|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|12 May 2007||Tally||Hi every one iv thought about suicide in detail but never been brave enough to try and honestly havnt had good reason although im 17 n since i was 4 untill i was ten i was systenaticlly sexually abused by 4 differnt uncles at differnt tymes none of them knowing about the others and i didnt have the courage to speak out because i didnt think any one would beliveme and i didnt want to hurt my mum by telling here this of course over the years admitting these events to myself so i could get over them has caused suicidal thoughts and i have tryed cutting my self but saw teh hurt it caused people around me and becames extremly thin for a person of 5 foot ten i think i have found an answer, well it helps ease the pain and gets you through each day, get a diary and write down every bad thing that has happened to you all the negative thoughts then wen its full up burn it its like cleansing yourself because il tell u what i now have a b/f who knows about my problems but doesnt mind is loving caring and looks out for me a new job and a new bunch of friedns nothing is worth dying for except love if ure rescuing some one from danger but just think of this even if its 1 person in the whole world who cares about you even a tiny bit think how much they will blame your death on themsleves please dont do it take care all of you xoxoxo|
|12 May 2007||flick||eat me
srsly you cant take this srsly.
woo this is an emo site methinks.
yes screw you alli said emo. come flame me if your one of them cos damn those "emo" scene kids.
dam you to hell. :]
|12 May 2007||chendi||potresti tagliarti le vene con la forbice di tuo papà|
|11 May 2007||Scors-b||I have been coming to this site for 2 years. I have seen SO much in those 2 years of my life. So many things. So many websites. And I have still always come back here. I guess the good things in life you don't let go of. And this website might not seem a good thing at first, but you've just got to look deeper.
I met my most serious girlfriend on here. I have spoken to so many people via email... had my mind broadened by reading so many posts about things that boys and girls go through. Many many good things have been spawned as a result of mouchette.org for me, and for that reason, I want to thank the creator. It gave me the opportunity to have experience in so many helpful things, and I have met so many great people. This website helped to make me who I am today! And, it helped to keep me ALIVE!
THANK YOU "Mouchette"
|11 May 2007||Billy||Talk to your parents, are you guys fucking serious?
GG on being an arsehole. Do you know how much funerals cost? Do you know how upset your friends/family will be? Do you not see how fucking lucky you guys are?
Get over it, life's too short.
|11 May 2007||helpful hint!!!!||I think that all of you even thinking commiting suicide should stop and think. There is someone that loves you and cares about you and killing yourself is very selfish. My uncle did it and it solves nothing!!!! God should be the one who decides your fate. I'm not saying this because i'm churchy or something, because i'm not. I'm saying this, because when i read all of your stories or information it saddens me. If it will help you then i'll tell you that i care about you all because your families will be in worst pain than you are now!!!|
|11 May 2007||Amanda Spikerman||Put razor blades on the inside of a hula hoop. Hula till you reach Hades.
(don't know if previous post made it up... computer problems)
|11 May 2007||John||Life can be extremely beautiful. I have experienced very beautiful periods, but also lots of and very long depressing periods. The last years things were getting better for me. Until a few months ago I got a serious set-back. I was on the very edge of suicide. When I would have had an instant way out like a potassium cyanide pil there was a 99% chance I wouldn't be writing this anymore. And actually that would be a shame because I know how much I can enjoy life. But a major problem keeps me from being happy today. I cried out for help. My family an girlfriend offer me help as much as they can. A person I have met on this site helps me too, which I very much appreciate. With the help of my friends and God I'm trying now to get my major problem solved. Sometimes I get little signs, that I will find a way out. But it remains very uncertain today, and that scares me. I need a lot of courage, perseverance, luck and the help of God.
All help is welcome to get me through, because I want to live, but it's damn hard
|11 May 2007||What is the best way to write about something as personal as this?
Well, I admit, on several occasions I've harmed my self. Cut my arm and went to my suicide location. Spent sleepness nights, lonely nights, pain filled nights.
What pain? What suffering? What excuses do I have? Well, I don't think I should tell you. I'm not commenting to be torn down by 'reactionaryies' or pro-life visionaries.
However, I'll say this... People respect me, many love me. I have a strong reciprocal adult relationship. I have sex when I want. I work hard, have a nice body, am intelligent and have finished a 1/3 of my work for a hard science PhD. And I am young, but not too young. I practice Yoga several times a week, exercise, and blah , blah I do it right. Stick to it...
Learn to relax, no let me tell you something. Or let me ask you something? Do you really believe in what you believe? Do you really accept God or are you lying to yourself. Have you looked life in the eye? Do you try? Or are you so bloated from what society says or you religion says or you body for that matter, that you can't realize that life is suffering?
And yes, I've been on Prozac, Zoloft, and now on Paxil. And I've even started on Ayurveda, ancient hindu herbal medicine. Does it work? A little... but life is still there beating us in the face?
What are we here for? What do we see in nature? Well let me tell you it is fucking? Or more politely it is procreation and the evolvement of life. Protect life.
We are slaves serving an unknown master for an unknown cause. We are brought into this world and forced to solve problems that we didn't start. Isn't that what a slave does? And then we are suppose to say "thank you, massa. please don't beat me." And then turn our eyes when something happens to our brother or sister or anyone one else, even an animal or an insect.
Turn a blind eye. Yes, how many people can not have the courage, but just look and try to live life and accept it for what it is and not for some imagined state of being?
Because there is a real world. Scientists and engineers make automobiles run and planes fly, they don't do it by magic. It is a reality independent of our beliefs in it.
And scientifically, or logically, what happens after we die? Where are all the dead people? If they are in some mystical realm, wouldn't they have come back for one of us? To tell us in a definitive way? You mean to tell me there isn't anyone who loves us that much to prove it. Not like Jesus and then dissappear for 2000 years, but stay around. Why isn't there a governing council of the dead?
And you want to analyze me? Whatever... if you take anything away from this, remember that there are people who admit that the purpose of life is unknown and good people suffer for no just cause and for the most part when we die we are dead
and when you accept that into your heart, you want to die, without any fantasies around you. However, there are people who have spent their lives looking into the light many scientists, leaders, and ordinary people and have seen the pain and fought on... admitting they didn't know
and those are the people who inspire me, however, who am I or anyone else to cast the stone on another if life gets to hard? Anyways, how much of us is determined by genetics anyways?
|11 May 2007||Djyturz||One way would be to walk around East LA at night, or over a weekend. Call it "passive suicide." Eventually, you WILL probably get shot, abducted raped and killed, or just plain run over.
Of course, I've always thought it would be interesting to get hit by a train. As long as you do it unexpectedly, just jump in front of the sucker, who can stop you?
Pills are out of the question. There's usually a period of quiescence during an overdose that gives people time to get you to a hospital.
If you're really into an "active suicide" mood, and don't mind a little pain, find a nice jagged piece of glass or something, go off somewhere by yourself during a time you won't be missed, and slit your throat from ear to ear.
For a more novel approach, buy a hula hoop and put razors or a long strip of sharpened metal on the inside of it. Challenge yourself to a hula hoop contest. Keep going until you sever your top half from your bottom half, or you die from blood loss.
Could anybody tell me the best place and angle for shooting oneself in the head? I'm kind of in need of that information.
|11 May 2007||MATT||Matt says eat 200 lbs. of chocolate it gives you an overdose of LSD.|
|10 May 2007||if you love something let it goif it comes back it was always yours/ if not it was never yours.
|10 May 2007||rebecca||Hey, I discovered this site when I was feeling low and the only place I had to turn was the internet.
I have had depression for about 7 years so I know what it feels like to give up and want nothing more than to end it all. I dont want to patronise you and Im not going to say dont kill yourself think of your family because when I think of my family it makes me feel worse. Instead I would like to say make your own life. If you dont like your biological family or those who are horrid to you then just block them out. Ignore all they say and all they do. I have and it can be hard to do sometimes but it helps trust me.
For whoever is reading this I know I dont know you and I know you probably think I dont care about you but youre wrong. I care more than you would ever know and I want to say please dont hurt yourself because its not fair on you. You will be happy one day if you just keep living. It can be hard to believe that but instead of trying to believe it try to ignore it. I know that sounds strange but if you ignore the fact that youre unhappy and that you want to be happy you just may become happy.
My e-mail is Rebecca_harlow@hotmail.com talk to me if you need to, because I am here for you not to judge but to listen and to care. And if you feel silly adding me or talking to me just think this is all anonymous so what have you got to lose.
I hope you feel comforted by this website and realise that you are not alone because its true. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. And if you ever think no one cares about you just remember I do and I want you to be happy.
|10 May 2007||I will survive||1) the best way to kill yourself when you're 13 is to get a "hot" girlfriend if you are a boy and are shy or get a "geek" girlfriend if you are popular. If you are a "hot" girl you should get a "geek" boyfriend, I you are a "geek" girl get a "hot" boyfriend. It is the only way. then it all will work out it happens all the time, you enjoy each other, and your life goes on. You will live for them, because they love you even if your parents hete you,
2) I liked this entry a lot...I have only tried to kill myself once, tried to jump out my only window, a skylight, couldn't fit. By the time I figured out a way to do it i had lost my need to. Reading all of ur stories makes me think my life isn't that bad. I mean i have had crap happen, havn't we all? you people who have a reason to slit your throat or swallow pills are lucky. I can't say I want to kill myself coz i was abused, but only coz i fucking hate myself. It wierd isn't? Everyone always say what a loving person i am. I'm not really. I love everyone in i know coz i blame my misery on myself, but i'm not a loving person, i hate myself so go damn much. I hate everything about myself. I don't mind the people who make fun of me at school coz im quite, i hate myself for making them not like me. I don't hate my sisters and brothers for stealing my parents attnetion. I hate myself for not deserving their love. I don't hate my sister for giving my nephew away to strangers, I hate myself because i feel like it's my fault he is gone. I miss him so much but its my fault. I dont know how it just is. I hate my life, but i can never take. I hate myself for not being able to. I fear the pain i think. I wish i could take a gun and shoot myself, but i cant. Because I made stupid promises to stupid cruel people and i love them. i wish i didnt. I wish i could find a way to hate them so i could slit my wrists. I have my top five though. So if ur 13 and your going to do it i wish i were you. I wish i had your courage or resolve or whatever the fuck you have. but if you one shed of doubt in ur mind remember ur only 13 so give urself another year. If ur decided here is my top five: pill, gun to the throat, slit, drown, hang. i wish all of u good luck in weird dark sort of way.
3) I think you are crazy to commit sucide... I tried and followed my method in part one. It worked and now my life is one of the best.
4) if you cant find a way to get bact to this website, google SUICIDE KIT and it is the first link,
Bye for now.
If u need help e-mail me@ email@example.com
put ILU2 in the subject
|10 May 2007||Mouchette is dead. She hasn't updated this site for ages...|
|10 May 2007||Jenova||Well, get someone you really love to stab you or choke you, etc. Then you will feel that pain in the same place even after death.|
|09 May 2007||--V--||In my room after a long day at school...
An average day at school...
Some people go to great lengths for the worst...
Getting Picked on...
Being a loner...
Being dumped by someone you love.
I almost lost it all...
The question is...
Do I really want to leave the worse for the worst?
|09 May 2007||nat-nat||well, under 13, there isnt really a reason to kill yer self, yet..
so, hun, i would just wait it until yer at least 16 to make yer finnal choice.. if nothin gets better?? then sweetie, do wat you have to..
i am curently under the choice of life or death.. and i have a suggestion.. dont do it fer a guyy, and dont do it fer anyone else.. you have a good reason not to move on.. and actually do it with honour... dont do it cuz everyone hates you, and you cant stand the ppl around you...... if you are goin to do somethin like that, dont make it fer someone else.... do it fer yerself....
|09 May 2007||Chrystal||i just wanna say never give up on your life its dumb many rappers and movie stars has been through though times and look now they are famous and loved and rich hello. Never give up please god bless you guys but get these thoughts out show to everyone in the end you made it get back to them by living!!!!|
|09 May 2007||Someone who needed help||How about hearing this from a thirteen year old? I am a ex-cutter. Look in the mirror and ask yourself is it really worth it? a lot of people will probably read this and not really care. but if this site saves at least one life, this is worth it.|