|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|28 Sep 2007||Aaron||...spent too long with an eating disorder...need a change of scene...|
|28 Sep 2007||brittney<secret searher-er-er...lol>||yo need to tell ppl ur secrets on suicide? go to logyoursecret.com yo dis shits cool.|
|28 Sep 2007||I LOVE all of you... Seek HELP!!||This will be my last time on the site but let me leave something with you all:
As of right now I am going to be ok!! I know life throws rough patches but remember that there is SOMEONE that does care and GOD LOVES you, I LOVE you, people LOVE you even if you dont believe it. Your life will get better, TRUST me. It did for me.
|28 Sep 2007||nathan||take a rope and hang urself it is quick,easy,and painful cause u will be dead right when u jump|
|28 Sep 2007||Mouchette is dead... Seek HELP!!||This will be my last time on the site but let me leave something with you all:
So you can trust me in what I am about to say, please note the following that has happened to me in the PAST and days up until recent...
I am nearly way too old for this site but for some reason I keep coming back to post well I am done now coming here because life is going to be ok. Well, I am going to write about my life experiences which means I am using this site as a blog site for right now, so if this gets boring just scroll down and move on. My life started to change and turn to shit when I was about 11 years old. That's the age I was when my parents divorced. It is not easy growing up through a divorce. Anyways me and my older brother lived with my Mom because my father was whacked. So my life was shittier than you could imagine. I never had friends, and never got invited places. I was ripped away from my mother because the courts believed my father when he said my Mom was estranged ... it was the other way around. Mom took us away because my father was abusive, and whacked out. He would always threaten to kill the pets and us if so and so ever happened. Anyways, so CPS took us away where my brother and I were sent to live out of state for a few months to live with our grandparents. We came back later in June 1998. We had just started high school and then we were taken to a group home so many miles away which didn't work out so then they took us to a foster home where we gave clues to our Mom so she could come see us when the courts said she couldn't because of my father. Then a few months or so later we got moved back in with our Mom. I still have no friends at school so I am a loner wandering the halls and quad areas, and locker rooms aimlessly waiting for classes to start. After school was nothing but dreaded days because it was homework time until I finally realized how to get it done in school. When I was about 14 I adopted my greatest dog ever who became my only friend. He was there for me when no one else was, I loved him and he loved me back. He was a loyal pet and never put me down like the many people I came into contact with. He trusted me and I trusted him. Then came the day that we had to move because we were low on money again because my father never once paid child and spousal support so we had to give my BEST friend up. MY dog and I were good friends. I miss him to this day and wish with every breath that I take that I could find him and re-adopt him if he is still around somewhere! If anything was almost as hard as growing up through a divorce it was the day I had to depart with my dog! We lived out of the car for a month or so with 2 cats, and 2 dogs too. We had to move into a motel for 3 months. Then we move again. The cycle never endeed. I am now a h.s. graduate with some college and I still am not employed, I thought I had made friends 2 years ago but those friends just walk all over me, and don't care like they say they do, I moved back to my fathers house because otherwise I literally would be living on the street if I didn't. Before I moved back I was in the job corps until they kicked me and some other people out. Sometime after I moved back I met my fiance through his dad in 2003 when he was sick with cancer. He lost that battle in February 2006. Again I thought my life had ended. One year and a few weeks later to his passing, our dad (his dad) had suffered a major stroke. I felt like joining the dark/gothic side of the town I live in so I could be heavily sedated with dark clothing, black nail polish, chains, and the works. Of course I didn't though. I am also a full-time volunteer/backup worker for an animal organization. I fell in love with another guy whom is the world to me but hasn't been able to see the same way yet he tells me he is in love with me and cares about so much but doesn't ever calls or returns my email. So I am to think he is playing with my heart as well. Then there was another guy that had cheated on me before he gave us a chance. He is the wheelchair bound dude that is a hillbilly redneck. Now that I reread that statement about the redneck, I think I am ok not being with him. Now my play-with-my-heart guy comes crawling back and wants to give us a chance ... again. Im at a loss at what to do because I don't know want to be hurt again. So then my ex-friend wants to set me up with a guy who turns out to be a jerk too. I still at this time love Mike Westerman and want to still be with him so I think I will take him back and see if he really has changed and if so will stay with him. I could go on but I think I will stop writing now.
As of tonight I am going to be ok!! I know life throws rough patches but remember that there is SOMEONE that does care and GOD LOVES you, I LOVE you, People LOVE you even if you dont believe it. Your life will get better, TRUST me. It did for me.
|27 Sep 2007||Just trying to help||Hey all, I will not be back here again, so if you need me those can just look for me with my old email address on here . I am going to live!! This suicide shit is bogus!! Do the hapy thing and make something happen!! Come on there are better ways to move on than be feeling lonely, depressed or whatever. Email me please if you need to talk!!|
|27 Sep 2007||impale yourself.||stop being a little baby. grow the fuck up. oh im gonna kill myself cuz i have problems or cuz i have depression. abraham lincon had depression. he was president of the united states of america. so dont kil yourself. but i wouldsay the best way would be self impaling on a tall tree trunk thats been topped and sharpened to a point.
it will hurt bad but will make such a bold statment the pain will be worth it.
|27 Sep 2007||why do you want to kill yourself my big brother did 3 year ago and we all miss him and it not some game game for kids to play|
|26 Sep 2007||George's kid||i will be dead after my dreaded work day tomorrow.. i am tired of shit and am going to kill myself after work tomorrow... bye usa of fuckin people that never do show a fuckin care to anyone in this world... fuck this world... now where did i put that beer? if only george would talked to me.. if only i had someone one person that cared... but i dont so fuck this life... im out|
|26 Sep 2007||Cant take it||I just broke up with my girlfriend of 4 years. She is sleeping with my old best friend. I love her to death and she just wants me to sit around and be her "friend" while she fucks him. i cant take this anymore. I have no life. My parents hate me, i have no car, no job, no one to love me anymore. i want to end my life tonight... im thinking of a shotgun straight to the mouth. that should do it shouldnt it???|
|26 Sep 2007||???||well here it goes i wanna die so bad im only fourteen and my girlfirend is a slut. my mums a bitch always using drugs and im allways angrey i have tried overdosing but didnt work plz help me be free i have only 10 days left on hell.|
|25 Sep 2007||J||don't do it when you're 13.
i'm 31 and thinking about doing it now. i'm gay, colored, got no job or money, living in a big city with a big bridge that i'm thinking jumping off of. i can't return where i'm from either and i don't know what to do. i'm supposed to go see a therapist. but i don't know if that'll help. life's been getting harder for me.
so my advice, don't kill yourself when you're 13.
|25 Sep 2007||justin peace||you ppl need chill out and just run away as fast as u can get away from what hurting u becouse i know what srowow is it eat your soul and when u have no hope it can be hard to suruvie im going be real whit it can all be over in second but they wont be another tear but be nothing more all will u into dark obis i wish u all the best no matter what u do is your desion but i do everthing in my power to save as many of you as possiable i have lived 18/ year so give me email at email@example.com|
|25 Sep 2007||Kelly J||Well there has to be a reason why we all are still here... Maybe your not suppose to die? Ive been suicidal for about a year, The only thing i have done is over-dosed. When im really mad, upset, or extreamly depressed im willing to do anything when i feel thoses emotions im not in the right state of mind, and usually end up doing things i regret later. Death it self doesnt scare me, why should it? i wanna die right? Suicide usually is... 1. a sence of failure 2. Exhaustion 3. Undiagnosed metal illness 4. Racism, meaning you've been disriminated agaist. 5. Unresolved Childhood abuse 5. Lack of sleep 6. Oppression 7. Emotional Anorexia 8. Physical Impainment 9. Loss 10. Bullying 11. Double bind 12. Toxicity...
If you have ever felt anyone of those things, u have felt like a worthless peice of shit... I know, ive been there and back more times then i needed.. Im not here to try and stop you from killing ur self but there has to be a reason why ur still here.. Life is KIFE i no.. i hate it here and i will die soon...
|25 Sep 2007||Chris||Honestly, I'm not going to sit here and type about how all high and mighty I am and judge your point of view. Who am I to tell you to " get over it " or " grow up, everybody has problems "? I think thats not only ignorant, it's irresponsible. Someone who wants to commit suicide quite obviously doesn't need someone making them feel worse. I was suicidal from the age of 11, it's instilled in me a hatred for the number. Very recently, I have found the love of my life, and exponentially, my condition has gotten better. I never expected this to happen, but i guess that's the beauty of life. You just never know whats going to happen. So my only advice is this. Please don't try suicide, it's fine to think about it, but if you go through with it, there's no turning back. If i'm giving you this advice, me a total stranger, just stop and think about all the lives you would ruin with such an act. Please, fight for them, fight for us. And just...live.|
|24 Sep 2007||SyDnEySuIcIdE||The best way to commit suicide would be to mix vodka and gasoline...then cut yourself....you'll die in a matter of a couple of hours. its easy and it works.
i am gunna try it tonight....my best friend committed suicide last year and that is how he did it.
|24 Sep 2007||NPM_IT||Need somebody to talk to? Feel free to contact me - I'm more than willing to chat.
I've grown up with depression myself, and I understand a lot of the feelings you have, and I'm willing to discuss and offer advice if you want to take it. I've had a lot go on in my life, from friends committing suicide, loss of friends, family, and people I know from accidents, or even natural causes.
The one thing I will say now - Even when it hurts the most, and you feel alone, even in a crowd of people, keep in mind I know this feeling, because I've lived through it. I don't care if your a guy, if your a girl, if you're young, or you're old - I'm willing to offer at the very least, somebody that you can talk to.
I'm 21, from the Pacific Northwest, my MSN is firstname.lastname@example.org - Feel free to send me an email or message.
|24 Sep 2007||I want George!!||thanks george, for leaving me hanging and not g etting bak to me... i want to bond with u i hope u will want the same... please get aback to me... off to chug some beer before i end my night.. for anyone wondering im in USA not UK... so please stop asking... thanks alot george!!
-death is not to far for me
|23 Sep 2007||Me||I will say that I am shocked to have found this page while doing a search for helping children deal with the suicide death of a parent. Its been a little over a year now that my partner of 10 years turned our lives upside down. we have 2 boys ages 9 and 4 now at the time 8 and 3. This happened a week prior to my oldest sons birthday. and the destruction thats it has caused is beyond description. I dont think people actually realize that the life you live isn't yours and yours alone. its a part of everyone you know and everyone you've met. and thinking that your demise will make it better and others just sad is a huge understatement. it makes the lives of those left behind stop. There left feeling empty and numb. The things that were important are no longer. Its my belief that those who succeed in this die once, and those who live, the ones who have to attempt to pick up the pieces to try an create some sense of normal in there everyday lives die over and over again. My life nor my childrens,his family as well as mine, we'll never be what we were. The person I was doesnt exist anymore. And wondering the what ifs drains me that much more. I think its important to talk to someone and if the first person doesnt listen find another theres always some one who will. Im only writing on here because I can relate to both sides of this. The intense guilt Im plagued with now sometimes has had my thought twisted. I think we all need to tell ourselves and eventually believe that were important. And that we matter. Take into consideration there is nothing to be gained and that life can be a beautiful thing , And the down points some of you have are points in which most everyone has felt and someone can relate to . its a matter of how you deal with them. As I said a few lines up find someone that you can confide in and trust, and the talk. Get it out, the more its bottled up the harder it will be to deal with. I wish for hope and happiness to find you all.|
|23 Sep 2007||Jordan||Im not 13 but 16 but age is nothing. When you look for the day its not there.
I thought alot about suicide I use to cut myself but all that did was get me in a mental hospital! That was the worst. It made me want to kill myself even more. Im not like anyone else (or it feels like it) I drinked smoked dope, had horrible friends who were bad.
Didnt go to my classes (Mc minn county High) The only reason was that I was afraid people wouldnt like me. I had to be moved out of the school or be sent off. I had a horrible tobbaco problem but recently I quit cold turkey that was horribly misserble. Now Im 16 and home schooled no friends absolutely 0! IM lonley and I dont do my work.
You probably would say get over yourself you fuking idiot (sound like my dad.) and do your work but Im so depressed I coundnt find the will to do anything exept sit and get even more deppressed. I almost blew my brains out with my shotgun He he That would be wierd seeing my brains and not finding my mind. Mind is nowere to be found or blamed. I read that the only way you can truly die is your ego. When you die
Physically your body just goes right to the earth again. A never ending cycle life is there is no end. Exept your mind thinking theres an end.
Not even death is an escape for me exept sometimes I want to go numb and drop dead but I go back wondering how I got here. Death is going to hurt physically or mentally hurt. I figure just zoning out in meditation and then there is no me. The only me is the me looking for the me and thats endless.
Thanks for reading