|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|22 Sep 2007||Death Star||My life is so fucked it aint funny. I just want to shoot my head off at times with a 44. or maybe hang myself from a tree or something. I just want to have someone that will love me for me and not treat me so bad. I hate the fact that I am all alone now because after I lost my fiance to cancer every thing in my world seems to keep falling apart. Would people really miss me if I was gone? I doubt it. Fuck them for what they did to me. I never had a family type thing ever in my life so I look for a family role model that I can look up to. Maybe a father or maybe an Uncle or something.. I just wish sometimes I could kill myself and then everything would be ok. Well I will write again later if I am still alive.|
|22 Sep 2007||A-licia||The best way is to kill the Others|
|22 Sep 2007||dead inside.||Micheal, I cried for you. Whether your still out there or long gone...I cried for you. I'm sorry that life was so harsh. Where ever you are, I hope your at peace. Take care.|
|22 Sep 2007||Mourner||Mouchette has died ages ago.|
|22 Sep 2007||anonomous||well i have attempted suicide soo many times i have ran out of things to try. ive overdoasing, hanging, poison, jumping, suffacating, cutting, burning, drowning etc. name anything ive tried it but the only thing i havent tried is shooting myself but i cant get hold of a gun so that rules it out but anywayz 2moz im going to jumpin front of a train right outside of the logan hospital, brisbane Australia. i would just like to say that samuel ilove you so much dont do any thing stupid like me i dont want you making any mistakes like i am gonna so please stat strong find a better girlfriend than me move on just please promise me one thing. dont blame yoursef it wasnt u it was me alright dont ever EVER!! blame yourself ok i love you, ill never forget you, ill miss you samuel.|
|21 Sep 2007||Joseph Marty Juanderson||there is this girl i know. i have wanted her for years. just, wanted her. i want her so bad. i masturbate every day and every moment i think of her. i want her so bad. but i can't have her. she won't ever want me. she has a boyfriend and i am just "too gross for her". she is such a beautiful girl. i am 17. she is 14. so what. i still dream to be with her, every day. i want to...i won't even go into detail. yes, i believe i am a nymphomaniac. i am. i think about her 99% of the day. at night i dream about her. that is only one of my confessions.
another confession is that i often think about killing my friends, girlfriend and myself. i know i fantasize about another girl quite often. even when i am "making love" to her, i dream of penetrating the other. but my girlfriend is a whore. i know she is. i have not caught her yet but i know she has cheated on me many times. i know she flirts with other guys all of the time. i know she lets them hold her, lets them touch her, lets them be sexually active with her. she loves it all. it is all new cock for her. i swear to god once i catch her i am going to rip her eyes out and torture her so bad that she will be begging me through sliced lips to pull that trigger. but i wont. i want her to suffer. for all of the years she has made me suffer. and all of my friends. they think the worst of me. they put up with me because they are to lazy to think of a way to remove me from their life for good. i wish them all death. except my girlfriend, because i love her. i want to be the only one she wants to see and talk to. the only one. and i want her and the other together with me. the three of us. making hot spurts on the sheets every day. i want to be married to both and have them married to each other. a married 3some. yes, my dream. my dream of domination by the other and her. i can smell it now. it is delecious. lord why have you given me these problems. i am thankful these are all i have, because i can put up with whacking to people and thinking of her. for now...
|21 Sep 2007||DeathStar||I can relate to alot of you so if anyone here needs someone to talk to you can email me at Death420Star@aol.com I am always happy to make a friend or too and would love the opportunity to help someone else. Come on, you know you want to so dont be shy.|
|21 Sep 2007||JG||rather kill the idee in your head of commitng suicide...God has a Gr8 plan for you,ho is going 2 complete it if you are gone... The onley you the is, you are placed here on earth for a reson. You cant take the responsibility of deciding when your death will be, you are so so so young!!!! There is so much fun left for you, joy and happiness!!! Just think about everything you will left behind...the people who loves you...
There is stil time to do the right thing!!!
|21 Sep 2007||newtonian||i never thought about suicide before and this only popped out my mind a few hours ago only after my english teacher told the whole class about this suicide website...to be true,i never realise that the world is totally sick now..how come we become a suicidal??or even think about committing suicide??when i go through almost most of the suicide websites..at one moment i feel relief for there's someone who still discourage people from committing suicide..at least they have the guts,courage,and the courtesy to let people to continue their lives..all the words,all the stories may perhaps hold this kind of committig suicide thinking..for my own point of view..it's just not worth it for committing suicide...it's obviously wrong for you to tae away your own precious life..even if you are 650 years old and you are sick of living because you have been through so much in this pathetic world,it's still a wrong thing to do..and perhaps i hope that you'll somehow might rethink back that at the age of 13,you still have lots of thing to do,to experience for..eventhough thousands of obstacles waiting for you ahead,and sometimes people are afraid of the true real life situations when you have to overcome it on your own,how are you gonna handle all problems,al difficulties ahead..can you solve it or can you deal with it..don't be afraid of all these kind of things..maybe these can drive you crazy..but committing suicide isn't the right way..even if you think that it's right to do that.but always remember that the right thing to do isn't the right thing to be done..when we are sick,the brain doen't work in proper condition..the brain controls everything through the body systems..and when you're thinking about suicide,just realise that,you are not thinking well because you brain is not funcioning well..heal yourself first..give time to yourself..don't play god...only god have the right to take our lives,,be thakful because somehow,god still spare us our lives..appreciate it...and my religion tought me that,whenever god is testing us,just remember that it's not beyond our ability, or our strength to face it..and to solve it..we somehow can manage it..pray to god n he'll help you in an invisible way..|
|20 Sep 2007||Jandrea||Keep trying, suicide isn't the answer. Remember things will always get better, your all young. There is always some way to find enjoyment in life, simply playing with an animal, or reading a book. If you think your life isn't good, I can't imagine death being much better. Find a space where you feel comfortable, reach out, talk to someone, talk to your teacher, or a counselor at school. It is always possible for things to get better, start going to the gym or get a job. Life is a wonderful thing, a wonderful gift given to each one of us, remember nothing is easy in this world and living is the most difficult task we are presented with. You will be okay, there is no other option, people persevere through horrible times, and as a human you will find a way to be okay.|
|20 Sep 2007||Dexter||Micheal, it doesn't matter who or where you are. Someone will always cry for you. You touch more lives than you may know.
I have shed a tear, because of your story. I understand why you wish to leave us forever.
There is only one person who can decide what's the right thing to do. That's you. Suicide requires lots of bravery. It's better to it right, than to be paralyzed for the rest of your misery.
There is no half-way trough. Either end it cleanly or try to save yourself. Get a job. Work hard. Live below a bridge for some weeks till you can rent a place. Slowly work yourself up to the top.
I realize you might never read this. No matter what your choice is. I hope you will be at peace. Take care of yourself Michael.
|20 Sep 2007||Scors.b|| "When things are bad, we take comfort in the thought that they could always be worse. And when they are, we find hope in the thought that things are so bad that they have to get better."
I think this has to be the most true thing I have ever read. Take another look. This pretty much sums up why I'm still alive, and maybe it also does for you. No matter how bad things are, there is always hope. Hope is the most important thing in the world. Without it we would all be doomed - hope is what makes you study at school, take a job interview, try out for a team. Hope can make you get up in the morning and I suppose it can also keep you living a life that you really wish you never had.
For me, it feels like just whenever I'm maybe about to find the one thing that would make it all worthwhile, it just fucks up. It fucks up so much that I wish i was more than dead... because right now i can't even explain the pain and frustration. It's maddening, like a beautiful summers day.. but then the thick black clouds come rushing in from all four corners of the sky and fill the chest with deadening pressure. Uncontrollable, like something eating away at you from the inside. I just don't fucking like it. Get it out, before it eats my soul.
I just wanna be me and feel like thats ok. I just wish I could get to know 'me' before I keep trying to get to know 'you'. I just wish god would stop fucking around and just let me out. I wanna be free. So stop the fear and the pain and unlock me so i can get out. Let me out, i wanna get out.
Maybe if there was one thing i have learnt, it is that you have to look after yourself. Because no-ones really there looking out for you.
"No-one except yourself that is,
No-one except you"
So be kind with yourself (but not unforgiving) and remember that there is always one thing that can keep you alive- hope. Pretty shit I guess but then if you can accept this and forget everything else that you are living for life should be a damn sight easier.
If you've read this far and can see any sense in this post, email me.
|19 Sep 2007||Dead tomorrow||I just want to say I am going to kill myself tomorrow after work , there is no piont to be here anymore. ive tried so ha. this life is pain so why dont we all just leave it for the better. good bye all of course i know NONE OF YOU really care so|
|19 Sep 2007||tom||tell God you dont need him or believe in him .............
then see what happens .
or go into a biker bar an tell all the drunkers to go to hell . then see what happens
or ask jesus to come into your life and help you an forgive you of your sins .the see what happens ........
|19 Sep 2007||Broken||Well, i dont know the best way to kill yourself when your under 13, i would say its the same way you could do it when your under 100. I want to do it, reading this site has in a way helped talk me out of it a little.
But when your contemplating suicide, some days its "i dont want to die" other times its "i cant wait to die..and soon!"
Just a small comment to those who think suicide is dumb, stupid, selfish or whatever other insults you want to say..it doesnt help, it makes me feel worse, i want to do it more.. Hows this.. I feel like a failer because I chicken out in committing suicide-- I do think of friends and family who will get upset, my dog, what will happen to her? But then I feel like a failer while I am alive. So either way I feel like a failer.
Im not a rich kid, but rich kids get sad to, I have been thin and fat, felt pretty and ugly, been a captain, champion, leader, popular, and been teased, abused, and scared.
People dont want to live for many different reasons, and no persons reason is less worthy of suicide then the other. Because im no expert but when it comes to suicide, everyone is in the same boat, all in a dark place, suicide taking over the brain day and night, thinking if you ask for help it means your not that serious about doing it.
I just want the pain to stop, so if its not going to stop while im alive, i hope it will stop when im dead.
|19 Sep 2007||A||dont buy online kit. they dont work.|
|18 Sep 2007||Sarah||Anyone needs support..?
i dont need it...but i to was
going to suicide..
im a lot like all of you
and im 16..
i'll talk to anyone im almost
my MSN is
i know life very well..and i want to suicide myselft but,..Hey..we can talk i can support you...you might support me too
|18 Sep 2007||Barely Hanging...||Hello all...im back again to what it is
a very dreppsive site for me..but it also
help me.. its been..7 months since my last..lets say Post...i posted on january 8 2007,..by my name Michael ..its been 7 months..the quote parted was my last post..now let me tell you how eveything ended up..or well..lets say its ending..its not happy but im mature enough now to swallow it...notice how my words are stronger now?..im not afraid to suicide..in fact it could happen any day now...
"I'm 16 Need help i dont want to die..yet i feel its the only way out... 3 and a half weeks ago i've never think this way..you migth think its stupid the way all of us thinks... but its just so many problems all at the same time... i thought my life was ok...but it all came out 3 weeks ago when the only person that cared for me (My GF) or at least i thought it cared for me told me that the real reason she was with me was 'pity' and so i've began to think..and think...and she was right my life = shit..she just was with beacuse of pity...made me so sad.. because im ugly as hell she was right no need to blame her... i still haven't forgot about her...but she's only the person that i actually care for and the person that made me see how shitty my life was and i had never realized that before..not in the 2 hole years she and i have been thogether...
i have absolutely no friends whatsoever
no even a person to talk to...yeah i haver family but they dont care at all..
if you think you can help me by either telling me how to do it painlessly or how to get out of this hellhole.. i would appreciate it...bye"
SO this is whats happening now...
after that i made a few friends at school..3 to be exact...we used to have a lot of fun..even tho my life was full of problems i didn't care cause i knew i could take my life anytime andeveythin will be gone in a second..aparently..each and everyone one of them had the same problems i did...life is hard...two months after my post..a recent friend of mine hang up on school,..he was dead ..the 2 lasting friends..were getting more and more drepressed by the days passed..i notice that..by 5 months my other friend was already dead...he apparently has a big fight with his mother..and hit her once..he then was in such depresion..for the next week no one could support him...he suicide...once again i lost my friend...another friend...yes i know you figure it out by now...my last friend died already...a week ago...but that not it...everyone saying in the lasr one to suicide..everyones such an ass to me now..i cant stand it...my books got stolen today..i have no more money to buy them...it simply sucks..my mom scolded me..as usual for it..but before i went home i notice someone was selling my books..cause they had my name...long story short..i got into a fight...he stab me i barely even touch him..righ now my leg is bleeding its has been taken care of but it still bleeds..
right now im in a internet cafe..you pay 50c for 10 mins in a computer with internet...my friends are dead...once again im all alone..to be true...
i dont feel needed by anyone..or anything..it was a kind feeling..never felt it before...turns out i made my friends laugh and that made me feel needed....
But there all dead now...
so far my live is:
im alone...friend just died..i have no books for school...my mom its really dreppesing telling me stuff..like i should't even be alive..hah..like i dont even know that..i have this feeling like i want to cry every single minute of the day..my eyes are warm all the time cause of that..sometimes a tear comes down..
it just all so sad...
oh yeah i just forgot one thing..
my mom..she's...she's not mean..but she just said i couldn't live with her anymore cause she needed the space..well so i have no home...either..im down to my last 13.50 dollars.. im gonna go spend them...have a happy day and the
im dead..the truth is..
life sucks..no one said it was gonna be easy..true..no one said it was going to be a piece of shit either..so i made the most of my life..thanks to some people who email me i managed to keep myself ''alive'' even tho..i died a long long time ago inside..as a matter of fact im already rotten...
Also we're not here for a reason..its life..live it..make yourself rich in any memories you can...thats it..
im going to buy a pizza..eat like a king..and suicide...when this gets posted i might be dead by then..who cares?...i know no ones does..i just wish that someone could at leasr cry for me...
|17 Sep 2007||Perplexed Agony||pfft All of you every single person on this thing, if your so god damned irritated by stop posting on it. The fact is EVERY GOD DAMNED PERSON ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH IS SUICIDAL!! Every one of you bastards. Some people take it to far and some people are to afraid to. You whine about your problems seeking help because you cant deal with it yourself or just want attention. Let me tell you something. IF LIFE WAS FUCKING EASY, EVERYONE WOULD BE DOING IT!!!! Fucking suck it up. All you little emo bastards who cut themselves because there depressed and want attention, come to me I'll show you real masochism. You stupid little kids think you know what pain is and brag about it, and say you hurt so much. you have no fucking clue. Pain Is not something as childish as you are. Pain is something you honor and cherish for having it there. It tells you that your still here, and makes you feel alive. If you knew what real pain was you would find pleasure in it because thats all that life is, a big fat fucking ball of pain. If your gonna kill yourself just fucking do it, Dont try and get attention from every for, because that means thats all you really wanted was attention and thats babyish. and if your to fucking afraid to do it stop fucking whining about it and get the fuck over it.|
|17 Sep 2007||MizJAI||Don't die,
Out live all the pain.
Make your story breath taking;
for every song you sing, every painting you create, every poem or word you speak is that much more beautiful because you have gone through and survived,
inspite of it all.