Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
14 Feb 2008 Bob STROZEWSKI LET ME TELL YOU ALL ALITTLE SOMETHING// SUICIDE IS FOR COWARDS. LET ME SHARE ALITTLE STORY.. REAL LIFE STORY..HOPE IT CHANGES YOUR MINDS.
FOR MANY YEARS MY TWIN BROTHER AND I WOULD GO FISHING TOGETHER, TALK EVERY DAY ECT WE WERE SO CLOSE..MY LIFE WAS HIS AND HIS LIFE WAS MINE.. I COULD NEVER HAVE IMAGINED WHAT LIFE WITHOUT HIM WOULD BE LIKE.. UNTIL 06/25/08 ..
THIS DAY I DIDN'T HEAR FROM HIM, I COUDNT GET AHOLD OF HIM.. THIS IS THE DAY THAT CHANGED
MY LIFE FOREVER..
MY TWIN BROTHER WAS FOUND AT HOME HE HAD TAKEN NUMEROUS TYLENOL PILLS, SLEEPING PILLS AND ALCOHOL.. HE WAS BARELY ALIVE WHEN THE AMBULANCE ARRIVED.. HE WAS TAKEN TO THE TRAUMA UNIT..FROM THE LOOKS OF HIS BEDROOM YOU COULD TELL THAT HE SUFFERED TREMENDIOUSLY.. BLOOD AND VOMIT ALL OVER THE ROOM. HE COULDN'T EVEN FIND THE STRENGTH TO REACH HIS PHONE 2 FEET AWAY FROM HIS HEAD.
THE AMOUNT OF SUFFERING IN THE TRAUMA UNIT SUPERCEDED HIS OWN PAIN. WITH THE AMOUNT OF THINGS THEY DID TO HIM TRYING TO SAVE HIM.. THE LAST THING HE SAID TO ME WAS I AM SOO SOOO SORRY. I SAID I LOVE YOU BILL.. HE WENT INTO A COMA. HE WAS AIRLIFTED TO THE BEST HOSPITAL 3 HOURS AWAY.ALL HIS ORGANS WERE SHUTTING DOWN..FOR 5 DAYS I WATCHED HIM LAY THERE AND SUFFER HORRIBLE PAIN. HE WENT THROUGH A LIVER TRANSPLANT. DIALYSIS AND SO MUCH MORE. FINALLY AFTER 5 DAYS, I TOOK HIM OFF LIFE SUPPORT. I HELD HIM SO CLOSE AND SO TIGHT FOR 5 DAYS. I TOLD HIM EVERYTHING I WANTED HIM TO KNOW, I PRAYED, I BEGGED, I PLEADED WITH GOD.. I EVEN TRIED TO SELL MY SOUL TO SAVE HIS.. THE TIME HAD COME I WATCHED HIS BADY OVER THE 5 DAYS FILL WITH FLUID, HE GAINED ABOUT 50 POUNDS. WHEN YOU HELD HIS HANDS OR RUBBED HIS ARM WATER PURED OUT OF HIS SKIN. THE WHITES OF HIS EYES FILLED WITH WATER.IT DISTOURTED HIS ENTIRE BODY. THE TIME HAD COME TO SAY GOOD-BYE.
JULY 1.2006 HIS WISH CAME TO LIGHT. MY TWIN BROTHER WAS PRONOUNCED DEAD. I DONATED WHATEVER ORGAN COULD BE SAVED TOHELP SAVE THE LIFE OF SOMEONE THAT WANTED TO LIVE SOMEONE THAT WAS FIGHTING TO LIVE. MY TWIN LEFT BEHIND A 16YR AND A 3 YR OLD. NOT TO MENTION ME.
HIS SUFFERING NOW BECAME MY SUFFERING . FOR 19 MONTHS I HAVE SUFFERED SEVERELY. I ATE ,MYSELF SILLY GAINED MORE WEIGHT THAT I COULD HAVE IMAGINED. IM ON DEPRESSION PILLS, HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE PILLS, AND HAD A HEART ATTACK 9 MONTHS AGO..NOW TELL ME HE IS FREE OF PAIN AND MY HAD JUST BEGUN. I DIDN'T WANT TO DIE. I HAVE 5 KIDS.. I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS NOR IS IT FAIR THAT I HAVE TO SLOWLY DIE THIS WAY. PART OF ME DIED 07-01-06 BUT THE REST OF ME IS FAILING SLOWLY EACH DAY.
SO YOU ALL REALLY NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE ALSO KILLING OTHERS WHEN YOU TRY SUICIDE.. GO TO WWW.BILLSTROZEWSKI.COM OR TYPE IN BILL STROZEWSKI AND WITNESS THE SUFFERING OTHERS DEAL WITH WHEN U SUCCEED HOPE IT CHANGES YOUR MIND.
14 Feb 2008 dirtyrudy eat to much candy!
11 Feb 2008 Melissa Reed Hey ya'all... I'm here to try and help anyone who wants it... you can e-mail me at jokercamaro87@yahoo.com or IM me at jokercamaro87 on yahoo messenger. Or you can call me at 740-586-9648... if I don't answer then just leave a message and I'll call back as soon as I can... unless it's outside of the US... I just want to help... suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem... no matter how permenant it may seem right now... and if you wait long enough the rain will go away...
11 Feb 2008 tom To all of you morons,
when you have been born with a heart disease an cystic fibrosis, got cancer a twelve, both of your parents have died a year later, been taken to hospital unconcious and in a coma for 4 months and have been abused by foster parents. that is when you have the right to complain you self indulgent selfish bunch of bastards, you don't know how bad life can be.
shut up and try to enjoy the only life you will get.
11 Feb 2008 George greece Hi again guys. This is the second time I am writting here. My last time was at november 2006. Remember myself reading for hours these posts to find comfort on them. My problem was a lot more lighter than others. Anyway, here I am now, enjoying life...
10 Feb 2008 BitchAss um why would a person under 13 year want to kill themselves. are you guys stupid? why would you show this information to little fucking kids. wow and wow you guys are fucking homosexuals and fucking retarted who don't get anything and don't understand shit. FUCK YOU PIECE OF SHIT
09 Feb 2008 nadia let me say one thing...
im 13 and i cut myself, i wanna die and theres not one reason to live.
i have abusive parents, and an even worse life. my mom starves me and beats me. butt my family dosent give a crap.
i dont deserve to live. . . at all.
the best way that id most likely end up doing is drinking that carbon crap with tap water.. easy huh?
09 Feb 2008 paolin suck your father s dick
08 Feb 2008 ally I wish I knew the best or easiest way to kill yourself. I am 41 and struggling with it everyday. I have 2 young dughters who need me but I have nothing left to give anyone. My husband has beendeployed overseas for the next year and I am constantly in a state of terror for his safety. I have tried to get help but the military threatened to take my children away if I make any waves or have any problems and my husband has been threatened with loss of a stripe ( which would impact us severly money wise) if I cause any problems where he might have to come home. I have NO ONE to turn to. No family or friends and now I can't even depend on the doctors on base for help as I have beenwarned and made to sign a paper saying I will not do anything or cause problems on the risk of losing my children. I am in constant pain. I drink constantly for relief and think about suicide as a measns to end my pain, I want it to be easy.
08 Feb 2008 Sara I just went through and read all these and i guess theres a lot more people that think that way i do, and thats sort of comforting. since about 13 i'd say is when i started wanting to kill myself. and ever since then it has just gotten worse. i finally broke down last year and told my mom i really need some help. I've been to a phsychiatrist, they gave me meds. did nothing but make me tired. I've tried over dosing on over the counter pills, actually just about 20 minutes ago. yeah nothing i'm still mother fucking alive. i can't cut my self, i don't even have my ears pierced. my best friend and i plan on killing ourselves in september. because we just want one more summer. all i want is to get a fucking job but i cant because michigan's economy is so bad right now, but anyway, get a job and buy some hardcore fucking drugs. put my bathing suit on lay on the beach and bake and slowly die, but i'm not so sure i can wait till september. thats my dream. i'm so tired of crying and clenching my fists everynight, takes hours for me to fall asleep. i'm nothing anymore, i am numb. sure i put a smile on :) i'm so fabulous at that. but everythings going wrong, and i know i know compared to the kids in africa i have a beautiful life. i live in a beautiful house, i'm pretty, i have great friends, i love my boyfriend, ha but can't tell him that because then it would just even be harder to leave. plus i don't know how to be open anyway and it fucking kills me. and theres another problem not only can i not find a way to kill myself yet but he's the only reason stoping me from doing it right now, i couldn't do that to him, and ha listen to me i don't even know if he loves me hahaha i'm a fucking fool i've only been with him for a little over 2 months but i new right away when i saw him he was it, he probably doesn't even know me fuck i don't even know me. so whatever my phones getting shut off tonight, we have to move, i can't find a job, i need to take a drug test to work at kmart but NOPE can't do that because i will not pass, and my mom will know i do drugs. so whatever my life doesn't sound that great, but i mean i know compared to other people i should not be complaining, i fully understand that. but its not about what you have and what you don't. its what your mind tells you, how you think, how you can't stop thinking, and all you want is for it to go away. and it won't stop it keeps going and going that it starts to cause you physical pain. and you lay at the bottom of the shower and don't move. i used to cry there but now i'm finding i don't even have the strength to cry anymore. i'm just emotionless. my mom's home. i had a nice episode earlier and thought about telling her to take me to the hospital tonight before i did something stupid. but i say i'm going to man up and tell her every night and try to get some help. but i never do, i can't. what will she think, i'd feel so weird. so i'm going to go out tonight and party. i don't eve know if anyone reads these anymore. i guess i'll just wait till september. oh haha funny story i got pulled over today by a cop because i was cryin in my car, he asked if i was okay. fuck you. goodbye
07 Feb 2008 Allen asdhjkl; [secrative],

It sounds like you've been through a lot at home. If you haven't felt loved, let me tell you that I love you. Not in some crazy stalker way, but in a friend's way. Please know that you have value. You are important. You are special. And you are loved. If no one has told you in a while I think you need to hear those truths. I didn't speak to my father for about 6 years because I hated him so much. I know what it is to feel rejected and hurt and have bad relationships with your parents. But there is Hope. Killing yourself is NOT the answer. You have a purpose for being on earth. You're here for a reason, and you have to live to find that reason. Don't let your hurt cloud your mind. Suicide is not the answer you're looking for. I nearly killed myself, but I didn't and I'm so thrilled now, years later, that I didn't. Please email me. I would really love to talk. My email is: Area51boca@aol.com

Sincerely,
Allen


PS. I highly recommend you talk with a professional about what you're feeling too. You can call a free crisis hotline anytime @ UK Suicide Crisis Helpline: 08457 909090 (UK) or in the US 1-800-273-TALK (8255) / www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org. They have trained people who can help and it's totally annoymous (it's free, it's open 24/7, and no one knows who you are).
06 Feb 2008 asdhjkl; [secrative] I am only 14 but my life is a horrid mess. My parents tell me they love me but the only reason they tell me they love me is for more excuses to torment me and try and hurt me. My mom often tells me she doesnt want to see my face and tht she wishes she never had me. You dont know how hard it is whenever you mom tells you things like that. Ive considered moving to my grandmas but i would still see her and i would just get so much pain. I cant even tell my best best friend the relationship i share with my mom because it is just so sad. I love her but im trying to stop because its really hard to love someone that doesnt love me. And I know for a fact that the only reason she treats me the way I do is because she knows I dont complain to anyone about it. it hurts so so much so im pretty much 75% sure that im going to commit suicide holding 2 guns. One up the side of my head and 1 twards my heart. My dad has 2 guns to I know it wont be hard for me to get them. I will shoot them off at the same time. I will also take some of my moms pills before so I know i will die right away. I dont want to experience any pain & i know this is the best way to kill myself. For any encouring tips for me please say something! Its really nice to find a site where people understand.
05 Feb 2008 Niki Don't. If you are 13 or younger the only reason you feel alone is because everyone else is conforming to social norms and you are smart enough to realize there is more to life. Don't conform and look beyond your circle of friends, there is more out there.
05 Feb 2008 i have no sympathy this makes me laugh. the title said "what is the best way to kill youreself when youre under 13" look guys, im 16 ok. yeah life is shitty at times, and sometimes i just want to end it all, but there is always soemthing thats pulling me back. and you have it too. the reason you havent pull the damn trigger is cause there's something behind your back thats gnawing on you. yeah i complain about my life soemtimes, i talk it out and you know what, it made me feel a shit load better. even it doesnt take away all of my hurtful feelings, it took away some. life is always changing guys, so dont be stupid. i have to say that im blessed. i have friends that cares for me and my mom whose always been there for me. but that doesnt mean that i dont have an abusive dad. so in short. i'll answer the question. whats the best way to kill yourself, is to torture yourself to death by depression. i mean, if you kick depression off of your mind, you wouldnt be depress. but you know what, if you think that life is that worthless, dont blow yourself up. thats too quick. let that damn depression eat you alive. let it gnaw on you until one day, you fall down dead cause your body and mind cant take it anymore. best way to die, i garentee it. besides, youre under 13 anyway right? what does it matter? right? i mean if you want to die as a virgin, go ahead. if you want to die without experiencing anything, go ahead. because you know what, if you die under the age of 13, ppl wont rmr you as, "oh that boy did...." nah fool, they'll rmr you as this. "that boy was a loser ass, thats y he killed himsefl cause he cant be a man." you might be a girl, but w/e the case may be, only losers and quitters give up. if you do, thats your prob. dont ask ppl stupid shit about suicide. im suicidal and im dealing with it and never in my life i asked ppl for help cause of it. so man up and just tell yourself. the world will pay one day, its just not today and walk it off! its not hard, you just got to be cruel and black hearted, like me. life is so much easier that way, trust me. if not then die the way i explained it, from depression. best way man, best way.
04 Feb 2008 Clem Hé! La meilleure façon de se décider à se suicider, c'est de réfléchir au futur, et la meilleure façon pour moi de se suicider c'est de se ramener avec un couteau dans un commissariat de police et d'essaer de tuer des agents. Rapide et propre. Perso, les lames de rasoir au niveau des poignets n'ont pas suffi, mais ce n'est que partie remise =)!
Bonne chance!
03 Feb 2008 dead inside. I lost a piece of me in you;
I think I left it in your arms.
I forget the reasons I got scared,
But remember that I cared quite a lot.

You see but lately I've been on my own.
Yeah one, but one by choice.
You see, thats a first for me,
There's only me, yeah theres only me,
And now I realize for once,
It's just me.
It's just me.
It's just me,
And I'll find a way to make it,
There's noone left to stop me.
Here I go.
Can we take it from the top?

So why so long?
So sad, I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take this from me.
I'm already spent living half my life undone
So why so long?
So sad, I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take this from me.
I've already spent my life living half undone.

I've been talking to my aunts and uncles, mom and dad again.
I've been finding out that I have what this world calls friends.
I've tried to push them all away,
They push me back and wanna stay
And that's one good thing I have.

I'm gonna feel a peace in me,
I'm gonna feel at home.
I'm gonna make this cloud above me disappear, be gone.
I wanna feel a punch inside, my heart beat on the floor.
I don't wanna hurt no more.

Yeah it's just me.
It's just me
And i'll find a way to make it.
There's noone left to stop me.
Here i go, can we take it from the top?

So why so long?
So sad, I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take her from me.
I've already spent my life living half undone.

So why so long?
So sad, i wanna be strong.
Don't try to take her from me.
I've already spent my life living half undone.

I used to be the one who won before.
I used to smile but dont no more.
I'm living just to watch it all go by.

[ its just me -- blue october ]
03 Feb 2008 dead inside. I close my eyes and I smile
Knowing that everything is alright
To the core
So close that door
Is this happening?

My breath is on your hair
I'm unaware
That you opened the blinds and let the city in
God, you held my hand
And we stand
Just taking in everything.

And I knew it from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep
Here we are
On this 18th floor balcony.
We're both flying away.

So we talked about mom's and dad's
About family pasts
Just getting to know where we came from
Our hearts were on display
For all to see
I can't believe this is happening to me

And I raised my hand as if to show you that I was yours
That I was so yours for the taking
I'm so yours for the taking
That's when I felt the wind pick up
I grabbed the rail while choking up
These words to say and then you kissed me...

I knew it from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep
Here we are
On this 18th floor balcony...
We're both flying away.

And I'll try to sleep
To keep you in my dreams
'til I can bring you home with me
I'll try to sleep
And when I do I'll keep you in my... dreams

I knew it from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep
So here we are
On this 18th floor balcony, yeah

I knew it from the start
My arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
No, we're not going to sleep

Here we are
On this 18th floor balcony... we're both..
Flying away
02 Feb 2008 fuck u all if it is still raining tomorrow i will be going on another hike 2morw night and be taking a couple bottle corona beer, pills, and a rope (asprin, vocidin, and peret) with me and gunna kill myself while staring at the fucked up world around me while hanging.....
02 Feb 2008 Ashley This site is ridiculous. u have one life to live make the most of it. dont let your parents or gf/bf etc. make you feel worthless! they want you to feel like shit, dont let them get this satifaction. they are not worth the tears, cuts, or those pills. reach out to someone who cares about you. weather this is a parent(who you get along with), teacher, friend, other family members, or suicide hotlines. now i do i expirece with this. i have attempted 2 times. im still here and now love it. love yourself. you dont have to love the other who made you feel like this. if there is no one else you can contact me email not_berry_nice@yhaoo.com
im on a lot of the time. please dont do it if you are thinking about it. im reaching out with a hand to help. please take the help. what could one email hurt.
02 Feb 2008 Allen Hi "Looser Kid,"

It sounds like you're going through a lot. I've been through a whole lot also, and I'd love to offer you some hope. I'd love to talk. Please email me. My name's Allen. My email is Area51boca@aol.com

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