|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|02 Sep 2007||Sara||Honestly, it's not worth it. I know that if you're going to kill yourself or has thought about it, that you've heard that line, and it pisses you off because you belive it is. but trust me - from one suicidal person to another - it isn't. when i was 14 i walked out of my house with a noose in my hands. my parents didnt know, and neither did either of my siblings. i went down to a tree where this other kid had hung himself. i went there because i had gone down there a lot to visit with the kid (yes wile he was dead, i would talk to him, pray for him, stuff like that) and so i thought that maybe if i did it there - it would make him and i closer. i understand that his spirit isnt there and that the person that i talk to is only a matter of my deranged mind. however, i had gotten into position and everything and kicked the cross that was holding me up, yes, the boys cross, over and my brother and his friend just so happened to be walking down there to get to the river a little bit more south and they saved me. i again tried after a few months (once i was able to handle rope and everything on my own without being watched) i almost had it but the spot i put it on was rotted a little bit and i didnt notice it. i fell down and hit my head on a rock... and was passed out for about 4 hours. after not being home to check in my sister came looking for me and found me with the noose around my neck. considering i wasnt going to try something like that again, because 2 fails and i'm done, i dont belive in 3 times the charm. i had decided to drink poisen... and my dad for some reason had come home from work early and found me half dead and called poison control. so yea - it's not worth it cuz if you try it something is just gonna fuck up your attempt anyway. so - it's been a year since my last attempt. i'm not allowed to have any sharp objects, which makes no sence to me because i'd never cut myself, i'm not allowed to have any kind of ropes, i'm hardly allowed to touch belts. scarfs i cant use - even in dead winter. and when i clean a bathroom or something i'm to be watched. they dont understand my state of mind. in my bedroom is a computer, my bed, a tv, a stand to hold it up, my guitar, closet, dresser, a stereo, and my nightstand. now - i can kill myself with any of these items. trust me - i could think of some sick way to kill myself with a peice of paper if i had to. but they think that with those things - i'm save. but honestly, i'll never be safe. and i'll never get my old happy life back. for now - the only thing i have to live for are my two nephews julian and deandre. shall they ever get taken away by my sister i of corse would die inside a little bit more, but i want kids because of how sweet and cute those two little guys are. so seriously - just try to look on the bright side of everything -weather it be your closest family member dieing or anything else that makes you so upset that you cant take it anymore. because if you look at the little things, you realize that life IS worth living.|
|02 Sep 2007||Matt||i would say is just not killing yourself... even though you want to a better way is to speak out and reach people around you hell its gonna be hard but just standing up to someone who makes the pain might even make you feel better|
|02 Sep 2007||Faye Grzanich|| Please..PLEASE! Dont kill yourself....Instead, ask Jesus into your heart. He is the one you need right now and He is here for you if only you will reach out to him.
Here is all you have to say:
Jesus, I come to you today asking You Lord to come into my heart to stay. Forgive me for my sins Father and have mercy on my soul. Break these ties that keep me from you Lord, and set me free so that I may always love thee and always do thy will. Come into my heart today Lord Jesus, come in to stay. Amen
Then watch what happens...I can tell you this from my own personal experience that when you do your best to obey his Word, and have a daily ongoing relationship with Christ..your life will change dramatically. I urge you to read the Bible daily, and pray with all your heart and soul asking God to change your heart and make you into the person He wants you to be...and He will do just that.
God loves you and he's waiting for you to reach out to HIM. He sent His Son to die on the Cross for you and me..and He doesn't want you to live like your living now.
He has a purpose for you and you will find this purpose in due time. Ask daily for His guidance and strength to fight the daily battles you may encounter.
Be strong child and fight the good fight. You do have someone that loves you more than anyone could ever love you. And that is God. I love you too child. We all are given the "choice"..to choose HIM or not..I hope you do for if you do then one day you will meet him face to face and He can give you eternal life.
I pray God will open your eyes and ears and you will see your need for him. He is all we need!
God bless you child. Give your heart to God.
|02 Sep 2007||parvathi||juss slit ur wrist lyk u neva felt the pain|
|01 Sep 2007||hmm...||I wanna be a sexslave.
anybody wanna play master?
|01 Sep 2007||Ryan||Get an air soft gun, paint the orange tip or take it off, call the police, tell them your going to kill yourself at your address when they show up, walk aggressively toward an officer, or get a real gun, shoot an office or towards one, or lunge at one with a knife or something...|
|01 Sep 2007||lou||i wish someone would put me in the ground alive|
|01 Sep 2007||brittney||yesterday i was on my computer and my ex came. i was happy. i got a game. lets all try to guess his name. no its not mouchette. its a common american name.try to guess. hmmm.....tom?george....john...Errrh! wrong! play please!|
|01 Sep 2007||brittney....potion girl||hi again. its me the one with the good life. im not like the god girl maggie. im real. but also my storys. i had a vision that she...thou princess of stories shal reserect to the knolege...times are diffrent today. a new caracter will rise. and step in. i shal be the junior to help my mother/father from the cast away. wat im sayin is help phil get his mojo back!|
|01 Sep 2007||brittney....potion girl||hi everyone. im brittney. 8th grader. 13 and here. im latin. duh. i dont plan to do suicide cuz my life is so cool but if anyone cares i gotta myspace. firstname.lastname@example.org so add me. how i found this? i googled suicide when 13. cool i guess. im real. hay phil are you arond. i know ur like gay but u sound hot. so yeah. i can bring lucy c. back. i got a magic potion. PHOOF! reserect and tell storys! in words of the outsiders...lets do it for johnny!-tom cruise|
|31 Aug 2007||anonymous||Honestly, I don't think killing yourself is worth it. Everybody is put on this Earth for a reason, I just know it. It's not because of some stupid omnipotent being called God or whatever the freak people want to call Him/Her/Shit-face. It's because the whole universe has something that draws life to it, whether on Earth or on some other planet, and every time someone on Earth kills themself, someone or something on another planet or in another reality or just somewhere else dies as a result. Every being has a counterpart in nature, and when one dies, so does the other one.
Writing, drawing, even speaking, talking to yourself when you're alone late at night, can be your reason, your will to live. There is absolutely no way you can die without pulling someone else down with you. Maybe even two, or three someones. Maybe that someone is a small child, a teenage mother who is trying to pull herself together so her child can survive, a former drug addict who just got out of rehab. And honestly? I believe everyone should strive to find their place in life. Sure, killing yourself might seem like a good idea, but remember this: What if tomorrow, you find your place in life? What if next week, next month, next year even, you discover that your life was worth living after all?
|31 Aug 2007||Kira||I grew up poor. My sisters, brothers, and myself were all molested or raped. Incest was a big part of growing up for me. My mom, my stepdads, and her boyfriends all physically beat us. From the age of twelve, she slept with her husband and boyfriend, so that made me look at women badly(even though I am one). I do look at men worse than women. I was considered a genius, but when you grow up being told you're worthless, most of my abilities were wasted. To the person that said," Quit being stupid and call someone," I'm offended because my siblings and I called many times. Nothing long term was ever done. They would investigate, but my mom was a good liar, and they would ask the questions right in front of the parents, so most of the time we were too scared to answer them. After a while, you start to be really sarcastic. One time, I told the social worker,"I'm bloated, constipated, I got a boil the size of a walnut on my ass, and the last sex I had was with a halloween pumpkin. The few times they took pictures, we would move before the investigation was done. We lived in our car for a while after one incident because my moms crackhead boyfriend lied and said he had land in Alabama for us to live. That was just to get us to run from the cops with him. I moved out at sixteen, at first with friends, and then with my boyfriend. I graduated with honors, and I have no idea how. I've struggled with thoughts of suicide my whole life. I even tried to kill myself. As an adult, I had to drop out of college, lose my place, car, and I pawned most of my stuff because of a drug addiction. Anyways, after all that I'm off drugs, and I have a career in clerical administration. I'm with the same boyfriend that I was with when I moved out seven years ago. I am so glad now that I didn't kill myself because there are so many things, I would be missing out on. I am going back to school. I'm the only one of my siblings that graduated from high school, went to college, didn't get married at sixteen or eighteen, didn't have a kid by sixteen, and there is only one other that isn't on drugs. I hope you can get through this now. Also, I wasn't saying not to call the cops. In fact, I hope the abused do call the cops, I was just saying I understand why some don't.|
|31 Aug 2007||no||Large caliber handgun or shotgun. I'd go with a minimum of a .40 caliber handgun, .45 just to be safe. If you're under 13, find a friend who has a hunting parent. The friend will likely know where the gun is. Do NOT tell the friend you're going to kill yourself; the friend will tell someone even if they promise to keep it secret. Load the gun, point it to the side of your head just behind the temple. Pull trigger and save the world the expense of your continued living.|
|31 Aug 2007||ella||hello my name is ella and i am 13. my farther molested me when i was little and no one belives me. my family told me to my face that i just want attention it killed me in side and now i am so numb to everything. my best friend now hates me and i have no one to talk to. I have tried commiting suicide everyway that i can think off and yet im still here. im scared of everything and i haent gone out side my house in over two months. to everyone out there trying to commit suicide the method that took me closet to death was: drink a fuck load of alcohol ad the shovel panadol down your throat and pray to god u die because let me tell you if you dont when you wake up it is fucking shit with all the siceatrcitratments and counselers and the horrible sicknes|
|31 Aug 2007||anon||seriously, I dont think there is a best way of trying to kill yourdelf, i have been depressed for about 4 years now and counselling dont even help! they just say what they think you want to hear i go twice a week and im still depressed! i have tried to kill myself numerous of times and all i have been left with is emotional and physical scars, i have tried burning myself while i took loads of pills so i was drowsy, and i have scars from that as some one came just in time! i have tried hanging myself and suffocating and drowning and taking aspirin i even took aload of ecsasy pills but they just made me feel better about myself so i started doing them regulary until i became a nervous wreck and paranoia kicked in, i still want to kill myself but it just seems like everytime i do it, it seems that some one always tries to stop me, i have no friends and i haven't been out of the house in 2 years except to go in a taxi to go to counselling then back again my whole family is fucked up i only live with my mum and she has told me on numerous occasions that i was a mistake and i have had to put up with all her shit for 19 years since the day i was born she favours my sister over the rest of her kids she only does that cos she reckons shes gonna be a actress one day and will provide her with lots of money, i no my life aint as bad as some other peoples but it is still pretty shit and could be alot worse than people just wanting to kill themselves cos there parents asked them to clean there rooms or something!|
|31 Aug 2007||Champagne||To all the posters - this website is a performnce art website created 12 years ago based on a fictional French character named Mouchette who is abused, raped, neglected and finally kills herself at the end of the book to escape her hard life - she was 13 years old at the time. There was a very famous French film by Robert Bresson out in the 50s or 60s based on the book.|
|30 Aug 2007||Ashleigh||i'm 15 i have bulimia i have severe to extreme depression i stress out really easily. i recently got ditched from my group coz i'm fat ugly and annoying... i weigh 55kg. i have recently thought about suicide. any quick, easy, painless ways. plz email them to me.|
|30 Aug 2007||Asleigh||Since before I was born my dad has had MS (multiple Sclerosis) when I was 11 my dad was full time in a wheel chair. Soon enough Don came into the picture first as a handy man but then turned into my dads carer. Being Christian I used to go to a kids club on Friday nights, well one night we came back to find dad on the floor
he had fallen over. All I remember is mum and dad talking then dad saying that he cant live here and then mum telling me to call an ambulance. Dad was hospitalized and put on a waiting list for the local rest home. I know what ur thinking right old folks home. Well they were the only ppl who can keep 24 hour care. Well about a month after dad was put in the rest home mum cheated on dad with don yes don his carer. I only know this coz I found some things I probably shouldnt of. I resorted in cutting myself. I needed 6 stitches.
About ya know 2 months later don says he is moving over to Port Lincoln on the Eyre Peninsula. We as in mum kept in contact then announces that we are moving over there to at first I was excited then mum dropped the bombshell .dad wasnt coming with. I cut again but not as bad.
2 months later we moved. I admit I love it here or so I did till about a week ago. All my friends have turned against me. But anyway. Don well he hits me and threatens me with knives and says if I tell the police or anything he will kill me first and I know there is protection but I dont want to risk it. He is one of the 2 sided ppl he can be really nice like I mean we get $100 a month pocket money and just things like that but when he turns on ya thats when it is time to be scared. I mean I dont cry much it takes a lot to make me cry but wen he is inches from ur face yelling at u swearing at u; u just break down and cry. And just like you my mum wouldnt believe me anyway.
I still travel 700km to see my dad every school holidays. But Its not enough. My dad has gotten worse he cant walk or feel himself or even talk every time I go and see him I feel like I cant even look at him in case I start to cry.
Over the last few months I have developed bulimia and severe to extreme depression. I know I need to stop but I feel it impossible. My friends are trying to get me to go see a councilor because one of em used to do the same I do and she collapsed in the middle of the road and was in hospital for 3 months but that somehow doesnt scare me off to stop.
|30 Aug 2007||evil red||Take a large amount of sleeping pills. Go outside in the middle of winter at minus 40 and just sleep, you should die, at least thats what ive been told.
people who tell others not to commit suicide just have nothing better to do or something. if people want to commit suicide, let them. it's their decision not yours.
my life sucks too. basically everyday my mother tells me that she wishes id never been born cuz im stupid and useless and shows no respect towards her. i have a sister and we both want to commit suicide, so if there are any other suggestions, id be happy to know
|30 Aug 2007||yujiao||I think none has better answer than me so far: go play World of Warcraft. If you get addicted, like millions of others do, you will probably stop thinking about suicide cuz the game has become your life, your new hope.
On the other hand, if you never thought about suicide and get addicted, you might develop mental illness and addiction and want to kill your self. hahahaha