|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|10 Oct 2007||peter stone||need to die.why should I live?
mom and dad are dead from HIV/AIDS
no one to listen to me,no one to give me food
I have to leave this sad world
Bye to you all
|10 Oct 2007||mouchje||To do a presentation on Mouchette|
|09 Oct 2007||Ella Hall||i'm 14 and tried 5 times 2 kill myself, of corse none of them worked. also i've bin in 2 loony bins, and honestly i'm more up 4 doing it than eva.
Life sux 4 me and i no i'm not gonna live till i'm an adult, fuck that.
Tip- overdoses don't work.
so if ya wanna way out, mail me.
|09 Oct 2007||Riley||I'd say go out in an artsy way, draw a mural with your own blood or something on that line.|
|09 Oct 2007||Andrij||Have lot of suicide thoughts ( i am 17) but i think that i should live and i have found power to live in this life full of shit but EVERYONE don't kill yourself find a reason not do it( even the stupid reason to live) and LIVE THIS FUCKING LIFE UNTIL YOU FUCKING DIE!!! if you want to talk then: firstname.lastname@example.org|
|09 Oct 2007||Mary||Just wait. You can always kill yourself at any time but you can never take it back. I've been plagued with daily suicidal thoughts for many, many years now and I can't take it anymore either but I do know that it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If nothing else helps, know that life is temporary and we will all die someday. I'm very sorry you feel so bad. So do I.|
|08 Oct 2007||rebelliouse||i've tried killing myself 5 times, and never have been capable. i started trying to comitte suicide at the age of 10, i'm not 13 and i've realized that i'd rather live then die, that i don't know who loves me or who trusts me, but that i want to see what's out there in the world for me. i can't say that i know the best way to kill yourself because i've fail 5 times all different ways, but i can say, that all it's goign to do is leave the ones who do love you behind very upset, you wont ever get to see what your life would have been like if you kept living it! I'M NOT GIVING UP YET! BECAUSE COMITTING SUICIDE IS ONLY GIVING UP AND TELLING THE WORLD YOU DON'T WANT TO FAIL YOU WANT TO GIVE UP! I REFUSE, AND I HOPE YOU'LL REFUSE WITH ME!|
|08 Oct 2007||Lost, but now i'm Found||i'm 13, and i've claimed to be a "christain" since i was 4. i've tried to comitte suicide 5 times, and i use to cut. nobody has ever trusted me or loved me (at least that's how i feel). this summer i met a preson who is now my best friend. he showed me back to the path of Christ, and i knew nobody cared about me, but as i read my bible and kept cutting and thinking about suicide, i realized that if nobody in this world loves me or trusts me ever, i know that one person will always be there for me and love me that person is GOD! i can claim i hate him, but deep down i know i love him, i can try to comitte suicide these days, and he'll still stop me, because he loves me and knows what's best for me. i can be a thieft, a murder, a rappiest, w/e, but no matter what i do, he'll never stop loving me. i have now stopped cutting, but i still think about comitting suicide, and i try to run away quite often. all this as led to, is my parents not trusting me. when i'm mad they wont let me go to my room, they make me sit out in the open, they wont let me have sharp things. what they dont' realize is that everything that i do have, i can still kill myself with it, if i wanted to i could kill myself with a piece of paper! my parents have never trusted me and this doesn't help one bit. there is only one person i know that loves and trusts me no matter what, that's God himself. i know if you are reading this or have made it this far, you are probably jsut reading it to find out what kind of crazy person i really am, but i'm telling the truth. you have to pull yourself together and move on or you'll never get over it, and one of these days you might actually kill yourself, when you could have another chance at life right now! BEFORE I WAS LOST, BUT NOW I'M FREEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
plz don't kill yourself, it's ok to think about it, but plz don't go through with it! there are ppl who love you out there even if you don't know it, but GOD OF ALL loves you the most!
john 3:16 for god so loved the world that he sent his only begotten son, for whoever believes in him shall have enternal life...
|08 Oct 2007||i forgot my name.||another flip side.
if the sheep keeps straying he will break the leg of his sheep so they will sence thier vulnerability and they will stay close to the shepard.
god is god. if you dont submit or let him be god in your life u will see trouble(40 yerars in a desert). he makes things in your life difficcult so you will be broken and cry out to him.
but on the flip side of that is you doing your thing with out him. is it working?
do not misinterpret what i say. i do not wish to quarrel. you are not my servant and i am not yours. we only discuss lifes expieriences and truths.
but think if i tell you oh wow god is awesome and great and on n on yet he dosent exist, well then id be a liar and a hypocrate. why would i waste my time?
i am not one to have a holyer than thou attitude. i have turned away from many churches because people like that.
bottom line. if you want to know him you have to let him rule in your life. thats why he gave us free will. in every situation in life you have a choice. life or death. even back to adam and eve. disobey and eat this fruit and die. or obey and live. he wont make you love him but life can and does help you change your mind.
oh and dont get into the wqhole religion thing. its all about him.
|08 Oct 2007||dead inside.||I gathered you here to say my last piece.
A few final words before I am deceased.
Don't change your plans, this won't take long.
I packed it up nice into this little song.
If I could have your attention, observe this fuse.
Leads to these explosives that I'm about to use.
Before you freak out, just let me explain.
This bomb is the answer to all of my pain.
When the spark reaches powder, I will blow up.
I'll become the mist you breathe into your lungs.
All of my love will then turn into yours.
And you will feel hope bleeding out from your pores.
To all my friends, where do I start?
I know I'd be dead without you in my heart.
If there's one thing I've learned, it's that we never feel the heat until we get burned.
But we try so hard not to die.
Sometimes we forget to appreciate life.
[appreciation and the bomb--tsc]
|08 Oct 2007||Manuel Alcaide Mengual||ninguna, nacer es morir! creo...|
|08 Oct 2007||domino||uve been trying to die now for the past month. uve swallowed over 200 pills of different kinds, ive tried suffocation, slitting my wrists, mixing ammonia and bleach in an enclosed room and took in the fumes, and still i am here, tomorrow i am going to dry drinking draino|
|07 Oct 2007||manyu||live life like no one else does,do things which no one can ever do,think of something no else can,fight for life
live to fight,and fight to live
|06 Oct 2007||Melissa||Hey ya'all... I'm here to try and help anyone who wants it... you can e-mail me at email@example.com or IM me at jokercamaro87 on yahoo messenger. I just want to help... suicide is a permenant solution to a temporary problem... and if you wait long enough the rain will go away...|
|06 Oct 2007||dead inside.||Wish I could hold you up in my arms
Keep you safe and sound from any harm.
I can't seem to function from this far away
Never did a moment look so dull
Without your color in my day
This is where I start to miss you more than I can bare
Take this distance in between us, I don't think it's fair.
Would have carried you to anywhere you please
Even if my limbs were broken and my body was diseased.
I can't seem to operate from this far away
My blood aches from trying to make you appear
It's an awful sight to just see me in the mirror
Oh, it feels so good to hear you speak.
This is where I start to miss you more than I can bare
Take this distance in between us, I don't think it's fair.
(i'm missing you so bad right now.)
|06 Oct 2007||Lina||I'm 15 and I am very depressed. This has been going on for a while. Started in about January of this year and ended in June. But now it's come back. I can't take like anymore. I really can't. My depression has been caused by many things: i'm bipolar, borderline, i have ADHD, OCD, some symtomps of aspergers, I have kidney and stomach problems.
But the biggest thing that's caused my depression is the fact that my parents are alcoholists and always have been. I grew up in a croweded house, where food and money was very scarce [because they wasted all their money in alcohol]. Everyone in that house was an alcoholic. They used to fight everyday. They threw things at each other, anything they could find, almost killing each other. And they were all siblings! I witnesed all this ever since i was born. We moved here to the US when i was about 9. My parents swore to me they would stop drinking. But they didn't. They said that all the time, and still do, but never have stopped. My mother--whenever she's drunk--says the most horrible things to me. She tells me I should die, that i don't mean anything to her, that i'm worthless, i should have never been born. She cusses at me. All this has led to my anger issues, lack of confidence, i think i'm not worth anything, i don't believe anyone/in anything, i'm paranoid, worried all the time, i have irrational fears. And she says she loves me and she will stop drinking, but then she doesn't. And it all starts over again. It's like a cycle. I'm constantly reminded of my past. And i can't take it anymore. I can't take my mind anymore. And i have no friends either. No one to count on, to talk to. I always feel lonely.
My mind is driving me crazy, literaly. I'm not strong enough. Basicaly, i just want to die. I just can't take it anymore. I tried turning to God, but it's useless, I have no faith, no hope.
I NEED HELP. i really do. so PLEASE, please, please, if you can help me, i'm BEGGING you, please.
Please someone help me.
E-mail me at firstname.lastname@example.org
|06 Oct 2007||Archmystic/Erik||The best way to kill oneself is either to stop your brain from functioning, or to make your heart stop, but the brain is preffered since then you wont feel as much pain as with the heart, and there's less chance for survival if you do it correctly. i haven't ever tried any method's since im not in the mood to check what happens when you die yet. - send me a mail if you want to discuss specific methods of killing oneself,or if you need help with anything.|
|06 Oct 2007||another perspective.||to the person with no name:
I don't like calling you that, but you didn't give a name. Well, I hate to say this again, cause then i sound all preachy, but i just want to get the facts straight. Yeah it was written down by man, but the lord has promised to keep the book safe. All that is in it was directly revealed from god to him, and nothing has been changed. Now, u might not believe that, but i do. Also, as I said earlier, had she not been ready to be a wife, she'd have been miserable. Yet there are many stories (true stories) of the prophets life where it is said that she was a wonderful wife. Again, u will say that those stories were written by man. So, well, I'll say this much, believeing in god, or religion is kind of a leap of faith....cause you don't know FOR SURE, like u haven't seen it with your own eyes to believe in it....but for some there is a sense of believe already there. I don't know, its hard to explain.
But the most important thing i'd like to say is that i admire you for letting this journey of life continue. I hope you find the answers your looking for one day. I wish you all the best.
|06 Oct 2007||The person with no name||I seem to have forgotten to mention who I am. It doesn't matter. I'm a nobody. 'The person with no name'. It is a title which fits me well. No one knows me. The only way someone would notice, I'm gone, would be because I stopped paying the rent and the files on my desk have not been archived.
to flip side. If a sheep gets lost, would you blame the sheep or the shepherd?
God has made man. If this is true, then he is also (partly) responsible. If you slap me in the face, it would be your doing, and I would blame you. Yet the fact remains, that you'd be of god's creation. If you did it in the name of God, then I'd blame him as well.
The world is in a terrible shape. If he is almighty, why would he leave it like this? A test? Hardships makes us stronger, yet many get broken.
The fact that I'm curious, is not because god made me. It is to find out if he did. There is always a possibility. I am searching for whatever makes me go on. Even if there is nothing, the search keeps me going. Finding something might not take my troubles away, But it would make it easier to live.
To another perspective. I was indeed wrong about her age, but not much. The actual marriage took place and was consumated when she was nine. Yet she was already bethroted to him when she was six. I wonder if someone so young, can take care of someone already around fifty.
The Quran may be gods words. It remains a fact that a human wrote those words down. Even if god is perfect, that human was not. It has been passed on by others. Have they faithfully kept the words? Have they added some of their own? Maybe they forgot some of them?
I have prayed for enlightenment. I have begged for mercy. I have pleaded for Him of whatever was out there to end my misery. The only thing I've experienced was a rainstorm chilling me to the bone.
I don't know why I keep sane. Maybe because there is one certainty. Death will be the end of this journey, whether I find religion or not. Maybe other adventures will follow, but it does not matter. I believe this is why I haven't killed myself yet. One day I will be dead anyway. In the meantime, I might as well try to live.
|06 Oct 2007||Vendetta||The truth is that we all think of comminting suicide sooner or later in our lives , some have the guts to do it , some try and fail , and some succeed. Is very obvious .. im on this site because i want to know the best way to commit suicide , and i dont want to fail. Why do we fell alone , useless , stupid... I found on this site that im not alone, is a warn feeling to know that your not alone.I still want to commit suicide, just to get revenge on some people around me and get over with this shity life , i had enough , im not 13 im 22 , and i fought until now , and trust me i had a lot of problems , but i see this is a never endig cycle , one week join and happiness , and 1 year of problems and sadness, im hoping to change the lifes of some if i commit suicide. If i live , il destroy them , so my love for them and theys ignorance for me , drives me to die and hope in the future manking will be better.
Dont forget , you are not alone , and know something you can always kill yourself , when ever you want, but i advise you to try and make your life better, sometims it can work out , it didnt for me , but who know you may be one of the few lucky ones.
Take care all, some one is with you right now , crying with you !!