|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|28 Jul 2007||reverse mortality.||i feel as though i am growing old watching everyone else living a good life. a life that getting up in the morning is desirable.
i feel like i fallen thru the cracks of socioty. like socioty is burdened with my ability to breathe. i am in a bubble. you cant hear me scream and the hole i have fallen into is so deep echos would distort my cries for help. this world, socioty, isnt for me. not anymore.
when my family ousted me as a young child i lived as a wild dog in the deep Forest. i remember the day i went feral. it is almost a revelation to become as a wild animal.
you become free in a whole new way. to be wild means you would rather starve being free than be well fed in captivity. to be wild means no cop can take you to jail. being wild means you are not afraid to die.
a older wiser friend of mine spoke once to me about the worst kind of dog is one that has gone wild because it doesn't appear to be wild. it has been around man before. and it can walk right up to, and amongst a crowd of humans and no one has a clue the nearby animal has developed a taste for fresh meat.
as i walk amongst the humans i pity them. they are slaves to this socioty. they have not had their inner beast awoken. few know what freedom is. i am a danger to socioty. but if i seek help and i tell a counselor they will lock me up. (there is no help for me.)
I'd rather starve to death.
i have had pet wolves. have you ever looked into the eyes of a wolf looking back at you. the gaze is cold, silent and piercing. penetrating thru you. as if you are not there. they are studying you. they are studying for the exam of do or die. eat or be eaten. live or die. freedom is beautiful.
my family and everyone i have ever had any association with has turned their back on me.
life has taught me many things. my life has been very hard.
have you ever used a tree root for a pillow? have you ever been blamed for a bad drug deal and had people hunt you even in your own neighborhood as you are a man eating bear? have you ever tasted the bitter flavor of rotten tomatoes inside a burger you found in a dumpster? ask yourself if your life is so unbearable you want to kill yourself? I'm not saying i went thru this you can to. maybe you are as strong as i am. but if i didn't find someone finally, that loves me i would be dead now. maybe my fate isnt completed yet. maybe my purpose in life is to be a serial slaughterer. i feel it growing in me. the desire. the one i love is teaching me well i dont know what to call it. but it soothes my inner beast. maybe one day i can have balance in my life. i wrote this to show you that no matter how bad the world is against you maybe, maybe there is hope. maybe if you live long enough you may even find love. i wont tell you its a for sure thing. maybe your fate is to be counted among those who make the suicide statistic head count. i would say i hope not but i dont care. i wrote this more for me than you. after all i am kinda like you. a walking human steak.
the Forest is calling to me.
|28 Jul 2007||Sam||I'm not gonna say don't do it, im 13, im heartbroke, and i feel like shit, i wanna commit suicide, because i feel its the best way to go, God hates me i think, he has given me a life of shit, so i fucking hate the cunt for it. My closest uncle commited suicide, and so did my idol, Kurt Cobain, this makes me go fourth and think "yeah, i wanna do it" i dont care what others think, my gf told me we were taking a break, and then later signed my website "im sorry to say we are not going out", how does that make me feel, some people may think "you sad cunt, my mom has died, or my dad killed himself" but that's you, this is how i feel, at the moment, i have my plans of hanging myself from my bannister, the same way my uncle did. Or overdosing on drugs, either way, i fucking hope i will die soon.|
|28 Jul 2007||ask if you really wanna know||you should laugh your self psychodically to sleep and dream of other peoples death lol
or you should email me and have a good conversation ask me anything you want
|28 Jul 2007||anonymous||i am 13 and i am one tear away from suicide i hate this word, my parents, sisster (only 10 but a real bitch) and frankly myself. i looked up how to tie a nooce, COMPLICATED!!!!!!!!!!! i am sorry anyone that has do deal with everday life and not get through one day without crying.|
|27 Jul 2007||ony||hey guy who want to kill them selves , why do u want to kill urselves u know everything can be solved but killing urself isn't that good answer.......i wanna tell u a story about a boy who is 16 years old .he was udopted about 20 times but every time the parents say that he is insane caz he loves collecting tooth brushes and then finally i gets udopted by a family that offered happiness. but they didn't, in every time he does just a simple mistake he gets beaten up while he was nacked until bruses and scares were all over his body and he was forced to stay nacked in winter nights for days .see he was abused for over three years and he has never thought of killing himself or even running away ,he always felt that there is a way out although he knows in deep inside him that there isn't. he is the most beautiful boy i've ever seen he is so handsome .by the way he is my best friend. anyway i hope u learn something from him and plz pray for him to have better luck and mercy from these people.|
|27 Jul 2007||kim1122||i cant b a part of you anymore mouchette. i have to move on. im in a part of my life where i need to b away.
im sorry there will not b any more comments on my part.
poeple who want to die, please know there is someone out there who trully love u, Jehovah loves u. count on him, not anyone else.
dead inside where ever u r, please know ur very sweet, keep holding on.
|26 Jul 2007||baby slick||i have a shitty life...im involved in gangbang and shit...and to much shit starts between ma homiez and seeing them die infront of me....all ma homiez iz comin after me blamin me for that shit and im sick of life...aint no1 care about me so sum1 tell me an easy way ta erase maself|
|26 Jul 2007||Yuu would need to guess moo hahahahahaha||Well, i'm in grade 9 now, grade 6 was THE MOST depressing year of my life, i look back into it and the past 2yrs , now i feel EVEN MORE depressed then i ever was, well lets see, gun, pills, bridge, ANYTHING at all could be possible for suicide right now, i feel SO OUTCASTED and LEFT OUT. here i am, just sittng in my room, lookin at this pistol with ONE pellet left, who is gona be killed? me, or the person who shot a hole in my heart and left with NOTHNG. times up, gone to smoke some hash =] lovees yuu world, suicide isnt that cool, it just makes yuu MORE DOWN, people talk MORE about YOU so peace mthfckrs srry x]|
|26 Jul 2007||Padraigh||Im not under 13 qnd it does not make a difference, so best way to kill yourself....? Breath a big glass of water down your wind pipe and then do it again as fast as possible before you take notice of the fact that your dying.....good luck!!!|
|26 Jul 2007||king sad||why are people against suicide?Let them try to put themselves in my condition and see whether there will not want to die the next minute.It is hard to live like this.Really sad and tough.we are going to die all someday,Why should I Live with this misery?I will go ahead but those who are behind are very bad.they did not help.
bye to all and try to change and help others who are in need
|26 Jul 2007||NATHALY||jaja jumping to a road|
|25 Jul 2007||jerold||steal your knifes from the kitchen cut your wrists and go jump off a bridge . okay no seriouslt don't listen to me . just eat till you die or something. or look up a solution on wikipedia.
|25 Jul 2007||jerold||hihihihi. okay well i have been thinking about suicide since Febuary of this year. it was really hard with parents fighting, an abusive bf, and a lot of people in the community dying. There was so much going on and then i got kicked out of my house. I couldn't really take it anymore . So i tried many times to OD and shit like that but it never worked. I finally found relief in the littliest things. Like i had to stay here and see the movie before i die and things like that made me hold on. Slowly things started to get better in my life and i say okay with living again. Now i am back where i started with a bf who doesn't care about cheating and parents that fight constantly. This year has been super tough but please anyone thinkling about doing it leave it at just thinking. Just hold on for the littliest thing and i hold on tight because things will get better. I know i will always have these thoughts about killing myself but i try to leave them at that and surround myself with family and friends who truly care.|
|24 Jul 2007||just_a_guy||Hi. I'm a 20 year old guy. I tried to kill myself 2 and a half years ago. Things were hard at school.. I didn't have any good friends. I had a lot of pressure from school work as well. If you want to tell me your story, I am here to listen. And I hope you will listen to mine too. I don't mind whatever age you are. Please email me. (I have MSN too.)|
|24 Jul 2007||Anne||Titanic?|
|24 Jul 2007||Helping Hand||My name is Dallas, I am a Pro from Lincoln NE. I'm hear to help, and I'm a good listener. If you need to talk, drop me a line.
|24 Jul 2007||Judette||don't you all know that you are God's children. Despite what this world ruled by Satan has done to you and what you have done to yourself. You are loved by him and though it may not seem like it he is seeking you wanting you to come and hand over everything to him. This world and the one who rules it only wants to destroy and will try every means to do so but Jesus wants you to live not only in this world but for eternity with him. Oh if you could only see the way he sees you. Even the bastards that hurt you he loves. He hates what they do and if they are not willing to turn their lives around and repent they will indeed go to hell. But he has given us all a chance to know him and be healed through and through by him. THis is the uncomprehendable love if God. It may seem impossible but that is what God is in the business of doing. I love you I don't know you whoever you are but I love you because like me you are God's creation wonderfully and uniquelly made. Please live|
|23 Jul 2007||Carmen||Im 13 and I have tried to kill myself many,many times. Without my parents knowledge.No one knows the pain, horror and depression, so dont say how you feel about it if you have never tried it and dont know what its like to hate yourself so much that you would want to end it. So dont say its selfish, because honestly you dont know what suicidal kids are going through. But I do, I hate myself and i have been beatin up, bullied, cyber-bullied etc. I have no friends, no one talks to me, people start ridiculous rumors about me. My teachers hate me, i get mostly C's, my father is a Pediphile and rapes and beats me and my sister everyday. Yes, I lost my virginity to my father. My mother took her life away(in front of me)! Some life!! Is it worth living? NO!! So dont tell me it is, I am going to kill myself and no one will care, and i wont be missed. What im trying to tell you, if you have a good life, with decent parents, get good grades, popular you have no reason to do what i am going to do. If you've only been bullied tell someone who cares about you! Your parents who love you.
These are my final words to the public I am about to go in the bathroom and hang myself on the shower thingy i just got instructions on howe to properly tie that knot! Well bye
|23 Jul 2007||Amanda||okay, one, a suicide kit for children is a very inappropriate suggestion. Kids who are under the age of 18 and have had bad past experiences need to move on and need to be encouraged there is more out there but you dont find it sitting on sites like these. As for everyone else on here I totally understand, but like I said you need to get out there and find something more or better. I have had my suicide note written for 10 years and still haven't managed to do it. The thoughts of whats after is what scares me, Which proves It will never come to that. People who want to commit suicide dont think about it or talk about it, they just do it.|
|23 Jul 2007||PP||I wish I had committed suicide when I was 13. Life doesn't get any better. I lost everything I had ever lived for in the past year & my life is just getting worse & worse. Its not going to get better. It just cant.
I hope we could all die whenever we want & I wish I lived in America where I can get a gun & that must be the least painful death. Im looking for suggestions. The last thing I want is waking up finding myself still alive after trying to kill myself.