|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|03 Mar 2007||beth||if u miserable like me ill tell u a story and youll listen
Im an artist but im only 12 i only draw wierd art my family makes fun of me and hates me because of it my mom takes me to the local path ways and they give me shots and it hurts so bad but i love it i want more i think im addicted to drugs now thanks to them and thats why im suicidal idk slit ur wrists and drownd ur self of use a sword i tried u dont gotta listen but ya kno just sayin
|03 Mar 2007||bethany miller||i tried killing myself with my bothers katana in case you dident kno its a sword and i walked in front of a van and i jumped af a bridge and i tried drowning myself my mom tried putting me in the local pathways i hate going to the haspital it hurts getting there shots i think that the best way to kill yourself is taking a bath slit ur wrists and drwnd ur self im gonna go try now
|03 Mar 2007||Janice||I am 36 years old and I have been making the wrong choices for years. They say i am bi polar which is supposedly the reason why i feel the way i do 364 days a year. I dont handle things very well. My fiance of 3 1/2 years decides one day he needs space and we need to live separately. Come to find out he ran into an old girlfriend from 6 years ago that had his son. His son his 5, talk about a blow to the heart. This is just the added nail to the coffin. All my life i have always been a disappointment to my family. i was never the daughter my mother wanted. i always had to do things the hard way. i have finally come to the conclusion that my family would be better off if i wasnt here anymore. I have thought about this so many times and i have tried to figure other ways out but i come to the same conclusion everytime, death. I have written my letters to those that mattered to me, yep the ex fiancee got one too. On March 6th the world will have one less to worry about, me. I have planned everything out and i have had this in motion for awhile. Before you say anything, i have been to counselors i have been on meds and none of it has helped me, obviously. I have always felt like i was in a hole and everytime i try to climb out i fall back in. Its endless. I have chosen sleeping pills and a hotel out of time. I have a phone list for whoever finds me so my family will know. My ex is at the top of the list. I tried to talk to him about how i felt and he turned his back on me. So i figured he should be the first to know. Good luck to everyone else.|
|03 Mar 2007||Your friend, and always here||To begin with, I want to say that everyone who has opened up on this website and told their stories, inspire me so much.
I am 19, and I feel as though Ive lived forever. Ive lived through so much, as Im sure so many have. My first boyfriend hung himself and I blamed myself and began cutting. My second I lived with after being kicked out by my drug-addicted mother who's Münchhausen syndrome I dealt with for years. I was 14 at this stage, and put up with a year of drugs, rapes and violence because I had no where else to go. I was heavy on the drugs, using needles to numb the pain.
At 15 I met my last boyfriend who after 3 years, an engagement, a house and a child, left me for drugs and a stripper. I then continued to screw myself up by getting an abortion. That did it for me.
I had a bestfriend through all of this. The day after my abortion he came over to find me in a bath full of blood. I'd taken valium with alcohol and managed to slit both my wrists.
I was taken to the hospital and passed out half way there. When I woke up I saw the pain on his face, the anguish. I scarred him for life. He came over to my bed and cried and cried, devastated at not only the sight he had seen but the chance of losing me.
The love I now have for him, my hero, or my angel as I call him now, keeps me strong everyday. Every time I think of hurting myself I remember the tears he shed, covered in MY blood. I remember what pain I put him threw because I couldn't deal with my own.
It has been over 6 months since my ordeal and I beg that those who feel horrible pain and want to end their life, please think of what kinds of pain you may leave behind. Suicide is not the easy way out, it is so hard to work up the courage to do it. I now can only imagine what I would have done to my bestfriend if he had have been too late. He would never be the same.
I can now only thank God and Daniel that he was at my hospital bed, rather than my funeral.
|03 Mar 2007||Joshua Tokar||Hello, My names joshua, Im from regina sask canada, I wanna know whats the best way to comit suicide? Im to scared to like stab myself in the chest. My reason for wanting to comit suicide is cause when i was 15, witch yes 2 months ago i was infected with hiv. from a girl 2 weeks before my b-day im 16 now.. and i dont know what to do like if i keep lifeing one day ill wake up and hiv would of fucked my body up so much one day then i cant do anything and ill be in pain i just dont wanna cause my parents problems of careing for a sick son, i just wanna end it all before it gets worse. please email my msn with an answer thank firstname.lastname@example.org|
|02 Mar 2007||suicidaldiaperlover||Hanging urself from a tree over a pond whil only wearing a diaper. If you already wear diapers then that wont be a problem for u.|
|02 Mar 2007||im done||i'am not under 13..im 26 years old...and my life is so fucked up.i was searching the net for a good way to commit suicide cause i failed the first time i did it...i dont want to fail this time..i feel like i really want to end everything now..no not feel..i know i have to end everything now.im in so much pain that no one would understand.everyone just left me...my friends my family...my partner..im just so tired of getting calls from my partner who would curse me and call me a whore everytime she does,and when i point this out,she would blame me for making a mistake in the past...i wanted a chance to change the way i'am and im getting there..but how can i change what i was before if im constantly reminded of it every day?...ive got nothing..i dont have a house i got no money...im practically worthless..i live in her house and she feeds me but im tired of being treated this way..that everytime i raise my voice at her because i want to be heard she would tell me to leave the house and tell me to just kill myself...why not work you'll ask..im sick..im not fit to work..so i depend on her..but everything that i put in my mouth feels like a poison that kills me gradually cause it all came from her and she never miss the chance of reminding me that...im not perfect...im even bad..i did alot of bad things in the past ..to other people,to her...but i want to change all of that..but im not given a chance to do so...i dont you guys but consider this as my suicide note..its nice that you have this site to help other people who's contemplating about it...too bad it didnt help me as much..i want to live...but i cant live this way...not anymore..|
|02 Mar 2007||gotleab||Also, I like going to a race track with my parents and running in the track between the cars!|
|02 Mar 2007||Since the suicide kit is only to pretend to kill your self, how about creating a contraption that will help you bury yourself, alive of course, we are only playing ;-)|
|02 Mar 2007||gotleab||Take a bath in the dish washer or dry your self in the microwave.|
|02 Mar 2007||a||hello i was reading this b/c my friend has comited sucide. i have also been sucidal at some points. he hung him self in his room, i miss him and think about him every day its like why man why. he had alot going for him in the things he did he was funny and caring. i never saw it coming until i got the phone call i droped down and cried. i hadent cried in a long time but this just blew my mind. he was only 18 . rip man. just dont kill yourself alot of ppl out there love you and care for you and so does god.|
|02 Mar 2007||nevermind||fuck this teenage bullshit...i'm 32 years old ok. i was raped when i was 10. i have the lowest self esteem possible. i hate myself. i feel responsible for everything thats fucked up in my life. im engaged to a fucking stripper!!!! she wasnt a stripper when i met her but we "needed the money" so she became one. its killing me. you fucks that moan about "your sister treats you like shit" etc you all have no idea...
i have 3 kids. my eldest is 8. i havent seen her for 6 months because her mum and me had a fight and i cant afford a lawyer to take her to court. the middle one is 6 but she's not mine biologically. she's a little shit. i hate her with a passion. sorry but i do. she has come so close to being beaten to death so many times, she has no idea. my youngest is the only reason i dont hang myself everyday. i love her. she is everything to me. shes almost 2. she adores her daddy (me)...
all you wankers that think life sux because you cant get laid or your mum hates you or whatever...fuck you...if your mum hates you, do something to get back at her...get a tattoo or something..get some slut pregnant...dont kill yourself. once you grow up and you get to your 30's and your wife's pussy is a fucking tourist attraction in the town where you live, THEN you can think about topping yourself...ok..but only think about it! dont ever do it.. ill tell you why...because, when you have kids of your own, and you will, no matter how fucked up you are, there is nothing in this shitty fucking world better than the look on your daughters/sons face when you get home from work and they are happy to see you. i swear to god. it cannot be beaten. i would put up with a million times more shit than what i have put up with so far, just so i can see that look in my daughter eyes once more. its not worth it. take it from me. i've measured the rope....i've picked the rafter...ive got the pills stashed away ready to OD on them...i've cut myself heaps of times...NO FUCKING POINT TO IT...life will still be fucking shitty...life will always be shit. it's how you deal with it that makes you different from the cowards who actually DO suicide...learn to play guitar or piano or something and whenever you feel like shit, concentrate on learning a song you like or whatever. works for me...anyway, if i'm still alive, you guys should stay alive...believe me...seeing that look on your kids face....melts your heart...
best way to get back at people who hate you is to just live life and be happy...
|02 Mar 2007||Nathan Andrews||i am 16 to date and for a long while i felt like theres many reasons why i SHOULD die but then theres always that thing u hold the knife to your rists and then u think i'll finish up with that person or i don't feel good about it but u can never really do it...
well i have an answer it has helped me to trie but fail suicide what you do is trie the really extreme ways like driving a car really fast straight into a tree or more preferable into a solid wall, with music to the max screamming your bloody lungs out it's the best thriller in life but usually you don't live but if you are unlucky like me and you wake up to pain blood thrix of pain with your blood every where and find that after all the noise all the bloody noise you make before doind this didn't make any one notice your sad heap in this smashed car against a tree then fuck no one bloody likes you aye well 2 and a bit weeks in hospital and you out...
to do more damage to your self...
like slashing away at your arms legs rist neck until people around you think your a complete fuck up in life thats why i say go into your school with a shot gun AND FUCKEN BLAST OUT THERE FUCKEN BRAINS BLOW THEM LIMB FROM FUCKEN LIMB UNTIL THEY ALL FUCKEN SUFFER WHAT THEY DID TO YOU !!!
|01 Mar 2007||Francesca||The best way is to wait until you're 47, when your body and your lover and your children have betrayed you. When you've been divorced against your will from your husband of 26 years, when your breasts and liver and lungs have been diagnosed with cancer, and your teenagers are saying they HATE YOUR GUTS.
Until then, you have lots to live for. Live life, for one day, it REALLY will be unbearable.
|01 Mar 2007||Krys||please help me...im about to commit suicide for the 2nd time...i need help..|
|01 Mar 2007||Broken||please help me...ive been depressed for over 2 years now and on medication....been to the doctors none of that shit is working for me...my parents abuse me they blame me for they're lives...what used to be my boyfriend yelled at me and took things out on me....he broke up with me because i tryed to kill myself with sleeping pills...which i must say dont try it unless you take more then 25 pills...i cut everynight but i need a better idea for suicide...please help me...|
|01 Mar 2007||WILL||EVEN IF HALF,NO A THIRD OF THESE MESSAGES ARE TRUE,IT MAKES MY HEART TRULY BLEED,TO HAVE YOUNG PEOPLE CONSIDERING ENDING THEIR LIFE BEFORE THEY CAN REALLY EXPERIENCE THE CRAP,THE JOY,THE REPETITIVE BOREDOM,THE HAPPINESS, LIFE CAN BE,I'M 43 GETTING CLOSE TO 44,MY LIFE WAS NOT GOOD TO BEGIN WITH,BUT IT LOOKED UP A FEW YEARS AGO,THEN, THROUGH NO FAULT OF MY OWN IT WENT TO SHIT AGAIN,SINCE THEN MY DECISION MAKING TOOK A REAL NOSE DIVE,FROM ONE CRAPPY EXPERIENCE TO ANOTHER,SO I HAVE TRULLY DECIDED TO END IT,IN APPROX 2 MONTHS TIME I WILL NO LONGER BE HERE,BUT THE AGE OF SOME OF THE PEOPLE HERE PLEASE AT LEAST GIVE IT UNTIL YOU ARE 30,I'M NOT GOING TO GIVE YOU BULLSHIT ABOUT GOD,GUILT ABOUT THE ARSEHOLES YOU LEAVE BEHIND,SELFISHNESS ETC ETC( COS TO ME THOSE ARE SHIT REASONS TO STOP ANYONE FROM DOING THEMSELVES IN),BUT AT LEAST GIVE IT SOME TIME,LIFE HAS A GREAT HABIT OF TURNING ITSELF AROUND VERY FAST,AND THERE IS ALWAYS THE " I WANT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS IN THE END"|
|28 Feb 2007||soul saved||think of the others around you or just kill them then kill yourself|
|28 Feb 2007||Maeliza||READ! READ! READ!!!!!
yOu peOPLE ShouLdn't Be THInkinG ABOut it. pRObLEms JusT comE and Go. if YOu'rE dEprEssEd, ThiNk of SOmething FUn. . LiKe joiNing a MusIcaL Play, Or PLay THe SIms, Or gO Out WIth a gay fRIend. (theRe, you'LL die LAughing!^_^) theRE Are sO MAny tHIngS TO eNJOy. ThingS THat aRE YeT tO cOMe. if yOu THink YOu're FaiLing in yOur ExAms, Who The heLL cares? yOUr Mom? we aLL Know sHe wAS just LikE us WItH SOmeone DIsAppOinTEd in HEr! if Your FucKIng BOiFRiend DUmpEd YOu FOr anotheR wHore, LEt it GO! i mean, WE ALL go THROugh THat! iF HE isn't MEant fOr yOU, tHen That naturaLLY means THat sOmeone is fAr more BETTER thaN the FUcking iDiot! DOn't Let him feeL THat YOu ARE SAd anD aLL. beCausE trUst me, HE'LL BE FUCKING HAPPY WITH THAT. aNd he'LL thinK THat YOU can neVEr livE withOut HIm. aND if YOu COmmit SUiciDE, Then hey, YOU'LL BECOME THE LOSER. Just WAIt fOR tHe rIght tIme. PAtience is a VirTue.
LiFE is Just about HOw YOu EnjOy it. if YOu taKE thingS sEriousLy, THen YOu'LL end UP misErabLE. if You'LL just CALm DOwn aNd TAKe things Lightly, Then hey...yOu'LL get oVEr it. Soon, when YOu BeCOme a SOMEBODY, i meAn, SOMeone impoRtAnt, YOu'LL be REgREting on Why YOU Have ever THOught of kiLLing YOurselF. you'LL be ReaLiZIng HOw WOnDErfuL it is TO havE a Loving HusBaNd, a BEautIfuL CHiLd, aND an AMazing Life. sO if Ever you'LL be DEprEssEd aGain, Just taLK to YOursELf aNd THink it tHrough. aSK fOr GOd's heLp aNd he'LL Listen. WRiTE YOUr tHOughts in a paper aNd After tHAt, burN it. Don't heSItate TO crY. it rEaLLY heLPs.
ENjOi YOur LIfE. LivE LifE THe WAy it sHouLd be. taKE care! ^_^
|28 Feb 2007||Alec||Suicide is not the answer...
"suicide is weak""its the easy way out"
That is true, when you commit suicide, it just a way to end life "quickly" when all methods are painful
-when you hang yourself, you irritate your bowels before you die and you crap all over the place, plus, it doesnt kill you right away
-when you take alot of pills, You pass out, wake up, and kill yourself choking on your own vomit
-when you slit your wrists, it is VERY painful, pls, the sight of all the blood spurting out is going to freak you out.
-carbon monoxide poisoning it is painful, you suffocate, and you turn weaird ass colors... it is also a chicken shit way out.
-shootig yourself (even in the head) can be painful, becuse it takes a while to die, you could shoot yourself and lay there in so much pain, but braindead.
"noone wants to clean up after your mess"
The reason they cleaned up your mess when you were born is because they are happy, and proud that they brough a life into the world, stop seeing things as negative...
"depression is a mental disorder"
trust me, it is. it makes you think the way we all do, thinking life isnt worth it, why should you try... but it goes on forever without stopping. That is very unhealthy, which is why i take meds to take care of my depression an ADHD
"suicide is selfish"
It is, people lose the one they love, searching for answeres, and if it is a financial problem, they are stuck with it. suicide is just running away permanently, it is stupid, it leaves your family in greif, and also pissed because you are such a coward...
hope i helped!! <3