|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|31 Mar 2007||dead inside.||i don't want to be here anymore.
not without you.
i am so weak.
why do i need people so much?
everyone always leaves.
everyone that says they care leaves.
i just want someone to hold onto.
just one person.
it wouldn't matter if the whole world hated me...i just need one person's love...thats's all...am i asking for too much?
maybe i am.
i know, i suck.
i should just leave now.
i want to go so bad.
i want to fade away.
i want to disappear.
|31 Mar 2007||james||each day is the same.My pain grows stronger.i am bored... my parents cnt take my shit. im adopted i do not no who i am.|
|31 Mar 2007||clo||PLEASE
DNT KILL URSELF
THE CREATOR OF THIS WEBSITE IS A FUCKED UP PIECE OF SHIT!!
TALK 2 SUM1
SUICIDE IS NOT THE ONLY WAY OUT OF PAIN
I FUCKIN HATE THE CREATOR OF THIS WEB PAGE
DNT LISTEN TO THIS PIECE OF SHIT
DONT GIVE UP!
|30 Mar 2007||mz grumpz||first of all is people come to this site is because abiously u guys want help and who ever invented this site wants u dead are u going to give them the joy to know he won?|
|30 Mar 2007||Will||Hi Does anyone remember me from a while back?|
|30 Mar 2007||Bennyboi||Hi everyone, please take the time to read this...
Im Ben and you people don't have many worries yet. You may be surrounded by pain, death or misery.
But there is always a way out aside from suicide...
Call a friend, tell your parents,
or if your parents are drunks, call a helpline.
Somebody will miss you if you leave this world.
|30 Mar 2007||Bennyboi||Hi, im ben.
People love you no matter wat they say or do. But there are some cases that are a little extreme.
Like domestic violence and other shit, but never let any harm come to yourself.
People can be very cruel.
But dont let them get the better of you.
Im Bi and people tease me about it so I dnt let any1 see I care and I dnt tell anyone how I feel.
Let alone that Im Bi.
So if you eva need to talk about somethin, come and talk to me.
|30 Mar 2007||Nick||Okay. well. I am not sure the best way to kill yourself. But it looks like i can exchange a story.
I am on my bed right now with 100 pills of aspirin, 50 pills of Motrin. and 20 pills of IB. Then 5 sleeping pills. Im hoping the mix will do the trick.
See I enlisted in the Marine Corps and 3 weeks into basic training i said, "this isnt for me. " and wanted out and they wouldnt let me. So i ran. I got home and am fine. But i dont want to go back. They wouldnt discharge me and i had to do it again. the military is horrible.
Anyways...Thinking of suicide. With all these pills. But i am not gong to do it. Why? Because I think i just found out tht it wont kill me immediately. It will only fuck of my stomach lining and my liver ling term. That pisses me off. I dont have a gun. And I am not sure if a bag will work. If i am going to live i dont want to have a messed up stomach for ever.
So i guess i am sayiny that, if any one is thinking of trying it with aspirin, dont. It wont work. Well. Wish me luck with what ever happens.
|29 Mar 2007||lajohn||the best way 2 kill urself iz not 2 kill ur fuckin self,everybody that noz u love and carez bout u.DONT FUCKIN KILL UR DAMN SELF.AND THE SICK COCK SUCKER WHO MADE THIZ CAN SUCK A DICK AND DIE 4 ALL I FUCKIN CARE U DAMN SICK FUCKIN ASS BITCH|
|29 Mar 2007||someone please help me||im almost 13...my step dads in jail forever my mom lives far away in floridia and hates my guts i have absolutely no friends whatsoever everyone makes fun of me and the only person i have is my dad and he always yells and screams at me. i cry about 4 times a day and i dont even know why, i might be under a disease and not even know it..someone please tell me whats wrong with me|
|29 Mar 2007||will be dead||A smack round the face and a slit on my wrists... everyday ends like this...
Enough of this torture, The pain is too great, life must end now!!!
|29 Mar 2007||no one||hi all,
i am not 13 or 17, right now i am 24 , my parents love me and me too love them, however, 4 yrs back i met a gal she is 5 yrs younger than me, we had sex many times, and later on 14th feb this yr, she said to me that i look bad, and she has never felt love for me,and this valientine she has met someone else whom she loves, i feel like abused,however, one thing i am sure now is i really look bad,and i can not change the physical app of mine, i can not write here the excat resons, however, i suffer from some disease which internally is empting me, i decided to commit succide and was here to get an answer for the eaisest way, mind it i am a scholoar at school and college level,have enjoyed my life alot. but now have lost hope , i can not see myself in the mirror, i see the body,i just cant bear it , i feel the physical pain 24x 7 , i have a great job,a job wat ppl dreamt of , btw i am an engineer working with one of the top companies here, have got a nice career ahead,but now wat i have decided is not to commit the crime, coz now i feel its not the right solution , because i am not a coward ,i will face life to with max energy, see, u guys , just imagine are u tht weak that u are goona end ur life, i am going thru mental as well as physical pain 24x7 .. if i can cope with it, why can not u??? fuck off. fuck off the life hard, see there would be something unique in ureslf which only u do at the best , so reliaze it,and go for it, i wont tell u further , its ur fucking life, and every body has fucking life , see US prez abhram lincon, lost his wife,failed in buisness lost the elections one time, stood again and won... and u now see him on $ right u morons...and for me, he too was not physically attarctive right? so, just identiry ur problems and think deeply the best possible solution and then give rest of the world a damn fuck and start working on the solution...u get it ppl...so, hug life, just read this..
AND tell to me wat the heel u read?
life is nowhere
life is now here..
i hope u have got the feel, eveybody feels depressions, nobody is perfect okay...now u ppl have to think that life is now here...fine..
and belive me its here.. all tht we need is to start it.. just think there are soo many ppl below u , and u are better,,just work out for the best possible option.. and when u have thought enough...give rest of the world a damn fuck....and fuck hard the life..belive me it will be better...i have felt the pain from so many yrs, the physical one, however, the mental one too.. but now i wont kill myself .. why would i?? wat for?? look out for other options, u do not like the city change it. do not like ppl get away, and do not take any pills, if u are internally strong u do not need pills, fuck of u ppl, start loving urself doesn not matter how do ya look? wat o u feel, after all its is u who is unique okay... bye .... and yes i have given a fake mail id too... :) all the very best in fucking the life ahead and once more LIFE IS NOW HERE..take care...
|29 Mar 2007||tara||yikes|
|29 Mar 2007||hoho||this website is fuking discracefull|
|29 Mar 2007||seb||lol, you think you can kill yourself? you think you have the power? it takes more strength to die than to live...living in hell-on-eath is easy, just lie down, dont move, just think of what a miserable life you lead....you must remember that everything happens for a purpose, and if you're destined to live a life of shit, then its over, why fight? because its your only option and suiciding is just impossible you.....yes you....try it....you'll see. and dont say: "i nearly did it"|
|29 Mar 2007||NOTwritingfromtheothersideANYMORE||Mouchette, I know I have posted on here in the past but I am completely through with this site. People killing yourself is NOT the answer there really is SOMETHING to live for even if you dont have anything now you WILL soon. I KNOW. PLEASE IF YOU WANT TO EMAIL ME PLEASE DO EVEN IF ITS JUST TO TALK OR IF U NEED HELP EMAIL ME AT firstname.lastname@example.org I WILL BE THERE IF u need to talk at all even if its just once. PLEASE dont kill yourslef.|
|28 Mar 2007||gerard||wow all these little kids wanting to kill them self is making me pissed. (to all the little kids) FUCKING GROW UP(litterally)!!! you havn't even lived long enough to know whats bad about life. i have had some friends that have killed them selves and what did it do? it made people sadder, and made other people depressed. i hate reading about suicides. why would a person want to take there life. im not gona lie my life is fucking awesome. and i've never thought about suicide. kids once your about,hmm say 90 and suck at driving then kill yourselve. not now. live life. have fun. have sex!!! its great.|
|28 Mar 2007||Roxanne||DO NOT COMMIT SUICIDE! IT SUCKS! MY SISTER COMMITED WHEN SHE WAS JUST 11 AS SHE WAS VICIOUSLY BULLIED ABOUT HER WEIGHT. I HAVE TRIED HANGING MYSELF AND CUTTING MYSELF, BUT IT DOESN'T GET RID OF THE PAIN, IT JUST NUMBS IT. I HOPE THIS HELPS, DON'T DO IT, MY COUSIN JUMPED OFF THE TOP OF A CAR-PARK ROOF, IT IS RIDICULOUS AND HELPS NO-ONE
ROXANNE X SAVE URSELF AND LIVE LIFE 2 THE FULL!
|27 Mar 2007||DL||I have no clue how I would kill myself or how anyone else would go about it either, but I do know that life can be horrendously unbearable. It can be fun at times as well but that doesn't cut it for me, because I want to find a point or reason to life and self pleasure doesn't justify living for me. Helping others is a good point of life but I still have the problem of my own happiness. It is very hard to help people when you pretty much despise them. I can't stand how people treat each other, which is a hypocrisy in itself. People make me sick and instill huge resevoirs of rage in me. I am not happy most of the time and certain times, I am extremely unhappy and really question why I would still be alive if there is a God. I would think he would either take me out of this misery- or end it somehow at some point, but it seems day after day I am still here and unhappy. I do not get it. I first started flirting with the idea of suicide when I changed high schools in Freshman year because my family and I moved to a different area. This was part of the reason I am sure, as I had the same friends for over 9 years in the same elementary school. I'm sure part of it was hormones which instigated another part of it - bad acne. It sounds stupid but I was horribly ugly in my eyes. I couldn't see how any girl would like me, bottom line. It really affected me because I had always wanted a girlfriend since I was about 10. I've lived my life doing what I wanted in terms of self-pleasure(masterbation) since I was 11 years old. I've probably masterbated well over 5000 times and have only had sexual contact with women around 10 times total to this day. To me that is a really depressing point. Around the time of high school I really started to kinda blame myself and my masterbation and introversion (on top of my ugly outward appearance)for not having a girlfriend. But I figured if I couldn't do what I wanted and have the simple bodily pleasures of life - then life was truly pointless and I may as well commit suicide anyways. Unfortunately I am still living my life this way, and no surprise- nothing has changed. There are a few things that have changed though...I am 24 now with no acne and people tell me I am very handsome at 6'3" and about 190 pounds, although I probably look closer to 28. In my mind I truly am still the 15 year old ugly masterbating-no girlfriend introvert. This fact alone makes me sad. Not to mention it has been more than a year since I have had sexual contact with a woman. I don't know how to change this, and I am pretty sure it is what keeps happiness away from me. All I have really wanted to do is what was right,and to be rightfully rewarded for it. Of course I have messed up along the way, so maybe I just need to get it right. I just don't know but I really don't feel like having to deal with this life and every single piece of shit person in it I encounter virtually everyday. On top of that I don't want to deal with all this mental turmoil and strife anymore. There is tons of good in the world, but I can't seem to touch it. My one saving grace is my friends and family which are the reasons why I could never go through with suicide. Every time I think about it all I see are their faces.
In closing, I probably wrote this to help myself in some way, but I wouldn't mind talking with anyone else about their problems either. Email me if you do want to get something off your chest and think you have no one else to turn to because that is how I was feeling as I wrote this. email@example.com I check this all the time so I will try and respond very quickly.
|27 Mar 2007||lalala||hey im 12 years old and I've tried to end it about 5 times. Everyone hates me all my friends are traitors and my family doesnt care about me. I always make mistakes and end up in shit.
but I learned from everything that things will get better some day , and you'll have to wait , but in the end it will come.
whoever sees this please don't do it.
It makes me so sad to read everything. just hang on , there is someone out there that really cares for you and you are his world.