Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
05 Dec 2007 dead inside. why put a new address on the same old lonliness when breathing just passes the time.
unitl we all just get old and die.
now talking is just a waste of breath.
and living is just a waste of death.
why put a new address on the same old lonliness?
05 Dec 2007 my world if it isnt your time you cant die. that is if god has a purpose for you. so if you succeed in killing yourself god dosent care about you and so u will burn forever anyway.
now u see your existance for the bleek nothingness it is. welcome to hell.
05 Dec 2007 Tina haiya. ma nymz Tina..m 15 n lyk u guyz, m a sykopath..so ma parents say.. it startd wen ma parents gt a dvorc. twaz ol ma mumz folt. she a bitch n a goldign ho n yea..i hate her. n ma dad..cnt do nuthn ryt. m a screwup 2 him? a mistake. i was raped a fw months ago n its worsnd.ths filn ov unworthines n id rather b ded than liv lyk ths. i dnt wana bt m constantly thnkn abt kiln maslf n hv tried a fw tymz bt nufnz hapnd 4 real. i fl lyk da failur dat i am.
05 Dec 2007 Tina Haiya guyz. my names Tina.. m 15 nd suicidal js lyk da rest ov u guys.. it feels kinda relievn 2 finaly b wit ppl whu undastand hw I feel. it all startd wen ma parents gt a dvorc wen i was 13. its ol ma mumz folt..yea, i hate da bitch. shes a fckn ho n a goldiga. i luv ma dady bt 2 him im a dsapointment..i cnt do nuthn ryt.. bt mor dan ol dat, i was rapd nd i fl so worthles nd m swimn in a sea ov 'if onlyz'. i realy h8 maslf nd hv tried it ol. landed in hospital a cupla tymz.. any suggestionz?
05 Dec 2007 daniel blais what is the best way to kill your former self, to live on in a new self?

-Look back on your life, not just the parts of it that have been absolute tragedy and hardships, but also the fuck-ups you did; to recognize and own up to them. Having realized them,
forget about them, and move on without looking back, knowing that it's all in the past. That's the trick, it's simple and yet very hard, but your determination and understanding that all the bad of the past was all of the former self, and that old self has died.

This "invention" is sick, disturbing, and should be removed as it promotes the fact that children SHOULD kill themselves and there is no hope, when in reality one needs to put all their shit in the past , as trying as that may be, and move on with the new.

take care, best wishes, someone IS thinking of you.
05 Dec 2007 Jacob im crying as i write this message so i dont care if its sloppy.

hello again people i dumped my GF because she cheated on me :( it broke my heart into pieces and now i dunno what to do i love her so much and i want her but she keeps seeing this guy.

We talk and we say how we still like each other but she wants to fight but i dont wanna. Cause i wanna go back out with her so she dont get with any other guys.

Im ripped into pieces and its breaking my hurt i want to die but i dont got my gun yet :(

I got really no one to talk to and its all building up inside me so when i get angry i go crazy.

I hate my life i hate it so much all i think about is suicide and what cool ways i can get shot.

I really wanna have a Suicide By Cop and when my heat comes in im gonna cause i fucking hate people now i had yars of bullying and that has made me insecure thats why i hold things cause im afraid to talk to people cause im afraid they will turn on me.


Im allways been bullied and teased at school and years of bullying can really make someone not ok inside. People dont know how bad bullying is.

My parents dont help at all i wanna start cutting again and they go through my computer like they own it so now ive gotta install some security to keep the bastards out yes i hate my parents as a matter of fact.


Hmm if anyone wants to talk ad me on msn or email me at: BILLABONG_360_@hotmail.com
04 Dec 2007 Day Set me free before I die.
Let me taste the wind,
Let me feel the grass,
Let me hear the birdsong,
Set me free before I die.
My cage is invisible,
My pain is hidden,
My love is gone,
Set me free before I die.
I see joy,
I hear laughter,
I touch freedom,
Set me free before I die.
All I feel is false,
All I see is pain,
All I touch is misery,
Set me free before I die.
I lie helpless,
I lie confused,
I lie in death,
Set me free before I die.
I feel his hands,
I hear his breath,
I touch his face,
Set me free before I die.
I am abused,
I am haunted,
I am lost,
Set me free before I die.
He took my laughter,
He took my hope,
He took my life,
Set me free before I die.
Let him hurt me,
Let him convict me,
Let him kill me,
Set me free before I die.
He left me here,
He left me on the road,
He left me all alone,
Set me free before I die.
I will not let go,
I will not forget,
I will not forgive,
Don't set him free before he dies.
I deserve justice,
I deserve love,
I deserve hope,
Set me free before I die.
No justice for him,
No love for him,
No hope for him,
I will be free before I die.
I will learn to love again,
I will learn to hope again,
I will learn to forgive again,
I am free before I die.
04 Dec 2007 Jacob James_90

jumping off a two story building wont kill u it will just brake bones.

Ive seen people jump off 5 story buildings and survive but they had like a broken leg and minor cuts and they where in shit loads of pain.

So no i wouldnt do that if i was you.

Talk to a counselor mate or email me at BILLABONG_360_@hotmail.com or add me on msn im happy for a talk
04 Dec 2007 Oxlena I love how all the posters under 'blame' and 'sadistic' don't have depression and/or don't know how it is to be suicidal. It actually makes me giggle a little. Yeah, I'm Bipolar. No, it isn't my fault. I know that...It doesn't change the fact that I hate myself and wish I'd fall over and stop breathing. Go ahead and say that I do it for attention, but you'll be wrong. If I wanted [negative] attention I'd get into drugs and drinking and fuck everything that walked. It's ass backwards to try to get attention from pretending you're suicidal. You're just going to get into a whole bunch of shit and then REALLY wish you were dead. The last thing I want is attention; I just want to feel better. Some days I feel like being happier would make me lose a sentimental part of myself; other days I resent myself for the simple fact that I haven't committed suicide yet. I'm seventeen years old and I have a record of self-harm, but not many serious enough to be called suicide attempts. I cut my wrists, but I wear long sleeves all the time so people don't see the cuts. My mom - who is the only person who can really help - doesn't believe me. She thinks that you have to have a REASON to be depressed. I guess she doesn't realize that all the negligence over the years has fucked me up pretty severely. She's never cared about me, and she isn't easy to talk to. I asked her, just once, to help me. I reached out for help. She told me to "Go take a walk." She said nothing more and ignored all else I said. There was nothing more to say. I've said, "I'm just going to go kill myself, nobody would notice anyway." And she just laughs and mocks me and tells me I'm probably right. All my friends think my parents are nice, and they can be, but not especially often to me. They get generous enough every once in awhile, but that's no substitute for love. They think that throwing materialistic items my way is going to make everything all better, but they don't realize that I'd give all of that up for just someone in my family that I can call and TALK to, that cares, and that will keep my secrets and not run off and tell all of the rest of my family. I just don't know what to do. I don't think my friends believe how shitty my parents are to me [behind closed doors], and it makes me feel absolutely worthless. Some days I feel so helpless it's all I can do just to get out of bed and do things for myself. I'm home-schooled because I refused to go back to highschool. I couldn't handle it. I wasn't learning anything, and I couldn't handle the people because I went from a tiny Catholic school to a [seemingly, to me] huge highschool. (A lot of good Catholic school did for me, by the way; I'm an atheist now. I felt like God had forsaken me...Before I realized that the world is too fucked up to have a 'loving' God. If there is a god, He's a hypocrite bastard and I loathe him, or her or it or whatever the fuck it is, with every fiber in my body.) I have no trouble doing my schoolwork on my own, but it's about the only thing I don't lack motivation for. I'm also anorexic because I feel that I don't deserve to eat, and I'm hoping that eventually my body will just follow suit and shut down like the rest of me. I have a boyfriend, but I don't think my friends approve, even though we've been together for nearly three years. I feel like such a waste of space. I can't even believe I'm going to bother posting, actually. I don't feel worthy of being represented on this site. I'm afraid my friends are eventually going to realize that they can't help me and give up on me. They act like they'll always care for me and help me as best they can, but I think the time is going to come when they'll give up on me like everyone else. They aren't the type of people to do such a thing to someone they love, but face it, I'm beyond help. The only people who can truly, permanently help me aren't what I would consider allies. I don't want to die, but I don't want to live miserably and I think that those are my only options.
04 Dec 2007 Rebeckah Let me tell you all now... i used to hate my dad. he and mum were getting a divorce, he had a girlfriend who i didn't get on with and other STUPID reasons that dont mean shit now.
He killed himself on the 20th september 2007 and i have never forgiven myself. he didn't tell anyone he was going to do it and it came as a complete shock. i wish i could change the past and get to him a few hours before it happened and tell him how much i love him but i cant. i realise now that all the things i was angry with him for were ridiculous as i have learnt now he is the nicest man i will ever know. im 17 years old and for the rest of my life i will live in regret.
Joking about suicide in this way is sick it affects people in many different ways. If you guys are submitting blogs as jokes...you are sick and you need help. If you are serious about ending your life i hope my story will change your mind and i beg for you to get help in any way you can. TELL SOMEONE.
This is something that i think i could have changed and i will be eternally living in regret.
04 Dec 2007 Matt Jump off a tall building
04 Dec 2007 Steve Sometimes going to your parents isn't always going to help. I went to mine as a 13 year old and they told me I needed to keep busy. Go to the Bookstore and to the new age section. Learning about "making things happen" through positive thinking. Your intention is powerful. Also, ask god for healing. Make a nightly ritual out of it and just pray and trust some kind of answer will come. Ask for the best way to feel better. Question your thoughts: Read "The Work by Byron Katie.. I'd recommend getting rushed to the bookstore and devouring a lot of the spiritual material (read: Urantia) If you have troubling memories, try EMDR. GOOGLE IT. If you are sick.. Try NMT.MD GOOGLE IT.

Spirituality is a great antidote to suicidal ideation and depression. Try meditation.. So important if you're a teenager to do that!
03 Dec 2007   reading this causes mind drama.

you shouldnt read this.

you dont need this stress and it isnt your problem.

i am already inside your brain, controling your nervous system.

mind drama.

OH mind drama.

friends are only good for talking badly about people not in the circle. and using you for your expendable resources.

mind drama affliction.
warped reality depiction.
inflamed.
i caress your rage.
nothings canged.
mind drama.
mind drama pills.
late nights with hot flashes and cold chills.
spinning room and floating bed.
just shoot me in the head.
my mind is a prison with no key.
i hate you because of me.
misery.
shoot yourself if you wanna kill me.
i am mind drama.
tonight dreams of getting ass raped by a llama.
how far can i take you before you snap.
03 Dec 2007   well whats the point in saying dont kill yourself please dont cause quite frankly ur not going to listen cause you want it so much, it is your day its your night u eat sleep n breath it so why dont you swallow around 60 paracetomol easy to do but fucking painful when your kidneys and liver begin to fail. try choacking yourself hey its not possible so you cant do it. try hanging but if you change your mind theres no way out. try jumping from large heights but its not fool proof you could end up living paralyzed really what im getting at is its not worth it it starts out at first as a suicide attempt and slowly you get addicted it becomes an impulsion like cutting your wrists ar taking drugs believe me i know i was firstly diagnosed at 9yrs old and im now 17 8 years on and its still hell but i have to face one thing alot dont i cant be cured my impulsions take over and theres nothing i can do its too late for me dont let it be for you
03 Dec 2007 Kuborion This world is a cold and bitter place.
Love and hope are slowly dissolving into obscurity.
I understand why you don't want to be here.
I understand why you want to die.
I don't want to be here as well.
I wanted to die as well.
But this fucked up place is all we've got.

There's no light beyond.
After you die, you won't wake up into any better place.
You too will dissolve into obscurity.

Why do you want it?
Why do you want to leave the world that needs you so much?
Without you, this world loses even more of whatever light is left in it.

You think that nobody loves you, nobody cares for you.
But this world needs you.
We, people of this world need you.
Every single living being needs you.

The people around you may not know what you're going through.
They may even hate you.
Or maybe they just don't care.

There are people who care.
Not some worthless suicide helpline.
We are lost souls like you.
We need you and therefore we want to help you.

Please, contact me.
My email is "kuborion@gmail.com" and I'm usually online on Google Talk.
"kuborion@gmail.com" also happens to be my AIM screen name, although I'm not sure whether and how it works...
My Yahoo! screen name is "jakubslaninka" or something like that.
And for those who use ICQ, I'm 433628385.
I'm usually online form around 15:00 to around 23:00 in GMT +1:00 timezone (central Europe).
03 Dec 2007 dead inside. Build a wall of books between us in our bed
Repeat, repeat the words that I know we both said
Relax into the need
We get so comfortable
Remember when I was so strange and likeable
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little
When I jerk away from holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt important parts of you
Remember when I was sweet and unexplainable
Nothing like this person, unlovable
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little
Run, run, run
Run
Run, run, run
Run
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray

[back in your head--tegan & sara]
03 Dec 2007 ewganhoff Nike - Just do it
03 Dec 2007 kat I despetly need to talk to sum1 . I have unrecoginized bipolar and I dont want to be on medication 4 the rest of my life and I rufuse to take it now. I dont know how long I can keep fighting !!!!:(
02 Dec 2007 princess of darkness I think that YOU shouldn't kill yourself unless you are sure after all its permedent. Besides there are a million ways to have fun and forget about things so what if things are bad now they usually turn out okay if you do everything you can NOT to give up
Besides whats the point to rush to extreme torture in hell it doesnt make sense to kill yourself becuase you in pain to endure more pain where you will forever be trapped when you are dead.
02 Dec 2007   its almost christmas time. that means lots of poor kids will wake up and be dissapointed. i know i will. suicide rate increases over the holidays. im preparing myself for the dissapointment. even though i cant think of a single reason to keep living before the holidays. my life really blows.

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