your confidence? Did they rape your soul from you too? If you accept your demise you were not raped... you were willingly fucked, and you are already dead!!! As you read this you are already fucking dead. Now what the fuck are you going to do about it? ANYTHING. Live on. Kill someone. Rob a bank. Speak out against your parents in ways never done before. Become artistic in your pain and let it run from your throat like the very fires of hell itself. They are not the monsters. They are nothing. YOU are the fucking monster.|