|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|26 Aug 2008||Discusting blob||I am 20.But trust me, I have been trying to kill myself for years.
But now I need some help to do so.
I have stab myself, OD on meds, and tried to get hit by a bus. But as always, they have all landed me in therapy.
This time, I want it to work, I want it to end it for good this time.
So I need a good method to finnally end it.
I don't even want to talk about the shit I have been through to get to this point. All I know is that I am going to make the pain stop,I am no longer going to be unhappy anymore and hating my ugly discusting life.
I look like a fucking dog, I have never had a boyfriend,I can't afford to go to school, and I rather not talk about the other shit that I go through.
But just help me out and give me some good ways that you would end your life,something that is sure enough that I won't come back from.
|26 Aug 2008||wristcutter||I was 11 when I first thought about it...
Back in 1992, I carved the nummbers 1992 into my bed post, to remind me how long it's been since I stayed alive.
Since then I have moved into my own house, I don't have that bed anymore, but I still remember like it was yesterday, carving those numbers...
Now, 27 y/o I am a musician, I have a career in science, I am good looking, smart, drug-free, athletic, I live on my own, I own my own house in the suburbs, I have a pretty little kitty, and still, I wonder if this is all a waste, should I have just gotten it over with in the first place?
It would have saved years of heart ache, years of living some one else's dream, all that time I spent trying to be what society expected me to be, another mindless moneymaker, liveing up to everyone else's satisfactions, never me, never my own, I have no one and I am alone....
People say, oooh, grow up, suck it up, get a grip.....
Off what? This world? This fucking stupid world, with it's rules, and pain, with it's judgements and concequences, with out love, there is only pain,
|26 Aug 2008||Manson||I would slit my wrists... Lengthwise, not across, so everyone would realize that there was something really bothering me, I would bleed out the pain for everyone to see, I would get naked, sit in the bath, put my favorite depressing song on repeat, light candles, and just cut those fuckers up....|
|26 Aug 2008||DG||Hi all, well I have had major depression problems and a very hard life that wasn't much fun since I was 16+ I'm now 24.
I know things are hard but for many people they can be fixed up and you can overcome them. I have overcome many things in my life.
There are many things that can be fixed up and you don't need to die even know you might feel like it facing such situations as;
Lack of a job
Sad about your looks
Sad about your personality
Lack of friends and loneliness
Someone is 'hurting' you or making you feel uncomfortable :(
Can't find a girlfriend/ boyfriend
hmm that's what springs to mind. But many of those things are fixable even know it doesn't seem like it now. We have many chat lines to talk about and if you have no one to listen to you.
For all those teens who want to die because they can't find a girlfriend or boyfriend...DON'T! worry about it, there is plenty of time and at that age you shouldn't really be dating anyway its not like its going to last and your going to get married out of it..Have fun being single and have fun by yourself.
For those who are being harmed and 'touched' by someone call the police, they are your friends in this situation and can put a stop to it. Often these types of people use fear to try and get you to not speak out but once the police know all this they can take it into account and help you if its hard to talk about in person you can write it down and show them. :)
So for all you other kids just relax and enjoy life look for some hobbies and possible interests, have fun reading about exciting things.
|26 Aug 2008||LoL@Life||anyone know how to die in a quick painless death that works?! 6 physciatrist and 2 therapist doesnt work and useless, i gave up on it and i gave up on life|
|25 Aug 2008||olga||comoiendo una chupeta envenenada|
|23 Aug 2008||T.J||can i ask seriously what GOOD reason do you have for killing yourself? and i mean a good one not some rediculous excuse. I mean I think the problem is ppl who try and commit suicide need to understand that they aren't the only ones in this world to of suffered these problems in the world. There are people with much worse lives then your own beleive it or not. They managed to live through out it all. You only live once why give up so easily, as much as i find some hopeless talking to counsellors or people like that actually does help sometimes even if all they do is listen. That just gives you that tiny ounce of release without self harm. Also when you do commit this horrid act stop and think for a few minutes as much as you don't think it there will always be someone in this world who will care that you died, specially like this. There are ppl who care. ppl who will listen. Things only stay and get worse when you give up you have to keep fighting for change, and what you cant change learn to ignore, nd work with the things you can change for a better life. Like i have dealed with a few really close ppl to me trying to kill themselves, my bf while dating him when problems occurred and after we broke up. even went as far as trying to purposely do it at school in front of me,with a huge kitchen knife >< and further went to threatening to kill 2 good friends of mine, and rape and kill me. Even up to this day i fight to keep him alive while he gets the proper help he needs. These kinda thoughts need to be dealt with they arent healthy. the other 2 ppl i dealt with were bf and gf wenever they had fights they said that same old crap dont want anyone else, that nobody else understood them. they gave up b4 they even tried. then the more i argued them to realise that wasnt true that they could find someone else, they eventually tried and now both are happily with other ppl. You really need to try and work things out think rationally who this effects, and the damage and mess you leave behind. & also the things in life you will miss out on by doing this. plz reconsider.|
|23 Aug 2008||SANDiE||IM ONLI 13 BUH I ACT N UNDERSTAND STUF LIKE AN OLDER PERSON .HOW MANY TIMES I TRYIED TO KILL MESLF .DRES NUN TEH LIVE 4 IN DIS LIFE INOO DAH 4 REAL.I CUD NEVA BE HAPY N LIFE WIL NEVER CHANGE 4 ME .I ALWAYS ASK MYSLFE WHA DID I DO TO DESERVE DIS .I TRY TEH HIDE MY SADNES N PRETEND TO BE HAPY BUH ITS JUST NOT ME .MY FRIENDS DNT UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL .I LOST MY MA 2 YEARS AGO N ME DA GT A NEW WFIE N DEY GT CHILDREN N EHS JUST LUKS LIKE I DNT BELONG IN DIS FAMILY ME STEPMA H8S ME N SHE LVS HER OWN CHILDREN .I HAD A BF N I REALY LOVED HIM BUH HE USED ME 4 SEX N DUMPED ME N I TRYED TO KILIM MESLF BY DROUDING MESLFE.I JUST CNT TAKE EH I WHIMEMBA HW HE USE TO HOLD MY HAND N TEL ME HW HE LUVED ME BUH NOW I KNW DAH IT WUZ ALL FAKE:( NUN GOES RI IN MY LIFE .I STARTED DRINKIN N SMOKIN N DUIN DRUGS BUT IT WENT EVEN WORSE.IM ON TABLETS FRM NERVES N ALL CUS ME DA THINKS DRES SUMTING WRNG WI ME BUH EHS JUST DAH I WANT TO DIE N I THINK IL BE HAPIER WEN IM DEAD .LIFES THE SHITEST THING EVAAAAAA ;[ IF YEH WNA ADD US : firstname.lastname@example.org
|22 Aug 2008||Ariel||Ok so, Im 19 yrs old. And im sick of living the life i have. I cant keep up with it anymore its moving 100mph as im moving only 50. Things are getting worse and worse everyday. Im unemployed and cannot get a steady job. Im sick of everything and just want to leave this place. I am not scared to live as many of them would assume. Im sick of the way things are going. FRUSTRATION and IRRITATION. is what it is. honestly id like to use my boyfriends 9mm but i dont kno how to use it. i dont kno how to put the clip in there. why cant it jus b a revolver wouldnt that b much easier.
oh i dont kno how to organize my ideas. so ive done the whole cutting yourself...that doesnt help at all..i dont want to feel pain thats what im done with. whether its physical or mental im sick of the pain. hello thats why i wanna die...painlessly and that, or atleast fast enough i dont feel anything. would that be the same?
Anyways. you may think im that emo kid with the dark fucking hair and the black nails that listens to paramore..but kno im the complete opposite of that, this is just the one ting we have in common. im sick of anxiety attacks, im sick of my so called "chemical imbalance" that causes me to feel this way. its not my fault im fucked up. and it doesnt help when i have problems that come across like not being able to supposrt myself happens. not to mention when you get pregnant.
its a terrible thought to think but if i cant support myself wut makes u think i can support a new born. would i b doing my baby a favor by takin my life? i dont ko how to cop. it really does bring tears to my eyes that i would ever think like that...but its been happening for so long. and now it becoming more really that i can actually do somehthing about it. ive came closer to things that will cause death apon me.
i dont need a hotline. i need a book on how to operate his gun.
BUT on second thoughts...i like to leave myself messy free wen gone...
oh the frustration!
|19 Aug 2008||dave - me again||its me again, i feel even worse, and can peepz stop adding me to there msn's now, no1 has given any gd help, and so back to finding ways to die.
i feel even worse coz i keep getting called an emo just coz i have cut myself, i hate this term and it upsets me even more, so i try to hurt myself even more. i hate lie so much, main problem for my anger is that my parents split up on xmass day 11 years ago, im 15 years old btw, and then i had my dad saying the devorce was all my fault, and he said he wished i had died at birth, my mum says same and that i was a mistake. i have my dad hit me and attack me for no reason.
i hate life so much, i found a gd site on suicide the other day this one, http://listverse.com/health/top-10-ways-to-commit-suicide/ . it is ver helpful.
i need help soon coz if i dont get it, i will do sommat ill regret, i.e. kill myself.
ty for ur time in letting me talk and sound like a idiot. dave
if u really want to add me, msn is:
|18 Aug 2008||bappa||i dont know.me too is also searching options to kill myself.i think this world is not for me. its better to get suiside. so that my relatives, my family members and all the people who knew me and fade up for me wont have to see my face.please suggest me for the God seek how to get suiside?|
|18 Aug 2008||Joe Lee||Hi, this is Joe, its been a while, I hope everyone is doing well in this fucked up world. I am just as fucked up as ever, the weird thing is after a person been crazy for so long, it actually start to feel normal now. Of course I cant speak objectively about my condition, but everyone think I am fucking nuts to some insane degree, so I will take peoples word for it.
I been reading some of my past writings and just shocked at what I wrote, it was kind of funny too, but mostly shocked by the strangeness of my past state of mind, multiple personality is a bitch, and it is even worse when people dont tell you anything about it and just watch you make a fool out of yourself. It is like all my personalities feels normal to me, but I only know the different by my past actions.
When I was little I thought the whole world is simply my imagination, and then as I grow up, I realize it is impossible maybe it is possible, I do feel sorry for people and things living inside of my imaginations.
Lately I have a lot of déjà vu experiences that is like I have seen it or done it before, but I swear to god that I never done any of it in the past. Maybe I just dont remember my past actions because I am so crazy, but why dont people tell me. It is as if all my personalities evolve over the time and I simply cant tell the difference any more. I feel as normal as ever right now, but is that objectively speaking?
I dont know about you kids, but I have real problems, multiple problems since I was little. Too many things feel so familiar to me that I feel I am some sort of genius who just know things naturally, but maybe in fact, I just dont remember what I have done before because I did with separate sets of head. Someone once told me You know more than you think you know. I was like what the fuck is that suppose to mean? Now I think I begin to know.
Maybe I am a good person, for all that is good will end up well
Maybe I am bad, and then this is hell hell, that does ring a bell, guess only time can tell
The more and more I begin to understand myself, the more and more I feel its too late for me now. If I really did kill myself when I was 13, it will be worth it too late for me now, I have gone too far and its getting too exciting just trying to figure myself out.
Lately I been very paranoid about that I may have some supernatural power, at one point, I thought my dog was actually God. I was so depressed and mad and thought nothing could make me happy again, and just then my dog put a paper bag over her head and running like a fool. I was like Only God could make me laugh with such good timing and I was seriously trying to communicate to her as if she is a God you might feel that is crazy, but I believed it, I still believe it to some degree because some of my prediction actually did come true.
So if you are really only 13 or younger and you want to die, I say think it over, try to be objective about your own craziness, then if you think you might end up like me, I say either really fucking do it or just steal some money and go travel the world. Sometimes, you could at least numb your senses when you travel and seeing new places. Try to sell your soul to the devil or Jesus if you havent already, either deal should intensify your psychotic ride.
|18 Aug 2008||Jarred||The best way to kill yourslef when you are under 13, is to find just 10 or so sleeping pills. Take 5 of them then steal some of your parents or grandparents booze.Drink untill you are really drunk,but not at the puking stage,then take the other 5 pills. Say some sort of prayer or ending statement then drift into whatever ending your religion states.
I relaize this thread is old, at least ten years now, but ive been watching it for years.
|16 Aug 2008||scott||i want to die so i conducted a way to do it. ill be taking a shotgun,sticking it in my mouth and pull the trigger. there is no pain and no way to survive|
|16 Aug 2008||Hazel.||For the past year and a half iv been seeing a psychiatrist/psychologist and she just told me that she can't do anything to help me. I selfharm, though I've only cut twice in the past 7months (woo) and only done minimal things on the odd occasion. I have my reasons, but I thought I was moving on, 6months is a freaking long time for someone who did it around every second day for 2years straight. My parents just got a letter through, my psychiartist has reffered me to a mental clinic, and im crapping myself. They've asked for my parents to go with me, which is stupid, coz iv never talked to my parents about anything serious. When they found out I cut myself, we talked about it for about an hour, and that was more than a year and a half ago. When I found the letter, I cried for 10minutes, and don't want to go. I haven't talked to or looked my parents in the eye since I read it, but Im dreading the time they talk to me about it. It's on the 2nd of september, and I don't want to go. Sure it might help, but... whatever.
If there's any christians (or non christians that want to help) i'd love it if you could pray for me. I don't know how I'm going to go through with it, but I know I need to.
Woaw, how positive am I :)
I'm worried, coz my mind is making me want to smoke and drink, thinking it will help, but I wont let it get into my life. I want to be happy and not constantly analysing my life, my thoughts and everything I do/say. Im not satisphied with what I have or am now, I used to be, but something changed.
Please pray for me, it'd give me confidence and maybe help me talk to my parents/ psychiatrist. I'd love to be able to be open and not scared. Please pray, I want to be happy, and not have to worry about not being happy.
You can email me with words of enthusiasm if you must XD
Wouldn't mind it a bit.
|15 Aug 2008||Doug, old friend and lover||The best way to kill yourself when you're under 13 is to remain under 13 forever. Now this is an abstract answer, but I know, Mouchette, you will understand as I'm sure you're sophisticated audience will, as well.
DB8088, old friend and lover
|14 Aug 2008||JESUS CHRIST ATTORNEY AT LAW||smoke cigarettes, it's common sense.
|14 Aug 2008||Dear crystal,
I love you. Well actually, I love your ideas but there really nothing I haven't herd before. I wish i was more like you, but at the same time i wish i didn't wish i was anyone else. I keep mix and matching who i am in my head and it always plays out as some monstrous mix of everything I've herd or read....
The truth is sticking to idealism like that rarely works unless you truly think that way, sadly most people don't think that way.
I'm tired of shifting around mindsets just to get stuck back at my own.(give me yours... please?)
|14 Aug 2008||SPKYPNGIN!!||ahhhhh!
why are you doing this!
I cant wait till late august, bloody hell!
I'm empty and awkward and ugly(but for some reason only i feel it), and i would really like to have an excus to go here!!
im sick of friend ship. and
and you should say something back to me...
why are you hidding anyways?
|14 Aug 2008||gofuckyourself||im not 13 but im 18 and knowing the love of your life for sometime now and knowing i mean like not thinking that oh there r more out there because there r not and there will never be. if u think its the love of your life now why waste it?
Well i do everything for her. EVERTYHING i can't and dont even have time to mention it all. Id even bite her toenails off. Well its come to the point right now where she said we need a break and well WTF?!?!?! did i DO FUCKING WRONG!?!?! the love my life life makes me the happiest man alive. she loves me and i love her we get it on bang bang everything but why this WHY!? as my heart is being ripped out of everything its connected to it still goes on as she tells me all of these things and gives me no time to say anything when none of it was true. none. so the easiest way to kill yourself in general...... hmmmmi suppose run a long distance until u see many things u have never seen before. that way u wont die not knowing other things. paint a shitty picture. write a note always write a note.
then find the best or the shittesty weapon with a good durability. Then kill as many people as you can. that way u will go to hell and can take it over killing satan. Or.... simply stab urself to death until all of your organs and blood drains out in the middle of the street somewhere with a sign saying she fucked me over or my life sucks. people will wonder. maybe on the sign put some odd drawging or symbole that has something to do with why u killed yourself and make it noticable. u will be on the news and everything.