|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|31 Oct 2007||Toni||To the 13-year-old that wants to kill him/her-self: DON'T!!! I felt that way for years. I grew up believing that no-one loved me, and that I was better off dead. I'm 27 now, and I still look at suicide pages to see if anyone thinks I'll still go to heaven if I commit suicide. I've never been picked as anyone's favorite person or BFF, but I'm sure you have a best friend, which is more than some people have. Sure, your mom seems uncaring, but I think she feels that if she ignores it, it'll stop you from thinking about it, or wanting to carry it out. That doesn't mean she doesn't love you, she's just in denial. Baby, you've got your whole life ahead of you, and you'll still meet so many people who'll get to know you and love you just as you are, so, please, don't give up on life yet till you've experienced all that is coming to you. What I think you should do now is try to get to know and love yourself, cos no one will love you if you don't love or respect yourself first. Please try.|
|30 Oct 2007||Confuzed2night||I don't know the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 as I'm trying to find a way to kill myslef right now as I write this. I was looking up easy ways to commit suicide in google and I came across this website. I am a 22 year old female and I have a hormonal imbalance which causes me to grwo hair practically all over my body. I'm tired of being different from everyone else and having to shave like a dude and I have always felt ugly. I am failing everything in school because I'm so depressed about everything and people are constatly taking advantage of me. I think about killing myself every day that goes by now. I feel that I don't want to live because I don't deserve it and it doesn't deserve an unworthy person like me living through it.|
|30 Oct 2007||colocha||im in highschool and two of my best friends moved away one ive known snce 3rd grade and he moved to malibu california and one ive known since only 9th grade and she moved to tauton mass and w/o them i feel deppressed well ........ yeah
I KNOW THIS GIRL ON THIS WEBSITE HER NAME IS LI AND IF YOU GET THIS MESSAGE EMAIL ME PLEASEEEEEEE THANKS HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON STILL ALIVE LOL HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON
|30 Oct 2007||Sebastian||It's the hardest nobody cares for you. When you know deep down that your useless, ugly and a waste of space. This is what makes life the hardest for me. I've tried to kill myself so many times that i cannot remember a time that didn't contain sometype of attempt at death. I don't try it anymore because I know it's no use. I'm trapped here.. . like a fly stuck on a sticky trap. My entire family hates me and I have know friends. Yesterday I cut so deep into my arm that sliced through the flesh and some of the meat beneath it. It hurt so bad but it felt so relieving. Somebody plaese tell me why I'm here.|
|30 Oct 2007||Eliot||With a soft drink can lid|
|29 Oct 2007||lok stok & 2 smokin barrels||the best way to kill yourself is plan a bank or jewlery store robbery, have a high powered rifle or smg. rob the fuck out of the store threatening ne1 who stands in your way. if the cops rock up then take as many down as you can and they will most likley kill you. if you get away but are caught later you will probz go to prison where youll get raped and probly shanked for being such a whiny pussy. and if you manage to pull off the robbery and not get caught then your fucking rich, buy an xbox 360 a hooker and some weed and you wont wanna kill yourself ne more :)|
|28 Oct 2007||no name||don't do it|
|28 Oct 2007||sarah||become an overweight White middle class American kid with conservative parents and a big room all to yourself so you can sit in it everyday after school alone and drive yourself mad with selfpity and sel hatred all in one. Then do something stupid and self and never realize how huge the world is and that if only you had waited to grow up a little you would've been old enough to watch American Beauty and Girl Interrupted and felt better about the fact that pain is beautiful adn we all deal and that's how we connect in the first place with one another. Pointless?? Only the old man on his death bed can truly testify to that. So go ask him, see what he says.|
|27 Oct 2007||dead inside.||Broken down and hungry for your love
With no way to feed it
Where are you tonight?
|27 Oct 2007||zzzel||the people here saying they want to kill themselves arent being emo-ish and ignorant.
im a chirstian and, yeah i think these people still need love... even if they dont want it, its wrong to do it.
but. even if suicide is wanted, they have the right to take away whats theres.
though their life was giving as a gift from god.....
its stil kinda theirs...
so they should get to use it.. or not use it.. as they want.
just.... if they want to they want to.
no matter what theyv been through.
apart from those stoopid idiots doing it coz " i cant find a girl/boyfriend" coz thats just stupid.
yeah. i dont think they should, and i think they should talk to me HINT HINT
SHUT UP IF YOU AINT BEEN THROUGH CRAP.
IV BEEN BULLIED AND SEXUALLY HARRASED,
BEATEN BY MY PARENTS AND WENT THROUGH TIME WITH NO FRIENDS,
but im still here.
geez a message if you want to hate me,
geez a message if you dont want to.
|27 Oct 2007||its hazel.||hiya =) to alex.
i know i could say this over msn but i know ill take ages to type.
because i'll be crying and stopping and drunk and not making sense and crying more and.. etc etc....
right.. eh... this is my total last kinda try... coz i know i can do nothing to try stop it coz i know how passionate you are about doing this...
im kinda... passionate about you not doing it. i mean, just coz we can control it, doesnt mean we should.
just coz we get it, doesnt mean it should be ours.
if you got control over the earth it doesnt mean you should control what everyone does, and make new wars.
just we are given life, it doesnt mean it should be ours to take away.
sorry, but, im really gonna miss you, and im really sad that im never gunna be able to meet you. or talk to you again...
one less thing to be excited about.
but, i guess, that when your dead, you wont have to care abut what other people think.
you can just forget me completely:)
well...... bye. first and last email.................
|27 Oct 2007||J||I live in San Francisco. I have no money, I can't find a job, my friends don't want me around or treat me like I'm a burden to them, and I'm gay and 31 and so far from where I want to be in life. I've been thinking about giving my clothes and belongings to Goodwill and jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge.|
|27 Oct 2007||dead inside.||There are things in this world
That I don't understand
Like love, war, gravity
Or the lay of the land
But all of these, remain mysteries
One thing is for sure
You are worth living for.
Sometimes when I let my mind run free
It never fails and it goes right to you...
And a smile takes a hold of me.
I miss you alot. All the time. Hope your okay. Alt3.
|26 Oct 2007||rana||I have been into this site like a hundred times and I've read alot of the comments,feelings and issues people have. Yeh maybe suicide is stupid, maybe it's wrong, maybe it hurts others. We might all be here for some reason or purpose or maybe not. Suicide could be a solution or could not. The truth is what everyone is saying is just words. Just their opinion and what they think. Yes I have good days, bad days, days when the world needs me, days when everyone would be better off without me. Most of all what I've noticed when reading everyones thoughts is a recurring theme. You've got people who just write what they write just to pass some time. You've got the potential suiciders who are blaming little or big reasons for their suicide attempts or feelings. Whether it be people around them, the way they look, what someone has done or said. You've got the good samaritans trying to save the would be suiciders. Then you've got the anti suiciders who are just pissed off. Why, only God knows. It's not like they will change anything by being pissed off.
I have all these feelings that the potential suiciders talk about. Sometimes I surprise myself that I'm still here. I think I'm too chicken to do anything like committ suicide, although I think about it all the time. Or maybe it's just that I don't really want to do it. I might not be at that point where I can't take it anymore.
Basically I belive depression is a disease. Nobody can tell you it's right or wrong because you can't help the feelings you are having. It's an illness that eats away at you until you can't take it anymore. This leads to suicide. There is no right or wrong in this situation. There is no accurate description or solution. There is no one treatment and there is not one person or situation to blame. Everything that we find to blame is just a catalyst. Words are words and opinions are opinions and nothing more.
When you get to this state of mind and you want to end it all nothing makes sense and nothing is real and whatever anyone says it just doesn't make a difference. What each person needs to decide is what they will do about it. If a friend tells you they want to end all are you going to get pissed off and not understand. If you think it's all over are you going to end it all. Or maybe you can recognise it's an illness and try and get some help. At the end of the day if the help you get doesn't work then you always have the option of ending all, but you never have the option of taking it back.
I totally understand any decision any person makes because at the end of the day it's their life and they know how much they can or can't handle. For anone who is against suicide let me tell you this. There is nothing in the world worse than waking up and feeling dread.Not being able to look in the mirror. Hating every word you speak or someone else speaks. Living in a bubble where nobody understands you. Hating yourself or the world to a point where you don't want anyone looking at you, talking to you. Feeling like you want to crawl out of your skin. The rotten feeling in the pit of your stomach or the feeling of dread in your heart. Sometimes you can snap out of it if things are really good, but as soon as something goes bad again he feeling returns with a vengeance.Thinking of death is the only sane thing, the only thing that will help you escape from how you feel. You will not be able to suffer or feel this pain anymore if you end it all. If other people will suffer as a result of your death is not real, if you are in this state of mind. If your life is no longer important then how can other people's suffering be important. You need to feel for people who see suicide as their only option, because it is a living hell in that big black bleak hole.
ITS CALLED DEPRESSION GUYS. I KNOW BECAUSE I FEEL IT AND ALTHOUGH I HAVEN'T BEEN DIAGNOSED I'M SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT IT IS.
And yes there is medication for it, and yeh maybe things will help if you look for a solution and yeh maybe suicide does feel like your only option.
Just remember, whether you are suffering as a result of someone who has ended their life or you are thinking of killing yourself, you are not alone. Hundreds of thousands of people are going through the same thing every second. There is no right or wrong, but at the end of the day if you try and help yourself and it doesn't quite go the way you want it you can STILL KILL YOURSELF. So maybe theres no harm in trying to get help. But what would I know. Because these are just my words, my thoughts and my feelings.
|25 Oct 2007||Also||im 23 and desperately needing help too because my life is pretty bad and what makes it worse is i just lost my b/f of a year and a fiance prior to that to cancer so all i wnt is someone to love me again and still nothing maybe i hear back|
|25 Oct 2007||Just Trying To Help||if you kill yourself i will kill myself. just because i have a shitty life with shitty friends that do nothing for me or treat me good doesnt mean i will kill myself, sure some of you may have a worser life than me but until i meet some of you i think mine is in the top range of worse life category. i wont give many details but i will say ive been through alot, parents divorce, cps, foster care, protective custody, group homes, sent out of state, homeless, been on numereous medications, loner, wanderer, gothic, cutter, suicidal and have suffered depression for as long as i can remember. i want to give up so bad and shoot my fucking ass sometimes because of k.c of utah. but just because shes a bitch and makes my life a worthless shitty living hell doesnt mean i am going to do it. yeah life sucks when treated bad, or whatnot but please dont give up there has to be some happiness out there for you just like somewhere there is some for for me! lets do this together i promise not to kill my self if you promise not to kill yourself!!|
|25 Oct 2007||patrick R||hi agen, i dont realy know how i feel right now i have no idea who to talk 2 anymore i try getting closer to talk to them but they just act like complete pricks, i suppose they dont understand me or know about my problems, so its not there fault can any1 tell me how i cud tell my m8 like what im going thru|
|25 Oct 2007||Tim||yea, ive thought of suicide, why not? if thats what you want to do, go ahead. i dont want to commit suicide, but if shit keeps going bad maybe i will, fuck who cares? everyone is insignificant, you might have an impact on the handful of people that know you, but you'd be dead so you'll never know. everyone just gets forgotten, unless ofcourse you did something important or was famous, but who cares? maybe its a nice after thought that you'll be remembered, maybe itll give you some peace just before you die, but then you'll be dead anyways. anyone who brings up shit about god, or religion or shit like that, go kill yourself, seriously, fuck you. religions bullshit, use some common sense, use your fucking brain, you live, you die. if you're gonna kill yourself, i dont give one shit, my lifes just as bad as yours if not worse, but it may be better. still who gives a shit? im sure their are people who pity you, well, thats all you'll get if you make it public tghat youll kill yourself and shit like that, good for you. who fucking cares?|
|25 Oct 2007||Imnotsayingmyname||Um, well I'm 13 and I'm a girl. I seriously can't list all the reasons why I want to just end my life. I also wish people liked me more. It seems like everybody hates me. When I came into 8th grade this year people hate me more because during the summer i kind of turned emo. Don't hate me for it im trying to stop being emo, but nobody will let me. When I try to buy like a pink shirt my mom or my grandma says oh you don't like pink you like black, black looks better on you. When I told my mom about suicide a number of times she never listens. She even saw my notebook with all my drawings for christ sake. I didn't want her to ofcourse, but since she seen it i would expect her to say something, but no. I've been depressed for years. I don't even know when it started. People always hated me. Even all the adults hate me. I wish I could just start it all over. Every night when I try going to sleep, I try strangling myself, but as hard as I try it won't kill me. I just can't kill myself with a knife, because I just can't. I believe in God too, I pray to him all the time. But he just won't help me it seems. I'm Catholic, sometimes I doubt God. But now I'm trying to turn to him more than ever, I pray almost every second of the day. If something in my life doesn't change soon, you are never going to hear of me. If I kill myself will I go to hell? I don't want to die, I just want it all to be different. No one will help me. Please help.|
|25 Oct 2007||rob||Get mom to help|