|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|16 Jun 2008||waste of paint||i
is gonna fuck up everything
those drugs so bad and theres no use frying
in geometry and bio.
fuck how am i suppousedto
figure outvwho the fuck i am
i don't even get summer!
FUCK YOU! WHY DO YOU WASTEVMY FUCKING YOUTH!
|15 Jun 2008||eternal bliss||whilst i was watching transporter two i said something. it has become a famous quote by me.
whats up with this guy and all these rules. have you seen my crow bar?...my back itches. and i swear that crow bar is the best back scratcher ever.
so anyway. back to that guy on the movie. he drives these flashy cars and wears these nice clothes and acts kinda cocky. and i was thinking these things do not please the lord jesus christ. you see god dosent care about what you have or what you can do. he just wants you to not sin. and most people do not want to turn from thier sins. you must turn to him first and be sincere about serving him and letting him rule your life. if you mock him he wont come to you. he is like this because he wont force himself upon you. its your choice. a lot of people have false ideals about god. that he came to make peace on earth. he came to bring a sword.
you have a problem. your life isnt working. turn to him with a sincere heart and he will help you. if your life is unlivable and you have no answers and you feel empty inside ask him, invite him into your life. that void you feel he will fill it with love.
if you turn to him and obey him he will help make your life livable.
just so you know i am not saying it is possible that you never sin again.
|14 Jun 2008||Well if it ever gets so bad i can't speak again... I've figured out what to do. Theres this girl who lives in a tree house near me and she keeps tonnes of pain killers around, ill get some from her take a bundle, drink some of the hard-ish alcoholic drinks my dad keeps around the house. Tell the girl who gave me this perpetual apathy that it's not her fault and to continue her life happy for once(but we both know that will never happen). then ill probably steal a car, Pop some Elliott Smith into the sound system, and drive off a cliff into the ocean.
Read books,watch movies and listen to music children, once you feel like you've truly experienced the artistic side of the world you will easily be able to sculpt a plan of how you will end your world. or maybe you will figure out a way to live.
|14 Jun 2008||skittles||hi people its me sky i changed my name to skittles though . as u seen my post i was asking ways to commit suside . but now i have changed my mind not because of any therapist or minister. it was me doing alot of thinking . i am so freaking deprest all the time because i feel no one cares about me . expessialy my friends and family and i think i suffer from depression. but all i did was tell myself i am a beautiful 14 year old girl and ill be damned if im going to let someone at school or my family make me want to end my life .because fuck them it about me and not them .this is my life and for some weird reason i was put on this earth for a purpose . i dont know wat the hell for but im only 14 so maybe when im older i might do something to change the world who knows . i have all ways wanted to act and sing so maybe i might be a actress or singer or maybe ill be this ordinary person but im not going to let anyone ruin my life . so those who want to commit suiside im not going to tell u not to commit suicide but im just saying think about it i did and ive been throgh some hard times and im sure all of u on here have .and no i dont no wat u guys r going through and i dont want to know but i do care .just think about it before u want to commit suicide because right now u may be deprest from bullies ,your family someone who raped u if u were raped but u know wat fuck them its not about them its about u and alot of you guys r teenagers on here so those bullies , family u hate and other people will go away because once your 18 u can do wateva the hell u want and make something of yourselves and u want ever see those bullies or hated family or people again. because for some weird reason all you peoples have a purpose u might not know wat the hell it is right now but oneday youll find out when your someones mother ,wife , husband or a famous movie star and youll look back and be glad you didnt commit susicide. but if u r defintely 100% going to commit suicide then go ahead your goig to miss out on what u could of been or wat u could of down . well thats all i have to say luv u guys|
|13 Jun 2008||Al||Dear "its going to be ok,"
It sounds like you're going through a lot. I'd love to talk, and support you in anyway I can. Suicide is not the answer. Please email me.
|13 Jun 2008||sophieenglish12||i have nver tried it and ive kept trying and trying to fight it but i dont think i can anymore i am 12.
i hate life.
i luv sum ppl like ellie x and my dog
but my parents are horribl; im sick of the names the abuse and he drama ive been thro a lot of shit in my life and well i cant take it anymore.
ive thought about suicide alot but just cant bring myself to do it. im scared.
im scared of it failing.
im scared of just blatantly dying.
i'd like to just stop for no reason just let it all go.
please help me.
|13 Jun 2008||its going to be ok.||well its been a few days since mouchette has updated. i always get a little worried when she does this cuz maybe she killed herself. now my posts will never get up. i bet that sucks for mouchette. having all these suicidal people depending on her not to kill herself just so they can come here. i wonder if thats why you have this website mouchette. i think about what it will be like on your website when im gone mouchette. i am leaving soon. i just wanted you to know mouchette that i have grown fond of your style. as an artist. i wonder is your art work still in germany. all this is procrastination. goodbye mouchette.
and goodbye to everyone else. except my family. i hate all of you worthless ass fucks.
|13 Jun 2008||I want to help you all.||the best way to kill yourself...this question shouldn't even be asked. I have had two friends commit suicide within two months of each other. The worst part of one is after he shot himself he didn't die and he tried to revive himself after he shot himself but he bled out. You all think its what you truly want and what you truly need, and if thats true you'll never have the whole life package. In fact if you were in that situation you would be saying oh my life is beautiful, amazing and i want it back now. Heck if your trying to kill yourself before 13! Ask yourself this have you ever loved a another person, ever had that first fireworks kiss that makes you so happy you want to yell? Ever been married? ever held your own child for the first time? ever been bungee jumping? ever seen the eiffel tower? ever won an award? if your answer was yes to every single one of those questions honestly and truthfully you've lived a lot. But there is still more to live. I could easily ask questions all day long about stuff you have done. Then think about why you are even thinking of killing yourself, was it sexual assault? did someone break your heart? Are you depressed? are you on medication like prozac? (not only does it change you but it messes with your mind. so get off that sinister tablet and talk to your doctor about a better medication.) If someone has hurt you, raped you beat you told you your nothing, and it makes you want to kill yourself it shows they have one. So stand above them! you are bigger then the people that need to hurt someone else to get SOMETHING i don't know what that they want, you know what they did was wrong. If you got beat or raped it wasn't your fault and you have done nothing wrong at all. Lastly, i have read what you guys say about yourself " i am exactly who i don't want to be" if you have said that, i want you to email me so we can find a solution. People i am 14 i have seen so much in my life and i love it. I used to hate myself but i grew to love myself. One last thing that i want to add is that think about the 2,752 people killed in the twin towers terrorist attacks. They all wanted life and here you are taking your own life on your own free will...Before you make any decisions before you kick the chair or pull the trigger take 24 hours and ask the questions i asked early on and you will discover suicide is not the way to go.
I love you i love life and i am here to talk to.
email me at :
I can help (:
24 hours people..
|12 Jun 2008||Al||Dear "tired of diapers,"
It's been a while since we've talked. How have you been?
|11 Jun 2008||Marie-couche-toi-là||Dear Al,
I've read what you wrote to a person like "Diaper Wearer" I really think this person is living something really bad in her life. Effectively, I do not think suicide is the answer. I lived an experience that was kind of similar... yet not the same and I felt really unhappy and depressive about that fact. I had to wear diapers at the same age and was feeling rejected... How can you date someone... either male or female without being judged or getting involved in a relationship and finding that you are with a fetishist who loves you, not for yourself but for the diaper you are wearing (sorry, but this can happen).
Please, make the test... ask your lover what would happen to your couple if tomorrow you were wearing diapers for the rest of your life... or if you had a colostomy... will the other stay with you?
You must know that some of your interventions, even if you have good intentions indeed, may sound like a slap in the face to a person who would just need understanding, not precise directions... either in action or in faith.
On that perticular matter, I do not think this page is made for proselytism... you probably say to yourself: Oh my God, someone wants to commit suicide... he must have nerver heard of Jesus who saves, I have to let them know about Him!!!" Again, you probably have good intentions, however I do not think these kind of arguments will actually help. Did you know that "bad things" can happen provoked by an action in wich there was all the good intentions of the earth?
And speaking of religion and suicide... It is a beleif the Jesus was knowing everything that was going to happen in his life, the last supper episode shows that. Well I have this question for you. If Jesus knew that Judas would offer him to the soldiers... he probably knew that he would commit suicide. Then Why did'nt he stopped him? Could you aswer that question? And if Jesus was to occupied with the soldiers... why did'nt he talked about it with an apostle who could have react at the good moment. Was Jesus considering life as you do? All his life he considered poor people, prostitutes... people considered low in the society where they were living. And then today... people say "Jesus saves"... and tell me this, if Jesus knew forgiveness like he said he did... would he have saved Judas even for his treachery? Oh no, all the world should rejoice of this death, it gives a lot of people a guilty person to put the blame on.
Well, I think when a person is suicidal, it is not the time to add a faith crisis over it. And frankly... you already wrote to me about one of my post on that page... the message I posted was not a cry for help at all and you decided to write to me about Jesus anyway. You also gave me the UK suicidal crisis number... Hey, I'm in Canada, that's not much of a help! You tell the people on that page to consider their action... have you considered your actions towards them? I really think that if a person have to find Jesus on his way, he will find him by himself.
Let's leave a place to doubt in our lives... it makes us think and then we don't have to apply recepies (religious or not)! Doubt will keep us away from this trap called TRUTH... Truth can be good... but the trap I'm talking about is when there is only one truth.
Please pray for them... it would be a better help!
|09 Jun 2008||gon||full in water|
|09 Jun 2008||Agnes||Go to your house medicine cabinet and take every type of medication you see. I haven't tried this YET. This might be risky, what if that doesn't work?
I'm actually 14.
All the people posting negative comments should just stop!
IT'S THEIR LIFE, THEY CAN DO WHAT THEY WANT!
You obviously don't know how it feels.
If you want to ask me something:
|09 Jun 2008||sky||hi people i am new i was just wondering if there was a way to commit suicide without feeling alot of pain. i know it sounds dumb because if u want to kill yoirself it will probaly hurt. but i dont see my life getting better anytime soon or getting over my deppresion so i need a way to get out.i started thinking about suside when i was in the 5 grade .my life really started to go down hill whyen i was in the 7th grade .,this is show it all started . one night i weighed myself and the number on the scale was really high i weighed 120 and i was 13 years old .my mom said i should weigh aroung 88 ponds so i knew i was really fat. i cried myself to sleep that night because i was fat and ugly and i had no freinds and nobody liked me. i looked inthe miror at myself for 20 minutes and just disgusted at myself i was this fat blob with aceney and a ugly fat face. that day i told myself i was going to do anthing to loose weight so i stopped eating and took laxatives and tried to throw up my food every day . my mom went in my room oneday and found the box of laxatives in my closet and new right a way i had a eating disorder . she started screaming at me and saying i was pritty and didnt have to loose weight that i was only 13 and didnt have to worry abot anything that i just should enjoy mylife . huh wat life i dont have a life .o right after that my mom called me a selfish bich . i guess she reall cares about me . well i hate my mom im not the bich she is .she never understands me she just thinks that im this selfish teenager who dosent appriciate anything she does but my younger sister is this perfect little angel who never does anything wrong . and i should be like her and not worry about my weight . well my sister has friends she has a perfect life and nevre has to worry abot anything. secrectly i wish i had her life . anyways i dropped to 90 pounds in 6 months and of course everyone noticed that i losted 30 pounds so my mom threatend to send me to this annarexic rehad place if i didnt stop what i was doing . and my whole family ganged up on me saything i was going to therapy and all that crap. they didnt get that all i wanted is to be skinny and pritty and have boys like me .thats all i wanted but they didnt care because my mom said she was goig to take me to the doctor cause i had a cold that day but it wasnt a doctor it was a therapist so my mom tricked me and i hated her i wished she would die because she told everyone i had a eating disorder and that she worried about me . that was a damn lie my mom hates my guts she even told me that when we got in one of our fights . she told me that when she got a divorse with my dad i would have to live with him because she couldnt stand me . so here she is putting on this sad face telling the therapist that she wa sso worried about me . thats exactly y i hate my mom . so after that whole ordeal i decided i wanted to kill myself but my mom came in my room when i was about to and checked my room for laxatives . she found them and i got in big trouble cause i stole them . so she started screaming at me and i screamed back saying that she didnt understand me and never will know what im going throw . she thought i was being smart with her so she slapped me in the face and called me a stupid bich .i ren in my closet cause i started to break down in tears and she followd me and slammed open my closet door and pushed me against the wall and slammed my leg in the door then left. well i wanted to kill myself right then so badly but i couldnt because i loved my nanna so much and she would be devastated if i killed myself . so i didnt . now a year later im 14 goig to the ninth grade i have blond hair im skinny and pritty finally and i have boys asking me out all the time and i have met some friends . but im still sad and depressed i have no one . i feel so alone with no one to talk to about my problems i think i have deprssion and i have like this panic attack dissorder thing .but my mom wont believe me that im deppressed and that i get panic attacks . she thinks i over exaggerate and make it up. so im sad all the time and cry myself to sleep alot . i know i suffer from deppresion and im never going to get help so i want to commit suicide plus the only person i loved was my nanna and my mom turned her against me so she thinks im this selfish person whos a slob . so everyone hates me in my family and they wanted care if i was dead they probaly would be relieved that they wanted have to deal with me or yell at me and the family can be together again because sopposly i tore them appart and i cause them to fight . so soon they can have there perfect little family how it was supposed to be cause im a mistake and no one cares about me and never will .so people if u could tell me some ways of suicide i will be gratefull .|
|09 Jun 2008||Em||Hi. Right at this moment I'm writing this post on my iPod touch as I don't have by computer any more because I'm grounded. I'm grounded because of something my mums 'friend' did to me.
Im only 12 and It was about 9 o'clock pm and i was sat in the kitchen drinking hot chocolate. My mums 'friend' Linda was looking after me because my mum was away. Anyway my friends came to the door and I said come in a mo while I finish my drink. Then linda came into the kitchen and handed me the phone an it was mum I was excited about speaking to her as I hadn't spoken to her in bout 1 week. As soon as I said hello sh shouted down the phone get those kids out the house then she hung up. She rang back and she started sayin whne I get back your in so much trouble. And by this time I was shoutin at her and Yeh I will admit it. My friends heard her but they had pissed off and left me with linda. I ran upstairs crying my eyes out and had a piece of string wrapped tight around my throat. I rang my dad because I was upset and linda came in my room. I stood up on the corner of my bedframe and she was shouting at me. She was supposed to be disabled and I wasn't prepared for what was coming, she grabbed my wrist and yanked me from my bed and on my knees and onto the floor. She dug her knee and elbow into the bass of my back whilst she had one of my arms on my back. She was fighting over my phone for god sake!! So I clinged to my phone with my life and I was screaming. I had my windows closed and my friends outside heard. Linda finally let go of me and I legged it for the backdoor and I ran onto the street crying my eyes out. Kayleigh had her window open so I scramed for her to open her frontdoor. She opened her front door an I collapsed musta been unconsicious cuz they couldn't wake me. When I came round kay and tom were on the phone to my dad. I was shaking to much to speak to him so he rang the police and dad came round and picked me up. I didn't go to school the next day because I had a bad back and carpet burns all over my body. When I got back to my mums on Sunday she pretended nothing had happened. And what hurts me the most is that my mum believes her apparent disabled friend over her own daughter. (Me) And my life is competely shit!! I have seriously considered sucided loads of times like what mark speight did to himself so anyone who says life is worth living that total crap
Feel free to email me ...email@example.com
So Yeh ...
|09 Jun 2008||v||I loved someone and is stuck. Im stuck for minutes for days and looking back it´s been years. It´s not getting better, I slip back into this miserable love and can´t continue swimming much longer. I´ve tried to move on, but to move on from the happiest time of your life and think things will get even better is hard. I want to end this. What keeps me here is the thoughts on ways out and my mum who would break if I left.|
|08 Jun 2008||Rodge||I thought of killing myself once or twice, when I was a lot younger. Then my heart nearly did it for me. A month in hospital gives you a whole new perspective on the world outside. XD
To be honest, I couldn't do it anyway. There's just so much world out there. There are things to do and people to meet and songs to sing and I sound like the end of the Phantom Tollbooth, don't I?
But here and now, where I am, it is 2:28 am on the 9th of June 2008. After today, it'll never be that date again. Enjoy it, because it'll be September before you know it. Then it'll be Christmas, then it'll be 2009 and we'll have another year under our belts.
Why not rack up a few days out in the sun before then? Sitting outside with the sun on my face and looking up at the clouds contrasting with the beautifully blue sky... well, it cheers me up.
I know it sounds like utter bullshit when they tell you to get more fresh air if you're unhappy, but there is something in it. I promise.
Remember that you are loved. By me, if there's nobody else you can think of. Because I do love you. There are people who are glad you are alive. Even if they haven't met you.
|08 Jun 2008||Marthe||I am selfish. I am everything I hate.
I am everything I wasn't supposed to end up like.
But suicide isn't the way out of life.
Everybody is here for a reason, and when you've completed that, you can die.
"Eighter it's going to be all right, or it just pass by."
Please, if someone wants help, contact me.
I've been suffering from badly depression for 4 years now, and it still haven't passed by.
(no, don't add me to MSN, send me an email.)
|07 Jun 2008||emma||im 20 yrs old and for the past few years i have been feeling suicidel,
i really dont know what do do anymore,
my life has not been perfect and i suffer in pain every day. i have had 7 ops in my life time and i have been bullyed and i keep getting flash backs of my past from the pain i had to suffer every day.
seeing ppl happy, makes my upset and angry because they dont see the pain i go throguh, and other ppl who suffer aswell.
i have lately been harlming myself, and i have come to the point in ending my life, ppl think its stupid and i can understand but i just cant take it anymore!
|07 Jun 2008||Kuborion||We're all going to die - sooner or later.
Why bother with those who want to get there sooner?
Or are you jealous?
|06 Jun 2008||to you all||if no one can answear reasonable fuck of iv lost my 3 yr old daughter and want to die but scared of suffering or not doin it properly imagine losing the most important person in ur life how would u feel|