|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|20 Jun 2007||DAVID||YOU MUSTNT KILL YOURSELF. YOU ARE TOO YOUNG. YOU MUSTNT, SO YOU ARE.|
|19 Jun 2007||jess|
|18 Jun 2007||Bill||There is no best way to kill yourself. Take it from me. I'm 38. I've lived through cancer, bankruptcy and divorce. For a period of 10 years or more, I contemplated suicide every single day. There were days I had the gun in my mouth telling myself to come up with one reason to live another day.
So quite plainly, I know how you feel. You feel misunderstood, alone, in despair, trapped in a situation or life that isn't what you want it to be. I've been right where you are right now.
What I've found, and I discovered it when I was diagnosed with cancer, is that what we really want isn't to end our lives, but to end the lives we are living. Suicide is a long term solution to a short term problem. I'll not throw the judgemental stuff at you about going to hell, or anything else like that. My point is this.
Stop and identify the reasons you want to die. They are serious reasons no matter what they are, if you are thinking of ending everything over them.
There is one constant in life, and that is change. So keep in mind that no matter what you are dealing with today, tomorrow may alter the entire course of things.
If you have nothing to live for, find something. It took incredible skill for your particular sperm to make it to the egg. You survived your early childhood. You've made it all the way up to this very day.
Take one thing you don't like about your life and chip away at it. Find creative ways to overcome it.
What you really are is a hero or heroine and this problem in your life is the mythical beast you must slay. Don't let it win, live to tell your epic story of struggle and triumph.
You have a destiny. I promise you that you do. You are never alone because the higher intelligence is always with you. Even if you don't get answers from a burning bush, the answers will come to you...sometimes slower than we'd like but they will come none the less. Learn to look for the signs because they will lead you out of your current despair.
Just think that you, yes you, can make a huge difference in the world. You can make things change. If you're willing to take your life over something, why not instead live your life to overcome something. Take on a big issue. Ecology, starvation, poverty. Start doing things that will positively impact the world, no matter how small and insignificant they seem today.
If you will do this instead of checking out, you will find an incredible road before you.
If no one else is telling you this, know this, I love you, genuinely, unconditionally.....you are a fellow soul on the trip called life.
Now you have two people on your side. Me and the big guy.
I spent an entire 24 hours contemplating what I wanted to do when I learned I had cancer. I had the perfect way out without doing it myself, all I had to do is nothing.
I figured out that I wanted to live, just radically different. Stop settling for what your current circumstance is and demand more from the world. Take a stand and speak your truth but do it living and breathing.
My prayers and thoughts are with you.
|18 Jun 2007||kayleigh||Im young,lets leave it that im younger than 12.I have a caring family,few freinds and im not poor.Dont compare me to people in the 3rd world,it is a shame but this isn't selfish.My depresssion rules me,as i type my eyes are filling with tears.I don't want anyone to know im thinking of killing myself,if you saw me you wouldn't think i was.I always cover my tru emotion,i blame it partly on my or family..watever.She screams at me,i would say in my opinion emotionaly abuses me.She said im a spoilt brat,i dont care for anybody.I cant handle this,i just want to end my story,But i know i would hirt people,and thats selfish.But im going to do more damage is i stary here,Anybody have any sugestion,help?,just somthing.Im thinking of runing away if i dont kill myself,or just keep self harming but make it worse.Im not wanting attension,thats exactly wat i dont want.I would quite hapily put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.I cant stand it!.I want know one to know.If you knew wat age i was,you would be horified,Thinking of killing yourself at the age of....10.
10 Years on earth is enough,i have it,my times up and i have to leave now.I Maybe depressed,i took tablets to school,i was going to take an over dose but i was nearlt caught.Im still carying my thaught of death on,still self harming and still have second thaughts,but im surfing the net now to find the most un painful way to go,wether it means going to the local pool and drowning,i'll do it,anything to get out of her and end my story.
ATTENTION:Anyone looking for attention,stop,you dont know wat other people are going threw and you are taking help that others serously need.
well this maybe the last time im on the computer.
I hope all you other people like me do wats right,there is not a right or wrong,its up to you to make the decision,and if it doesent work think of the consekwenses.
|18 Jun 2007||Nathan||This is a post for Michelle. Michelle I promise you that God is not a myth. Yea life can be tough and I'm in no position to patronize you but I want to tell you that knowing Jesus is the best thing ever! I'm 18 and I can say from personal experience that following Jesus is awesome. It's so much better than alcohol, drugs, sex.. Yea it's not a bed of roses, it's not always easy but what is? Jesus died so that we don't have to, he died so we might know the God who made this world intimately! He was tortured, whipped, spat on, crucified. It's not a fairytale, he went through it, who for? For you, for me, for everyone! He loves us so so much and wants what's best for us. If you accept Jesus, then one day you will be in a better place, paradise, where there's no more pain, crying, suffering.. Until then we have to live to know Him so I wanna tell you this is true: JESUS LOVES YOU! Take care.|
|17 Jun 2007||BACKSTABBED AND HURT||kim1122:
U HAVE A HEARTLESS ATTITUDE AND UR NOT HELPING ONE BIT. GET OFF OF THIS SITE NOW!!! IF WE (THE SUICIIDAL) WANT TO THINK DIFFERENT AFTER TRYING TO HELP SOMEONE ELSE THEN SO BE IT, WE WILL KILL OURSELF IF WE FEEL THAT IS NEEDED U PROLLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT "DEAD INSIDE" IS GOING THROUGH NOT TO MENTION U HAVE NO CLUE WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH , IVE POSTED ON HERE NUMEROUS TIMES AND TO NO AVAIL I RECIEVE NO FORM OF EMAIL, OR ACKNOLEDGEMENT FROM PEOPLE WHO WANT TO "HELP" US MAYBE "DEAD INSIDE" FEELS YOUR NOT HELPING BUT BADGERING AND TRYING TO NAG HE/SHE?? EVER THINK OF THAT??? ONE REASON WHY I KILL MYSELF IS BECAUSE I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING THEY ARE MY FRIEND TO JUST TURN AROUND AND STAB ME IN THE BACK.
|17 Jun 2007||Riku-sama||Dont kill yourself play kingdom hearts its a lot more fun trust me :)|
|16 Jun 2007||anonymous||fuck god he doesnt exist quit asking that bitch ass who doesnt even exist for help you people.
ONLY YOU CAN HELP YOURSELVES!!! not me, or some other asshole on this site, or some fuckin dumbass with no life that makes you pay him thinking he is helping you, or some fuckin pill that doesnt work. god cant help you BECAUSE HE DOESNT EXIST!!!!
ONLY YOU CAN HELP YOURSELVES!!!
|16 Jun 2007||Depressed||so my life is shit, whats the big deal if i kill myself or not? no one will probobly notice anyway. no one cares enough to call me back when i am on the verge of suicide, and these are the fucking friends who said if i ever felt like this to call them!! i call them a hypocrite for the shit theyve done to me, and for not being there when they said they would be, they want me around yet will do nothing when i tell them that im at the end of my rope and ready to commit suicide. this site is all i thought i had left til i never got any help here, what im trying to say is i will soon be gone because i am done with this shit called life. peace out world|
|16 Jun 2007||Laure-Elaine||drowning|
|16 Jun 2007||Ken||I am 50 years old. I live with an incredible amount of pain. I have lost almost everything. I am lonely and scared. I am about to be kicked out to the streets by my son. No one wants me or cares whether I live or die. I read about the pain you are suffering. If I could take it from you I would. I cannot help myself. I am on the very edge of an overdose as I write this.Coming here to this place of hurt and sorrow God has given me an idea. I have this house I am living in untill the first of July. Unless I can come up with money to keep it and pay the bills. I offer love and open doors to those of you who need love and friendship and maybe hope. Together we could help each other. Help me find a financial miracle and my home is yours. No judgment. No ridicule. No lectures. Just unconditional love and friendship. Let us start something new here today. A place of hope, love, and friendship for all of us who are at the end.A place of new life.|
|16 Jun 2007||dead inside.||Okay.
Kim1122: I said was retiring from the site, I'm not killing myself. Your sweet to care tho. But yeah, not killing myself. But hey, I might not even leave this site, since u love me too much :P How are you doing?
The Bitter End: How old am i? Guess? I don't mean to play games, just don't want to say it on here. Unless you tell me first :P
|15 Jun 2007||Miguel||When your first love, the person you really cared for, the perfect girl, your own personal god rejecs you, whats your first thought?
You will try to show her what your love means, you will write poetry about her, you will do everything for her... and for what? To get rejected in the next day again, and again and again and again and again!
If 2 years have passed, and u still feel like this, the only way u can easy off your pain, is by ending your life.
I've put an effort trying to find a way to do it on drugs, without pain, but no sucess until now... but i just can't stand it anymore, i can't stand the faact the i see her everywhere, i can't stand the fact that everything reminds me of her, i can't stand this pain, so please, and i mean please, help me end this pain, in one way or another, i just want it to be over.
If you know of a way, please post it here, and be happy knowing that u ended my emotional misery.
|15 Jun 2007||kim1122||Dead inside:
I cant believe u of all people now is thinking of not coming back. I cant believe all ur hard work is going right down the toilet.
I thought u would succeed and i thought u would know better and keep fighting watever is making u sick. I cant believe i once looked up to u and thought u wer strong but, wer did all that go?
I just cant believe ur givin up so fast. I bet ur hurting really bad but, so do all of us, still fighting. But watever, is ur desition n i hope u made it urself n not let some other people make it for u.
I cant believe it!
|15 Jun 2007||Brooke||I'm 14 and i cant deal with my family. mainly my fucked up mom she drives me crazy!! today i was so close to stabbing a knife right into my chest and bleeding to death but i chickened out, i dont kno y tho. it was like i started thinking of all the good things in life. so then i remembered that we had a pistol down in the garage that was always loaded... so close but again thought about the good things. i have tried cutting my wrists but then my parents just make me go 2 the hospital. should i try O.D.ing on pills?? please give me an idea|
|15 Jun 2007||...||Whoever you are "Ugly Girl", you are an amazingly talented writer. I hope you write more.|
|15 Jun 2007||The Bitter End||dead inside - Out of curiosity, how old are you?|
|15 Jun 2007||Justin||In the words of my father:
"No one's better off dead, they're just gone."
|15 Jun 2007||bye||ive just been betrayed by my own family, i am going to kill myself tomorrow.|
|14 Jun 2007||dead inside.||Okay, i said i'd leave but i just have one more thing to say to The Bitter End. Heh, I just searched you, I like your wise comments and sarcastic remarks that linger with subtle reality. Nice Job. Just thought i'd let you know.