Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.

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What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?

Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
11 Mar 2008 anonymous im 15, and dont have a lot of choices available to me.
no chance of carbon monoxide, i cant use the car in a confined space
no guns, i dont wanna use a blade, theres nowhere high i can think of to jump from
theres 1 place i could hang from in my house, but im not sure were i could get any rope, and i may get caught in the act
im not sure if we have any hypodermic needles for the "air injection" method, which i have heard is painful
the only opttion i can think of is an overdose. but i have heard this is a slow, painful death, and i may be caught.
my fear of pain is what is preventing me from doing it. i also want to be sure that i wont be caught as failure could result in problems such as scarring or brain damage
11 Mar 2008 Are friends Electric? Hi. My name is... well lets just call me Marilyn Monroe. Oh fuck it, my name is Liz, i'm 16 going on 25, and i'm just so fucking through with life. Is it bad to want to stop living becuase of certain things you can't control? I have a weired take on life. I am hot when i am cold (if that makes sense) I mean, I'll get to school (a society of it's on, main brainwashing facility for us 'pre adults' that don't know what we want) and i'll sit in class, surrounded by human beings that are just on a different planet than me. I hate them all so much, i can't relate to any of them. say one word and they'll act like your best friend, then bitch about you behind your back. They think they're cool if they sit with me, or pretend to dig the same style or music that i do. I can see right through them, and at the end of the day they all just think i'm a freak. And home aint to much better. I'm stuck in this shit hole of a town, and i hate every fucking one. I guess the problem is the generation, i can't relate to them. What i would give to have been a 50's teenager, or 70's, or anything but now. I can't exactly explain why, people where just so much more real then. There was less socialogical rules and people wern't trying to be something that they just wern't. Then again, people are still people. And abserd circus, a pathetic wasteland for the filth of humanity. And i feel trapped, trapped in a bad town on a bad planet in a bad generation. and i read all of your problems,and they don't compare to yours. Kids that have been abused, raped, they have cancer, they are homeless. but in the end, that's not really the problem, is it? and i can't imagine anyone else on earth feeling the way i do becuase i feel as though there is only one occupant on this planet of mine. abserd i know. and i feel so very angst filled. I mean, i'm the only person i can rely one! no one else, becuase everyone i love goes away in the end, and i can't take the heartbreak. You know, i like the foreplay.. i will play with men, sweet talk them, let them hear exactly what they want me to say, i'll play it cool, act my part all to feel wanted and loved, and then i'll puysh away before i fall for them. and why?.. becuase i'm fucking scared! and i can never really be happy becuase i will never let myself be loved. I just feel hopless, there are no words to describe it. and yet, i find myself sitting here typing madly hacking away ay my keyboard snarling. I suppose i feel like this world holds nothing for me, as much as i complain about this town and the peple in it, i wouldn't know what to do if the world was mine. I can't stand to be alone with myself, but i love it all the same. I need salvation, I need something absolute. something real to hang on to. I've tried, oh elvis fucking christ i've tried! standing infront of a train track, freaking out last minute. I guess i hate the thought of giving them all the satisfaction. they'd all make up some bullshit reason, like i was 'misunderstood and confused' or 'lonely and depressed' probably make me seem deep, along with being a local fucking legend, more so thani am now (people are amused by me, they think seeing a busty blonde in 4 inch creepers, bright red lipstick, psychobilly 50's style black button up and cats-eyed sunglasses is.. oh what was that word.. 'totally sick bra' pssh) oh they are so mornoic. and i'm not depressed, i'm not insane. i'm more sane than anyone else! I just can't justify living in this world that seems so pointless. i mean, we are all born to die. no denying it, what happens in the middle make no difference to your fate, so why bother trying to slow it down? i'll just never find what i'm looking for, becuase everything i believe in is fiction. books, movies, songs, bands they are my only friends. put on a vinyl and i'm not so lonely. but is it enough to keep me going? what happens, when your future is clowded and uncertain, and i can't figure myself out! how am i supposed to live with myself if i can't figure myself out?! SO FUCKING ANGRY AND MAD AND FUCKING SAD! i don't even know what i want, it's all so meaningless! i can see through everything, like fucking cellophane. dying won't help, and if i end up living it will only be out of curiosity. But a part of me is numb, and a part is feeling way too much for me to handle. I don't know what i fcuking want, i just want out of this world...
10 Mar 2008 Dave http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/
10 Mar 2008 amelia so ive wrote to this before but it wasnt posted??
nway so i was suicidal and i kinda rite got passed that and im jus feeling down but nothing i kant handel rite?
somthing goes wrong w/ my bf and i then yea ill prolly go thro with it..
but jus recently my bf cheated on me and i hate my parents who lock me in my own house i sneak out and go get drunk till let loose
its not a good thing but i do it and i usually jus make a complete fool of myself and get mad at the world more less im an emotional bipolar drunk lol but otha than that its fun sum nights.
Nway so i decide that suicide sounded good it was very selfish but hey we all can be at times.
but jus recently my bf and i discussed and i mite be preganant and that gives me a reason to live. if iam or not jus the thot of a baby and my bf soon to be my husband together and we both want this than life is wonderful :]
i need to live to be there for the ones i love you
I hop u think about that too wen it comes to your life!

thanx
09 Mar 2008 lowlife is there really a reason why i should not kill myself? if you knew me you would say no unless our an idiot and cant see what my life really is....
08 Mar 2008 Lacy pills, lots and lots of pills. oh and btw anybody who is saying that u shouldn't commit suicide because ur friends are there for u. well ever thought that i want to commit suicide becuase i have nobody left to talk to? that makes me feel worse so y don't think about that. ya so i'd say pills.
08 Mar 2008 amelia dear whoever,

so i came across this site because i was looking suicide stories, i just wanted to read about it because... well ive been thinking of taking my own life.. I know how selfish that is of me! I feel very guilty when i think about it but life is hard and ill tell the truth maybe i am a coward and not the strong as some of you there

i was born into a family up until the age of 8. i thought it was my family though i had many many sisters and brothers i neva rely looked at how different we all were. this was my family and i was absoulty in love with which i thought, was my mom. NOT in a sick way either! i mean to me she was an incredible woman and she loved me like no else could. it was always me and her and i was closetest to her then anybody else. i was abused and beaten by my dad but i found it part of life. i was molested by my brother and a friend of the family. then oneday a another woman w/ a van of 5 others kids came and claimed she was my real mother.

that day i got my real story, i was in foster care. i was taken to a reservation wen i was a baby because my real dad (who i hav neva met) stabbed me in teh face. I moved w/ my real mom who was an alcoholic and a druggie and brought many different men home. id cry myself to sleep wishing to see my other mother Mary everynite. At the age 9 i was taken from my birth mother afta she tried to kill sombody and it was for good. i moved in w/ a white family who couldnt hav kids. they are very strict and not ur average parents i have no freedom. Now at age 17 goin to be 18 pretty soon im tryna to find myself and where im goin to go. I hate skool not to mention i suck at it too. idk if i kan even graduate on time.. I hate my job my home my adopted parents. I hav fallin in love with this guy who is 20. He promised me he'd take me outta my house and he truly was the only thing that mattered to me! he made me soo happy and wen i turned 18 we were goin to move in together so i could get outta my house which i call hell.

i have always had the reupation at skool as the good girl who is extremly quiet but one hell of a runner. i can beat and outrun you anyday. its a talent that i was given and i run track and cross country. but recently i have sucked in skool so much that i kant go out and wen given a second chance i screw and up. i dont run anymore and it has been my passion it wud hav takn me places. Well back to my story of the boy i love. he recently cheated on me... the day my world crashed he was the only thing that mattered. i hav taken him back but i am eva more miserable and i dont feel teh same. i hav gotten into drinking as my way out of this horible life. i have no one to talk to because no one believes me and they'd neva understand. i feel so alone like i have nothing good to live for. im really sorry. but too me sucide can end this for me this pain that i live in. but im not taking any actions ive jus been thinking about it alot lately and im scared.

this is my story...
07 Mar 2008 anthony betancourt i am 14 years old my mom died when i was 2 its weird noin that i nvr rlly meet her. my dad left me when i was 7 or so. he left befor my b day n said he had a great present 4 me the next day he was gone. i now live with my aunt n she hates me. she blames me 4 killin my mom she treats her kids bttr n then me my uncle hates me wont even look at me. if something is missin its my fault i cant sleep or eat till i find it i have no reason to keep on livin death may be my escape from madnes. =/
06 Mar 2008 Aimee LISTEN PEOPLE!! I AM A 17 YEAR OLD GIRL AND IVE PROBERLY BEEN THREW MORE SHIT THAN GOD HIMSELF! (I AINT RELIGOUS) I AM HIGHLY DISABLED (ARTHRITIS) IM ON CHEMOTHERAPY AND HAVE TO TAKE 17 DIFFERENT PILLS A DAY!!! IVE TRYED SUICIDE 4 TIMES AND IT NEVER FUKING WORKED!!! MY EX BOYFRIEND HIT ME AND THEN LEFT ME FOR MY BEST MATE 2 DAYS AFTER WE SPLIT UP! WE WERE TOGETHER 6 MONTHS MY DAD TOUCHED MY BEST MATE BACK IN 1998 AND I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE MY MUM IS A ALCOHOLIC AND MY BROTHER HAS ADHD MY STEP DAD HAS HIT ME AND I USED TO GET BULLIED!!! GUESS WHAT HELPED ME?? MY MATES I WOULD GIVE THEM A CALL TELL THEM HOW I FEEL AND THEY WOULD BE THERE! SOME OF THEM HAVENT BUT I NOW KNOW WHO IS MY MATES AND WHO ISNT! LISTEN TO ME IF YOUR THINKING OF DOING SOMETHING LIKE THIS CALL SOMEONE! DONT WORRY ABOUT THE TIME!! IM SURE THEY WILL B HAPPY THAT YOU WILL STILL BE ALIVE IN THE MORNING!!! MY NAN DIED WHEN I WAS TEN AND I CANT GET A JOB BEACAUSE NO1 WILL HIRE ME!! I SLEEP WITH BOYS TO MAKE MESELF FEEL GOOD! BUT NOW I KNOW LIFE IS WORTH LIVING!! IF YOUR YOUNG THINK ABOUT THIS FOR A SECOND... DO YOU WANT KIDS? DO YOU WANT TO BE A NANNY? GET MARRIED? GET A HOUSE WITH 6 DOGS? AND IF YOUR OLDER WITH A FAMILY JUST THINK CAN YOUR KIDS SURVIVE WITHOUT U? WHO WOULD TAKE YOUR KIDS? WHAQT ABOUT YOUR HUSBAND OR YOUR MUM OR WHOEVER? LEMME TELL YOU THIS THEY WONT COPE YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS WOULD BREAK DOWN AND FEEL SUICIDAL!!! WELL THATS ALL I WANTED TO SAY BUT SERIOUSLY CALL SOMEONE! CHILDLINE OR ANYONE! THANK YOU XX AIMEE
06 Mar 2008 miss murder. I've got a book of matches
I've got a can of kerosene
I've got some bad ideas involving you and me
I don't blame you for walking away
I touched myself at thoughts of flames
I shat the bed and laid there in it
Thinking of you wide awake for days
Wide awake for days

And I found you tongue-tied in my twisted little brain
You couldn't crack a smile
I didn't catch your name
I don't blame you for walking away
I'd do the same if I saw me
I swear it's not contagious
In four short steps we can erase this

Step one -- slit my throat
Step two -- play in my blood
Step three -- cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house
Step four -- stop off at Edgebrook Creek and rinse your crimson hands
You took me hostage and made your demands
I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers, one by one

I'm like a broken record
I've got a needle scratching me
It injects the poison of alcohol I.V.
I don't blame you for walking away
I'd do the same if I saw me
I swear it's not contagious
I swear to God it's not contagious

Step one -- slit my throat
Step two -- play in my blood
Step three -- cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house
Step four -- stop at Lake Michigan and rinse your crimson hands
You took me hostage and made your demands
I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers, one by one

This could be love - love for fire
This could be love - love for fire
This could be love - love for fire
This could be love for fire forevermore

Step one -- slit my throat
Step two -- play in my blood
Step three -- cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house
Step four -- stop at Berkeley Marina and rinse your crimson hands
You took me hostage and made your demands
I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers, one by one
One by one
06 Mar 2008 José Carballo Dear mouchette,I'am sorry about the way I wrote my view of suicide ... I wanted to writhe: "ON NE VIT Q'UNE FOIS" ... in CAPITALS .. to enhance what I do think about suicide .. I do think that LIFE is too precious!!! Also, I wasn't aware that my name would be exposed (you pointed that out with criticism), not that I have any problem with that .. all in all I'm very sorry about giving way to misinterpretation. I do ask you to change my message to capitals (the second part .. ) or to take it all out because it can be misleading.. if you can ..
06 Mar 2008 zach im 17 i hate my fuckin life i want to end it im not scared of dieing. i cut my wridt everyday i have had a gun ponited at my head parents walked in on me i lost my girlfriend on my birthday my grandpa on my birthday i cant do anything i just want out and it seems like this is the only way i want a girlfriend that can actully understand me
05 Mar 2008 Marisa There is no best way... I'm 18 years old and I've always struggled, sinced I was little. My dad would cheat on my mom and take me with him to that skanks house and her kids would call him dad... then when my mom was dumb and took him back he made us move up north away from everyone all my friends and family just because his dumb mistake. Well, me and him never talk, we don't have a relationship && I feel so so bad for my mom who's worked all her life just so he could sit on his ass and cheat on her. He moved out on us twice, one to this apartment and then another time all the way to California for 5 years. I hated him, for leaving and hurting my mom. In those 5 years my brothers starting selling things they shouldnt doing things they shouldn't && everything got worse. He finally came back after again cheating on my mom. He never talks to me, theres never a happy birthday, merry chrsitmas or even a hi. He doubted me in everything, he thought I would never graduate, that I would never have a life and still treats me like shyt. My mom works to much to have a good relationship with me but tries to have one soooo hard with him when he just uses her. I couldnt have a job till after i graduted. I graduted and still havent got my job. Also this year I was diagnosed with signs of lupus and rheumatory arthritus, also mild tourretes. ((I'm only 18)) I get sick easliy and my diseases can persist to get worse. I stay in my house often passing the day in my room, thinking I'm not shyt because of all that's happened to me && how my life is now ((extremely depressed)) yea I thik at times to not be here becuase what reason do I have? I have no life, I don't have money no transportation I don't even now how to drive because my parents were too busy for me. My favorite brother is about to go to prison for 5 years for sum bullshyt. I try so hard to keep it together it's hard but I do it because in stead of reaching out for sumthin to end it all, all I have to do is reach within me and I get strength... I ask for help and I get it, and that helps. I've lost friends and close relatives and hell no it's not easy especially when they're so close to you, but never doubt yourself and no matter how much you go through there's always a reason to live. I don't think I would be here today if I hadnt reached within myself for strength and talking helps. I still continue with these problems but Im stronger than them, than all their shyt and It can't bring me down. Your young like me and even though it seems so hard already it gets better because now I'm enganged and In love and I wouldnt end my life for that. I hope you find your reason soon to and you will && you can always e-mail me... please do.


makaveli_8996@yahoo.cm
05 Mar 2008 Miss Anne Thropy Are any of you people aware that this site and question were posted 9 years ago? The first response is dated Oct 99!! Either this little girl is already long gone or she is over 20 now!!! GO FIND SOMEWHERE ELSE TO PLAY YOU FUCKING FREAKS!
05 Mar 2008 Dama i LOL'ed at the guy who said the evidence for the existence of Santa Claus,oops i'm sorry "GOD" outweights the one for atheism.LMAO!

If you are gonna preach that life is worth living.. don't say for a fictional guy, who ..GET THIS:" Loves you so much,he will put you through all that misery". Riiiight, do you think raped little girls feel that same love? This delusion is responsible for ALOT of suffering in the world, from wars to extreme hatefull phobic behaviour. It just amazes me ..the stupidity of mankind. Ah well.

Now suicide, what can i say? Some are not meant for life, they keep fighting..but at some point enough is enough. There are others who never go through this stage, wondering why someone would or could kill him/herself.

There is no right answer here people, it's different for every single person.
05 Mar 2008   Put this in your "blame me" section crap.

This isn't funny. I don't care if you try to make this look like a childs game but this isn't funny at all.

I almost commit suicide and its not fun and for you to come close to mocking this is fuckin ridiculous. You have good art but this is fucking stupid.

Best way to kill yourself when your under 13 is not to. Don't even fuckin think about it.

And don't make websites like this bullshit.

So fuck you, you stupid fuckin little girl.

You make me sick.
05 Mar 2008 Brendan No way, I was scared when I was 13 also, suicide doesn't help.

Trust me yo.

Just let it past and find a new way out don't end up like van gogh or whatever his name was.
05 Mar 2008 Christiane peacefully&&properly
04 Mar 2008 dead inside. I'll try to sleep to keep you in my dreams till I can bring you home with me.

I'll try to sleep and when I do, I'll keep you in my dreams.
04 Mar 2008 dead inside. so sad, i wanna be strong.
don't try to take him from me.
i've already spent my life living half undone.

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