|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|30 Jun 2007||The Bitter End.||And I hear mercy sigh and leave the room.|
|30 Jun 2007||Just trying to help||To those that need a lift....
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.
This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from
anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.
So I said to the Lord,
You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life
there have only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?
The Lord replied,
The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand,
is when I carried you.
|30 Jun 2007||mary||... alot of yall dont seem to have a good reason to be so depressed... your just depressed. looking through all these entries.. i think id really just rather suck up my problems once again and carry on. my father has beaten me, ive been used for sex, and ive suffered through unbelievably bad times with guys so many times.. but reading all of yalls entries.. i just dont really see the point anymore. why kill yourself when your so young? why not just wait for what the future holds... for what the future can change for you. you may be depressed now- but for most of yall, thats prolly because of your peers and because middle school is just about the crappiest place because people are just so obsessed with themselves and their social acceptance that they are mean to others. either live through it like millions of others do... or ask to be homeschooled, transfered, anything. there are always other ways. suicide is your easy way out... dont be a wimp.|
|30 Jun 2007||dreal||no one that young should consider suicide. call a worker or teacher, etc. and get help out of your situatioh esp. if your are pyschicaly, sexually or menatally abused. it's not to late for you i promise. but get to 30 and maybe i can relate to severve depression and constant pain that no drug legal or not can cure. someone old and wise that some people are not meant to be in this world but nothing for a 13 to even worry about|
|29 Jun 2007||Julie||hang your self|
|29 Jun 2007||dead inside.||like omg.
dear sweet michelle.
please don't tell people who've been sexually abused or kidnapped that the only thing thats best for them is suicide.
anywho, i hope things work out for you as well.
AND. you don't really need to rush into the sex thing, i'm sure you'll get your chance when the time is right.
And: life is over..
talk to kim here, she's a darling, i know she'll be of much help.
keep fighting kids.
|29 Jun 2007||Sleeping in Kentucky||It has to be ironic. A humorous death does not mock the darkness of a failed life. It demands attention. Maybe a Flintstones vitamin bottle with 25 oxy's inside, or some sleeping pill, and a label that says it will make you big and strong and pretty and smart and rich and handsome and funny and skinny and famous. There are enough heros out there, enough sick who fight their disease. I want a disease damnit. You want a suggestion for a suicide kit, how about a sliver of paper that says you are already dead. Maybe then they will want to live. Or maybe,,,,,|
|29 Jun 2007||Warped soul.||to the bitter end.
it sounds like u may have just a wee bit of sand in there still.
u never will understand what i say. cuz simply put, i am a product of my reality.
still images burned into my minds eye,
from hell fire fueled by thier hatred for me and life.a red soaked canvas of the way they were.
i am a muther fucking artist.
also. why do u hide behind the monitor. why wont u email me?
i think you are a miserable chicken shit who gets his jollies from pushing his misery on others.
i study abnormal psycology. you marinate your brain in adrenaline cuz it makes u "high" but when u have no more potency in ur adrenaline u have to release. by talking down on others. i have seen it on graph. graphs made from other miserable people's brain monitoring. like u.
ussually this behavior is caused by to few hugs as an adolecent.
hows my genious now?
and it was i who wrote about the sand.
why because bitter??? ur own good.
you will understand one day.,
|29 Jun 2007||no one cares||There was once you said you hated my suffering and you understood .... entwined that not even the deepest love could fix me from its snare. good bye life, ...|
|29 Jun 2007||sam||U SHOULDENT|
|29 Jun 2007||sam||my friend tried killin herself (pills) & it dident work she was rushed to the hospital.
DONDT KILL URSELF PEOPLE!!! ITS SELFISH!
|29 Jun 2007||sam||thats a retarded Q! dont kill ur self...|
|29 Jun 2007||sam||u people who want to kill ur self r so freakin selfish!!!!!!!!! dont do it!!!!!!!|
|29 Jun 2007||Esther||You can kill yourself in many ways. During the years I've been killed. From the inside. I've been bullied for eight years, I was raped by the only one I trusted, my mom got breast cancer, and now I'm on a thousand meds or something.
They pick labels.. They connect me to meds and diagnoses.. But the fact is my life just stinks. Yes, I'm trying hard not to die. But I ended up on this site anyway, didn't I?
I know you are dutch and just an adult male. You hid yourself behind a computer. Behind a stupid movie. I've done my research, yes. Why? Because no one is to be trusted. Because I'm bittered. Because I want to die.
And you do not know how that feels. How much pain can tear your heart apart. You don't know what it is to WANT to die. Really really really want to. That means you have absolutely NO right to make such a site. You aren't a person who can help someone.
You're just a coward.
You've got yourself in over you head. This is a world you do not understand. For you own sake, close the site. To be hearing all these kids will leave marks. Deep scars.
I'm 14 years old. I've tried to slid my wrists, choke myself, take an overdose, drown myself, I've even tried to hang myself. But it's about time I give up. Two years of fighting are behind me now.
|29 Jun 2007||Jess||wow reading all your guys' stories really made me feel for you guys. Just earlier today (err yesterday) I wanted nothing more than to just go away. Be completely erased off the face of this earth. I didn't care how ANYONE felt about it. I didn't care how sad they would be. Of course it was a selfish thought, to just take yourself away from people who love and/or need you. When I read about E's solution I realized that he, or she was absolutely right. Even if you have no one to love, or anyone that loves you there are still people that need you, regardless to how bad you may be feeling about yourself. I'm not going to lie to any of you readers and say that i'm never going to think about it again, because at particular moments I can't really help what i feel. But I'm not going to give you false hope either (not intentionally anyway). There is always a way out of this horrible feeling of wanting to go away permanently. Trust me, there's always at least one person that will understand what you're going through. Please don't commit suicide. I'm not trying to sound corny, but seriously be strong. you can get through it. I did. keep your head up. =]|
|28 Jun 2007||Michelle||I've tried to kill myself, many times. and i have a best friend who is going through the same.. and you know what, i hope one day i can actually do it.. believe it or not tonight. like 5 mins ago, i took 5 over dose pills, that can kill you when you are sleeping, and i hope i wont wake up tommorrow but the point is, i can attempt but you know, it never works, and i have a friend(R.I.P. Andrew) who killed themself, it was upsetting and i think it wasnt worth his life! so i often ask myself, if it isnt worth his life why is it worth mine? well the thing is, i hate it here, i mean i have a great life,-i'm rich, i get everything i want, nothing bad ever happens- but I just dont want that, i dont want to be alive as great as mi life is.....
ok there is this total gorge guy in mi class, and we almost had sex, and i really want to have sex b4 i die, i want to know what it's like, but maybe that will never happen..
back to my life, I think i am not scared to do it, i came close but then i got rushed to the hospital and was living off machines, i took off all the things walked out the building, and guess what, im here right now!!!:( .... i have stabbed myself, i have jumped off my quad, i have cut my wrists, i have rolled my quad, i have tried to drown, sufficate, strangle and hang myself, it doesnt work, like really, but the thing i am most scared really of is.. who is going to find me????? i mean i dont want my mom too, my dad, my sister, my brother, my friends, my boyfriend, or anyone!!!!! and i dont want to leave my cat! she keeps me going everyday!!
So what i suggest is if you think your life is really bad! think really really really hard about it! cause you could be wrong and could be making the worst mistake and your last mistake! becuase why do something so pernament on something so temperary! I think that why do that to everyone around you and have you ever thought that it could someone around you so bad they would go crazy, never speak, or kill themself???!!!! PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU DO IT! PLEASE!!! NOTHING CAN BE THAT BAD! unless you have been kidnapped or sexually abused .. now im sorry but if i was you.. i would defiantly do it, the best way possible.. so if you want to talk plz e mail me @ firstname.lastname@example.org!! "you are what you are, you cant change anything about you, but you can change the people around you, by actually commiting suicide!!"
|28 Jun 2007||kim1122||To life is over
Well at least this kim is here and she can help u sweetie dont give up on me.
Really you can talk to me bout anything i wont judge u no matter wat, just keep holding on and we together can get through this terrible time ur goin through.
Listen please would u email me sweetie we can work on it, cuz the time is here if u need me, im here!
|28 Jun 2007||ramona D||a lot of teenagers go thru this. Im not opffering god cause i dont believe in god. But dont throw your life away at such a young age. I am 35 with 2 teenage children, a family that hates me cause im gay, an ex husband whose in jail for raping a 12 year old, 2 deadloy heart conditions, a death experience, a short time left to live, and i worry that my kids will have the same depressive issues. Parents dont fucking get it. they never see3m to. But one day youll be out of school and away from the assholes there and youll be away from the parents who probably are so preoccupied with their shit that they arent seeing the signs of your pain.at least wait till youre 25 and see what you can do with your life before making such a dramatic, end it all decision.|
|28 Jun 2007||faldo||this site is stupid, it looks more like a pathetic poetry site, you people need to get a life|
|28 Jun 2007||dead inside.||to back stabbed and hurt:
okay sweetheart, lets break this down. death is permanent. death is real. death is the overall equivelent. we are all going to die. i understand that your life at this point may not be good. things are probably fucked up. it probably feels like its never going to get better. but, if you don't stick around...then you'll never have the chance to see if things turn around or not. if you kill yourself, your just venturing off into the unknown...no one knows what comes after death for sure. what if you only encounter more misery there? there are solutions here. there are things to help you. there are ways to fix this. there is hope. its not going to be easy, i can almost swear on that. its going to be hard, brutal even. but you need to find the courage within yourself to hold on. i wish you would atleast agree to speak to me. i will only be available for the next week or so, after that i am being forced to go somewhere...and unfortunatly, i will have no access to computers, internet, and anything of the sort for as long as i am there. the key to life is finding what makes it worth living. life is a journey. a process. take it step by step. you will find your purpose. don't give up. i am not saying this to sound like a bitch. and i don't want to regurgitate the same bullcrap as everyone else. but its true...you need to hold on.
search remember to feel real.
you shud find me.
good luck kid, i hope you find the strength to keep going.