Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
19 May 2008   al, get over it. im done. nothing change my mind k? tired of diapers
19 May 2008 KyraDeSutra Hello...
I am 15 years old, and I've attempted to commit suicide about 5 times now. The worst time I've tried was when I swallowed 8 pills of Iboprofen... Funnily enough, I'm still here.

I think I'm suffering from manic depression. It all started when I was about 11 years old, when I started secondary school... During all the 5 years I've been there I've endured with them bullying the crap out of me.

I was an emotional wreck.

The girls at school would cut parts of my hair off while holding me down to a chair...

They would write lots of death threats on my locker, put hair gel all over my books, and even spread poisonous rumors about me which was fake. I blamed myself for everything, even the cancer that came on my brother...

My mother says tha being really emotional is good, but I think that for me it is the worst type of curse. Maybe I won't be taunted by the horrible memories if I had a heart of stone.

But now I'm going to a new school, I wonder what may happen there?

I've tried to think of reasons of why I want to live (back when I was seriously depressed0, but it then goes back to why I wanted to end my life...

Well... What should I do to stop me from being seriously depressed?
18 May 2008 Al Dear "tired of diapers,"

Your life is about so much more than a boyfriend or getting married. Those are things you'll probably do, but they're not your purpose.

Everything I said about a guy toward a girl in my last post also goes for a girl seeking a guy. What makes someone beautiful is what's inside, not outside. Our world brainwashes us into thinking the wrapper is what matters, but they're so wrong. It's no accident that 50% of marriages end in divorce. If you work on making yourself a 10 you'll attract a 10. And a 10 won't care whether you're covered in scars or blind or badly burned or wear adult diapers. He will love you for you. That's not some Dr. Phil psychology, it's a fact. This is coming from a real guy, who knows what he's talking about.

But putting that truth aside, a man is not your purpose for living. Your have your own purpose, a reason why you were created, and it has nothing to do with a man. Don't let anything distract you from living an awesome life and making the most out of the opportunities you have. You have breath in your lungs, you have the chance for an amazing life. Please, make the most of it.

Sincerely,
Al
BigAlOh8@aol.com
18 May 2008 Kuborion Sorry, Al.
I know that you're trying hard.
You're doing your best to help these people.
You were doing your best to help me too.
But I have to say this.

That's utter bullshit what you keep telling here!
18 May 2008 tired of diapers al,
im female and diapers make me unattractive to the males i meet. sorry, but im out.
18 May 2008 chloe Well I Tried To Kill Myself The other Week. Overdoses Never Work. And If You Survive It The First Few Weeks After Are The Hardest To Get Through But Get Through Them And Things Will Get Better For You.
18 May 2008 jaze i donno how many times i've tried to kill my self
bt the most sucking thing is that none of them worked
i m dying to die bt this death is playing with me, making a fun of me
and my life is sucking me taking everything out of it bt not my life
its so yuck to be like this
i'm so lonely
i've frnds bt they r all busy
family that's away fm me
n ofcourse a lover who says that i've given him so........ much love that he feels he need some space and time fr himself he need time to be away fm me
so that he can get those feelings agn
hell with me i donno wot the hell to do
xms are standing on my head n me jst
wasting myself tryin to live
17 May 2008 Al Dear Richard,

It's so great that reaching out for help. I know you can work through your depression and go on to lead a great life. I know from my own experiences. I'd love to talk, please send me an email.

Sincerely,
Al
BigAlOh8@aol.com
17 May 2008 CHRIS My name is Chris im 21 i have been sick for a long time ive been to the doctor i dont have insurance i dont make much money so theres not much i can do rite now people think im crazy they think its my nervs sucide has cross my mind more than once but im a fighter im not looking for a easy way out of life nethier shuold anybody else just remeber this A HOPLESS DOG IS BETTER THAN A DEAD LOIN!!!!!!
17 May 2008 Al Dear "tired of diapers,"

I hear you. I am sympathetic to what you're going through. I can only imagine how annoying and rough it is. And maybe you feel embarrassed by wearing them as well. But I can tell you wearing adult absorbent briefs (as you called them "diapers") doesn't make you any less of a man. It is a biological struggle, it is not a reflection of who you are. A person in a wheel chair isn't any less of a person because of their struggles and you certainly aren't any less because of yours. Did you know astronauts wear "Maximum Absorbency Garments" (or diapers) during liftoff and reentry? I have never seen anyone think less of them for it, why? Because their body's movements are beyond their control in such times, as yours are. Whether your problem is the result of a physical injury or an emotional injury, it is obvious that you are not choosing to have this problem, but you can live a great life and work around it. And let me say, being in adult diapers wouldn't turn away a quality woman. She will love you for you. Believe me when I say a woman of any sort of quality will love you for the person you truly are, and a medical condition would never turn her away. Any woman who would only love you for your body or your health wouldn't be in love with you, she'd be in love with your body. There are a lot of great women out there, be patient. I'd love to talk more. If you want, email me anytime.

Sincerely,
Al
BigAlOh8@aol.com
17 May 2008 Al Dear "vomit,"

I don't pretend to have all the answers, and I don't pretend to know what everyone who posts on here is going through. But I do know one thing, and that is that suicide is not the answer. I know that no matter how awful life has been, you can break free of your past and go on to lead a great life. I'm not reading this out of a book, I experienced it. I nearly killed myself years ago, I do know what it's like to feel like there's no hope, but I also know what it is to have everything change inside yourself. If I come off like a know it all, I very sincerely don't mean to. I just care. It breaks my heart to come on here and read of all the pain people are going through. I don't enjoy it. It cuts into my own heart, but I push past that hurt because I care. I have a full-time job, I don't get paid to post on here. I am a very busy person, with a thousand things to do and no time to do them in, but I try to make time every day to try and help people on here because I desperately don't want anyone to kill themselves. The words I post on here often bleed out of my soul. I'm trying to help, I'm not perfect, and I don't have all the perfect things to say, but I do care. To you and everyone else reading this, if you want to talk, I'd love to be here for you. Email me anytime.

Sincerely,
Al
BigAlOh8@aol.com
17 May 2008 tired of diapers Al,
Because of my injury I will never be able to stop wearing diapers. It is a lifetime in diapers and I am sick of it. It makes me a turnoff to the opposite sex, they dont want someone in diapers. Im done with the shit i deal with and im out of here. maybe you can change my mind about killing myself but there is no use. please buy some diapers, wear for a week, you will see why. and when you hear of a suicide for someone in diapers set out a balloon- blue. ok?
16 May 2008 Carrie snow This is the worst web site for self pity that I have ever seen in my life. Woe is me, my life is so bad. I guarantee that someone out there has life alot worse than you do. Grow up and face life for what it is.
16 May 2008 you make me vomit dearest al,
your words are like salt to a wound. stop posting here or i am really going to kill myself. seriously al. this was the only place i had to go where people didnt talk like you, all fake and empty. like they have all the answers when reALly you havent experienced shit in life to compare slash your mind can ever comprehend.
i know what you are thinking, i could have just put a /
but no,
you had to put slash.
i bet that pisses you off dosent it?
dosent it?
16 May 2008 Maxime & Velda It is the best way.
16 May 2008 here to talk to Hey. If you want to talk about anything ive put my msn/email up. You can talk to me about anything. Thanks.
16 May 2008 Al Dear "tired of diapers,"

Please, killing yourself is not the answer. Have you thought about where you would go if you killed yourself? You're trying to run away from temporary problems that can change in time, but what are you running to? After we die we go to Heaven or Hell for eternity. This life may only last 70 years if you're lucky, but eternity is not another 100 years, or 1,000,000, it is forever. Unending. If you commit suicide you may end up in Hell. I'm not saying all suicides go to Hell, but I'd be very scared. This life can get better, but in Hell you would be tormented for ever. You need to think though what you're talking about. Killing yourself is NOT an escape, it may lead you to a MUCH WORSE torture than you have in this life. What you need is to learn how to cope with your problems, improve on your life and make it better. You can smile again. Things can get better in this life, but once it's over and your dead there are no more chances for a better life. You may be hopelessly in Hell forever. I want to cry, that's terrible. Stop, and really think. Your life can get better, and Hell is forever. Get help now to help you through your problems (you can call the numbers below or meet with a school counselor). I hope you hear my heart. I really care about you. Please email me personally, I'd love to talk.

Sincerely,
Al
BigAlOh8@aol.com

UK Suicide Crisis Helpline: 08457 909090
US Suicide Crisis Helpline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
15 May 2008 tired of diapers thanks al for your concern and trying to help. but it's to late. I have made up my mind. the diaperwearing and everything else has taken its toll on me. maybe someone else will askyou for your help in return. im sorry but nothing will stop me, it is my time to go. if you read an obituary about a someone in diapers is dead , do know that i am happier and painfree. please dont cry for me but be happy, set out a balloon- blue, buy a bag of diapers and wear them for a week and you will see why it takes a toll on you. i must go now.
14 May 2008 Kuborion I can see into your mind
A shadow beneath your smile
Something hidden deep inside
Silently you wait for someone to see you

Claw your flesh from off your bones
Face that fire on your own
Embrace the life you thought that you could never know
Can't erase the pain inside without a storm within
They left the lies like scars underneath your skin
The one you're hiding in, the one you're supposed to live in

And you gaze up at the sky
As the clouds are passing by
And you wonder for a while
What it would be like to die
Silently you wish for someone to save you

Claw your flesh from off your bones
Face that fire on your own
Embrace the life you thought that you could never know
Can't erase the pain inside without a storm within
They left their lies like scars underneath your skin
The one you're hiding in, the one you're supposed to live in

But you want to be alive
As the self-loathing subsides
And you will not be denied
So you push their lies aside
Violently you burn for someone to feel you

Claw your flesh from off your bones
Face that fire on your own
Embrace the life you thought that you could never know
Can't erase the pain inside without a storm within
They left their lies like scars underneath your skin
The one you're hiding in, the one you're supposed to live in
14 May 2008 Al Dear "Tired of Diapers,"

Please read the message I wrote you a few days ago... they just posted it up today.

Sincerely,
BigAlOh8@aol.com

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