|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|27 Jun 2007||The Princess||I've wanted to kill myself for the past 5 years...and everytime i got to breaking point there was always someone there to stop me...or I'd try and get stopped. The most recent one was i tried to OD on painkillers...but my parents found me and rushed me to the hospital...now i am in intensive therapy...i see a therapist every day...but trust me...my life is done...i can't live here anymore...but good ways to kill yourself this is the method i will use next "shooting yourself" almost guaranteed death...|
|27 Jun 2007||To stop thinking. (Got this from "I think; therefore I am.)|
|26 Jun 2007||Day||I have written on this sight once before a little while ago, but I thought I would post again since so much has happened since then. I have suffered from severe depression and anxiety since I was about ten years old. I would often feel such a severe hatred at myself as well as a deep sadness that seemed endless. Often I would find that this pain was unbearable and it also made me feel totally out of control, so I would hurt myself in a variety of ways such as cutting, banging my head, strangling myself, burning myself, even hurting myself sexually. I would let boys take advantage of me because I though it was a sign of love. Since I could not love myself I looked for love in different places. And these boys who I gave everything I had would always betray me and hurt me. I soon discovered that these boys only wanted my body and instead of this making me hate them I only started to hate myself more. After a horrible week I was in the bathroom prying the razor blades out of my razor. When one was loose I sat on the floor and slowly slit myself across the wrist savoring the pain and the feeling of my hot blood running down my arm. I cut again and again. Instead of my usual feeling of peace after the pain I only felt severe anxiety, I lost it and had a panic attack on the floor. Thats when I realized, I hated feeling this way, I HATED it more than anything else, so I called the one person I knew would help, my sister. She immediately told me to go get my brother (my parents where out.) I got him and he called my parents who then took me to childrens where the physiatrist ordered me to be hospitalized. I wont tell you about my week there because that would take pages and pages. I can tell you once thing: I did not leave there happy, but I left ready to become happy because I had regained that hope that had been deferred for so long that was the hope that there was something beyond my pain. I had to let go of that person who controlled me, something that I like to call my darker side and I had to let my lighter side take control. I had created this person who was fat and ugly and stupid and a failure and I was so sad because who wouldnt be when they are that horrible, but I realized that person is not I. I am slowly letting this person go. It is so hard when I feel horrible and sad and angry and all I want to do is to make myself hurt and bleed but I stop myself usually. I am learning how to get well. It is so god damn hard but I am doing it because feeling the way I have felt for so long is so god damn harder. So to all the people out there who dont feel people care I am not going to tell you they do because I KNOW what it is like to feel unloved, I am not going to tell you to get help for there sake but only for yours. I know it feels hopeless and I know that to get better you have to do all the work but I also know that the feeling of happiness that I have not felt for so long is going to be worth it all. I am not going to tell you that you have a wonderful life ahead of you because maybe you dont but I do know that you have wonderful days and weeks ahead so live for those. I am going to tell you to hope. In my room in the mental hospital there were all these notes and names written by these girls that had stayed there from years ago. It was like a terrible, sad, hopeful story. I put a simple message: Hope, because sometimes thats all you can do. Live, be at peace and be happy.|
|26 Jun 2007||jimmy davies||The quickest way to wanna kill yaself is a broken heart. da quickest suicide is to rip it out and show it to the person hu broke it.|
|26 Jun 2007||Secret||i have tried, but have never succeeded, either some one has stopped me, or thought about the one i love, and what will happen to him, well i have been thinking lately and i relized i will never see the one i truely love ever again,and thebest way i thought of to commit suicide is to, take some pills and slit your wrist and than jump off of you roof...over dosege of drugs, medical abuse? well any one got a better way to do it? if i actually had a reason to live i wouldn't be thinking of death so damn much.|
|26 Jun 2007||The Bitter End.||Warped Soul - Let's take a minute to dissect that explosion of creative genius you just posted:
1) well maybe when u find my body they'll say that was an accident.
2) whats even better is since you sleep so soundly i am going to put your finger on the trigger and make you pull the trigger. you will wake immeadiately to see red mist splattered on your forearm and fist and a nice little cloud disapating. you will see what you have done.
He's not so much going to "find" your body as wake up with morning wood knowing that he's rid of you.
3) then they will find the note i mailed today already.
the fucking note reads:
did i finnally make you happy dad? i did what you said would be doing the whole world a favor.
i didnt want to do it but i wanted to make you happy daddy.
at least this way i wont feel it if you beat me anymore.
4) and i already called the cops and said help me my dad is gonna shoot me.
I think the note may negate the whole 'murder' scenario you've so artfully set up.
Finally, an overall amendment:
A suicide kit is a mother's womb, with a little dash of sea-m/s-on salt.
Little bundle of joy gets to live in Hell.
Thanks mom, thanks dad.
Yeah right, you wanted to fuck.
I'm an accident, right?
Well maybe when you find my body they'll say that was an accident.
Then they will find the note I mailed today.
The fucking note reads;
I'm sorry mom and dad that you've been burdened with me. I wish I could have realised sooner that every child is a disappointment to their parents, instead of wasting my time idly plotting your downfall online. What I've done is a supreme act of stupidity you see, as I realise now that my plan to have you shoot me yourself isn't so much a stroke of genius as a really, really ridiculously funny way to misfire and shoot myself in the shoulder. As you read this I'll be laying in a hospital bed with nurses grinning about me as they walk away.
End of note.
You see kids, this is the kind of idiocy you're going to encounter your entire life. Stay in school.
|25 Jun 2007||Jona||jump off a bridge|
|25 Jun 2007||Backstabbed and hurt||thanks dead inside for trying to help and seeing if i wanna talk. right now i think its best if i just follow through with killing myself and seriously i think its the best i can ever do, i dont think anyone can help me, i cant trust anyone as it seems, no one will be there for me, no one will ever really care enough that i can give my heart again, its been torn in two many times and i just want to lay down and die.|
|25 Jun 2007||I can't understand why such idiotic answers like "commit suicide is a good way to kill yourself!!" are among Mouchette's favorites.|
|24 Jun 2007||Ella||I read this site and it makes me sad, I am a suicide survivor i attempted suicide last year and after a few days in icu at the hospital i came to, i would never think about doing it again seeing how much it affected all my family , just know people do care|
|24 Jun 2007||ari||pills... shoot... anything...|
|24 Jun 2007||Peter||Most likely whatever way you kill yourself will echo through your mind as you die sort of like a dream. This is the electrical signals in your mind slowly fading out. If you kill yourself in a way that takes a long time, that pain might be harder to bear in those dreamy last moments.
If you can make sure you're alone so no one can find you and pump your stomach, try overdosing on sleeping pills. Jumping off a very tall building is another good one although there is one instant of shock.
Make sure your mind is prepared and that you really want to do it.
I'm 22 and I still wish I'd killed myself when I was 14, or earlier. If you know that you want to kill yourself so young, good for you.
People say life gets better, but it doesn't. There's just more responsibilities. If you have an unhappy childhood, life isn't going to magically be easier for you. You're not going to win the lottery. Your best hope is to have children, work your whole life and die slightly richer than your parents after indulging in the fantasy life that movies and books and games provide. If this doesn't sound like you, don't bother with it.
I still have a silly dream I want to fulfill but if you don't have something pulling you forward, there really isn't any reason to live.
People ultimately serve themselves. There is no "true love", that's what sell's disney movies. If there is a god, its an all encompassing force and not something that cares whether thousands die in wars or you kill yourself because you're sick of it all.
People tell you not to kill yourself because it makes them feel good inside, it makes them feel like they contributed to someone else's life. Its ultimately selfish.
True happiness comes from within. It has nothing to do with anything or anyone outside of you. It can never be lost or gained.
If you can be happy at the instant of your suicide, as your falling off to sleep or falling off that building, then what's the difference between that and toiling for years and years and dying in bed in happiness? Be happy wherever you are and if you don't feel like going through all the hassle, take the short cut of suicide.
|24 Jun 2007||JKate||It's realy odd since you know, if you find so many people giving tips on how to kill yourself, you'd think that it'll make you more depressed or more inclined to attemping suicide. But even though I thought that's what it was going to do to me, instead, I have somehow been empowered by this site. I have never seen so many people, not complaining like you see everywhere else, but leaving comments that are really raw, without any regulations to limit them. It's somehow eased my pain.|
|24 Jun 2007||Depressed||Hi. I'll soon be 16 yrs old. I started cutting myself when my father left us, about 4 yrs ago. I got so angry at him. My mum was always crying and unhappy. It was awful.
Now when im older, i have an issue with talking about my problems. I keep my feelings inside. I get upset for almost everything. I have no real life. I've been gaining weight this last couple of years. I hate it.
I don't feel like i have any true friends. The ones that's ALWAYS there. She who i thought was my bessie, were willing to leave me because she didnt like one of my other friends. She was willing to not speak to me and just completely ignore me.
I've tried to kill myself. By cutting so much that i get really cold, and by taking pills. I steal pills from my grandma, mix them up and take them, hoping its enough to end this life. I've tried to drink many dangerous alcoholic drinks, and mixed it up with pills.
What im really trying to say is that IT'S REALLY NOT WORTH IT. We all have downtimes. It's not like i dont have any joy. I have a big family who i love very much, and i dont think i wanna miss out on their lives.
So dont miss out. Dont leave. Enjoy what you can enjoy. Its worth it.
|24 Jun 2007||untitled||Im 13... and afer 4 attempts of suicide... (that have failed).... i don't know the best way... i fucking up fed up with this shit.. seroiusly if life's shit wus like realy food.. i'd be frigin obese... and i dnt realy noe myself anymore... 3 years being suicidal and slitting of wrists.. i think i'm fed up... idk i feel so confused.. and this cuttinghabit is like now part of my brain or shit... the shrinks told me to be positive.. fucking imposible... i've beccome slightly mental cus of this suicidal busines... one day its gna like ruin me.. o well... the best way to kill yourself.. idk stabbing? suffocation? idk they all fail... if you're better than me in life... stay alive.. bdw its hard enough i don't know my biological parents... shit i sound gay ass... but i think its important... to believe in yourself... keep your desicions right... i mean... just dnt die... idk lol i feel so shrink-like. cya|
|23 Jun 2007||try tickeling yourself
|23 Jun 2007||Rachel||Well I used to want to kill myself all the time. I was depressed because everything in my life seemed to be going wrong. It was that middle school level, thats where it hits you the hardest. I was one of those people who everyone thought couldn't ever be sad and they always brightened peoples days...yah, that was because I didn't want to dump all my problems on everyone because I thought they would be annoyed. So I would act happy in school and talk to everyone and people came to me with problems. All the hard times in my life kept building up inside of me wanting to burst out but I kept it all in...big mistake. I know this answer kind of sucks but the thing that you have to do to get through this depression stage is to just live through it. Go on lots of websites like these and read everyones cases and survival stories. It is good to hear that people overcame it. I was so close to death it was scarry. I didn't want to go to a therapist, I didn't want to just talk it out, I thought that will never help. Believe me...just talking it out helps. Just tell someone how you're feeling. I bet alot of your friends want to get stuff off their chest too. Certain ages are just always hard for people. When you read stories like this they're almost always in this age. It may seem like you can't make it through and it will never get better, but it will. Now I know you're thinking well ya thats just you, special cases. Why should you trust someone you don't know? You've never met me before. Thats true, but what will it hurt to get things off your chest to a friend. I'm not saying go tell them you're thinking about suicide right off the bat. Just say, "I've been having a few problems with life that I really just need to vent to someone, is that alright?" Maybe eventually you will tell them. Also with the whole, special case thing, good results don't happen for everyone...well that is true. There have been alot of suicides. However, this is one of a huge chain of suicide websites. When you go to the websites you find it filled with survival stories. Reading some of those will help you too. When I told the guy that I was depressed over that I was thinking about suicide, I thought he would be sympathetic and try to help me through it. But he told me that I was a big coward. He asked me how I could ever do that to anyone I love. I told him that no one did love me, my family hates me and I don't have many friends. Now I was exaggerating big time, but I didn't know it. Even if you don't have any friends which I'm pretty sure almost everybody has at least one, you will still mess up all your peers if you comit suicide. People that go to school with you, your neighbors, you will effect your whole community with your action. So decide to grow up. Get old and wrinkley and have your boobs sagging and be happy. When you get through this hard time, your life will be so amazing and you'll appreciate it so much more. Good luck.|
|23 Jun 2007||dead inside.||fancy that, so am i.|
|23 Jun 2007||steph||hey, me again. just wanting to let you know that anything youve been through i probably have too. if youre feeling down add me on msn or email me. i tried to kill myself a couple of times and i used to cut myself. mainly because of bullying and the fact that i was sexually abused when i was about 6 for about 4 years.
talk to me if you need me. email me anytime and ill ALWAYS reply as soon as i can which is usually within a day or so. maybe a couple of days. but i will always listen and i give great advice about problems.
anyway, add me if you need to talk.
i wont judge
|23 Jun 2007||georgie||ermm!!!!cdont do it i say, ive tried many times and in the end i ealised i would be killing my family at the same time of killing myself.|