|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|27 Oct 2008||gegerald||pour moi, c'est simple, tout est programmé.
ma femme me quitte avec mon fils le 03/01/2009(elle rentre dans un appart).
le 17/03/2009 mon assurance vie valide pour le suicide a la matmut aura 1 an et 1 jour.
mon fils a ses 18 ans aura 90000 euros.
moi le 18/03/2009, je prends un cocktail d'anxiolitique et cachet pour dormir alcoolisés au wisky.
et vu que je n'ai plus de famille, je suis seul au monde,personne pour me trouver.
mais mon suicide sera en live sur mon site internet fait specialement a cet effet.
je donnerai plus d'indications sur les divers forums pour ceux qui veulent suivre un suicide en live.
je pense que ce sera 5 euros sur un compte en paypal sur un compte bloqué destiné a mon fils toujours a ses 18 ans.
CAR JE PENSE QU'ON IRA TOUS AU PARADIS CAR C'ESR ICI L'ENFER!
Mieux vaut partir en laissant quelque chose a ceux qu'on aime.
Le seul etre vivant que j'aime et a qui je penserai ce jour la c'est mon fils qui n'a jamais demander a venir sur cette terre pour voir ses parents se dechirer.
a bientot pour plus de details.
|26 Oct 2008||brina||i always cut myself for the shit i done my dad never came 2 my b-day since i was 12. hes a joke he ant even tell me dat my lil cuz is livin wit him. luckly i have my best guy friend i can depend on him. he helps support me when im down n idc wat any1 says i should jus let go of somethings
i write to clear my head it helps me 2 really the how life sucks n how its good also somepeople like it and some dont. i can care bout other ppl and there shit but, sometimes i dont only the 1's dat can support me througmost of dis shit i cant wait to die maybe i can finlly be wit my grandpa n my cuz n my friends
|26 Oct 2008||Nancy||Ah, tis almost winter.
The most beautiful season of all.
It makes me want to live, to love.
If you must die, wait until the spring.
|25 Oct 2008||Mouchette's Lover=/||Hello.
I have been obsessed with this 30-40 year old they call "Mouchette" for a very long time.
I know who she is now.
I have realized where she lives.
I would have never guessed a woman like this would try to commit suicide at the ripe age of 30.
Yes she's not a 13 year old girl.
But, I still love you.
|24 Oct 2008||flanker||On Oct 23, 2008, Carly Jackson Hawkes wrote, "but how shit will it be for your family if you do this? i lost a friend through suicidewhen i was in my teens and i was clinically depressed because of it."
That must have been so tough for you to be clinically depressed bc someone else died. Imagine how the person who committed suicide felt. It's just another selfish argument against suicide. "Stay alive bc if you kill yourself, other people will feel sad". Maybe even a small fraction as bad as a suicidal person feels. Now that would just be the worst.
|24 Oct 2008||james faw||suicide is not a bad way to handle things.ive considered it before.people talk about how you will make your family sad and how your depriving the world of things that you might accomplish but the way i see it, i didnt ask to be born and i didnt ask to be born into the lowlife family i was born into.i hate my family and i hate myself.ive spent most of my life thinking about what it really means to hate something and i hate everything.the only reason i havent already killed myself is because im a coward.im afraid of the little bit of pain that might come with slitting my throat or my wrists or poisoning myself.basicly what im trying to say is there are a few drawbacks to suicide but at least you wont have to worry about anything anymore.you might go to hell afterwards but sometimes i think im already there.i have tried to overdose on a bottle of pain pills before but i puked it back up.as far as im concerned thats probably the best way to kill yourself|
|24 Oct 2008||today at 6pm is going to be the last time i will be alive. i am gonna slit my wrists really deep and bleed to death. i will leave my pet with food and water for enough to get through of a week to 2 weeks outside so it doesnt have to watch with a note to whoever finds me where i want it to go. i will leave one last email to the one person thatt makes me feel like life is worth it tonight at 5:45pm. After 6pm on the dot tonight I will be on my way to the other world. im done with this misery.|
|24 Oct 2008||mr x||ask some homeles person to rape you! thats worst than death i think|
|24 Oct 2008||Dave||what the fuck is this web site about? Is this for real? tell me, and I'll tell you my story|
|23 Oct 2008||Carly Jackson-Hawkes||omg! i can't beleive i found this site. i'm not 13 anymore i am a grown woman with kids. i remember feeling that life was shit ect when i was your age..but how shit will it be for your family if you do this? i lost a friend through suicidewhen i was in my teens and i was clinically depressed because of it. its the most horendous thing you could put your friends and family through. as you grow up and your world opens to new possibilities life gets better, life is amazing be brave and live it!!|
|23 Oct 2008||Nicholas||I think that's bazooka in head.|
|22 Oct 2008||lonely again||i loved him and he pushed me away, i shared things and he walked all over me. now once again i have nobody!|
|22 Oct 2008||mummabear||Are you people out of your mind.If you want to kill yourself thats fine but leave inosent little children alone.
Did your parents raise you to hate the world and everything in it?
Cause if thats the case then you should leave it in the home and quit trying to kill off the population of babies under 13.
I have a ten month old and there is no way that he would ever be brought up to hate as much as you people do.
so my advice to you is if life is so bad for you quit wasting your time on this stupid screwed up website and the go commit suicide then parents wont have to worry about what there children are reading from you half wits.
|21 Oct 2008||Tonja||Hmm...13??? You should be having the time of your life. I signed on to this forum because of my desire to kill myself and well I am an adult and have lived a lot of life to see that existing is miserable. But you, you have your whole life ahead of you. Maybe u should try life before u decide committing suicide and see if its worth it or not. Personally, i plan on jumping off a bridge later this evening. Its a high one here in hawaii and everyone and everything has beat me down and therefore i feel there is no other alternative. Your young give it some more time before u walk away from the world.|
|21 Oct 2008||just writing||Will anyone really notice if I kill myself on friday?
It would take a month to just know of my disappearance.
I wish I could tell someone how I feel
But I can't even win their approval on anything normal.
I have no friends, no family, no life,
Sometimes I feel I belong in the dirt and 6feet under.
But isn't that the easy way out?
Some say it is but so what-
At this time I have no cares
for my soul has left and I'm in despair.
|21 Oct 2008||sabrina||Hi people of a america
i m so wat depressed my father divorced my mother i tried to commit suicide bout i lost track everythin in my life is gettin 2 me my dad never lisetin 2 me i was raped n aboused my my ex bf hes in jail now i hate 2 see inncent and good ppl we like that we all should die but how r we goin 2 be remmbered my words,wriitng,hw? u can nly remember how a person acts we all are u
ntique in a way
u say smethin wrong to person but that person never 4gives u at all 4 wat u have done 2 ythem
i fill dead everyday i cut myself so nbody could see my marks i have on my body nobody in vites me 2 any partys
i feel lonely and all by myself i wonder if i should jus kill myself y should any1 matter bout me 4 im already dead y should i leave now
i miss my grandfather alot
i never got 2 see him very much
my mother doesnt care bout me
she call a bitch,a fat pig,a hooker,
n i cry everynight wishin y God doent jus kill me!
i wonder everyday will i make it or not will i kill myself,should i cut my self
idk idk idk
but u ppl tahat tried it i know how feel not really but u took a chance
2 go n do somethin
|21 Oct 2008||Adrian||Something is wrong with me. i have always been one to wear pink and laugh and giggle and enjoy life. now i am nothing. I have no desire to live. alli want is death. Love is a bitch. I fell in love with a guy. He cheated on me with my fucking best friend. Now i have no friends. now i am alone. i wake up in the morning but feel no desire to move from the welcome of my own home. its been more than a year scince i have been happy. I dont think i will ever be happy again. What is life when you do not live? What is love when you do not love? What is pain if you do not feel pain?
i cut myself. i have scars on my arms and legs and all over my fucking body. when i see the blood flow from my skin i feel no regret, no pain. when i feel the stinging reaction of my skin, i feel no regret. no fear. No matter how hard i try i can not feel things anymore. if i had one wish i would wish that i would die. the people who tell us we are "fucking emo cowards" have never felt the true nothingness. There are people who live with a desire to stay alive. and theres those of us who feel no desire to even move. i do not eat. only when my current friends and boyfriend shove something down my throat. I wish for nothing more than to die. Why should i wish for something that i could give myself? How hard could it be to just jump out in the middle of the road right now? If i wish so much to die then why am i still here? i do not know the answer.
I have tried to kill myself before and obviously as you read this you know i did not succeed. i am 14. i am a girl. i have blonde hair and blue eyes. I wear all black with black jewlry and a black joker necklace with safety pins hanging from it. these safety pins are my life my air. they protect me. i take them out at school and stab my wrist with them. I am what some people would call an emo freak. i am also what some people would call human.
peole say that they dont know how i could cut myself and stab myself. and i say that i dont know how they couldnt. how they could be happy living in this severely fucked up world. we might be cowards and we might not. i dont know. its not my place to judge because i can not judge the world objecticly. you can only objectivly judge something you have experienced. I have not truely experienced hapiness so it is not my place to judge those who are happy. i feel no desire to live. when i go to sleep i have no desire to ever wake up. so what does that mean i should do i can not live when i have no life inside me. i will. die.........soon..
|20 Oct 2008||simon||drink all of the poison under the sink.|
|19 Oct 2008||Uukkyy||Take some of mummy's pills you find in the medicine cabnet.
Overdose and go to sleep. Relax. Let the pills work.
Make sure you tell all the people that care for you that you love them and thanks for everything thy have done. Jst a shame it wasn't enough I guess.
|18 Oct 2008||Georgia||Please don't do it. I came to this site because I also searched for a way to commit suicide painlessly. My boyfriend broke up with me the night before a final. He was the only person in the world I loved. It's been 6 months and I still cry at night because I miss him. But I promise you, it will get better, for me and for you. Life gets so much better from high school. If you are fat, you will lose weight. If you have no friends, you will make yourself popular. If you are poor, you will be rich. If someone is hurting you, there are people out there who will listen and will get you out of your situation for free. Go to your local emergency room, google a shelter, call a legal aid number, call Samaritans, talk to someone right now. I know it helps, it's what I did and it's why I am still here. Suicide does not just harm you. It denies the entire world all the possibility that you hold. You do not know what you might accomplish one day and it is simply not fair to deny the rest of us the possibility of your gifts. Think of it as a gamble. You will die no matter what, that's certain. And right now, you feel miserable, but that might not always be true. Isn't it worth the gamble that one day things will get better? Even if you live for a hundred years, life on this Earth is short. What seems like endless pain to you now will seem like a second when all is said and done. Please keep trying.|