|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|21 Apr 2007||paru||i dunno y...wen i take the fucking blade in ma hand...my hand shivers...it juss doesnt go into my flesh...wht to do mouchette?
help me pls?
|21 Apr 2007||Felicia The Great||It's Felicia the Great again!
I guess it's safe to come back here. Some idiot was posing as Mouchette.org and it didn't really phase me.
Where have Lucy Cortina and Billy the Freak gone? Nobody knows.
|20 Apr 2007||Kill Me||wow suicide i think im ready no one cares my girlfriend just broke up with me she doesnt give a fuck a week after we broke up she got another hoe i thought she loved me but i guess not she fucking hates me so this is the life that im going to start wow im really looking forward to it well if i happen to die today then consider this my suicide note bye guess|
|20 Apr 2007||paru||finally i spoke to him...after a long time.........i didnt feel happy rather i felt angry.at the world....at everything around me.......i juss feel like closing ma eyes and dying...whenever i close ma eyes i can see myself slitting ma wrists and lying down on the cold floor.....evrything seems to enjoy around me except me
he is the one killing me............i noe it.............evry second....its juss happening.......i smell blood......can feel it trickling down my hands.......i can feel the pain too......yet i feel numb....i bite myself to stop myself from doing something else....i aint scared of anything now......all i want is death............and thts wht i am not getting......sometimes jusss a song is enough to bring tears to my eyes,,,,sometimes juss words.....whts happening to me?
i love cutting my hands and hurting myself coz i feel happy when i am going thru pain..............blood.....evrything about blood makes me so happy....thts the only thing which makes me happy now.....fed up of everything.....now i feel light hearted....nothing in this world can bother me now...nuhthin...
i am not alone rite now...i have so many people around me..people who cannot feel pain juss like me...they cannot....becoz...they r not alive anymore....we walk together as siblings ....feeling the same numbness....and they are happy to have me with them unlike the alive world...
|20 Apr 2007||Bob||Take your teacher's apple on the first day of school and shove it down your throat|
|20 Apr 2007||_ERa.||the best way to kill urself is the way that u see fit.
reading this depresses me.
i used to be like that.
now i choose to live.
and i have fun.
enjoy life even though it was a bitch at times.
just cuz u kill urself doesnt mean it'll change.
find me on myspace.
every1 just needs a friend. [-:
|20 Apr 2007||Dexter||I have tried poison when I was twelve. I made I mistake that time. I chewed and swallowed the leaves of monkshood. Terrible taste and not digestible. I started too feel ill and it came all back out. The doctor had come for me because I felt terrible cramps and was sickly looking. He misdiagnosed it as flu. Since then I have learned a lot about preparation.
Never take poison pure. Mix it with red wine or tea to cover the bitter taste. It also becomes more digestible.
I've actually started writing a book on this. Dexter's guide to suicide. I'm at 129 pages. It is both about ways and preperations for suicide, as about places where you can find help.
I've been looking for publishers already but no one dares to publish it. They have moral objections. There was one publisher who would have done it but he would have put a label on it for 18+
This is not acceptable. Younger people need it more.
|19 Apr 2007||Kate||At 13 you should not want to kill yourself. Suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem. I am almost 19 and i attempted at 15. I have a mental disorder. I'm BiPolar. At 13 I was so confused about what was going on in my life. Many times I have thought about trying again. But then I imagine my funeral. I think of who would be there. What would they say? What would they do? Then I think of my mother, and I see her weeping. I know she would blame herself. Then I turn to my brother. He wishes that he could have saved me. He becomes even more confused about his own life. And i realize, that no matter what the problem is right now, there is always SOMETHING I can do to make life just a little bit better. I feel so lucky to be alive. I have been through abuse, rape, and loss. And every time it gets bad, I just say to myself that what doesn't kill me, will ALWAYS make me stronger. I do not believe in God. I am not a religous person. But life is a gift. And everyone deserves to live it. If anyone needs to talk, please contact me. I will not be biased in any way. I will just listen. Peace and Love yall!
|19 Apr 2007||BEKON||the best way to kill yourself if your under 13? Start watching television. It will take your life away from you one episode at a time.|
|19 Apr 2007||Charles||There is nothing in the world that is so bad that you must kill yourself to get out of it.
To prove this, when you feel you want to commit suicide, wait a while. It could be six months or a year, but just wait. You will understand then that suicide is a ridiculous concept, and that nothing is so bad you can't get out of it.
|19 Apr 2007||Pamela||I need help my name is Pam and I been wanting to kill myself every since I was 13 now I'm 20, and I still want to do it. I don't have anyone to talk to about this and its killing me inside. My life has been difficult and I can't talk to my family cause they want understand and they will say that I want attention I don't want attention. I'm trying to get help and no one will help me I hate this world and this earth and I can't take it anymore will someone please give me advice.|
|19 Apr 2007||xxx||remember that jesus was just a man, he was just a leader, he was not divine because divinity does not exist. i know you may find this insulting, but i find it insulting when you try to sove ery problem with jesus, that is not the way for everyone. religion is a false hope|
|19 Apr 2007||gangstagurl||ma answers r not being put up in the forum and i am realllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy pissed at this female....
|18 Apr 2007||thatkidovethere||so i tried when i was 15, i think. With sleeping pills and some pain killer. Didn't work, probably because i left a note and my parents already suspected i was depressed. Seeing as how i had to see a damn therapist who knows crap about me so why should i tell him anything? So, i passed out when i got to the hospital, then came back out of it i think like couple hours earlier. Then had to drink charcoal to throw up the toxins. Missed 4 days of school, and no one knows but my immediate family and maybe grandma. So things got better sorta then stayed constant better than worse, better, then worse, basically a roller coaster ride. And today for some reason it has hit a low point. I just feel very depressed and i don't know how to become undepressed...nothing really works, its always temporary, and when you die its a permanent solution...so i mean why not die?|
|18 Apr 2007||PARU||sometimes i wonder whether god really exists...am i a fool believing in god?
it hurts me so much to noe tht i am literally crying in depression....i noe i need help but i aint gonna go for help...i wanna die...i wanna feel the blood trickling down ma hands......and then show the world...tht i hav achieved something i wanted long bck..............
loosing ma 2 best frends and ma grand dad...was more than enugh for me.......
now...i live to die..............
i h8 god............
he created me so ugly n shitty and doesnt even listen to ma prayers..........
i gave up on ye or did u give up on me?huh
i am juss 15...but i noe wht life has in store for me..........
so i noe...i aint worth living.so i am fucking off
|18 Apr 2007||Bonzo_The_Bunny||Y'a pas photo c'est de faire un joli saut de l'ange d'un immeuble, En plus à l'aterissage ca fera une belle oeuvre d'art sur le trottoir! (astuce plus l'immeuble est haut plus l'oeuvre sera grande) Donc met un immeuble dans ton kit.
Sinon en cherchant sur internet y'a tjrs des guides pour ca j'en ai trouvé un que je lis tout les jours car j'ai pris un gout soudain pour l'humour noir(bien que le guide soit complètement sérieux)Nan t'auras pas l'adresse parce que suis méchant, hé na!(oui stupide aussi)
|18 Apr 2007||kumar||there's nothing more hurtful or anyother way than living when ur already dead inside.|
|18 Apr 2007||rae baby||First off why do you want to know? Second why but out imfo that gives people ideas to take their lives. Even worse take other peoples lives. I am a mom of 2 daughters. Now 22, and 18 my youngest wanted to kill her-self. Because at age 12 see went to school to find out that an 8yr old who see tutored was killed in him sleep. Some-one shoot into his room thinking it was some-one else. See could not handle his death. See is now doing great. But april 14th was 5 years since his death. He is still missed. As anyone of you. Your life is worth so much more. Use your experience, your sadness, your hurt to make this a better world for the up coming children. There is people outthere who wants to help. I am one. Please don't let some of the remarks wrote in to heart. Remember there are also people out their that want to hurt also, or just think they are being funny. But litle do they know their remark could send some-one over the edge. Think about that people when you choose to put out in-put on such a serious subject. Suicide is never the answer. Cry out to God because I promise you he does love you. I don't know any of you put I do care and love each of you and promise to keep you in my prayers. Stay alive, always ask for help, even if one person don't keep asking.|
|18 Apr 2007||sara, the twin of ' a fool'.||i have copied and pasted a post from this site that was written in jan. my reason for this is the peroson who wrote the post was my twin sister, please read:
you all wana know about hopelessness? if i'm actually lucky enough that i get 2 fall asleep then when i wake up i think oh shit, here we go again. i dont often get to sleep though. when i was six my older brother devised a game called the list. it was basically his way of getting to molest his baby sister. my parents let him get away with it. i'm 19 now not far from being 20 and although it was 13 years ago i still remember, and of course have never had the chance to talk about it with any1. since then i become a very sick and twisted person, i dont blame my brother, i probably would have been this way anyway. first of all i lie, i mak stuff up for sympathy, i dnt like lying but i cant seem to stop myself, but i'm not lying now cos i dnt need 2. none of you will eva know who i am. second of all, i hurt myself, i'm a fool like that. i dont have any1 anymore, and i never will have. i've dreamt about killing myself for as long as i can remember, i've tried a few times 2. i plan 2 try again, and this time i will suceed. i am of no use to this world. i am of no use to any1. why am i writing all this crap on here? well because my life is that lonely that i have no1 else to tell. to all of you out there who do plan on killing yourself, think first, because if you suceed then there is no turning back, and if you fail your life will be even more fucked up than it is now because people will know and will always know that you're another kid that tried to kill themself. please think. dont end up like me.
she died on 5th jan 2007. i beg all of you reading the posts on this site. don't do it. my sister needed help and our parents ignored her every cry. she was a very unwell girl and felt she had nowhere else to turn. she would never have put the burden of her life onto anyone she loved but she should have done. she was my twin and the very moment she died i felt half my heart and half my soul slip away, never to be recovered. i myself have had the same suicidal thoughts as she did, even more so knowing that i now have to live my life without her. but i feel this intense need to live, to say fuck you to the rest of the world and live my life as i want it. i force myself to hold my head up high and live the life i am meant to, with all its ups and downs. i do this because i dont want to give any1 the satisfaction of thinking that i failed, and now i need to live life for my sister aswell. i need to make her look down on me and feel proud that i have carried on where she could not. please, i beg you all, do not give up hope. i know at times there seems to be no light at the end of the tunnel but please believe me there is. just reach out to someone, anyone and they will help you cope, help you see. don't become another statistic, become a surviver and join me in saying fuck you to all those who put you down, make you feel bad, and use you in ways that are not meant to be. don't give up and let urself down as that is worse than death. there is always some1 who cares, even if they are a stranger. thank you for taking the time to read my message, i hope it may be of some help. my love goes out to you all.
|18 Apr 2007||annabelle||I'm not sure-
I just swalled 4 razor blades
its hard to breathe and blood is
coming out of my mouth,
but I'm not dying!!
Why?!.. I don't wanna call the cops and I need to find my needle, I have 409...