|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|24 Jun 2008||Kuborion||They say, "Evil prevails when good men fail to act." What they ought to say is, "Evil prevails."|
|24 Jun 2008||lol||if i only knew. im suicidal and the only fucking thing im happy about right now is the fact that i dont have the balls to fucking shoot myself!|
|23 Jun 2008||Jesse A.||holy crap. all of you are sick and twisted. not to mention immature and irresponsible.
do not attempt suicide!
|22 Jun 2008||dead inside.||Every time you go away, you take my heart with you. And I'm left staggering for breath, feeling empty inside. Because the only times I feel alive are when I'm praying to God or when I'm talking to you. Right now I've become physically sick from worrying/stressing/crying etc....but all that really matters is you being okay. I re-read your email like you told me to. You always say that you will come back. You have to come back to me. You have to. Because I cannot live without you. I am waiting for you. Please come back soon. I'm falling apart without you. If I just knew what was going on, or why you can't contact me anymore....that would help. But I don't, which means you left in a hurry, so obviously your situation was extreme. It's been more than a week and still no word from you, you know how I worry, you would have found a way to tell me what was going on. But I haven't heard from you. Which leaves me with not alot to hold on to. I comfort myself at night by saying "he's still breathing under the same moon as you." I say it over and over until it feels real. I know things were really bad.....but you have to be okay. You have to be okay. You promised to always come back to me. You have to be okay. You have to be okay. Please come back to me soon. Only your voice can breathe life back into my fragile bones. Please love, come back to me. I need you. I love you so much. And I miss you so much that it hurts. I need you to come back. I need to hear voice. I need to know that your okay. Please be okay love, please. I'm waiting for you. My heart and soul miss you. Come back love, please. I need you.|
|21 Jun 2008||Al||To EVERYONE,
I know you're going through so much right now, and it is so hard. Let me tell you from my personal experience... THERE IS HOPE. Life can really be terrible sometimes, it can seem hopeless, but it's not. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Things can get better. You may not realize it right now, but you have a purpose for being on this earth. You're not here by accident. And you must keep on living to discover and live out that purpose. I would love to talk more. Please email me. I'd love to be here for you and listen and support you.
PS. I highly recommend you talk with a professional about what you're feeling. You can call a free crisis hotline anytime @ UK Suicide Crisis Helpline: 08457 909090 (UK) or in the US 1-800-273-TALK (8255) / www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org. They have trained people who can help. It's free and confidential. You could also speak with a relative, counselor, teacher, pastor, or friend's parent.
PPS. You might appreciate this website about God www.thekristo.com
|21 Jun 2008||nouveau||well, when i was ten i tried to off myself by eating a whole bunch of pills from my mother's medicine cabinet. obviously i failed, but since then i've considered it frequently. i'm getting too old for this shit. i'm 24 now and i still haven't done anything with my life. i cook in a dive bar, i rarely get laid and i drink like crazy. this is my first day without alcohol in god knows how long and my fingers are shaking so badly it's hard to type. last night i got kicked out of a bar, did a whole bunch of coke, threw up in the front lawn and had unprotected sex with a whore. and this is not unusual. and i'm not even enjoying it anymore, i just don't know what to do. even at the best of times my life feels pointless. none of my family want anything to do with me. i have one very good friend who means the world to me but he's also an irresponsible drunk and has been sleeping on my floor for almost a year because he can't hold a job or support himself. i was homeless for several years and i worked my ass off to get out of that situation, but it wouldn't take much for me to be right back there again. and now that i'm older it would be a lot harder to get out of that. and for what? there's nobody who loves me. i'm an asshole, i know that, i'm rude and i creep people out and i behave selfishly, so why should anyone want me around? i'm losing my mind too, i can't remember things for shit anymore. people laugh but it's sad. when i was young i was told that i was very intelligent and had a lot of potential but i just didn't give a shit. and now i'm facing a very bleak future. when i was in my teens i used to cut myself, i have some nasty scars from that. but i don't even care that much anymore. i'm just tired of waking up. i'm tired of busting my ass to keep up with the bills and the alcohol i need to function with nothing to look forward to.
last year i went out to the bridge and i was working up the courage to jump when a police officer snuck up and handcuffed me. but i was going to do it, i would have then and i know that i can now. i'm not even afraid of it anymore.
anyway, i know this site isn't really about a young girl because i saw it some years ago. but i really like that it hasn't changed, it's comforting and i feel so horrible right now. some time ago i took revenge on an ex-lover, someone i had cared very deeply for who betrayed me. so i exposed her most shameful secret to all of her friends and family. and she killed herself. i don't believe in karma and i don't want to join her, i don't think there's an afterlife, and i swear to god if you start telling me about jesus not only will i kill myself i'll take some other decent folks with me.
|20 Jun 2008||shirley||i have sat here in bed and read these letters of how people feel .i fully understand , but to kill one self is deff not the best answer remember that song , i get knocked down but i get up again well that is how tru life is for everyone.or chers song words go , you have to search in side yourself .that is tue as all answer will come to us.
some times in life i can cope and feel i dont want to be here , i am still here why becasue there is a reason for of us to be here but we have to find that reason deep down within.
when i was born all was fine , then when i was 7 yrs old my life changed from that day for ward i went through hell , from being beaten for no reason by my father, had to go without food, had to take the other familys punishment standing out side in just my knickers in the winter freezing cold, fag burn on my chest, my father bring home peadophiles to see if i was having sex when i was a teenager , i wasnt allowed to speak never allowed to laugh, never allowed to cry with all what was going on had a knife thrown at me and went deep into my arm. being raped , picked on by your owm family having no one to turn to was awfull but what kept me going was all i wanted was to have my own family and i would never treat them like this what i was going through , as i got older even more things happened my sister husband tried to rape me could i say anything no as he watched my every move. then i got forced into a marriage he raped me i had a i child he did the same as my family it i was blamed for things i didnt do he had affair with my sister they had a kid i eventually divorced him but but i had to gegt my kids back from what he had done he told lies to my family the took my kids away from the abducted them yes i was ill for months but i still suvived , and but hey i did take lots of pills and was moments from death i was in hospital andthey pmped my stomache out all i wanted to do was die i could nt go on but yes i saw that light my body was going and all off a sudden i heard a shout mummy and hey body came back from going towards the light.
even now with the yrs that has passed i had met other fellas got married and yes they beat me and tried to kill me threaten me with a gun , try and kill me in a car beat teh crap out of me but hey some how another i am still here .
i am now re married yes he is nice but i still get very low and feel depressed but i cope i dont know how but i do i have 3 children 2 lads and a girl my daughter is getting married next yr and some times i feel how will i suvive another yr so if i can do it you can i have had so much that sometimes i feel is life worth living and some times i feel no it is nt but then i feel you have come this way this far i am now 44 so please do not commit your self to death as you can not re live your live take a deep look at what is making you sad .and then try and think of a way to improve it or think of way that person you loved so much would want you to be .life is for living and love is for giving anyone who is thinking of death your welcome to e mail me at firstname.lastname@example.org
|20 Jun 2008||Haymayyabayday||u ppl r insane u r fucken stupid...imean like wat is wrong w/ ur life(answer:nothing). if u wanna c ppl w/ messed up life u should go 2 africa. ppl there basicaly dont have fucken food nd ur here complaining about ur stupid gf nd fucken mom. they dont even have a mom nd u dont even no how much they want 1 so stfu nd. this is not a fucken game dis is wat ur life will b like if u dont stop playing dis game.so stop playing dis game ITS OVER!!!!!!!!|
|18 Jun 2008||Mr. X||Thoughts of suicide enter my mind constantly throughout the day. I dont know how to get through this. Depression/anxiety meds dont do the trick... and I try to stay active and social but it doesnt work. I lost my mom a few years back when I started college, and nothing has been the same since. I made a good amount of friends in college, but after my mom's passing, I virtually became a hermit. I tried many times to stay happy and ameliorate the pain, but thoughts of her continue to torment me. Seeing others so happy and care free almost makes me sick to my stomach, so I chose to stay in my dorm ... a lot. Senior year, I got an apartment and stayed to myself. My relationship with my father is unbearably chaotic. He is always ridiculing me for being sad. I feel like he doesnt give a damn about my mom anymore, although he says he misses her. I dont know why I am disclosing all of this. Maybe its therapeutic or something. I dont know. These suicidal fantasies are dominating most of my thoughts. Is there any way out of this?|
|16 Jun 2008||Back Again :(||Well i'm back again. Made it thru a year and now everythings back to being fucked up.
just went thru an abortion
got dumped after the abortion by the person i'm in love with
back at home which is depressing because all my friends have now left and i don't want to be here or get a job here.
i feel there is nothing to live for anymore. i don't have anyone and i don't wanna be alone. and whats the point anyways more and more shits just gonna happen later in life so who cares and some people are just ment to commit suicide.
i'm sorry, i know that my problems seem insignificant to so many others out there, but i feel i should get a say because i still feel like absolute shit and really really just want to go to sleep and not wake up...hopefully the doctor will prescribe me sleeping pills and i can make it happen and be free from all this pain.
|16 Jun 2008||estaban||head ache pillz make ur stomach bleed. internal bleeding not to great of an idea.
dont to head ache pills. cuz also it makes your kidneys stop working. and then you die of toxicity. your kidneys filter your blood and you pee it out. its really painful and you might not die.
seriously you dont make good disecions while sad and pillz can do a lot of harm and make your life worse.
im not telling you the best way. just what not to do. ir you want to kill yourself you are saying im better than god. if you are better than god why dont you make it better.
|16 Jun 2008||no, i will not tell you my name||just the fact this website exsists should show clearly the end is near.
|16 Jun 2008||waste of paint||i
is gonna fuck up everything
those drugs so bad and theres no use frying
in geometry and bio.
fuck how am i suppousedto
figure outvwho the fuck i am
i don't even get summer!
FUCK YOU! WHY DO YOU WASTEVMY FUCKING YOUTH!
|15 Jun 2008||eternal bliss||whilst i was watching transporter two i said something. it has become a famous quote by me.
whats up with this guy and all these rules. have you seen my crow bar?...my back itches. and i swear that crow bar is the best back scratcher ever.
so anyway. back to that guy on the movie. he drives these flashy cars and wears these nice clothes and acts kinda cocky. and i was thinking these things do not please the lord jesus christ. you see god dosent care about what you have or what you can do. he just wants you to not sin. and most people do not want to turn from thier sins. you must turn to him first and be sincere about serving him and letting him rule your life. if you mock him he wont come to you. he is like this because he wont force himself upon you. its your choice. a lot of people have false ideals about god. that he came to make peace on earth. he came to bring a sword.
you have a problem. your life isnt working. turn to him with a sincere heart and he will help you. if your life is unlivable and you have no answers and you feel empty inside ask him, invite him into your life. that void you feel he will fill it with love.
if you turn to him and obey him he will help make your life livable.
just so you know i am not saying it is possible that you never sin again.
|14 Jun 2008||Well if it ever gets so bad i can't speak again... I've figured out what to do. Theres this girl who lives in a tree house near me and she keeps tonnes of pain killers around, ill get some from her take a bundle, drink some of the hard-ish alcoholic drinks my dad keeps around the house. Tell the girl who gave me this perpetual apathy that it's not her fault and to continue her life happy for once(but we both know that will never happen). then ill probably steal a car, Pop some Elliott Smith into the sound system, and drive off a cliff into the ocean.
Read books,watch movies and listen to music children, once you feel like you've truly experienced the artistic side of the world you will easily be able to sculpt a plan of how you will end your world. or maybe you will figure out a way to live.
|14 Jun 2008||skittles||hi people its me sky i changed my name to skittles though . as u seen my post i was asking ways to commit suside . but now i have changed my mind not because of any therapist or minister. it was me doing alot of thinking . i am so freaking deprest all the time because i feel no one cares about me . expessialy my friends and family and i think i suffer from depression. but all i did was tell myself i am a beautiful 14 year old girl and ill be damned if im going to let someone at school or my family make me want to end my life .because fuck them it about me and not them .this is my life and for some weird reason i was put on this earth for a purpose . i dont know wat the hell for but im only 14 so maybe when im older i might do something to change the world who knows . i have all ways wanted to act and sing so maybe i might be a actress or singer or maybe ill be this ordinary person but im not going to let anyone ruin my life . so those who want to commit suiside im not going to tell u not to commit suicide but im just saying think about it i did and ive been throgh some hard times and im sure all of u on here have .and no i dont no wat u guys r going through and i dont want to know but i do care .just think about it before u want to commit suicide because right now u may be deprest from bullies ,your family someone who raped u if u were raped but u know wat fuck them its not about them its about u and alot of you guys r teenagers on here so those bullies , family u hate and other people will go away because once your 18 u can do wateva the hell u want and make something of yourselves and u want ever see those bullies or hated family or people again. because for some weird reason all you peoples have a purpose u might not know wat the hell it is right now but oneday youll find out when your someones mother ,wife , husband or a famous movie star and youll look back and be glad you didnt commit susicide. but if u r defintely 100% going to commit suicide then go ahead your goig to miss out on what u could of been or wat u could of down . well thats all i have to say luv u guys|
|13 Jun 2008||Al||Dear "its going to be ok,"
It sounds like you're going through a lot. I'd love to talk, and support you in anyway I can. Suicide is not the answer. Please email me.
|13 Jun 2008||sophieenglish12||i have nver tried it and ive kept trying and trying to fight it but i dont think i can anymore i am 12.
i hate life.
i luv sum ppl like ellie x and my dog
but my parents are horribl; im sick of the names the abuse and he drama ive been thro a lot of shit in my life and well i cant take it anymore.
ive thought about suicide alot but just cant bring myself to do it. im scared.
im scared of it failing.
im scared of just blatantly dying.
i'd like to just stop for no reason just let it all go.
please help me.
|13 Jun 2008||its going to be ok.||well its been a few days since mouchette has updated. i always get a little worried when she does this cuz maybe she killed herself. now my posts will never get up. i bet that sucks for mouchette. having all these suicidal people depending on her not to kill herself just so they can come here. i wonder if thats why you have this website mouchette. i think about what it will be like on your website when im gone mouchette. i am leaving soon. i just wanted you to know mouchette that i have grown fond of your style. as an artist. i wonder is your art work still in germany. all this is procrastination. goodbye mouchette.
and goodbye to everyone else. except my family. i hate all of you worthless ass fucks.
|13 Jun 2008||I want to help you all.||the best way to kill yourself...this question shouldn't even be asked. I have had two friends commit suicide within two months of each other. The worst part of one is after he shot himself he didn't die and he tried to revive himself after he shot himself but he bled out. You all think its what you truly want and what you truly need, and if thats true you'll never have the whole life package. In fact if you were in that situation you would be saying oh my life is beautiful, amazing and i want it back now. Heck if your trying to kill yourself before 13! Ask yourself this have you ever loved a another person, ever had that first fireworks kiss that makes you so happy you want to yell? Ever been married? ever held your own child for the first time? ever been bungee jumping? ever seen the eiffel tower? ever won an award? if your answer was yes to every single one of those questions honestly and truthfully you've lived a lot. But there is still more to live. I could easily ask questions all day long about stuff you have done. Then think about why you are even thinking of killing yourself, was it sexual assault? did someone break your heart? Are you depressed? are you on medication like prozac? (not only does it change you but it messes with your mind. so get off that sinister tablet and talk to your doctor about a better medication.) If someone has hurt you, raped you beat you told you your nothing, and it makes you want to kill yourself it shows they have one. So stand above them! you are bigger then the people that need to hurt someone else to get SOMETHING i don't know what that they want, you know what they did was wrong. If you got beat or raped it wasn't your fault and you have done nothing wrong at all. Lastly, i have read what you guys say about yourself " i am exactly who i don't want to be" if you have said that, i want you to email me so we can find a solution. People i am 14 i have seen so much in my life and i love it. I used to hate myself but i grew to love myself. One last thing that i want to add is that think about the 2,752 people killed in the twin towers terrorist attacks. They all wanted life and here you are taking your own life on your own free will...Before you make any decisions before you kick the chair or pull the trigger take 24 hours and ask the questions i asked early on and you will discover suicide is not the way to go.
I love you i love life and i am here to talk to.
email me at :
I can help (:
24 hours people..