|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|10 Jun 2007||Rick||I understand I have friends but and family but not really close to them like I used to be .I have tried to kill myself by taking a over dose rat poison heart pills but I survive. I am a gay male that is just a little over weight and I am lonly don't have a boyfriend and I have tried dating going to the gay clubs but no one was interested in me if you are not hot or thin then you are nothing. I blocked my heart cause of afraid of being hurt then I am hurting anyway cause I want to feel love and want to know what it feels like again. I do love a guy that I have a crush on but he taken and not in love with me. I have been in two love relationships and been hurt twice and and I have known each guy over 10 years and went out with them for 5 years and I was faithful to both and happy and treated them good. Anyway I think of death alot I thought about hanging myself or get a gun or gas or just running out in front of a car. I get jealous over my sister and brother cause they have a person to love and wake up too and do things with tell each other that you love each other. I just want to be showed that someone wants me and that I am somebody that can love back if they would give me a chance. I no one really wants me so I have prayed and tried everything and I am still single and I just want out of this world then stay here and grow old lonly and Im 37 and been single for 5 years now so someday I will do it and thats it sory buts thats way I feel.....|
|09 Jun 2007||kim1122||Thank you "dead inside". ya keep me up too because helping others helps us helps ourselves.
And im with u cuz "bitter end" is no match for u!
keep in touch... much love
|09 Jun 2007||kim1122||Now this is getting xciting!
keep it up "The Bitter End" and "dead inside"... ya shouldnt be fighting but is entertaining so go ahead...
|09 Jun 2007||burning up.||This bitch rosheal fucked on her boyfriend in her boyfriend's bed
and crazy carlos smacked his
Baby mamma off in the head and johnathon beat his son like his daddy beat him but swore hed never
Do nobody like his dady did him
and then sandra used her pussy hole to get to the top and baby D
He shot somebody it went bad from the drop
and then diane worked at a hospital and took care of
Old souls she was abusive her afterlife sees no gold roads
and mr richards was a richy fella born
With every penny everyone around him hungry but he never gave them any
and steven was a
Buisnessman an educated citizen and at the top pornography of children on his lap top
Take your spot and hang out cuz its crowded in hell
you in the belly of the beast now it was Heaven in jail
and dont try to make no friends cuz nobody got no tounges and if the witch looks Your way somehow it crushes your lungs
Playa playa was a boss man callin out shots until he caught one and everything stops the floor drops
As hes screamin and fallin we see how pointless was the ballin when eternity is callin agony will be a ball.
Dont cry for the dead cuz they cry for you because we laugh about an aftermath but they know how true
And listen aint no-fuckin-body gettin it worse than you and me and aint nobody gettin it worse
But you and me and
we will see A pteradactyl swoop through the caverns of hell and grab two unfortunates to the ogre-ous cell and
Aint no gaurds playin cards and aint no uniforms needed you the only one around butt naked bloody
With 7 demons in your ear got you bealievin youre heevin talk you into pullin out your own
Instestines to get even you were born with the shine but you lost it down the line you fuck life
Up and you cant rewind
Judge shaw was a judge snake holes are his eyes there go another judge another judge somebody
Dispised there goes so many judges the judges in hell so many fuckin judges in hell they
Bludge in the well
Fat pat like his dady was a biggot pullin duty he could tell it to them gargoyles fuckin on his booty
And sharla liked money but mistook it for love and when the witch's wings press she give him
Head and look above
Black sundays armeggedon maggots and rain Hell's Pit got some fire for you faggots with hate
Eddie bearl hit his wife and got a tooth in his knuckle later on he lost his life is a scuffle
Now he in trouble
You was a rebel you nobody no mo
To the devil on the double you go
Aint no level to the trouble you know an eternity goes an eternity goes
Fuck what you tellin me we burnin up the witch keeps sellin me (we burnin up) since we burn em
Up they keep turnin up and we turn corrupt (till we burnt and lovely)
|09 Jun 2007||(in my head:)
no ______, you cant kill these people. they are decent people. and they are your friend. they mean you no harm.
maybe you should kill yourself.
and shut up.
go tounge kiss that severed head.
no my mom is in the next room. she will hear.
|09 Jun 2007||moi||Best way is to wait for it to come by itself!|
|09 Jun 2007||Jack the Stripper||you will whant to incenurate your self something with a timer so yo ucan be drun kand knocked out so i don't have you to here you scream and it will make sure no one hasts to waste mnoeiy and item with your bodie find any place glass makeing facteries smelting works anything witha big furnece. onw end your self and make it easier for US to live|
|08 Jun 2007||I'm not telling you shit.||What the hell is your problem?! You turn suicide, a serious issue that takes the lives of at least 30,000 people each year, into some kind of sick joke. Does this amuse you, reading what severely depressed people have written on your site as they pour their guts out to you? Obviously you've done this for attention, to gain some form of notoriety for your site. You are really demented, you know that?
Also, I've taken a look at your site...it's full of some pretty disturbing shit. What's even more disturbing is that you consider all of this "art." Let me tell you, I could wipe my ass on a piece of toilet paper after taking a shit, call that art, and it would be just as much of an artistic expression as the shit you've wiped off your own ass and posted on this site. You think you're really original, don't you, using a webpage to create an interacitve "art form." I'm sure every other pathetic asshole who doesn't have a life but lives by farting around on their computer all day does the exact same thing, thinking that they too are full of artistic talent. Taking on the persona of a tragic young girl from some old French movie doesn't make you an artist, it just shows how deeply disturbed you are. If you're not on something already, I'd strongly recommend that you start taking a antipsychotic, like haloperidol, thorazine, or one of those other industrial strength neuroleptics. If that doesn't make the disturbed images go away (like the meat carcass, or the screaming cat, or the other creepy shit you have posted on your site...which must be nothing compared to the crazy shit going on in your head), then just swallow 2500 mg of the thorazine (or whichever antipsychotic you can get your grubby little hands on) and your suicide problemn should be solved.
|08 Jun 2007||kimberley . m||Im 12 rite now i hate my life my parents hate my guts n i just wanna die ive cut mah wrist it didnt work i was sent to hospital i took an over dose of drugs it also didnt work nothing eva works im no gud here no 1 loves me evry1 hates me they all suck i love somone but all they do is use me. i hate it y cant i die it suck plz help me find a better way to kill myself|
|08 Jun 2007||Breezy||eat mushrooms, find them in the woods, you'll start tripping out really nice then bam ur gone
but consider this
you have options
if you tried hard enough in ten years you could live in new york on top of the world, or be in Australia researching amazing animals, do you really wanna cut your options just like that????
the answer is no- suicide is a sin and im not religious but i know enough to tell u that you wont be in a better place when you die, whether you believe in god or not- it was fate you found this message, and head the warning, pass it on and help someone else get over there suicide thought- DONT DO IT
|08 Jun 2007||susi||the best way is still is probably to take an overdose of drugs mixed with alcohol. I feel like doing it right now. My life is so fucked up and i dont know what to do anymore. i think the best option would be to kill myself right now but i dont think i have the guts to do it.|
|08 Jun 2007||the greatest of all.||the only thing in life you have any control over is your mind.
if you have a defeted outlook on life ur life is gonna be miserable.
if its positive ur life may still suck but you arent making it any worse for ur self unecesarily.
the way you think refects outwardly. in speech, body language, the way u dress, and so on.
this will affect your interactions with certian people which could create a positive enviroment.
your enviroment has a lot to do with how you feel. on the inside.
your mind is where it all begins. your thoughts. this is where you will wage war with your demons. your thoughts will drop down into your heart and become not only you but what u speak. adventually your actions will be ruled by thoughts you had many many brain farts ago. so make sure what u r putting in ur brain is positive. or at least try to balance it out.
but most importantly you have to have love in your life. love is the only thing worth living for. everything else well you just have to tolorate it untill you can put distance between you and it OR you can love it. whatever your it maybe. the other option is negativity and misery.
many people dont have a clue what true love is. even fewer practice it. i try.
Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant. does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not keep records of wrongs,does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth, bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
love never fails.
|07 Jun 2007||Ricky||Im 26, have no job and live at home. I'm really bad with people. I feel sick to my stomach sometimes and ashamed of myself. I'm worthless.. I read this and it helps..
"If your in the middle a storm, don't stay still or it will tear you apart. Never stop moving forward, you must never give up. Keep going toward land and you WILL make it, just keep moving forward."
This was writen by a man that got HIV from a bad operation at a hospital. He went from depressed, lost and fat to happy and a bodybuilder with a hot wife. It took him a while to transform his life but he is now happy...
|07 Jun 2007||dead inside.||Dear The Bitter End.
First of all, it was not me who wrote about the sand. Anyways, this is a pathetic, taking cheap shots at eachother on a suicide forum. Tell me tho, what is it about my posts that bothers you so much? What is so wrong if need somewhere to vent my feelings, and i do it here? Isn't that what these things are for? You suggested so kindly that i was attention seeking....well, i come here to vent, just like any one else comes here....but you are here to start some sort of fued with a namless, faceless being....so really, who is seeking attention? I think its you. I don't know why i bother you. But i'd like to end this. You started it, and I want to end it. No more cheap shots. And if you want to thoroughly discuss this with me, let me know and i'll let u know how to contact me. Something tells me that u could care less about what i have to say tho. Oh well, I am not about to let you make me feel like crap. I go all day without saying a word sometimes...and I just like letting out my feelings here. I am sorry if that is so wrong. I don't want anyone's attention. And I don't want anyone's love. I have one person. He's all i need. Anyways, sorry again for being such a nuisance to you. I will continue to post here, and I apologize for any discomfort that causes you. Wish you all the best in life.
|07 Jun 2007||Heartbroken||ok so i love someone, with all my heart. she is amazing in every way. a truely great person. she used to talk to me all the time. make me feel like i was someone, someone really special.
i thought, i cant lose anything, i will tell her. so i said i really really like you. enfact, i dont like you i love you. your great. your everything and more. now she doesnt talk to me. i scared her away. i never thought of suicide. but since i told her she broke my heart, killed me inside. i want her to know i love her, but at the same time i dont want to hurt her. ever. i want to leave her a suicide note but not sure whether to or not.
i love her, and she is all i can think about. i cant get her out of my head, believe me i have tried. i have tried everything, but nothing seems to work.
one thing i have learnt though. Life is cruel. there is no such thing as love, it is a delusion. to occupy oneself. well it no longer has any control over me. i thank you for letting me tell you, and i hope that this may be read by someone, so that they can learn from my mistakes.
Good bye. i decided not to leave a suicide note, but to tell her i love her one last time, just in case.
|07 Jun 2007||Anna||I dont know the answer. I have been trying to kill myself with drugs since I was 12. I was a herion addict for 6 years. Now I am on methadone. I have 4 sons that got truly fucked by my and their fathers addiction. I want to die to pay back the pain I caused everyone I hurt. I deserve it. The little girl who started this topic--- I am her long ago. This is how it ends. You grow old and ugly and hate yourself even more.
I dont know a solution. I was in NA, incest survivor, counseling, therapy, for years but was even more insane off drugs. The depression drugs make me more suicidal.
My life sucks. Some peoples lives dont suck though. I know some who are truly happy people. I have asked how they do that. I used to think happy people were sort of retarded in some way. But they arent they are just well adjusted in their brains. The chemicals I suspect. Mine are altered, then add drugs to that and you get fried altered.
I have a truly good job for someone who is on parole. Good jobs are hard to get with criminal records. I had a chance a few years back, to work in an office with a view of the mountains in Colo. 135,000 per year with benifits as a network admin for a huge ISP. I lost it after one month when they found my history.
Read this kiddies. If you dont do something to help yourselves now you will end up like me. Living in the hall of shame trailer park, on methadone, few teeth, with 4 sons and husband dead of overdose. This could be you little girl.
Go find an NA group if you have drug problem. Go find anything that gets you out of your own head.
Do something now or you will try to cure your illness yourself and end up dead on earth living in the hell you created and living with the consequences of your bad choices.
|06 Jun 2007||askforit||look, that is one hard question. i mean there are plenty of ways to commit suicide but you might want to do it less painfully. i've attempted suicide by trying to starangle myself with a rope. but if you have even one reason to continue living, stay.i've been through alot of shit myself. my dad left when i was four, i visit him, he has kids and a wife. he beats the shit out of me.hes an alcholic. to top it off my mom died this year, and i lived alone with her. so instead of going to my dads i live with my grandparents. two days after i moved in with them, which is upsetting bc i've lived in the same house all my life with just my mom, my boyfriends SISTER calls to tell me that hes dumping me for another girl so he can fuck her. then about two months later[one month ago] my one true bestfriend that ive been bffls with my entire life, decides to stop being friends with me for no reason.oh, my mom died in december. right before she died, maybe aeek or so, i almost did commit suicide. this kid stopped me. i was very thankful. now after this shit im close to doing it aghain, and he doesnt even care.AND yesterday i got arrested for shoplifting.i'm fifteen even i was disappointed in myself.[that i got caught not that i stole] see thats the thing with me, people show interest for me at first but then once they get to know me they just wish id go away. and i thought my bffl would be the one person that would never dio that.wow was i wrong? so yeah ive done a few things, like cut ,strangle...etc..i feel so much pain, but sometimes i think i do these things just to get the guy that saved me once to care enough to save me again..but he never will.if anyone wants to talk to me you can|
|06 Jun 2007||dead inside.||mouchette edited the post i had for "the bitter end." she left out all the fun parts. :[
shot down by strangers whose glances can cripple the heart and devour the soul.
|06 Jun 2007||dead inside.||to person.
Thanks! Maybe mouchette will consider the idea, who knows. :P
|06 Jun 2007||dead inside.||I'm attention seeking. Someone love me.|