|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|05 Aug 2007||jessica||Im so sick of life im planning on killing myself tonight i get bullyed every freaken day my freinds arnt talking to me my mom started doing drugs my dad left us life is so depressing i live in foster care thiss is so hard my step family treat me like shit. i close my eye's every night and wish i could sleep forever im only 14 im sick of seeking for help im just writing this to say goodbye to those who give a crap (nobody) :( i cant stop crying anyways i would love to see my foster familys face when i die LOL bye everyone this is the last you hear from me.|
|04 Aug 2007||Kelvin||Im a 16 year old gay high schooler. I get good grades, Im a talented artist and composer. My family is well. I have plenty of good friends. Im over-sensitive, chronically depressed, and i have a family history of suicide. Sometimes I wish I could JUST DISSAPEAR. Im terrorfied of tommorows and shameful of yesterdays. Im too big of a coward to kill myself. I want to die soo bad, but I know I cant. I have loved ones that depend on me being here. People may not appreciate me while Im here, but I know I have a role to play in the grand scheme, and it would be irresponsible to give up. Just because you feel like dieing now doesnt mean you will always feel that way. Everyday is a chance for something wonderful to happen to you, and life only lasts so long, you might as well live it to your very last days. If you want to kill yourself, I beg you to reconsider. I know the impossible weight of life, I know how you must feel so hopeless against, and I know you can overcome it. Whoever you are, know that I love you and that you will be in my prayers.|
|04 Aug 2007||: (||well im 11 and i have a girlfriend and whatever but somthing happened to me where i wanted to commit suicide i found out she was cheating on me and i and i figures out i have no real friends|
|04 Aug 2007||who cares anyways||im 14 and no joke i have anti depressents by my side now thats how im going to kill myself its not so much for attention i just really want out but what i need more than anything is help there is non my councler cant talk me out of it my friends cant you know people ask me why do you want to kill your slef well they dont understand....why do they want to live when your born into a family that abuses you when yo have like no friends your bullied why would omeone be so crule as to help you thats like keeping someone on life support when you know they are never going to live and all they are doing is suffering maybe some people think this is selfish the easy way out but you have to remember critisizing someone about the way they deal with problems isnt going to help them maybe i dont know anyone here so i can safly say im not interested in your problems i have my own but i deffinatly understand anyways i figure 3 ad should be enough but i kinda have this feeling like....i dont really want to die i just want to be saved but like thats gonna happen right i guess its too late.....
eventually we realize
forever isnt as long as we once thought it was
a friend who said would be there forever will leave you
ove is basicially the same thing as hate
we learn that promises can be broken as quickly as they are made
|04 Aug 2007||Daniel||Could you please help me. I am a Christian and I was saved last September. I am thinking about taking my own life because my whole life is messed-up. Just today, I was talking to a youth pastor about that and he reffered me to a counselor. I don't know what to do now. Could you please help me. I am 16 years old. thanks|
|04 Aug 2007||Justin||I want to die,as life ismt wnhat I thought it would be.I have been patient but it has got to end.I grew up up in a bad country,I couldnt study coz I couldnt afford it.I fianlly met someone who loved me but she changed her mind and told me to return to the same place I hate.1 broken marriage,no education,no money,ano help,im only 26.This has got to stop.KILL ME.|
|04 Aug 2007||SHERMINE(:||Ì`m 13 going 14 this dec yr 2oo7 . Im currently thinking of committing suicide , i dont know wat had got into me , i think im just too stressed . im worrying about my friend's relationship , i dont want her to suffer like i did , im also afraid of something currently , im being so called molested in class , the malay guys in my class used to touch me on my face , put their hand around me , grab my hand , & somehow harassed me , but this stoppes for awhile after my boyfriend went to confront one of the malay guy asking him to stop harassing me , the malay guy is now being suspend for some other case . I'm now afraid as i & my boyfriend had broken up , i dont know wht the malay guys will do to me whn he comes back for lesson & finds out tht i & my bf had broken up . i have no one to protect me now , im really scared . i dont want to tell the teacher about this as i dont want to make things big & get thm into trouble . Another thing im stressed about is about relationship . yah , i still love my EX boyfriend which we just broke up a few days ago . we broke up on the 3rd wk of our relationship , but i still love him alot . i dont know why , i kept telling myself tht im letting go & i dont like him anymore , but i just cant . i dont know wht had got into me , i feel like dying , i just cant face reality . i started to take panadol , trying to overdose myself . i started eating 4 in a day , as thts all i have at home . nothing happen to me , the next day , i ask my friends if thy have panadols at home , my friends gave me 3 each , which was 6 . i eat it all in a day , nothing happened to me , i only felt a little dizzy & almost vomited during lesson . i had a friend who was stressed about family problems once , & she took 16 panadols , she went into hospital . i was glad nothing happened to her , she is now perfectly fine . i thinking of trying it , but maybe im afraid to leave my friends & family in the world , but i have now bought a box of panadols which contains 2o tablets & i dont know wht im gonna do with it . when ever my friends ask me why i want panadols , i would tell thm i'm having a headache , some of thm know tht i would do silly stuffs , so thy wont bring panadols for me , but now i have 2o tablets all for myself , my mummy ask me why i need to buy panadol , i told her tht i was having a headache & our house had no more panadols & she gave me the money . i only slit myself but i nvr thought of killing myself tht way , i just have some cuts on my hand . i seriously dont know wht the hell is wrong with me , i've read some other ppls stories & they were all more saddening & more worth killing thmselves . but i just cant take the stress . i just think tht i dont belong to this world . but i love all the wonderful people around me , my family , i love thm alot , i know thy care alot for me , thy are the best family i can ever have . my friends , many of thm cared for me , but i neglected most of thm , FRIENDS , im sorry . you all are the best , im really sorry for wht i've done to you guys , if you guys ever get a chance to read this , im sorry for making you guys worry for me . i dont know whts gonna happen to me , as long as im sad & feeling down , i would consume panadols . if anything ever happen to me , takecares . people writing here , do takecare of yourself , i know many ppl feel down &upset , things will get better , i know im stupid , i can tell you people tht things will get better , but i cant convince myself to believe tht . im stupid . If Anyone can help me stop the habit of consuming panadols whenever im sad , please tell me okays . thanks .|
|04 Aug 2007||one more.||the best way to kill your self? probly jumping in front of a train. but then again youd look pretty awful in your cofin. i guess the best way to kill your self is slashing your wrists .. then ppl will see you aint scared of pain either death. ppl will remember you and your bloody writs . have a good deat xo.|
|03 Aug 2007||Rob||FIll A BACK PACK FULL OF SAND, ZIP TIE YOUR WRISTS TO YOUR ANCLES AND JUMP OFF A PIER. RENT A SURF BOARD AND SWIM OUT THEN DROWN UR SELF WITH THE BACK PACK STRAPPED TO YOUR HANDS AND ANCLES.|
|03 Aug 2007||Observer||Now Mouchette only publishes posts she deems worthy.|
|03 Aug 2007||B||I don't believe that suicide is ever the answer. Ive spoken with my friends, classmates and parents about it, and I like to believe I've helped some people decide against it. Though I know there are people who only say they want to die so theyll get attention, I also know that there are far too many people who have seriously considered ending their own life. No matter what your reasons are, I believe that there is one undeniable truth about suicide:
No matter how difficult your life is, no matter how upset you become, there is someone out there who would cry if you died. Someone always cares about you, no matter who you are.
So to those of you who are going through a hard time, I send my love and support, and remind you that there is someone there who loves you.
|02 Aug 2007||noppers||Is this part of an Art/thesis class/es?|
|02 Aug 2007||Patricia379@earthlink.net||Hard thing, when you are 13. Hard time of life too. But you don't know how beautiful you are in your teens and how much life is out there ...travel hit the road..see the world, use up your youth...save suicide for your later years.
|02 Aug 2007||sio||being num and
letting everything go
is what i might have to do
it's to hard..
maybe i'm just not up for it..
don't take it personal
i've never been strong
i need to start fresh
without a trace of the old me
forget the memories
forget the life
end the life!
thats how i feel
the only thing is.
im selfish and
gonna go num soon
i havent coem to ask how to do it..
ive come to say goodbye and sorry
jordan i really did love you baby( my 2 year old broter)
i know what life is about
the world is
i dont want to be a part of the cruelness
|02 Aug 2007||jane doe||everyone is bound to die at some point or another. you don't need to rush it, you might miss something worth living for.|
|02 Aug 2007||sony||i tried drinking cleaning liquid phenyl but survived , 30 asprins nothing worked...............can anyone suggest an easiest way where the suicide attemt looks like an accident atleast my folks get my insurance money.|
|01 Aug 2007||sarah||i cant tell you the best way but im now 21 and living what i would deem a pretty normal and good life however when i was 14 i did try to commit suicide because i thought i wasn't good enough and that i wouldn't end up anywhere decent i got made to think i was useless and a waste of space the only thing i got out of my failed atempt was 3 weeks in hospital and 4 years of pyscotherapy and belive me it wasnt fun if you want to commit suicide my advice would be to put it to the back of your mind and if you still feel that way in a years time do it at the end of the day most people dont suceed but it will make you see things in a different light trust me been there! and as for all you people slagging off the creator of this site well what the fuck you doing here in the first place yes i doo doubt the creator is actually 13 but maybe they are trying to help!!|
|01 Aug 2007||the lion||People come and go but others have a nice time and go very well.Why am i not having a nice time?Why Must I be the only sad boy In the world?I just have to kill myself and let the lucky ones be|
|01 Aug 2007||nicole||dnt, honestly it dusnt help ne thin
solve ur probs thers nothin u cnt solve
u weird weird kid..
|01 Aug 2007||dana||if you want to die at 13 God bless you because your heart is already dead at such a youg age.please reconsider?
i am 39, and grew up an only spoiled rich kid. parents split when i was 16, remarried my mom screwed my bf at the time and i now have a brother from that.
my father never speaks to me, and lives 5 miles up the road.
i have ocd and now i know when i was 8 and afraid to sleep, and had weird thoughts and feelings, i wasnt crazy like dad said i just had mental issues and they have mutated into some form of malignant craziness.i have a great bf, who has taught me to love myself, even tho my parents still, old as they are, kick me down every chance they get and focus only on their new kids and could care less about me or my kids,their grandkids...
life is tough, i have lived in cars, moved 35 times since 18, and now at 39 live in a beat up trailer with holes in the floor, and am on ssi because i cant cope with the public.the rest of my family is rich,but they would not buy me a band aide if i was bleedin.i just dont care anymore..
but you know what? i dint wanna die. i love my home and my life, i love my family even tho they dont really give 2 shits about me. im a black sheep never got the college the rest of the family got.dont want it. im learning to be happy every day with what i have and i know in the future with Gods help and some luck ill be just fine. and you will be too. anyone can die it isnt an accomplishment,living is a true quest.