|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|30 Aug 2007||Abby||well....i have wanted to commit suicide for awhile now....and am also trying to find the easiest way.
im sorry i cant tell you a easy way,for i do not know.i know taht none will be easy...but maybe a less painless 1? I just miss my dad so much....and i want some one to love me...not like my family like a boyfriend would be nice.
i go to church and all....but i feel that im missing something.
Sorry i couldnt help.
|30 Aug 2007||BALACLAVA_BRUVA||What purpose is there in life to kill yourself?|
|29 Aug 2007||the funeral song.||I died in my dreams
What's that supposed to mean?
Got lost in the fire
I died in my dreams
Reaching out for your hand
My fatal desire
|29 Aug 2007||patrick silverstone||the best way to suicide is to drawn yourself into life.make yourself so much busy that could not think about different ways of reaching the end of life.some of us try to kill ourself but i have a better idea,KILL THE TIME,but different activities.once,i exprienced lying in a grave!!!i will explain if anyone eager to hear.just bye.|
|29 Aug 2007||Vinny||I found this site when i was 13, now i'm 20 and i still wanna commit suicide, now more than ever. When i was 13 i wanted to kill myself for having a shitty life, and it was, time went by, things got better, but they went down again, i should have known... Now i have to face a huge problem, i think my life will only get worse and i don't think i can do this to my mom or my girlfriend. There are actually so many people i would have let down if i do this, but these are the most important ones, these are the ones that will have their lives ended too if i do this... So i have to continue suffering if i ever want them to be happy. Sometimes i think i should just get away, like disappear and do it. But i just can't... Not to them, i love them too much... I think i'll brake up with my gf. It will be better for her. My life will only get worse, and she's got such a bright future in front of her... Just waiting... I had one too you know, but i threw it away. And now i have to live with it... I have to live a shitty life because i chose to and there's no turning back, or an exit. My dad... I loved him a lot, but unfortunately it faded away. he let it fade away, and now he got tired of the burden i've become. He's right... He's got that right... If he only knew now i would really change... If he only knew how much was i disposed to try. Now i have to face it. Live a mediocre life, ruining the life of a girl i love, and ruining all the expectations my mom had.
If only there was a way for them not to suffer....
|29 Aug 2007||Observer||To answer someone's question, I suspect the purpose of this Web site is for Mouchette to express herself without giving out too much of herself; that's what all artists do.|
|28 Aug 2007||medicated||i know maybe where u are its illeagle. but when i want to blow my brains out i smoke some marijuana. kinda takes the edge off.
i would also like to say that anything harder than puffin on the green will just make it worse.
but seriously it works for me. cuz i got problems. dont wanna go it to it. but i can actually THINK now cuz it calms me down.
maybe puffin on the tasty treats isnt for you. but you need to find out what will help you THINK. it only takes three seconds of openminded thought to change your mind to a positive non suicidal state. this has been tested and proven. three seconds. versus u aint comming back. well im gonna get me a bowl of ice creame and take a nap now.
much better than brains on the celing.
|28 Aug 2007||xTerrix||i am 13 but uhm ive tryed to killmyself wow. it sucked ass my life is still shity. what ever sucks in ur life just email me and uhm i will try to find a way to look around it . my life sux ass. btw.|
|28 Aug 2007||hidden in plain view.||I hope this terrifies you
a moral suicide which burns inside you
and it never lets you out
Until you realize youre knee deep
or buried alive in lies
Go, go, go believe
Its everything you need
Take everything for granted
Distorting every memory
when you take them as your own
'cause You like it when you know
Just what i'm thinking
I hope this terrifies you
a moral suicide which burns inside you
(and it never lets you out)
Until you realize your knee deep
or buried alive in lies
This time I wont let you win
when you scream like a child
we act like children
who run from their problems
Blurring the visions we set in our sights
So open your eyes
and The kids are screaming at the tops of their lungs
While they are pointing their fingers like theyre loaded guns
Behind the curtains and backdrops
the fire sparks
if these bridges burn we all fall down
We all fall down
We all fall down
We all fall down
We all fall down
I hope this terrifies you
I know it terrifies you
I'll be ok just go just go
just go just go
let the bridges burn
we all fall down
|28 Aug 2007||Julian, a boggled mind, a befuddled soul, and a curious inquisit||Mouchette, can you please tell me your purpose of creating this site? Is this some way of expressing your hatred to the world, or is it something you've done cuz you're bored, or is it something that you've done because you're really trying to find out how best to kill yourself?|
|28 Aug 2007||Alex A||Drown yourself, I'm going to try it tomorrow.|
|28 Aug 2007||Alex A||Drowning yourself, I'm going to try it. My friends have attempted it.
It'll work with me hopefully.
Don't slit your wrists, it just feels electric and doesn't seem to work.
Pills are shit, hanging made my head feel like it was going to explode. I nearly died, pity I didn't.
Drowning it is, then.
All of you wake-up, and just give her/him tips.
It'd be dearly appreciated to myself to, seeing as I don't have any other option.
Life sucks, you suck. I fucking hate you.
|28 Aug 2007||Sonless Mother Sporkette||There is no best way to kill yourself, only the best result from the attempt. May God bless us that have suicide ideation; and give us strength to endure our mental imbalances; and heed helpful advice when offered in good faith and love--in Jesus name, Amen.|
|27 Aug 2007||The way I see it.||Please post this:
I am nearly way too old for this site but for some reason I keep coming back to post, and read what others have wrote. I just read someone's post and it honestly made me think harder than I ever have thought about life, and my being here on earth. Do you believe there is a God? If not, I am partially with you. Sometimes when I pray I never ever, I rarely ever get an answer and I was told since I was very little that God hears and answers prayers. I prayed hard the other day quite a few times and as of late have not gotten any answer to that prayer. Well, I am going to write about my life experiences which means I am using this site as a blog site for right now, so if this gets boring just scroll down and move on. My life started to change and turn to shit when I was about 11 years old. That's the age I was when my parents divorced. It is not easy growing up through a divorce. Anyways me and my older brother lived with my Mom because my father was whacked. So my life was shittier than you could imagine. I never had friends, and never got invited places. I was ripped away from my mother because the courts believed my father when he said my Mom was estranged ... it was the other way around. Mom took us away because my father was abusive, and whacked out. He would always threaten to kill the pets and us if so and so ever happened. Anyways, so CPS took us away where my brother and I were sent to live out of state for a few months to live with our grandparents. We came back later in June 1998. We had just started high school and then we were taken to a group home so many miles away which didn't work out so then they took us to a foster home where we gave clues to our Mom so she could come see us when the courts said she couldn't because of my father. Then a few months or so later we got moved back in with our Mom. I still have no friends at school so I am a loner wandering the halls and quad areas, and locker rooms aimlessly waiting for classes to start. After school was nothing but dreaded days because it was homework time until I finally realized how to get it done in school. When I was about 14 I adopted my greatest dog ever who became my only friend. He was there for me when no one else was, I loved him and he loved me back. He was a loyal pet and never put me down like the many people I came into contact with. He trusted me and I trusted him. Then came the day that we had to move because we were low on money again because my father never once paid child and spousal support so we had to give my BEST friend up. MY dog and I were good friends. I miss him to this day and wish with every breath that I take that I could find him and re-adopt him if he is still around somewhere! If anything was almost as hard as growing up through a divorce it was the day I had to depart with my dog! We lived out of the car for a month or so with 2 cats, and 2 dogs too. We had to move into a motel for 3 months. Then we move again. The cycle never ends. I am now a h.s. graduate with some college and I still am not employed, I thought I had made friends 2 years ago but those friends just walk all over me, and don't care like they say they do, I moved back to my fathers house because otherwise I literally would be living on the street if I didn't. Before I moved back I was in the job corps until they kicked me and some other people out. Sometime after I moved back I met my fiance through his dad in 2003 when he was sick with cancer. He lost that battle in February 2006. Again I thought my life had ended. One year and a few weeks later to his passing, our dad (his dad) had suffered a major stroke. I joined the dark/gothic side of the town I live in so am heavily sedated with dark clothing, black nail polish, chains, and the works. I am also a full-time volunteer/backup worker for an animal organization. I fell in love with another guy whom is the world to me but hasn't been able to see the same way yet he tells me he is in love with me and cares about so much but doesn't ever calls or returns my email. So I am to think he is playing with my heart as well. Then there was another guy that had cheated on me before he gave us a chance. He is the wheelchair bound dude that is a hillbilly redneck. Now that I reread that statement about the redneck, I think I am ok not being with him. Now my play with my heart guy comes crawling back and wants to give us a chance ... again. Im at a loss at what to do because I don't know want to be hurt again. So then my ex-friend wants to set me up with a guy who turns out to be a jerk too. Ii still at this time love Mike Westerman and want to still be with him so I think I will take him back and see if he really has changed and if so will stay with him. I could go on but I think I will stop writing now.
So if life gets you down do some hard thinking before you settle with suicide! Its a permanent solution that seems like it will work but really will leave your current problems for other people and then some. If you want to talk please feel free to email and we will be in touch.
|27 Aug 2007||jordan||Overdose on anti-depressants?|
|27 Aug 2007||Jonathan||Im 18 and i had a girlfriend for 1 year and i knew here for 2 and a half , i tried to kill myself 2ice but the first time i took pills but this time i am going to take pills and hang myself is that pain less you think|
|27 Aug 2007||wait till ur 14. it will be easier then.|
|27 Aug 2007||Cathy Estep||I wrote that message as a message of hope for anyone that may be thinking of harming themselves. I'm perplexed as to the purpose of your site. If you are encouraging people to harm themselves then shame on you. If you are giving young people a place to vent or look for hope then good for you.
I am in anguish myself over the things that I have seen in the last week. If I can reach out to ONE person and let them know that there is hope, someplace, somewhere, anywhere then I intend to do so. I stumbled across your site on accident while looking for help for myself. I believed that I had an opportunity to reach out to someone else that may be in a dark moment. As email messages can be misunderstood because of the absence of body language and tone, could you please inform me of the true intent of your site?
I hope with all my heart that you are not actually encouraging people to harm themselves. The death of my friend (whom I was the unfortunate one to
find) has left me scarred. I refuse to believe her death was without meaning. She will always be with me. I intend to give others the hope that she had lost and will not pass up an opportunity to share that with others.
Having had suicidal thoughts myself since adolescence I have empathy for people who have been to that dark place. I have now been shown the other side, the aftermath, the tragedy, the pain and suffering that such an act causes. I place no blame on her for what she did, it was her choice. But, I wish she had taken one moment to look beyond the temporary pain of the moment. There is much to live for. Life is truly beautiful and VERY worth living. I realize that now more than ever.
|27 Aug 2007||just a girl.||I would just like to say anyone who wants to kill themselves because of there parents beating them or they hate their life. Please don't. I don't know you but it makes me sad to read these and hear how bad your life is and how you want to die. But if you just keep on living then when you can go out and make yourself a huge fortune and success. Then you are showing everyone that you are better then them and they should have never treated you like shit. And to the people whoes parents beat them tell SOMEONE. I bet you hear that all the time...well you know what its true stop being stupid and getting yourself hurt...so pleasee tell someone. If you kill yourself thats pathetic. So don't. Okay. By the way I only found this site because I am looking for a picture of a duck because I think they are cute...[I want one for my myspace]...and I accidentally typed in fuck and this popped up. And I was like huh what is this.
Okay....well you probably think I am a loser or something but I am 13 and I know what I am talking about....kids by me have killed themselves because they think no one loves them well let me tell you something they were wrong you should have seen HOW MANY PEOPLE CARED ABOUT THEM!!!
thanks thats all I have to say.
|27 Aug 2007||LOVE(n.)- unrealistic feeling of warmth, security and a sense of companionship (see lies)|