|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|26 Jun 2010||hayle||i am only 11 and so far my life is crapy my sister sydne (9years old) is driving me mad every time she bubes me i kinda hurt her and I GET BLAMED FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have been thinking about killing my self in the less painful way iwas thinking of running away and dieing of starvation. my parents are divorced my dads old job (army) made him go away and he almost missied my first birthday HE CAME 2 DAYS BEFORE and he has missed a total of 9 of my birthday so that means he came to 2 of them. :( i know when u kill ur self u leave ur loved ones but sometimes i think they dont love one time my mom was wathcing her fav show on tv and she yelled at m when i went up stsirs and she made us dinner at 11:36pm|
|26 Jun 2010||life hater||i am 18 and i have beautiful girl friend who really loves me and the only thing i need is to stay with her.....She came in my life a couple of months ago before her i really decided to end my life but fortunately she came in my life to give me a new life but again now i am really depresed i really want to end up ma life coz i hate my father and mother they never cared about me or i never got love from them at the age of 12 they sent me to a military boarding away frm ma home so now after 5 years when i am back they dont respect me i relli hate my father my mother relli they dont give me money too it does nt mean ma father is poor but he is a rich man he is 20 th grade engineer and my mother is headmistress i really hate my life i cant see a better future for my self i cant relli give full attention to my studies but i am just living for my girl but if my father come to knew about her he will never allow me to live with her so i cant live now i will relli end ma life|
|20 Jun 2010||ace||this site is cruel and damaging to the human mind. there is lots to enjoy and love in this world. we do not need this site, this creator will go to hell for spreading so much sadness in the world.|
|20 Jun 2010||annonimous||i cant take it anymore!!! i hate my life and i want to be dead im so confused i dnt know what to do. every1 else is moveing on exept me im just stuck i cant explain it im 12 years old and i want to commit suiside i dnt know how to i cant talk to any1 about it because i feel no1 understands me. i hate evrything about my life. i JUST WANT TO RUNAWAY from everything and be happy. what should i do carry on with my crappy life and try my hardest to find myself or commit suiside which my parents and family will find hard but arrrgggggg HELP ME PLZZZZZZZZZZ|
|07 Jun 2010||pooja||tell u to ur parents wat happened with ur life...if u cnt den u should go to that person whom u trust alot......if dere is no one ...then go to front of mirror ..den talk with urself...den may b u overcome by dat...then u fell better...bcoz that human lifeis presious for us...n u shld obey it..it come many brillions year..hope soo..|
|06 Jun 2010||lawz||I tried just before my 17th, i was dead for 4 mins. I wish it had worked. I have now been to 2 friends funersals in the past 7 months- both took thier lives. 10 months after my 1st attempt i am still trying to end my life i just cant find the joy i used to have nothing seems worth while.|
|06 Jun 2010||Beckoning||This website is morbid. I understand though, since I stumbled on it in my search for my own method of suicide.
I am sixteen years old, on prozac, in therapy, but really who is it helping?
Not me, thats for sure. Because I still walk around, drenched in the darkness, imagining the blood pouring out as I cut through that blue vein running down the length of my arm. Really, Im always staring at my arms; fantasizing about my own death.
I used to be against suiside. It is selfish and horrible and pointless but FUCK im in so much pain all the time. I am convinced that I will never get better, and so death seems like the only option. I love my family and I dont want to hurt them. Thats why Ive been keeping journals the past three years; for them to read once I finally do go, so they see how badly I was suffering and so they arent as sad. I think that they would rather I end the suffering.
They wouldnt want me hurting like this...
|06 Jun 2010||Penny||You must be ashamed. You fucker.|
|05 Jun 2010||Sarah||I know plenty of ways. You can hang yourself. You can slash your wrists. You can overdose on tylenol, or any (non)prescription drugs. You can drink cleaning products, you can shoot yourself, you can even set yourself on fire. You can jump of a bridge, you can smash your head in to the back of a toilet. You can stab yourself and bleed out. A more painful way to go would be to dress up fully in winter gear and set it on fire. You can carry a big rock with you and walk in to the deep end of a pool or the deep waters at a beach.
... God I need help...
|04 Jun 2010||Sid||spend the next 40 years regretting that you didnt.|
|04 Jun 2010||Christopher||It makes me quite sad to read this (I found this page by accident. I know how some of you feel. Ok Im lucky enough to say I've never been abused and i will never be able to understand the kind of pain that must cause but I know what it's like to look on the mirror and completely despise what is looking back and feel like erasing myself off the face of the planet. I spent 3 years desperately depressed and ended up in hospital more times than I care to remember. I took overdoses of sleeping pills, painkillers and a huge amount of alcohol. I've cut myself so bad that i've lost some movement in my rift hand. There is no way to properly describe fully the pain that I felt. Right now I'm trapped in a loveless relationship with a man that openly cheats on me constantly. I can't find work so I can't get out. At least work was an escape for me. My family has disowned me because a while back when he started cheating I forgave him and refused to leave him. I spend every day being told I'm worthless and a waste of space. But I know that if I kill myself I will only prove the world right so I vow to somehow pull myself out of this rut and make something of myself. I know what it's like to not be able to sink any lower and be gripped by complete desperation but no matter how desperate you are everyone is unique and special. I know you probably don't feel it but I promise that each and every one of you has a valuable place in life. It may take time to see it but I swear it's true. There is nothing so cruel as false hope so I whole hearted swear that every person on earth is amazing and beautiful in their own way. I love you all and I hope one day you can see the strength in the mirror and love yourself for having the strength to overcome your pain.|
|03 Jun 2010||Rose||I am 16 right now. Do I want to Kill myself? Yes. Can i? No.
I have lived a hard life. I am physically, mentally, emotionally hurt. My parents believe that i am a bad child. They think that i have done drugs, have multi sex partner. and that i want to hurt them or kill them. I am not crazy. Have I done drugs? No. Have i had sex? No. Do i want to hurt or kill my so called family? No.
I have been building up emotions ever since i was little. I am feed up with their shit. i am done. the best why for me to that is to leave. I cant do it anymore. I cant help myself sometimes but think my self as shit.
I am well known in school, for various thing that i have done in my pass. I am tired of letting history repeat its self. I have changed but they seem not to notice. They care about their image to muchh to care about another persons feelings.
if this was to be last words. Then bye and thank you for sharing my pain. but if this isnt then i will keep fighting. I know i wont make it pass 18 anyways. i am done, thank for reading
|02 Jun 2010||nicki||Your 13, I'm 38...all of these people giving you good advice. My children are 15, 18 and 19 a couple of years ago their father, my husband committed suicide. Things are never that un fixable, I've had similar thoughts since as I've been depressed so if you want to get help go and speak to your parents or a teacher or even contact a councillor yourself..
You may not realise it but just putting your question on here you have asked for help....I love my children as I'm sure you love your parents, It doesn't matter how desperate you or I feel sweetie but it breaks my heart of the thought of putting them through any more pain...so I'll make you a deal, we won't..and we'll get help...xx
|01 Jun 2010||Maggie||j.
Do you have an email?
|01 Jun 2010||Stan||Hello, I came to this site looking for an answer for myself...I'm ready to move on and shed this physical exsistence. When I read Tony's (May 20th/2010) story, I could relate to him...except, I don't believe I'll wait for old age to take me.
I'm 47 years old, when I was 18, I thought I'd do the right thing and marry my girlfriend when she became pregnant...she had an abortion. Fast forward 28 years later..we are still married, and have 4 children. We started our family when I was 30 years old... my wife really wanted a big family....as it turns out..I'm a really just a big push over who can't say no..I've been manipulated over the years like you would not believe....living someone else's idea of how to live....now I find out...I was never true to myself. 14 years ago the first time we allowed anyone to baby sit our two young boys(1 & 2) for us, we figured my Mother would be a natural choice. We believe she molested them...this tore our family up, I've been battling deep depression for 14 years. so now I have no communication with my parents or 3 siblings for 14 years, they do not believe any of it. My wife is a complete control freak.....I've done nothing but try to provide for our family (I have no friends, no hobbies, no vacations, all old clothes, I have children that can't stand me or my wife, I live in complete hell on earth)she has managed to keep us in bondage......and I realize now that I let her. My life is completely SCREWED!!! We've been on the marry -go-round of threapist..doctors etc.. no help . Please do yourself a favour......be TRUE to YOURSELF FIRST.
|31 May 2010||irene||To jumped off 150ft building|
|31 May 2010||Alyx.||Personally, I think the best way to kill yourself is to take a little bit of alcohol, and mix it with a certain dosage of aspirin. (you will fall asleep, and you will die painlessly).
If you take too many pills and drink too much alcohol, you will throw it all back up. Or, you could sleep for a couple of days, and awake with liver problems.
However... you're thirteen. I wouldn't do it if I were you.
I've tried it - once when I was eleven, and the next at 15. I failed each time.
I think I tried it a second time because, well, what - I'm such a failure at life that I can't even kill myself correctly the first time around!?
I've learned the hard way, that through all the mucky shit and bile-filled people in this world, there are actually a few decent ones out there.
I'm not saying I'm better - or that you'll be feeling better with a snap of your fingers. I don't think the people who truly do want to die, or have attempted it, ever feel any semblance to normal again.
I know that if I would have succeeded in ending my life, I would never have met my baby brother, who's life I want nothing but the best for, and my baby nephew, who I want nothing but smiles and laughs for.
It's bitter sweet. It's hard.
I never thought I'd make it past 18. I KNOW I won't make it past 23.
Really, the only reason I'm around is because of the new, innocent lives that have entered my life.
But for anyone reading this, you don't NEED new lives to better yours. You need to find something that you hold a passion for, something that might spark and hold your interest and (dare I say it) hope.
I don't think people need a handful of pharmaceutical x to feel better about themselves and their lives. I think people just need someone to listen and care.
|30 May 2010||Sammy||Sleeping pill if u dnt want a painfull death sleeping pills one bottel or two will do the trick . . Bt suicide calls u weak bcuz ur running away bt deep inside we're all weak rite??|
|30 May 2010||Jen||I lost my bestfriend and she took all my friends away from me. She makes me miserable at school and I've tried to kill myself so many times.
But when I'm so close to death I chiken out
I'm 12 and I just want to die
|30 May 2010||shannon Gilmour||I personally do not see how this 'kit' could be effective even hypethetical or as an amusing 'toy' What's the point? To see what is most effective?
My heart goes out to you if you feel that you have to even entertain these sort of thoughts.
Life sux and yeah, I can say under the age of 13, looking back, my life no one could relate to, and no body wanted to... but I have to say that if you are still here, then somewhere your heart sees a hope you cannot, the driving force to keep you here is something hidden and you are welcome to chat with me to see you through to the next day... life is a ... well up to you to make of it what you will, it's the only one we have, we have no do overs to make it better... people sh*t on us, but we don't have to own their mistakes. I see that now because I'm no longer that young girl, I'm a grown up with children and a life I am now proud of... you can get there too, just takes guts... hang in there... I'll hang in there with you if you'd like. you're not alone.