|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|16 Mar 2009||D||Look ive had a good life up until i was 17 about to turn eighteen..........i got maried when i was 16 and when i turned 17 my ex wife had a miscarriage,she left me,my mother died the same week she left me and would not talk to me,i got hooked on oppiates,my grandfather died,..........i thought that was as bad as shit gets but boy was i wrong...........now im 24(just turned in march)i never had n e thoughts of suicide but with the economy all fucked up in 2008 i lost my job ..........i cannot find another one(its march 2009 ive been unemployed for 1 year and 3 months)Im majorly hooked on oppiates and am currently doing every thing i can to get my fix(it is hell),my car got repossesd,i lost my place to live......my dad and sister hate my guts.......the rest of my family dont like me anymore(do to my drug problem and burning bridges).....and i just dont know what to do any more.ive thought about killing my self more than ever in the last 3 months.the funny thing is im a good person and never thought my life would end up like this and it keeps getting worse every year that passes.Im really contimplating on killing myself within the next month.evry thing is taken care of and nobody will miss me........i will probably go somwhere really high up......like the stratosfere in las vegas and jumping head furst so when i hit the ground my skull will crush on impact killing me instataneously.I dont think i have any mental health issues.........its just id rather be dead than a homless junky doin anything just to get high.and if i take the homeless route ill end up in jail wich is worse than being homeless.im just sick of everything going bad and nothing getting better(since 16 it gets worse every year with 2009 being extremely bad)u can think whatever you want but i know my self and i want this life to end........i dont believe in god or heaven and hell so no worries there.i just never woulda thought it would end like this.o well fuck everything and every one|
|16 Mar 2009||paul||give me a ring before you do any thing
|16 Mar 2009||Chocolatemilk||I want to commit suicide. Im building my courage to do that. I feel that its pointless to live and even if I do die... in a couple of years everyone is going to forget me. More people on this site have had worse experience than me so Im not gonna say wat ive been through but Ive tried some things. People at school have called me Emo but I dont really care. My family is retarted and well, from the beginning, I regret being born. I hate my mother for giving birth to me, I hate the fact that life is so difficult but some people happen to handle it so well. I hate education. Its stupid and pointless because one day, you're gonna end up dead, poor or rich.
Humans are stupid and they don't understand you even if they say that they do!
|16 Mar 2009||Aretha Franklin||Why dont u quit being a little bitch and get off ur ass and do something about it! If uv got problems, sort them out - dont sit complaining about it nd take the cowards way out!|
|14 Mar 2009||no more angel||let d soul b out of this dirty world wer everyone wants to fuk evryone n money is much more dan lives of persons
no matter u r 13 or 30,u r a part of dis hell,u hav 2 be face every mess n u will b helpless wen no1 will b with even ur parents will no longer b with u but wen u will do suicide evryi will understand that i was nt jokin,dey wil tak u seriously,i dont believe in god n all,der is no god nothing,evry men on earth only wants sex n aggression,dey will suck evry bite of chunks from my body n soul,i m fed up of des whole world,i dont want 2 do suicide so that i will get heaven n all but i don wanna live dis place wer no1 is with u,before i die i wanna tell u 1 thing more,those people who talk ab8 lov that she loves me or he luvs me n she took me out of whole depression dey must be clear of d fact dat no1 in dis world does acts without reason,u all wil think i might be d one who lost faith in love n god dats y i m commiting suicide,but let me tell u all 1 thing dat i don want believe in those ridiculous things,i m jus a soul who set 2 b free,even though i don believe in soul but i tried my best to survive but i didnt
|14 Mar 2009||Hunter||this is an amazing site. I knew there were a lot of those out there with these feelings, but to see it up close and personal is an eye opener. I had feelings about suicide when i was about 13, and now at 40 I'm truly haunted by the "what if's". I owed it to a broken family, drug use, and hormonal teen angst I guess. I breathe a big sigh now with 3 kids, a great wife, and a nice life, but it breaks my heart to read these passages. There are a lot of cries for help out there that go unheard. I'm afraid some of these people will follow through with what they are saying. Living's a good thing- and YES, life keeps getting better as you continue down the road. It's getting over the teen hump, though, where there is often no light at the end of the tunnel.|
|13 Mar 2009||The truth is, I only act humorous as performance, I'm well aware of how crazy I look all the time. I can't control the outward reflection of this neurosis, so I am forced make it a comedy for anyone near by. I hate the way I act around people, I'm such an asshole really. If any of them knew how truly empty I feel, and how every faltering step of ambition is analyzed till I feel sick, and how much I hate myself, and how many things I've kept secret, fuck.
This bottle wont finish itself, goodnight.
|13 Mar 2009||life is like taking a shit||i cant wait to die, hopefully it will be suicide. by accident i took to many pills (10) last night for major pain and fell asleep, i wonder if i did it again tonight with a few more if i will wake up tomorrow? im tired of this shit called life. and remember life is like taking a shit, it's there for a while and then it's gone.|
|11 Mar 2009||olivia||also if you neeed someone to talk to there are millions of consolers or people who will never tellk and CANT rirectkly get involed making u feel better i would know but i think know this site would help u can talk to people just like u if u type something in everyone can reply and talk about ANYTHING http://www.experienceproject.com/index.php|
|11 Mar 2009||olivia||i know this is stupid considering i have never been that suicidal i have tryed but i couldnt so i dont want to sound upsetting but i think when ur older you will be glad you didnt. And everything will work out and it is KINDA a selfish thing to do becuause all thought you may not know it you will ruine everyones lives because they will be mental scared for life and they will blae there selves they might even do it so please dont|
|11 Mar 2009||Jenn||lately iv been having really bud luck..
i feel so.....so..ignored
not even my parents can help iv tryed telling my sister but she thinks im kidding.......i do really whant to leave this place relax for just a minute but i guess thats just in inposible for me...... i aslo feel that no one understands me.......im pritty sure that if i did kill myself no one would care..
|11 Mar 2009||Venla||Thank you for calling 1-800-SUICIDE
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|11 Mar 2009||ZeroXx||Well To all ppl i thouh this is the answer if u dont wanna suicide that is at least for me...
Firstly i Think u should change ur looking style i don mean rlly change it just dont put on make if u do so seen many ppl doin it
Second Start Going out with friends more often ask em to to a cofee or somethin else
Getting Addicted to something isnt bad also if u are addicted to games u could find ur escape in that but then u wouldve needed to escape from games also so thats kinda bad :S
Well i think that going with friends will help Just go do stupid things like Jumping around in middle of the street ( when no cars around cus thats suicide also xD ) ppl may lough but ull do it also day by day ull forget about suicide im sure of it :P
|10 Mar 2009||just do it||if there is a reason for me to live then there would be just one thing for me to hold on to. so do i live or do i die? if i live what do i have to live for? if i die i'd have so much more.|
|10 Mar 2009||just do it||if im supposedly loved then why do i have so little, no wait why do i have nothing to hold on to? sometimes i wonder if i really would be better off in another sphere. there has been nothing but hell these last few months and im tired of the stress that all i want to do is end it but i cant because thats the easy way out. guess what im tired of this shit im gone and out. im through with this shit called life. people have no heart they see no smart, for what is done is done just remember me for who i once was and not for what ive become.|
|08 Mar 2009||Macen||Look, your 13 and have hardly lived, maybe your going through some undeniable pain, im not sure i can tell just yet, but killing your self is not going to make your situation better, when i was 15 my grandfather died of cancer, i was his caretaker, he was like my father, when he passed away i was shattered because he was the ONLY one who ever treated me like i was important, the rest of my family always found a way to put me down, and it worked, i started cutting when i found he only had three months left to live the day he died i was a complete mess, i dont think i spoke a word. after a few weeks of feeling nothing but utter pain from the loss, i went into his room and grabbed the hydro and oxcy, took what was left and slit my wrist, my best friend found me. after some hard talking and seeing that someone else truely cared i realized my grandfather would be angry if i showed up where ever it is he may be. im 19 now, and when i think back on this i wonder how i could have been so blind. all im saying is that your young and just because something seems so horrible so unbearable, its no means to end your life, because im sure weather you know it or not someone, wants you alive. if you ever need to talk you can call hotlines or contact me|
|07 Mar 2009||Sherika||I'm 25, it's another night and i won't be getting any sleep at all. I really want to kill myself, just do it, but i think about my family, my mother and i think about God because once you go down that road, it's hell for you, although the thought of going to hell doesn't scare me anymore,and that scares me, i've stopped caring, i feel like i'm just existing, i feel nothing, i can't connect to anymore, and if any guy seem interested, i turn him away or do something to make him hate me, i spend most days by myself, in my room with my computer and books, but i've lot the zeal to even read, i'm so empty, i was looking for methods tonight and i stumbled upon this site and i've been reading the stories and i just needed to speak, i'm away from home, i live with my cousin and his kids, i'm not comfortable but i don't have anywhere else to go, i don't know how to communicate to them,they think i'm strange, i see the way they look at me, i hate being a burden to anyone so everyday the stress of it kills me a little more, i want to go home but i have no money and what will i do when i go home, i came here to help my family and myself and also to get away from my life at home, i thought if i came to America some opportunity might arise, but people don't care here and now there are hardly any jobs, and i feel worthless and alone, there's no one to talk to because i haven't made any friends, really the only people i know are either far away from or are too consumed with their life to care, most people don't want to hear your problems anyways because they don't want to feel obliged to help. I thought as i got older that this depression will go away but it has worsened, the darkness comes alot now and i can't fight it anymore, i had a bottle of pills in my room and i ran away from it because i would have taken it all. I'm killing myself anyways, slowly,i take so many many painkillers and sleeping pills to knock me out some nights because i just want to stop thinking and feeling and i i've hardly been eating, right my stomach is in so much pain, i feel my body eating itself, and i haven't slept fully in months,everyday i say, maybe this is the day i fall and never get up.|
|07 Mar 2009||Jamie||i have been wanting to kill myself since i was 14. I have also been cutting myself since i was 14. I am depressed, i hate where i live, it is full of snobby jerks who no nothing but about life except how to be rich. My parents saw my arm the second time I cut, and caught me taking pills trying to kill myself. However, i consider myself a coward. There have been times when i could have just gone through with it but i didnt. I do not exactly know why. After all living a life of fear (fear of EVERYTHING) impairs the ability to be happy. I have been seeing 3 therapists since 4th grade. Nothing has changed. I hate myself, evertying about myself, and it is almost impossible to live with that. Stress overtakes my life and I have almost daily panic attacks. I am done, and have been for so long. I skip class and lie to my parents about it, i put on a fake act, no one knows what i go through. If i wasnt a coward i would be out of here by now, and i wish with everything i could escape this world. Until then, i guess the only good thing i can say is that you are not alone. There are so many people like us who are suicidal.The only thing really keeping me back is the tears i see on my parents face when they catch the scars on my arms, or the pills hiddin in my draw.|
|07 Mar 2009||Loki||You kids need to realize that suicide is one of the most selfish things a human being can do. If you believe in the christian heaven and hell, you should check out dante's dream about hell in his book "inferno", and see where he meets "the suicides" and then see how that corrollates with the christian bible on what happens to those who destroy god's temple in self-righteousness, disowning the laws of both man and god. As an atheist, it took more than that for me, but for you tweens (no disrespect), that might be enough to reconsider. I've tried twice, and vowed to do it the right way the next time, but even the dark side of me is repulsed by the creator of this page and the people who claim to be adults giving advice to thirteen-year-olds on the right way. Fucking sick. Your feelings are very real and very important and even though it seems nobody cares or understands, somebody does. Try me. And for you fucking sick pedophilic sadistic chickenhawks with the advice... You can try me, too.|
|07 Mar 2009||Holly||theres not just one best way. but if you mess up and end up alive, its gonna mess up your life and make it even worse. Why do you want to kill yourself?
I'm not saying you shouldn't.