|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|22 Oct 2007||Zach||the only reason i dont kill myself is because i'm afraid of hell more than i am of earth. i disappoint everyone around me. i can never live up to my expectations. i hate myself so so so much and maybe this world would be better without me. i need help. not many people understand me because i am surrounded my a christian family and christian school and no one understand a THING that is going on in my life. i think i may just do it. it's all i have.|
|22 Oct 2007||nobody||When your 13 or younger, these thoughts may be overwhelming and caused by a fleeting problem, that doesn't seem so insignifigant at the time. But, for others, like me, this feeling, these thoughts, they never end! I have had them intensely since about age 12, I am now 21. Why should a person have to live with such a horrible life? I have finally given up. Today I will die. I have tried medicine, therapy, religion, and nearly everything else imagionable. This won't be easy, I am married to a great guy who loves me, but I feel nothing. I have family who might miss me, but yet I am somehow detached. These were the reason's I hadn't done so yet, but this is for me. I have always done what people want. I am now ready to end this depression. I realize now that I am only a burden on those I love. good bye|
|22 Oct 2007||gutsd||you put on the party hat. you make the birthday cake in the microwave, put the little yellow candle on it; you eat the cake all by yourself, and then you blow the noise maker. still, you would rather seek death than wait for his phone call? you feel that sad?|
|22 Oct 2007||alex N||so, my life is finally cuming to an end, im gettin a gun on the 17th XD, im gna blow my brians out the second i get it, ive had enougth of living here, im gna take the next step, theres a world out there and thats where i wanna b, thx every1 who has responded to my posts over the last 2 years, n i just wanna say i love this site, i hope u all find ur happy ending, but from me, i guess it goodbye.......|
|22 Oct 2007||Aloise||No the rain won't go away. But that's the trick of it, you see. Because the world is darkness. It's already there. The only thing you can bring is light. Are you going to bring something or are you going to give in? Giving in is denying who you are, which is light. Even if your light is incredibly dim, almost out, you are still light. The only way you can lose this light is to choose to die. But as long as you're still alive, you do have it. So hold on, or better yet, do something unneccessarily kind. Laugh at how stupid you are. (You are stupid, you know.) Watch the light grow, just a little. Then try to make it bigger. It's an intoxicating, powerful feeling. It can become your pet project, your chia pet on the window sill. See how big you can grow your light.
Another thing I'd suggest is sprouting a sweet potato:
I'm still too obsessed with killing myself to try this, but they say its fun.
|21 Oct 2007||In pain||Personally I am so depressed because my life is so fucked up im disabled and on pain medication. im at a point where the medication does not help and my doctor wont increase my medication. I dont want to live like this anymore i will never be pain free in my life and now im going to be in more pain then ever. i made a promiss when i first got hurt after months of being stuck in bed and then going on pain medication it gave me my life back i could leave my bed for the first time on my own. but now it seems im going back to that. i promissed i would never go back. even if i had to kill myself. what purpose does my life serve when i cant do anything. i dont see anyway out of the situation beside death none of my family understand they steal my pills because i use to much to stay out of pain now i cant get enough and im always in pain soon im just going to hang myself with my bed sheet. and leave a note explaining if they just but out of my life it would of never came to this. i already attempted suffication by twisting the sheet up and putting it around my neck and i held it til i passed out and woke up a few hours later. now i have made a not in 1 end and put it on the top of a door and closed it with the other end i have made a slip not so when i put it around my neck it will slide down tight and choke me pass the point i pass out. im planning on doing it after classes today|
|21 Oct 2007||pee in my ear||i agree with flamer. this site needs something new. maybe a memorial page for all those strong enough to conquer what many are to scary to go thru with.
perhaps a new page keeping us updated with mouchettes thoughts like her public diary. perhaps even a new background. or even a page where i can listen to someone urinate. i got myself on digital audio if you need a good audio file mouchette.
|21 Oct 2007||16||I have tried suicide once before and I have thought about it as of lately. I've come to realise something. Its permanent. And I'm grateful that I didnt complete suicide the first time. I was only in grade 6 when I tried it. I would have missed so much. I would have never found true friends, or my own identity. I have also become a little more secular over the last 4 years, I'm 16. Before I thought that if i commit suicide I'll be in heaven. But now I wonder if there is a heaven, and If there isnt and there is nothing after life, then what's the point of me going black. The thing is that life does get better, and sometimes the really hard events, such as having no friends, feeling unloved, ignored by the world, or dealing with complete morons for parents, does help you to see it. There is always another alternative to suicide, and no matter what it is, and what some of the consequences are, you have to do it. Just stop caring about the people who make you feel down and do it.|
|21 Oct 2007||juju b||go stand on the corner. men will ask you for sexual favors for money. do what they want. one of them will have a fatal disease and you will catch it.
who knows maybe u will like it
|21 Oct 2007||dead inside.||note: Dead inside below is not me, just someone with the same name, or perhaps a copycat :(
i would never give little kids ideas to end their lives. never.
|21 Oct 2007||karl||getting older than 13.|
|20 Oct 2007||Bash your skull into the computer|
|20 Oct 2007||Brandon||I am not gay.
I am getting told I am, and made fun of about it!
Im thinking about killing myself right now! D;
|20 Oct 2007||Tony||First, start watching C.S.I - Crime Scene Investigator (The series that is). If that doesn't take your edge off, see a counselor, a shrink or just find someone to talk to. Step out of your skin (Not litterary!) and try to find the cause of your death-desires. Then, once that has been determined, do something about it.
I know I'd be devastated if I had to bury anyone of my kids. Not only is it a very sad thing to do, but it's also the aftermath: Constant reminders where ever you go. A sensation, a feeling, moods can set it off.
Although I've never (Yet, thankfully) lost any of my two kids, but I can only imagine what it would feel like.
I was sadden by my mothers passing, and we were somewhat close, so I did indeed feel a great loss.
Although I didn't have a breakdown like most ppl. do, I felt worst the first week, then it dissapated gradually.
At present time my grandmother is suffering cancer, and I'm kinda expecting her to... Well, let's just say it's either way. Hopefully not the worst.
I could go on forever on the subject, but I'm tired beyond reason, so I'll leave it at that.
This should be a sticky for all of those in suicide- thoughts. As sort of an reminder to what the after-effect could be.
|20 Oct 2007||Ghandi Mcdonald||There is only one proper way to kill yourself without the so called stigma of "sin" (at any age) and that is simply to stop eating. People do it everyday in 3rd world countries..GIVE IT A GO!( well they dont actually do it by choice). it takes a few weeks or longer so you have plenty of time to change your mind. but if you really want to die, thats the way to go. If you simply wish to drop out of life, stop eating go find a spot you enjoy and stay there. Or walk around I dont really care, its your suicide, make it YOU BABY! other ways of killing yourself are simply intense emotion or stress and happens when you aren't thinking.(so you might kill yourself when you REEAAALLY didnt ACTUALLY want to , you were just having a baaaad day) If you hesitate for 1 second, you won't do it, because it's not what you really wanted to do. All suicides commited by anyway other than "volluntary drop out" are technically accidents because the person wasn't actually thinking properly at the time.;)makes you feel better huh?
dropping out = the best :
1. its non violent
2. up until the point when you pass, its completely reversible. (lets say your 100% set on dying, and a month into sitting there starving you suddenly meet the love of your life...WOO HOO dont wanna die anymore? no problemo, go grab a junior bacon cheeseburger from wendy's.
3.when you die this way of just letting go, its not sad because really they are just ascending to the next level.
|20 Oct 2007||laura||im 13 and i came here to this site not to find help, but to find a way out of this world. i started to read and i couldnt stop. all these people have a different story to tell, but they all have the same message. live your life. so take 3 seconds to just breath.and remember "life is what your given, and it becomes whatever you make it and the only way you will every really succeed, is if you try.
|20 Oct 2007||klee||i posted in here earlier but i cant find it.
but i personally think that the best way would be to take a massive amount of sleeping pills...in failing that i'd say hang urself somewhere that isnt in ur home.
i tried to kill myself again last night.
if i die my myspace is going to be made into a memorial hopefully.
this is it
it says im still in a relationship but im not.
|20 Oct 2007||Chrisy||i dont know but i am Considering doing it and im 13 I cut myself several times a day I have bin doing it for the last 3 years its the only thing that keeps me from killing myself|
|20 Oct 2007||klee||i honwstly tried to kill myself last night, i can't cope anymore. i had to go for a brain scan yesterday and then my boyfriend dumped me. im agoraphobic, i have panic attacks and servere depression. i've had a life of pure tradgedy and i can't cope with it anymore. i've told one of my friends to make my myspace account into a memorial site if i die.
this is me...it says im in a relationship but im not. i just cant change it.
my arm is carved to pieces....i dont want to die and i dont want to live.
this is me
|20 Oct 2007||Maade||Very interesting site, one of the best pieces of internet art ever made. I'm curious though, why did I recieve email from the moderator/artist notifying me about this site when I have never visited this before and the site seems to be long dead?|