|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|29 May 2008||Karenina||The best way is to sell yourself to a psicotic pedophile with AIDS.
Just my guess.
I tried pills and it didn't work, so it can't be worse if you really don't mind dying :D
|18 May 2008||Al||Dear "tired of diapers,"
Your life is about so much more than a boyfriend or getting married. Those are things you'll probably do, but they're not your purpose.
Everything I said about a guy toward a girl in my last post also goes for a girl seeking a guy. What makes someone beautiful is what's inside, not outside. Our world brainwashes us into thinking the wrapper is what matters, but they're so wrong. It's no accident that 50% of marriages end in divorce. If you work on making yourself a 10 you'll attract a 10. And a 10 won't care whether you're covered in scars or blind or badly burned or wear adult diapers. He will love you for you. That's not some Dr. Phil psychology, it's a fact. This is coming from a real guy, who knows what he's talking about.
But putting that truth aside, a man is not your purpose for living. Your have your own purpose, a reason why you were created, and it has nothing to do with a man. Don't let anything distract you from living an awesome life and making the most out of the opportunities you have. You have breath in your lungs, you have the chance for an amazing life. Please, make the most of it.
|01 Mar 2008||philimeneski||God I'm such a waste. My whole life is nothing. I dont thin I'll ever be able to sort out the screwed up mess that I ma, I just get worse and worse. Getting drunk in my room on vodka, like that's going to help me. I feel like nothing, less than that. Since I can remember I've prayed to god, asking him to kill me but my prayers are never answered.|
|19 Jan 2008||Phillip||Well from what experience ive had its unclear whats the best way. When I was 13 I went through alot of shit with a girl who I loved (foolishly of course) and she lay ruin to my life, when I brought myself to it I tried slashing my wrists but stopped before I even bled. When I think about it I wish that maybe I had killed myself then, although I know now that wrists slashing has a 5% success rate... -_-
Ever since then I went very dark, everything was depressing, I did things intentialy which brought pain and suffering to myself. I became very paranoid where small things were suddenly attempts at making me sad and the thing is when your paranoid these things seem so realistic.
I become much more emo/goth but it was all because of my emotions. After an incident at my school where I was bullied very badly alongside a friend I hated myself and had to get rid of the emotional pain, and the best way I found was through inflicting physical pain. Many people including my parents have asked me since I first started self-inflicting (after my suicide attempt, im 15 now) where I get some of my poorly covered injuries from and I manage to hide the truth although I suspect people back-chat me and reckon I do.
I thought I was alone for a long time and life seemed very down, as I didnt know what to do or what I was going to do or could do. Things seemed to brighten after I met a girl a few weeks back, who was my first girlfriend for 2 years, she was sado-masochistic and I found that I was too, although she dumped me 2 weeks in.
Since then I find even the most un-sexual pain stimulating, its gotten to the point where I dont know if im burning myself through depression or sexual release. I thought for sure that I was mentaly unstable and that I was so different from everyone. Then I met another girl, whom due to my "raging" hormones I become very strongley attracted to her.
When I told her she was very sorry because she didnt like me but she talked to me about stuff, and I found out that she too had tried commiting suiced on many occasions, and self-inflicted. Were friends now (not good friends because she avoids me so im not hurt so much cause I still like her) and I feel like there is some hope. Her life was pretty fucked up so she tried overdosing. It feels good to be able to tell someone how you feel and they've been through it all aswell. I realy love her and im so worried that she will kill herself.
So realy, if your going to kill yourself, make sure you succeed because if you dont, its hard to hide the scars, both physical and emotional.
|22 Nov 2007||all of u suck||go to america and eat the food. your heart will clog on fat and you will die happy and jolly just like that pedophile named santa clause.|
|13 Oct 2007||Carly||I don't know whether I suffer from depression, or whetheer I just get very sad.
I'm 30 now and it has happened for as long as I can remember. From nowhere, the darkest cloud imaginable decends over the valley inside my mind. Positive thoughts cease to exist. I can almost see myself from the outside in, and I will know that I am only entering a "down" time. But I can't help but ignore any sense that I have left and I just sink lowere and lower into a depression.
I can't function. I'm usless at work and dread interaction with people. I question my ability. I convince myself over and over again that I have no friends, no future and no point.
The first time I tried to kill myself I was around 9 or 10. I can't remember why, but I remember isolating myself and feeling very lonely. Luckily, at that age I didn't understand how to kill myself and nothing came of it. I have entertained the thought ever since, but with age I also gained a conscience and now matter how low I have gotten since, the thought of putting my family through a never ending nightmare will always stop me from commiting suicide. I feel like that will always leave me in sort of perpetual hell, but there just isn't anything else I can do.
While my adult years have seen more depression than my teens, some days I feel like I am on top of the world. Perhaps if one day my entire family all die in the same plane crash, maybe I will finally kill myself. Or maybe I won't. Things I see or things I feel keep me going and you never know what is going to happen next. When I was 15 I thought I had seen everything. I thought life would only get worse from then on. But it isn't like that, it becomes immense and infinitely opportunistic.
Try to be a little stronger. See if it helps. See if it gets you to the next day and then see where that takes you....
|13 Sep 2007||spookyqoutemachine||just read this:
1.At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
Why don't they kill themselves?
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
There are probably more than 15 peadophiles in the world, maybe in the street?
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
Thats not true, i hate everyone cos i DONT wanna be like them
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
I hate happy people, my life is horrible, why should they smile?
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
See Question 2
6. You mean the world to someone.
See Question 2...
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
If you kill yourself, you can donate your organs to people who don't hate themselves
8. You are special and unique.
You are the all singing, all dancing crap of the world!
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
Unless you totally fuck up and end up on the streets or death row.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
MM good old parent theories again. Someone is always going to be better than you. I REALLY want to win 30 mil, but someone else did.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
Remember where the people who are rude to you live, and burn and sodomise their pets
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
I agree, telling people I hate them makes me feel just ace!
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
If you dont, see how long you can hide in the freezer at the supermarket for.
Peace out you sons and daughters of hairy arm-pitted prostitute !
-best post ever.
|01 Sep 2007||brittney....potion girl||hi again. its me the one with the good life. im not like the god girl maggie. im real. but also my storys. i had a vision that she...thou princess of stories shal reserect to the knolege...times are diffrent today. a new caracter will rise. and step in. i shal be the junior to help my mother/father from the cast away. wat im sayin is help phil get his mojo back!|
|01 Sep 2007||brittney....potion girl||hi everyone. im brittney. 8th grader. 13 and here. im latin. duh. i dont plan to do suicide cuz my life is so cool but if anyone cares i gotta myspace. email@example.com so add me. how i found this? i googled suicide when 13. cool i guess. im real. hay phil are you arond. i know ur like gay but u sound hot. so yeah. i can bring lucy c. back. i got a magic potion. PHOOF! reserect and tell storys! in words of the outsiders...lets do it for johnny!-tom cruise|
|24 Aug 2007||El Cid||If you are under 13, and wish to kill yourself, it can be done. But understand that one experiences the most emotional and philosophic time of their life at this age. It is traumatic, but as fire to the phoenix you emerge brilliant and worthy of awe.
If you are young and wish to die, I humbly submit these alternatives: angst. contempt. honor. defiance. courage. grace. duty. indifference. respect. allegiance. spite. bravado.
There is no better way to tell the world to fuck off than to spit in the face of adversity. Suicide is an admission of defeat. Why fall on the knife when you can twist it in another's ribs? Figuratively speaking, of course...
|23 Jul 2007||Carmen||Im 13 and I have tried to kill myself many,many times. Without my parents knowledge.No one knows the pain, horror and depression, so dont say how you feel about it if you have never tried it and dont know what its like to hate yourself so much that you would want to end it. So dont say its selfish, because honestly you dont know what suicidal kids are going through. But I do, I hate myself and i have been beatin up, bullied, cyber-bullied etc. I have no friends, no one talks to me, people start ridiculous rumors about me. My teachers hate me, i get mostly C's, my father is a Pediphile and rapes and beats me and my sister everyday. Yes, I lost my virginity to my father. My mother took her life away(in front of me)! Some life!! Is it worth living? NO!! So dont tell me it is, I am going to kill myself and no one will care, and i wont be missed. What im trying to tell you, if you have a good life, with decent parents, get good grades, popular you have no reason to do what i am going to do. If you've only been bullied tell someone who cares about you! Your parents who love you.
These are my final words to the public I am about to go in the bathroom and hang myself on the shower thingy i just got instructions on howe to properly tie that knot! Well bye
|08 May 2007||philimeneski||So I've recently read a few articles about the surge of suicide clubs in Japan. It seems kinda reasonable to me. How much easier would suicide be if you had someone to die with? If you didn't have to die alone.|
|27 Apr 2007||alex N||dear god
please help me
im begging you
ive fallen down
can you help me up?
i just feel like i cant go on living this life anymore
everyday just seems like an uphill struggle
im so worthless
lord, i feel so alone, i feel like i have nobody.
i am crying out to you to pick me up out of this hole i have fallen down
at the moment, i dont even have a reason to get out of bed in the morning
i just lie there and think, wots the point
im such a looser
im such a big dissapointment
lord, please help heal this heart of mine,
it feels like its being pulled down by the most heavy weight
and i dont know how much more i can take
im holding on, by a thread
i just wanna go, take all this pain away
i just wanna leave this place
i feel so worthless
i feel so down
lord, please help me, please! help me stop feeling this pain
i just cant take it
i want to die
so y shoudnt i
i mean, people say they will miss me, but they will get over it
it may take time but they will.
lord, i never cry, but i just did, for the first time this year.
so why when i need to cry i cant?
i feel like all the happiness in my life has gone
i force a smile, but deep down, im bleeding
and hurting, my heart id really hurting
and for the best part, i dont even know why?
i hate myself, lord, why cant you just kill me
just make me die in my sleep, go on, 2night, just do it
i cant take living anymore
i cant take this pain
i cant take the way im feeling
i know you are there lord
i know that you can hear me
i know you havent abandoned me
although sometimes it feels like you have
lord, i get this lump in my throught for the first time this year
and i have to hold it in, untill my mum goes upstairs
but then i just let it all out, it feels good to cry, so y dont i?
everything is lost, my whole life feels like it is crashing down all around me
i mean, lets face it, im not gonna b ok,
things are only gonna get worse
i feel so alone
so fragile, like i am just gonna break at any second
people, my friends, think im happy, im not! i have never been so low
i am hitting new lows every day!!
and no, its not getting better, its getting worse and worse
why am i feeling this way?
oh, here comes that feeling again
hopelessness, worthlessness, DEPRESSION!!
Stuck on the end of this ball and chain
And Im on my way back down,
Stood on a bridge, tied to the noose
Sick to the stomach
i loose my hunger for food
as my heart sinks lower and lower into the ground
why dont i just collapse here on the floor and die
will anyone notice when im gone?
will i go to a better place?
love, i so desperatly need, sometimes, just a long hug
but it never happens
i just go home and i have my mum shouting at me, oh yes, thats very comforting
thankyou lord, for giving me a mum, who hates depressed people, she doesnt know the first thing about how im feeling
and yet i have to hide it all from her
i book an appointment to see my doctor
does she know? NO
i love you jesus
i just want someone to say that they love me
i hate having to hide the way im feeling, and pretending that everything is ok
last month i tried to top myself
i am saying to everyone that this month is much better
but, its actually, much worse
i just want to go, dissapear, vanish, be gone from this world
i really dont want to be me anymore
so if i do die, please help me lord, please say there is something better than this?
theres got to be?
i wish i could make sense of all these thoughts going round my head
my heart is empty, i feel like i am going into a black hole
despair??? lord please tell me why i am feeling this way
please tell me why i am feeling so alone
please help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its not going to be ok
im on my way back down
and i will never be able to turn my frown upside down
i will never be ok
i will never be anything
im just one big fuck up!!!
|22 Apr 2007||The Heart Broken lil sis||Please,dont anybody on here kill themselves.I havent tried it my ive lost many people due to it.My friend George Palladino,who was like my brother, jumped off the Walt Wjittman Bridge in Philly on Nov. 21,2006.I miss him so much. If your trying to kill yourself first stop and think about the people ur eafecting. i lost 3 people in the past 7 months due to suicide. Im begging u, PLEASE DONT KILL YOURSELF. It wont make the pain go away because the guilt of what u did and the memories of ur happy days will follow u and ull start to regret it. Dont hurt ur family and friends by doing some stupid shit like that.Im starting to cry just thinking about why my "big bro" jumped of the damn bridge. Please go and get help or whatever u need to do so ur not another precious life ruined.
Love u bro
R.I.P George Palladino
|02 Apr 2007||mike J||If anyone knows pain, it's me. Growing in the harsh streets of west philadelfia born and raised
On the playground where I spent most of my days
Chilling out, maxing, relaxing all cool
And all shooting some b-ball outside of the school
When a couple of guys said "were up in no good"
Started making trouble in my neighbourhood
I got in one little fight and my mom got scared
And said "youre moving with your auntie and uncle in bel-air"
I whistled for a cab and when it came near the
Licensplate said "fresh" and had a dice in the mirror
If anything I could say that this cab was rare
But I thought now forget it, yo home to bel-air
I pulled up to a house about seven or eight
And I yelled to the cabby "yo, home smell you later"
Looked at my kingdom I was finally there
To sit on my throne as the prince of bel-air
|16 Feb 2007||Von$||i just wanna say, that you fucking kids are fucking dumb.. do you really think if you die it will make the world bettuh? yeah maybeh like no.. it wont. why don't yall stop being SELF FUCKING CENTERED PREMA FAGGOTS. and THINK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. yall are just consided bitches, that only care about yrself.. and yah dowit for z attention. NOT cause you hate yrself. cause in reality that is all "DEPRESSION" is.. BITCHES BASICALLY SAYING "LOOK AT ME I HATE MYSELF I JUST WANNA DIE CAUSE EVERYONE HATES ME" grow up. if you really hate yrself you don't tell you do the stuff you do. 'razors, rubberbands..ect' wuhtevuh and shut the fuck up. you want help? GO TO A FUCKING DOCTOR. don't go to this comment bored shit and say what should i do?
YAHHH ALLL AREEE DUMB. grow up and think about what other people will say.. you wanna be remembered as a faggot drama king/queen that killed(ect..) them self for attention?
yah want help? come to muh fucking house and i'll fucking kill you! just ask i'm more than happy to help a dumbass. but then i'll prly store you in muh fridge and eat you. yeah ahahhahahahahahhahahahah i'm a Necrophiliac.
|09 Jan 2007||They call me Jr. but im phil||my names phil i went to shepperd prat for slitting my wrists, hanging myself, popin pills, smokin weed, hitting my parents and they hit me back, breaking and entering, cutting myself, drinking, driving underaged. when i was a baby my birth mom did drugs and my birth dad hit my mom and pushed her down the stair. no im not retarded from that and im not retarded at all. iv been suffering from anorexia and belimia. i waight 96 pounds my god brother is gay and i have a great gf hus makin me stop this all i drilled a hole in my knee and yes i am the same person a little bit down. i no its hypocritical but its nopt kool to try to commit suicide. i am also depressed alot.
my family hasnt gotten better im adopted cuz my birth family wasnt good enough to become parents my mom and dad( birth parents) are in jail. people can call me to talk cuz i want to help people stop ill give u the # later.......
iv died ya its not good. since the last time i wrote to this place i died 2 more times.
and what are people gonna say a bout all of u
wow u guys are weird or u have problems cuz u wanna die....
u nmo they cant accept us and that makes us worse
i got suspended and expelled from my last skul for fightin
im rich if u wanna put it like that but it sucks beiun rich
my parents think there so cool and they think they can get away with hitting me
my dad had to hold me back from hitting my mom.
well i have to go back to writing depressin stuff and idn i might go lay in a corner in my room all dark cu im depressed as hell
my screen name for AIM is candyshopper94
IM me like anytime
my # is 443-955-8504
well off i go i gotta go grab a knife to keep my mom away
call or IM
|24 Nov 2006||Legna||Jump! Take some poison! Go to Iraq! Before you know it, it will be over, but why would anyone kill themselves? This is a very interesting philosophical question and it may vary from person to person with no agreement. Life is beautiful. Struggles are part of life. As we toil on this beautiful Earth of ours, we sometimes wonder why there are struggles, but it is on fact these struggles that create life. You may wonder where all of these struggles will lead humanity, but there is a product in the end. if you struggle with out Lord Jesus Christ, your life will end with sucess. Even if you struggled with an addiction, starvation, povertyof any kind, the Lord is powerful and will save humanity in the end if it stays anchored to Him. If you want to commit suicide, I don't blame you, but there is more than one way to do this. Destroy your present life, and find one in Jesus. This is the best way to help heal the world and free it from its struggles. You want a suicide kit eh? Put the Holy Bible in a beautiful box and shut it.|
|20 Nov 2006||Stef||the best way to commit suicide when you are under 13...gass, definitely easy. or overdose of sleeping pills. but don't try it...unless you have a deadly disease bound to take you down slowly. there's no glory in suicide, just as there is no glory in dying of cancer...|
|12 Nov 2006||leo||If your under 13 there really is no reason to kill yourself. I am now 27 and have absolutely no friends. I am all alone with no family within 200 miles of me (one crazy uncle with MS that hates me). My dad already dead and i just have one brother i talk to about 4 times a year in philly. i have one other uncle who will die soon from alchaholism in Florida. i just have my fucking dog.I am beyond broke and will likely soon be evicted. I will commit suicide within a week or so. i will just shoot myself in the head but am looking on-line to see if the temple or in the mouth is the best place. The last thing i want is to be fucking retarded for the rest of my life because i didn't hit my cerebellum and botched my attempt. This isn't an attention ploy like most people who can't manage to kill themselves because they're fucking idiots.
I have asked god to kill me and curse him every day for lying to me. He lied (God is witness)to me and my whole life is fucked now.
i will stay up all night and if God does not give me an epiphany before dawn then... click
Let me know if the mouth or temple is the best place. If anyone tries to report me to some suicide prevention I will kill myself before they can do anything so fuck off.