|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|31 May 2007||Lucky or Unlucky||I am responding to my last post. All that was bs. I was trying to help by making it seem like it was worse than it was. So if you are thinking of sucide please don't! I exagerated the truth thinking that if my experience was worse than others, it might make them feel better. The truth is that I have tried to kill myself but it was the stupidest thing to do. If you are thinking about killing yourself, you need to trust those around you not to judge you or look down on you. They will help you get through tough times. I recently just got out of an adolesent in patient behavioral hospital. It was the best decision i have ever made. I talked to my parents and they had me talk to a shrink. He recommended I spend a few days at this place and it wasn't anything like you might think. I was taken care of and talked to counselors a lot. I feel sooooo much better now. I was put on seroquel which helps me with the voices i was hearing. I sleep better and have no interest or thoughts of killing myself. It was totally worth a few days there to get some help. You need to do the same thing and get help too. PS. the stuff about broken bones, ODing and the abuse from my step dad's was total BS too. The reason I thought about killing myself in the first place was because my bio-dad really did abuse me when I was 3 and 4. Please don't discount my words because I lied in my original post. This is the total truth. Don't hurt yourself!!!!! you are unique and are loved by someone. It would be selfish of you to deny others the love they have for you. You are worth the effort!! Take it from someone who truely KNOWS. No one can ever take your place or fill your shoes no matter what you think. Please trust me. Thanks|
|31 May 2007||jenny||please dont go down this road, its not the answer, i have been there but i am a surviver its hard to believe things will get better but honest hang on in there cause its true, life changes you have to get back up ignore the people that tell you your no good there wrong,show them all there wrong you can make it through the darkness and you will get better whats worse is to give up, please believe your a speacil person with so much to live for and so much to give please dont ever give up show the world you can make it,unite with me and help others see through the black clouds build each other up, look for another hurting person and build each other up, please dont let the darkness win, from one surviver to hopefully many more email firstname.lastname@example.org im 40 now with kids of my own if i can survive so can you|
|31 May 2007||truly alone.||i am holding.
|30 May 2007||kim1122||to: dead inside
i can not think of some1 that would see any1 sinking and not ven bother to help him. it is so unlike a loving person to sit back and watch as some1 commits suicide.
and to u i say, i am not and will never b that person who will never try n help. so u do know, i hope, that ur not as alone as u think. now is the time where i bother to offer my help to u ... email@example.com.
if u do not respond, i know ive tried.
|30 May 2007||James||How dissapointing. I was hoping to find the best ways to do it. Oh well, I guess practise makes perfect.|
|30 May 2007||Tom||I Want To Kill Myself But i dont no which way to do pleasse help me :(|
|30 May 2007||Shannon||Don't I know that life can be hard. I have not had an easy life,but it has not been as bad as some peoples.My 19 year old uncle killed himself in Jan.2007. He was stuck on drugs and had his heart broke to many times to count. I loved him so much we grew up together. There is not a day that goes by that I dont think about him. I know that you might think that this life has nothing to offer you but if you hang in there it will show you that you are suppose to be here. Please just DONT DO IT|
|29 May 2007||The Bitter End||I had a dream, which was not all a dream.
The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars
Did wander darkling in the eternal space,
Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth
Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air;
Morn came and went--and came, and brought no day,
And men forgot their passions in the dread
Of this their desolation; and all hearts
Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light:
It's a dark and hollow universe around us. Stars erupting into waves of flame in their dying throes, but silent and unobserved. Heavenly spheres align in harmony like beads of dew on a spider's web, inwards, inward, to where the darkness waits. Our moon, our loophole, punctured in the canvas, is closing, shrinking, blind to us and ours and all that is. And through all this, this reverberating bass note, inaudible, untouchable, we humans find a truth, a hope, in what we know and feel in our hearts to be the case; that 90% of the universe is condensed in Blackpool.
|29 May 2007||peters||is this life worth living?I want to kill myself.After all we shall one day die.why live and withstand all this nonsense from this gay step dad of mine?
he wants to fuck me
|29 May 2007||cami||Life is sad and I have not had a bit for about two weeks.I live in the streets and have no family.dad and mom were killed in a car crash but i survived.
gone to churches to ask for food and no one iw ready to help.all they can offer is prayers
the best thing to do is to kill myself
i will do it in about four days
you people should know that this world is weicked and not for everyone.All I need is food and cloths and no one is offering and yet they talk about GOd.Shame to all and see you in the nextr world
|29 May 2007||Tesla||Take you string
let you lips meet with the dwindling thread hanging limp in your hands.
Pay your respects to it
as soon you body will be so
Tie it so slim
circle your neck just right.
And say goodbye dear,
its the last one you get
|28 May 2007||Heather||If you want to plz dont it hurts many people two of my bestest friends commited suicide not to long ago an di miss em greatly you dont know how much someone loves you|
|28 May 2007||dead inside.||I swear
If I could take your pain and frame it
And hang it on my wall
Maybe you would never have to hurt at all
I'm painting pictures in red and blue
A portrait bruised just like you
|28 May 2007||dead inside.||but i don't want you to die.|
|28 May 2007||alex N||why?
why am i still here
i dont want to be here,
why cant i just die
and not another tear will fall from my eye
i wish i was dead
i just wanna stop all these thoughts going roundmy head
i dosent matter what you do or say, cuz i am never going to be ok
im broken deep down inside
and the only thing i have left to decide
should i stay, or should i go
this pain i am feeling, no 1 will ever know
how i hurt
how i wake up in the middle of the night feeling so alone
im broken, broken to the bone
i just feel so wrong
and to this world i do not belong
i cant take it
i just dont wanna b here anymore
so tonight i will go
and i'll leave u all alone
so as i finish writing this, i close my door
and lay here on the floor
only to be in this world.....no more
|28 May 2007||Lauren||I wish i knew the answer to that question so much...ive wanted to sommitt suicide since i was 13 and was bullied..im 16 now and have moved schools and moved county and ive been adicted to all sorts of stuff to try and make things better. i have tried ODing 3 times but i never know how much to take. i end up takin like 15 paracetamol and like 10 nurofen or something but i just end up puking for 2 days. ive also been self harming since then which does help a bit but i dunno ...please seomeone tell me like how many pills i should take. i dont want to committ suicide right now...i just want to know in case. its good to have a plan rather than just not knowing. please email me with the answer. i need help with this relli bad.
i wish i could answer that question.
|28 May 2007||every day i die.||I tried to visit Shaggy, I stepped up off of my porch
And it was dark as fuck I couldn't see, not even with a torch
I hear the streets talkin, and they aware of my move
They whisperin, and swingin, from the trees above
I hear the loons
I try to jog a little, crow eyes, glow like cats
Demonic zombies runnin' up on me, I slap 'em with the bat
But my eyes keep bleedin', from the rays of the darkness
They powerful, and burn you somethin heartless uh!
I hear a giant thumpin'
Some kind of ogre, or somethin'
I see the phatom screamin, as this giant behemoth, is comin'
And it swung at me, I felt a rip my head went spinnin'
Flippin and rollin, and finally landed in position
I could see my body, still standin, headless as fuck
It finally fell, but what the hell, still got my nugget, but I'm stuck
I can't move, fuck i'm only a face, why even try
On top of that, it's a centipede crawlin' in my eye
I wanna die
|27 May 2007||Hannah||I hate my life. I don't like were i am living.. I don't like most of the people around me.. its so bad sometimes i just feel like getting up and killing my mother or anybody that is around me. I have had inuff, I have tried killing myself before.. but obviously it didant work.. i took 16 pills and overdosed.. i ended up in hospital and luckily i didant have to have a pipe down my throat because i had thrown up most of the pills. I am still thinking of doing it again.. but i want to make shure i don't live this time.. i am not going to school at the momment.. there is a psycholagist coming to see me every monday and i don't like her at all. I was being sexual abused my my cousen.. but nobody knows that, I want to tell my family but we are so close i don't want it to rouing us. I just hate life, End of. What the hell should i do?! Man this sucks so much.|
|27 May 2007||Yelhsa Nedrow||Over dose, Hang your self, jump of a tall building/clife, cut your rist/neck, sleep in the middle of the road, put a pipe in to a car connected to the eauste and trun the engin on (gas your self),
i go with the tall building
in my kit:
5packs of pain killers
I wish ever1 on this world a happy life better then mine i wish this world good bye a good luck in the futre, maybe the war will stop who knows.
my note will be found were i drop.
|27 May 2007||cynthia||Ive feelt the same way about life, but u know one thing suicide is not the answer and if anyone needs to talk u can im me or email me because i may not know anyone here but i know what ur going threw and i care|