|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|24 Mar 2009||Rikkel Kohna||I dont really know i have been trying to kill my self for at least a year now and no luck there.............. i think I'm gonna just eat my weight in sleep meds and aspirin and chug as much bleach as i can. Hope that it works!|
|23 Mar 2009||Kellen||jump off a building, drink bleach or some other chemical drowned yourself oh or maybe cut open your chest and pull out your heart!|
|23 Mar 2009||FantasyChica||Ive been reading a lot of the things on this site, I found it while looking for the bets way to kill myself on Google. To start, I am 13 though to some I seem older. I have thought about suicide many times, and I have cut myself before. Both my parents are alcoholics, though theyd hide it well if you ever met them. My dad abuses me, verbally and physically. My mother sits by and watches. Im not depressed... but im hurt. I write poetry and thought the audiences reading this would enjoy it... so here it goes
Im dieing here in this spot at this moment Im falling apart and ripping my hair out and spinning in circles and falling to the floor. I cant think anymore I cant write and I cant see the tears are blinding me I want to give up but some wont let go Theyre holding my hand and begging me please theyre saying no. I try to scream but no sound comes out No one would miss me I dont really count I cant hold onto anything Im tied with ropes they wont let me float its likes im in jail handcuffs and all they point and laugh they push me I fall theres no getting up theyre keeping me down My entire life, a smile, turned into a frown.
I hope anybody reading this enjoyed it, and if you wish to contact me and talk, id enjoy it.
|23 Mar 2009||Toni||Hi .
Im 10 and i have no idea what to do with my life.
noone likes me and i get bullied at school.
i have drunk many things and still nothing has happened.
i have only ever had 1 boyfriend and that was for a joke when i used to have friends.
i have no idea why noone likes me...
noone noes that i have tried slitting my wrists or hanging my self before.
i wish they did though.
But im not going to.
please help me end my life .
in the last years the only friend i have ever had was my guinea pig.
It died and my mums not buying me a new one=[
|23 Mar 2009||Soph||I don't want to sound preachy by saying i know how you must be feeling but i do. Over the last year i myself have tried to kill myself about 7 times. Trust me it's not the best way to deal with whatever problems you might be having, it makes them 10 times worse. Its the same with self harming, that doesn't help the issues although it might seem so at the time.|
|22 Mar 2009||jj||I dont know,when I was 13 ,I tried soap thinking it will kill.
I think another way to put it is that we are tired of living-living is tough,demanding and stressful and often does not work out well.
We look back and we look like fools,most of our life we made fools of ourselves.
How do we end this life as we lose interest in living?
My father said he wants to die,he is old and his friends are either dead or sick or senile,younger folks dont want to be with him and he is lonely and he is tired,same old same old thing every day,try reading?he has read so much he does not want to know anything anymore,he has lived thru it all,so why is he still alive?as he is healthy.and thats a punishment if you are healthy and last man left standing.
|22 Mar 2009||Kuborion||You keep thinking that you're not meant for this life, for this world.
That you don't belong here.
In a sense, you are right.
You don't belong to this world.
This world belongs to you.
|21 Mar 2009||diana||I had a friend who saved my life.
When I was 13 I tried stabbing myself.
I was lucky enough to have this friend stop me.
He made my life worthy of living.
I was happy.
This friend is now gone.
|21 Mar 2009||Boodle||I'm lucky I didn't kill myself when I was 13. I'm lucky I didn't succeed when I was 14.
I'm now 21. I lost a baby when I was 19. I lost another one just last year. I'm a perfectionist really. If I'm not living my life to the fullest, then why am I still here? I've hit a brick wall lately. I'm too comfortable in my own skin. I don't have a crap life by some people's standards, although I'm disappointed that I haven't made the most of it lately. I'm only getting older and I hate it. I might as well quit while I'm ahead.
|20 Mar 2009||Double_G||You can use suicide booth, if you don`t know what it is watch few Futurama episodes and mabey you`ll decide to make your own suicide booth. There is another way too, you can just shoot your head of but i guess the first option would be better ;]|
|20 Mar 2009||Mike||ok so I've searched and searched and searched and only found BS about how to kill yourself. I tried pills. DON'T, because your body's natural reaction is to vomit all the crap out. Hanging? Well that hurts like hell unless you can jump from a specified height according to your weight so your neck snaps and you die fairly quickly. I'm unable to cut myself because you need to get a huge blood vessel. Any other size and your blood tries to clot to stop the bleeding PLUS it's freakin messy as hell. Last night I drank a glass of anti-freeze diluted with tomato juice. Taste like crap so today I'm drinking it diluted with Pepsi. OH MAN does it taste delicious. I diluted about 200ml of diluted anti-freeze (yes unfortunately all I could find was anti-freeze that was already diluted) in a 2.5 cups (about 650ml) glass of Pepsi. They're right about the taste. It's sweet as heck but mixed with Pepsi, it's even better. The companies add a chemical though to give it a nasty after taste but I can't taste it with the pop. I imagine the with normal anti-freeze you'd have to mix less anti with Pepsi but what the heck...Pepsi is always good to drink anyhow. So anyways, this is my current attempt and should this fail, my next one is drowning. If you want to try drowning as your first and only try, get a heavy weight because you will simply float to the surface. And MAKE SURE you pick a deep location because your natural reaction will be to get to the surface for air...hence the weight to keep you down under. If you're strong enough and you're light enough (weight wise), get a cement block with some rope. You tie the rope around your waist as well as around the cement block, hold your breath (or exhale) and jump in the water. You'll struggle for air but it really won't take long to pass out. And thank god for the weight because it'll keep you under the water so that when you're body tries to naturally wake up, you won't because there' won't be any air so you're done. I can't do the water thing yet because everything is still iced over. Oh and don't bother trying the CO (Carbon Monoxide) method either because you'll need a shit load. It was another failed attempt. Anti-Freeze is a definite kill if you can live with the agony it will cause. I'll know soon enough how much it will hurt...if it'll hurt at all. I noticed in my search that everyone says all methods hurt but they're full of crap because I've tried several and none of them hurt....well except the hanging because I'm too chicken to try that one. Yeah I know...too chicken to hand myself but I'm trying some thing that's apparently quite painful. If only the water wasn't iced over and a lot warmer. ;)|
|19 Mar 2009||Suicidal and Lonely||ok, for those who answer and tell everyone wat to do, just be quiet. for those who want to suicide or cut urselves and be emo, just do it! it'll make u feel better. im not encouraging it, but im not also telling u to do it. its ur choice. do wat u want. its ok, just do it until u find somethin to do to take ur mind off it. like find someone to play with, to go to their house or do somethin. its most likely u haven't met ur best friend for life. or found the person u love, or experienced a job. but do wat u want to, it's ur life|
|19 Mar 2009||dan||Isnt it funny that i would discourage you to find an alternative to suicide , find something to live for , yet i spend most of my time wishing it for myself. im 34|
|18 Mar 2009||johnson hockey||fabricate some kind of butt plug and duct tape it in your pucker real good soo you know nothing will come out.next go to an all you can eat sea food buffet and keep eating till your stomach bursts or you choke on your throw up.next if your stomach explodes your gunna die slowly so what i would do is take a couple cans of butane and huff them(inhale the butane straight out of the can)as the butane iz good anesthesia and you wont feel the pain as much.:) fuck off|
|16 Mar 2009||D||Look ive had a good life up until i was 17 about to turn eighteen..........i got maried when i was 16 and when i turned 17 my ex wife had a miscarriage,she left me,my mother died the same week she left me and would not talk to me,i got hooked on oppiates,my grandfather died,..........i thought that was as bad as shit gets but boy was i wrong...........now im 24(just turned in march)i never had n e thoughts of suicide but with the economy all fucked up in 2008 i lost my job ..........i cannot find another one(its march 2009 ive been unemployed for 1 year and 3 months)Im majorly hooked on oppiates and am currently doing every thing i can to get my fix(it is hell),my car got repossesd,i lost my place to live......my dad and sister hate my guts.......the rest of my family dont like me anymore(do to my drug problem and burning bridges).....and i just dont know what to do any more.ive thought about killing my self more than ever in the last 3 months.the funny thing is im a good person and never thought my life would end up like this and it keeps getting worse every year that passes.Im really contimplating on killing myself within the next month.evry thing is taken care of and nobody will miss me........i will probably go somwhere really high up......like the stratosfere in las vegas and jumping head furst so when i hit the ground my skull will crush on impact killing me instataneously.I dont think i have any mental health issues.........its just id rather be dead than a homless junky doin anything just to get high.and if i take the homeless route ill end up in jail wich is worse than being homeless.im just sick of everything going bad and nothing getting better(since 16 it gets worse every year with 2009 being extremely bad)u can think whatever you want but i know my self and i want this life to end........i dont believe in god or heaven and hell so no worries there.i just never woulda thought it would end like this.o well fuck everything and every one|
|16 Mar 2009||paul||give me a ring before you do any thing
|16 Mar 2009||Chocolatemilk||I want to commit suicide. Im building my courage to do that. I feel that its pointless to live and even if I do die... in a couple of years everyone is going to forget me. More people on this site have had worse experience than me so Im not gonna say wat ive been through but Ive tried some things. People at school have called me Emo but I dont really care. My family is retarted and well, from the beginning, I regret being born. I hate my mother for giving birth to me, I hate the fact that life is so difficult but some people happen to handle it so well. I hate education. Its stupid and pointless because one day, you're gonna end up dead, poor or rich.
Humans are stupid and they don't understand you even if they say that they do!
|16 Mar 2009||Aretha Franklin||Why dont u quit being a little bitch and get off ur ass and do something about it! If uv got problems, sort them out - dont sit complaining about it nd take the cowards way out!|
|14 Mar 2009||no more angel||let d soul b out of this dirty world wer everyone wants to fuk evryone n money is much more dan lives of persons
no matter u r 13 or 30,u r a part of dis hell,u hav 2 be face every mess n u will b helpless wen no1 will b with even ur parents will no longer b with u but wen u will do suicide evryi will understand that i was nt jokin,dey wil tak u seriously,i dont believe in god n all,der is no god nothing,evry men on earth only wants sex n aggression,dey will suck evry bite of chunks from my body n soul,i m fed up of des whole world,i dont want 2 do suicide so that i will get heaven n all but i don wanna live dis place wer no1 is with u,before i die i wanna tell u 1 thing more,those people who talk ab8 lov that she loves me or he luvs me n she took me out of whole depression dey must be clear of d fact dat no1 in dis world does acts without reason,u all wil think i might be d one who lost faith in love n god dats y i m commiting suicide,but let me tell u all 1 thing dat i don want believe in those ridiculous things,i m jus a soul who set 2 b free,even though i don believe in soul but i tried my best to survive but i didnt
|14 Mar 2009||Hunter||this is an amazing site. I knew there were a lot of those out there with these feelings, but to see it up close and personal is an eye opener. I had feelings about suicide when i was about 13, and now at 40 I'm truly haunted by the "what if's". I owed it to a broken family, drug use, and hormonal teen angst I guess. I breathe a big sigh now with 3 kids, a great wife, and a nice life, but it breaks my heart to read these passages. There are a lot of cries for help out there that go unheard. I'm afraid some of these people will follow through with what they are saying. Living's a good thing- and YES, life keeps getting better as you continue down the road. It's getting over the teen hump, though, where there is often no light at the end of the tunnel.|