|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|03 Feb 2007||LINDSAY||WHEN I WAS 15 I SWALLOWD 30 PILLS THAT HAD OVER 30,000 MILIGRAMS ON IT. SHACKING, SCRATCHING, ITCHING, NOT SEEING RIGHT. MY MOTHER DRINKS..PROBLEY MORE THEN THAT NOW. MY FATHER PUTS ME DOWN ALL THE TIME. IM AT, NO FRIENDS, NO SCHOOL, NO WORK. IM GOING TO BE 17 AND I KNOW I CAN CHANGE MY LIFE BUT I FEEL HELPLESS...ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN THROUGH WHAT I HAVE EMAIL ME!!!! U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MY LIFE HAS BEEN. ANYONE WHO SAYS THEY HAVE IS A FUCKING LIER!!!!|
|03 Feb 2007||dead inside.||i want it to be ok. i want it to be ok for everyone. why can't things just be ok? God, sometimes i just feel so bad inside. sometimes the memories are so vivid. i'm not a good person. i don't like me. no one else should either. it kinda feels like my heart is sinking, and then the numbness takes over...and i'm left with trying to make myself feel real.
i know that i can't kill myself, and i don't think anyone should consider suicide. all i want is for things to be ok. i want someone to tell me that whatever happened wasn't my fault. i need to hear that. but for some reason i feel that even if i was told that, i wudn't believe it. i want to believe it tho, i want to believe it so bad. i wish i cud change things. i can't stand to look at myself in the mirror sometimes. it hurts inside. i want it to be ok. but i realize now, that it is going to come back and haunt me forever and ever.. and i might have to tell someone about it. but i don't want anyone to know. but at the same time its eating me away on the inside. i'm scared. i'm afraid. sometimes i ly in bed praying that the world would just end so that i wudn't have to face the next day. everything is just so overwhelming sometimes. some people use drugs and alcohol to numb the pain, i can't even do that. i just have to deal with it. and i'm trying, i swear i'm trying my hardest to keep on going. but there are times when i just want it to end. i wish there was some way to just remove any evidence of my existence...i wish the things i've done could disappear, i wish the things others have done to me could disapper, i wish i could just become nothing. no feelings. make it so i was never alive. make it so i wud never have to die. just nothing. but i don't see that happening. so for now, i'll just do what ever it takes to get thru each day. i hope everyone else does the same. just keep on going. even if your hanging by a thread, let that thread hold you for as long as possible. don't let it break. hopefully things will get easier for us, for all of us.
Lots of Love
|02 Feb 2007||person||This probably isnt very original, but I hate my life. I'm 14, turning 15 in March. I'm in a program called transition school and I'm entering as a freshman in college next year. But my life is like a living hell. The history professor hates me; I had my prospectus rejected three times and now I think I failed all my midterms. I can't go back to high school, cuz all my friends will just start laughing at me and make fun of how I couldn't make it through. Everyone thinks I'm always happy and optimistic especially since I drink caffiene and energy drinks to get hyper. But I'm not. I only do all these things for my parents and my relatives and to cover up depression. No one ever understands. Even my parents; whenever I talk to them they just keep talking about how nice it'll be once I get into the university and all I need to do is hold out for four more months. But I don't know if I can. I don't even know if I'll pass. I've cut myself several times during middle school, but I never had the nerves to cut deep enough...can anyone help? Whats the best way to commit suicide? Is killing yourself really considered a sin? I really just want to curl up in a corner where no one can find me and die.|
|01 Feb 2007||Nikolle||WHaT! what the fuck is this?!?!?! Who the fuck do you people think you are! ENCOURAGING SUICIDE? "What is a suicide kit ?
(some people already know)
It's something that allows children of all ages to play suicide. It's a new toy."
I came to this FUCKING site looking for support, or at least some fucking help, and this is what i see? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH OUR WORLD?!?! ITS PEOPLE LIKE YOU THAT SHOULD BE LOCKED THE FUCK UP!. Why am i even wasting my time writing to dirty sons of bitches. get some real problems!
|01 Feb 2007||Briana||I've been there when all i could think about was ending my life. Everyday I would wake up and wish that i didn't. I have attemted to kill myself 5 times and everytime I was so happy that I didn't suceed. The fact that I had the chance to live another day I was so happy but it would keep happening. What I found out is that we are all going to come to a time when we just want it to end. But if we react on our feeling right then and there we might miss out on a great life. We are destined for great things. But pain is part of life and we are not suppose to kill ourselves just because it hurt. Just know before u decide it is time to take ur last breath that ur not alone and ur great life will come if u give it a chance.|
|01 Feb 2007||lola||what the fuck!?!?!? do u think this is a fuckin joke cause it isn't there are kids who fuckin commit suicide because of you and you're all jokin about it u sick bastards...!!!@!!!
I hope you don't fall asleep everynight thinkin about how these children are rly commitin suicide because of you who think this is a joke !!!!
you sicko bastard..!!
|01 Feb 2007||Rusty||WELL, LET START OFF SAYING THAT IF YOU ARE FEELING BAD ABOUT YOURSELF,THAN WELCOME TO THE HUMAN RACE.THERE ARE ALL KIND OF BOOKS ON THE MATTER.AS TO THE EMAIL THAT ARE GENERATED ONLINE ARE NOT TO VERY GOOD AT ALL!I WOULD SAID TO A YOUNG PERSON IS THAT YOUR LIFE IS NOT YOURS TO TAKE.YOU MUST THINK ABOUT WHAT IS TELLING TO TO THINK ON THESE THINGS LIKE KILLING YOUR SELF! LIFE IS TRULY WHAT YOU THIN K IT IS.PLEASE THINK REAL HARD ABOUT THE RISK! BECAUSE WHEN YOU DO IT IT WILL BE TO LATE.SOME CARE ABOUT YOU!!|
|01 Feb 2007||alayah 10||i think you shouldnt kill your self i think that you should think about ur family and start to think how god will feel (SORRY 2 ALL DA PEEPS WHO ARE DIS BELIVAS OF GOD, JESUS CHRIST) AND TRY YOUR BEST not 2 kill your self you could end up in the job u always wanted 2 do|
|01 Feb 2007||Orbis||Considering how so many of you are not taking this seriously--
A bullet is nice. Just if you are 13, chances are, your wrist would be moderatly weak and your trigger finger shakey. You would simply blow out your jaw.
I think the best way to end your life is to not-do it. Living (in my opionion) is so much worse than death. So, if you are under 13, and you read this, you know that your wretchid life is worthless, if you live it will get worse....and what is better than to tourture a horrible person?
|31 Jan 2007||Brodio||I hate life!
im tired of my parents hitting me.
im tired of being told that im not shit and i will never be shit.
I hate not being able to do anything right.
i hate being so ugly.
im tired of being"unsure" of my sexuallity... why did u have to touch me? why did u have to take MY innocennce?
i hate being here on earth.
ive tried taking pills to die....
cutting doesn't help nemore. i dont feel it.
someone please help before i take someone elses life!!!
|31 Jan 2007||Lacy||I absolutely cannot talk. When it is time for me to speak in conversation all I can do is awkwardly agree or say nothing. I am such a bad converser that most people come to resent it and even loath me due to how uncomfortable I make them. When I notice my cue to speak , I choke. I feel how the person judges me and how anything I say too will be judged. When I begin to hear the sound of my own voice it is pathetic and uncertain and I have already failed.
I can't stand my big dumb face trying always in vain to enter into the social performance. I have given up. Now I go through my days pointlessly and silently, avoiding all social interaction. But I cannot stand this either, my humanity is dyeing and so is my will to live. I face to absolutes; I absolutely cannot ruin my mothers life like that, but I absolutely cannot go on. I think over time the latter will win out.
For years I never cried or was really happy about anything. Now all of a sudden I cry again every time I duck into the bathroom to get out of sight and alone. These tears are stupid self pity and fear about the terrible thing I will do
I guess I write this to serve as my note because I do not know when I can do it. I am weak and afraid of pain, but I am going to try to follow through next time I suddenly gain any courage
|31 Jan 2007||dead inside.||everyone who has posted on this site was at a point in there life when they felt the need to do a search on suicide or suicide methods. everyone might have a slightly different reason but we all ended up here. don't say your alone. your never alone. don't be afraid to ask for help. remember, if you seek than you shall find. stay strong. don't give up. not like this.
i wish you all the best. i hope you all get through the tough times.
|31 Jan 2007||Rupert||EASILY THE BEST WAY TO KILL YOURSELF... READ IT! you'll need:
and a cliff
Method: You go to the top of the cliff, make a loop at both ends of the long cheese wire, a slipknot preferably, THEN tie on end around ur neck and the other around the log, must be heavy, superglue ur hands to the side of your head after, THEN kick of the log from the cliff leaning forward. - result is, the cheese wire will cut of ur head clean, thus killing part satisfied, and then u will fall of, and be discovered dead holding ur head unnatatched from your body, so whoever finds you will think u pulled ur head off with your bare hands LOL, told u mine was the best
|31 Jan 2007||u dont hav to b in pain to hurt||i dont think age is an issue when its down to things like this, if you feel like hurting urself of commiting suicide for what ever reason, talk to some one you love, it helps to know you wanted, trust me...
if ne one needs to talk to sum one feel free to email me...
|31 Jan 2007||Skywalker||This has got to be one of the sadist forums iv ever read.I have lost a close friend by suicide it was there second attempt the first was pills the second and last was a fall from a tall block of flats . Everyone who is born is special and as someone has already said "LOVE YOUR SELF" all the time every time.
Hey anyway you kill your self and you will end up reincarnated so i don't think that thats the option to make, i have had a lot of problems my self so i know that you need to put something out to get something back
Do what you have to do to make the best of this life, live you life to the fullest and always follow your highest joy
One more last thing
NOBODY WANTS TO CLEAR UP THE MES YOU LEFT BEHIND
THINK ABOUT THAT
|30 Jan 2007||Lady||This is so wrong for putting out stuff like this.I know we have freedom to say whatever but what about the love ones of the person who actually follow this non sense thru.If you need a friend in HIM you will find one.Want to know Him? write.|
|30 Jan 2007||too old for this sh**||run in front of a car. i don't really know every time i've thought about i get high and then don't really have the motivation. i've wanted to kill myself for years...it just never works|
|29 Jan 2007||Boddamers||I have no idea why a 13yr old would want to kill themselves or how they wud but all i have to say is we lost a good friend today, he was 18. The life and soul of every party. A smile on his face is all we ever saw. He never complained, no one ever had a bad word to say bout him at all. We came on the net tonight looking for answers to why?, why couldnt he have let us know, why did he have to do it in such a brutal way. Why? But then we'll never know. Thats life i spose. Our thoughts will forever remain with him. Hope he's found wot he was looking for and is in peace sleep tight our munchkin xxxx|
|29 Jan 2007||Tiffany||I think its selfish to say "you need to stay here..think about the people you'll leave behind" because they're basically saying stay here and be depressed and hate life and live everyday wishing you'd never been born just so they wouldn't have to grieve cuz their pain only lasts a couple months while the one that wanted to commit suicide has pain that lasts a lifetime|
|29 Jan 2007||J||IM HERE FOR YOU ALL,LETS HAVE A CHAT
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