|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|26 Sep 2007||???||well here it goes i wanna die so bad im only fourteen and my girlfirend is a slut. my mums a bitch always using drugs and im allways angrey i have tried overdosing but didnt work plz help me be free i have only 10 days left on hell.|
|25 Sep 2007||J||don't do it when you're 13.
i'm 31 and thinking about doing it now. i'm gay, colored, got no job or money, living in a big city with a big bridge that i'm thinking jumping off of. i can't return where i'm from either and i don't know what to do. i'm supposed to go see a therapist. but i don't know if that'll help. life's been getting harder for me.
so my advice, don't kill yourself when you're 13.
|25 Sep 2007||justin peace||you ppl need chill out and just run away as fast as u can get away from what hurting u becouse i know what srowow is it eat your soul and when u have no hope it can be hard to suruvie im going be real whit it can all be over in second but they wont be another tear but be nothing more all will u into dark obis i wish u all the best no matter what u do is your desion but i do everthing in my power to save as many of you as possiable i have lived 18/ year so give me email at email@example.com|
|25 Sep 2007||Kelly J||Well there has to be a reason why we all are still here... Maybe your not suppose to die? Ive been suicidal for about a year, The only thing i have done is over-dosed. When im really mad, upset, or extreamly depressed im willing to do anything when i feel thoses emotions im not in the right state of mind, and usually end up doing things i regret later. Death it self doesnt scare me, why should it? i wanna die right? Suicide usually is... 1. a sence of failure 2. Exhaustion 3. Undiagnosed metal illness 4. Racism, meaning you've been disriminated agaist. 5. Unresolved Childhood abuse 5. Lack of sleep 6. Oppression 7. Emotional Anorexia 8. Physical Impainment 9. Loss 10. Bullying 11. Double bind 12. Toxicity...
If you have ever felt anyone of those things, u have felt like a worthless peice of shit... I know, ive been there and back more times then i needed.. Im not here to try and stop you from killing ur self but there has to be a reason why ur still here.. Life is KIFE i no.. i hate it here and i will die soon...
|25 Sep 2007||Chris||Honestly, I'm not going to sit here and type about how all high and mighty I am and judge your point of view. Who am I to tell you to " get over it " or " grow up, everybody has problems "? I think thats not only ignorant, it's irresponsible. Someone who wants to commit suicide quite obviously doesn't need someone making them feel worse. I was suicidal from the age of 11, it's instilled in me a hatred for the number. Very recently, I have found the love of my life, and exponentially, my condition has gotten better. I never expected this to happen, but i guess that's the beauty of life. You just never know whats going to happen. So my only advice is this. Please don't try suicide, it's fine to think about it, but if you go through with it, there's no turning back. If i'm giving you this advice, me a total stranger, just stop and think about all the lives you would ruin with such an act. Please, fight for them, fight for us. And just...live.|
|24 Sep 2007||SyDnEySuIcIdE||The best way to commit suicide would be to mix vodka and gasoline...then cut yourself....you'll die in a matter of a couple of hours. its easy and it works.
i am gunna try it tonight....my best friend committed suicide last year and that is how he did it.
|24 Sep 2007||NPM_IT||Need somebody to talk to? Feel free to contact me - I'm more than willing to chat.
I've grown up with depression myself, and I understand a lot of the feelings you have, and I'm willing to discuss and offer advice if you want to take it. I've had a lot go on in my life, from friends committing suicide, loss of friends, family, and people I know from accidents, or even natural causes.
The one thing I will say now - Even when it hurts the most, and you feel alone, even in a crowd of people, keep in mind I know this feeling, because I've lived through it. I don't care if your a guy, if your a girl, if you're young, or you're old - I'm willing to offer at the very least, somebody that you can talk to.
I'm 21, from the Pacific Northwest, my MSN is firstname.lastname@example.org - Feel free to send me an email or message.
|24 Sep 2007||I want George!!||thanks george, for leaving me hanging and not g etting bak to me... i want to bond with u i hope u will want the same... please get aback to me... off to chug some beer before i end my night.. for anyone wondering im in USA not UK... so please stop asking... thanks alot george!!
-death is not to far for me
|23 Sep 2007||Me||I will say that I am shocked to have found this page while doing a search for helping children deal with the suicide death of a parent. Its been a little over a year now that my partner of 10 years turned our lives upside down. we have 2 boys ages 9 and 4 now at the time 8 and 3. This happened a week prior to my oldest sons birthday. and the destruction thats it has caused is beyond description. I dont think people actually realize that the life you live isn't yours and yours alone. its a part of everyone you know and everyone you've met. and thinking that your demise will make it better and others just sad is a huge understatement. it makes the lives of those left behind stop. There left feeling empty and numb. The things that were important are no longer. Its my belief that those who succeed in this die once, and those who live, the ones who have to attempt to pick up the pieces to try an create some sense of normal in there everyday lives die over and over again. My life nor my childrens,his family as well as mine, we'll never be what we were. The person I was doesnt exist anymore. And wondering the what ifs drains me that much more. I think its important to talk to someone and if the first person doesnt listen find another theres always some one who will. Im only writing on here because I can relate to both sides of this. The intense guilt Im plagued with now sometimes has had my thought twisted. I think we all need to tell ourselves and eventually believe that were important. And that we matter. Take into consideration there is nothing to be gained and that life can be a beautiful thing , And the down points some of you have are points in which most everyone has felt and someone can relate to . its a matter of how you deal with them. As I said a few lines up find someone that you can confide in and trust, and the talk. Get it out, the more its bottled up the harder it will be to deal with. I wish for hope and happiness to find you all.|
|23 Sep 2007||Jordan||Im not 13 but 16 but age is nothing. When you look for the day its not there.
I thought alot about suicide I use to cut myself but all that did was get me in a mental hospital! That was the worst. It made me want to kill myself even more. Im not like anyone else (or it feels like it) I drinked smoked dope, had horrible friends who were bad.
Didnt go to my classes (Mc minn county High) The only reason was that I was afraid people wouldnt like me. I had to be moved out of the school or be sent off. I had a horrible tobbaco problem but recently I quit cold turkey that was horribly misserble. Now Im 16 and home schooled no friends absolutely 0! IM lonley and I dont do my work.
You probably would say get over yourself you fuking idiot (sound like my dad.) and do your work but Im so depressed I coundnt find the will to do anything exept sit and get even more deppressed. I almost blew my brains out with my shotgun He he That would be wierd seeing my brains and not finding my mind. Mind is nowere to be found or blamed. I read that the only way you can truly die is your ego. When you die
Physically your body just goes right to the earth again. A never ending cycle life is there is no end. Exept your mind thinking theres an end.
Not even death is an escape for me exept sometimes I want to go numb and drop dead but I go back wondering how I got here. Death is going to hurt physically or mentally hurt. I figure just zoning out in meditation and then there is no me. The only me is the me looking for the me and thats endless.
Thanks for reading
|23 Sep 2007||John||i was waiting for my post to show..up..
it didnt i wonder why..
i feel sad...i guess ill just kill
myself..now i hope mom doesnt get mad
|23 Sep 2007||amazinglystillherepenguinspooky||hey um...
You're seriously the only undead factor to this site. How many god damn emails must you get?! Geez man; You should get paid for this kind of work. I protest, this sub-journalistic blogging inside of possibly the strangest site I know is fucking nuts. This bloody domain is 25% your own. you surpass me in so many ways. I don't even understand it nor do I have any idea what the fuck I'm talking about. I'm Sorry to rant mindlessly about nothing- but for fucks sakes bro write a god damn novel!!
Oh, and on a different note I do believe you have miss judged me. In the past you have aknoledgments me as a reader of this site. Which is remarkably untrue (from time to time) and however even with me recognizing your presence i still must say I have read little to none of your work, sorry man. I am so uninformed and 'out of contents' it just makes me laugh sometimes. :D
ta ta for now.
|22 Sep 2007||Kieren||the best way 2 kill urself is hang yourself shot your self or jump off a very high cliff so itl work!unlike hanging jumping off a cliff is best because itl work.i have tried 2 hang myself 3times now and hasn't worked:(|
|22 Sep 2007||Death Star||My life is so fucked it aint funny. I just want to shoot my head off at times with a 44. or maybe hang myself from a tree or something. I just want to have someone that will love me for me and not treat me so bad. I hate the fact that I am all alone now because after I lost my fiance to cancer every thing in my world seems to keep falling apart. Would people really miss me if I was gone? I doubt it. Fuck them for what they did to me. I never had a family type thing ever in my life so I look for a family role model that I can look up to. Maybe a father or maybe an Uncle or something.. I just wish sometimes I could kill myself and then everything would be ok. Well I will write again later if I am still alive.|
|22 Sep 2007||A-licia||The best way is to kill the Others|
|22 Sep 2007||dead inside.||Micheal, I cried for you. Whether your still out there or long gone...I cried for you. I'm sorry that life was so harsh. Where ever you are, I hope your at peace. Take care.|
|22 Sep 2007||Mourner||Mouchette has died ages ago.|
|22 Sep 2007||anonomous||well i have attempted suicide soo many times i have ran out of things to try. ive overdoasing, hanging, poison, jumping, suffacating, cutting, burning, drowning etc. name anything ive tried it but the only thing i havent tried is shooting myself but i cant get hold of a gun so that rules it out but anywayz 2moz im going to jumpin front of a train right outside of the logan hospital, brisbane Australia. i would just like to say that samuel ilove you so much dont do any thing stupid like me i dont want you making any mistakes like i am gonna so please stat strong find a better girlfriend than me move on just please promise me one thing. dont blame yoursef it wasnt u it was me alright dont ever EVER!! blame yourself ok i love you, ill never forget you, ill miss you samuel.|
|21 Sep 2007||Joseph Marty Juanderson||there is this girl i know. i have wanted her for years. just, wanted her. i want her so bad. i masturbate every day and every moment i think of her. i want her so bad. but i can't have her. she won't ever want me. she has a boyfriend and i am just "too gross for her". she is such a beautiful girl. i am 17. she is 14. so what. i still dream to be with her, every day. i want to...i won't even go into detail. yes, i believe i am a nymphomaniac. i am. i think about her 99% of the day. at night i dream about her. that is only one of my confessions.
another confession is that i often think about killing my friends, girlfriend and myself. i know i fantasize about another girl quite often. even when i am "making love" to her, i dream of penetrating the other. but my girlfriend is a whore. i know she is. i have not caught her yet but i know she has cheated on me many times. i know she flirts with other guys all of the time. i know she lets them hold her, lets them touch her, lets them be sexually active with her. she loves it all. it is all new cock for her. i swear to god once i catch her i am going to rip her eyes out and torture her so bad that she will be begging me through sliced lips to pull that trigger. but i wont. i want her to suffer. for all of the years she has made me suffer. and all of my friends. they think the worst of me. they put up with me because they are to lazy to think of a way to remove me from their life for good. i wish them all death. except my girlfriend, because i love her. i want to be the only one she wants to see and talk to. the only one. and i want her and the other together with me. the three of us. making hot spurts on the sheets every day. i want to be married to both and have them married to each other. a married 3some. yes, my dream. my dream of domination by the other and her. i can smell it now. it is delecious. lord why have you given me these problems. i am thankful these are all i have, because i can put up with whacking to people and thinking of her. for now...
|21 Sep 2007||DeathStar||I can relate to alot of you so if anyone here needs someone to talk to you can email me at Death420Star@aol.com I am always happy to make a friend or too and would love the opportunity to help someone else. Come on, you know you want to so dont be shy.|