|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|05 May 2010||jasmine||Hi everyone i am 13 and i am battling suicide. After reading all this it is helping. I know it is wrong to do it but somedays it just feels like thats he only way. I want to go to counsiling but idk how to tell my mom n dad. I told my big sister and she did help me for a while but im not going to throw my life away. I just want to thank all the people hear who are saying dont do it im goin to try to hang in there.|
|05 May 2010||yuvraj||i want sumbody's help plz i m getting depressed day by day|
|05 May 2010||Seijiro||Drinking water. Believe it or not, if you drink very much water under a very short amount of time your body won't be able to handle it.
In real laymens terms, water will sip into your cells making them swell. Your brain can swell and cause inter-cranial pressure.
If you drink 2 gallons (1 gallon is about 3.8 liters) of water in a timespan of 1-2 hours, there's a high risk you might die.
Symptoms, ranging from a mild headache to impaired breathing.
So if you have access to water, gulp down as much water as possible in the shortest amount of time as possible!
I might actually try this, if my next suicide attempt fails. Seems rather painless. Headache I can handle. ^_^
|05 May 2010||Shanelle||I so agree with whoever's I just read. An alternative to killing yourself is to run away. You get to leave everyone and everything behind and start new. nobody around you would know a thing about you (as long as your not on Ameriica's most wanted) I have decided this is what I am going to do. It is too painful to stay here, and it will be really hard to leave some of the people, but I think it'll make me happier later on. :)|
|04 May 2010||Katie||I think this is the stupidest site E V E R.
Do yu know how many children and sick people who would give A N Y T H I N G to be in yur shoes ?
Obviously yur a teenager & everythijg is going to feel like the end of the world.
But trust me, Its not.
Yur probably not going to believe me,
But Ive tried it.
Stupidest thing I ever tried to do.
I had a bf who was older,
we ran away and he was tackeled and handcuffed in front of me last year when I was 14.
I dont get to see him till im 18.
and I just found out hes married and has a babygirl on the way.
I really am.
I love yu.
I love everyone.
|04 May 2010||mehmet||you are not 13 and you are not going to commit suicide. you also do not care about who will. Is it funny for you to read those messages who try to rescue you. Do not play games with people.This world has enough of rude people like you. Calling yourself an artist|
|03 May 2010||Auriol||There is no best way to kill yourself! Why would you want to anyway? You might feel miserable at the moment, but you don't have a crystal ball, you can't see into the future. How do you know you don't have a very happy future ahead of you?
When I was in my early teens I was unhappy for various reasons (I won't bore you with the details). I remember feeling that nothing would change, that I had years of feeling unhappy ahead of me, that life sucked. But you know what? Time moves on and things change - things ALWAYS change and life gets more interesting and more enjoyable again. You'll meet someone special one day and wonder why on earth you ever even thought of killing yourself.
Another thing: I won't bring God into this because you may not believe in God; instead I'll just say the universe has a way of evening things up, of getting a balance. So this is your unhappy time, but that will balance out - this is the way things work. Plus some day the very fact that you're alive may be very important to someone else - you might save someone's life or be able to help someone in some other way, you might be the one person who somebody else trusts or loves or looks up to. Do you want to miss that chance?
Please, anyone contemplating suicide, don't do it. People care, well, most people anyway. There is always a reason to live, it's just sometimes not immediately obvious.
|03 May 2010||yuvraj||i wanna urgent help, getting depression day by day|
|02 May 2010||Names are just words as people are just puppets||To know there is meaning in life is the best way to live with yourself. Inversely, I'd guess, to know there is no meaning in life is the best way to kill yourself. Believing one is to be an optimist and the other a pessimist; to ignorantly lie or to arrogantly stand. Cover the void or fein greater knowledge. Should we tell ourselves, "nothing is like life" or "life is like nothing." Do we live by means of filling the void in our existence or die by embracing it? Cope or be crushed. Life is a fantasy that is no more real than a game: Play the game to forget you're playing it or don't play and question your breath.|
|02 May 2010||Fabien||LIVE love ! Lose rose. Rove, move more. Lore lone lose love. LIVE !
Peer deer : deep deed. DEAD lead leak. Peak peal.
|02 May 2010||ragnar||jump from the roof of a building|
|02 May 2010||Shanelle||I would say if you wanted a painless way to go, just swallow a bunch of pills and go to sleep, or I've heard drowning is peaceful. But the thing is, I want a painless way to go and that is why I haven't done it yet. I've tried the hole pill thing and strangling myself and even swallowing chemicals. Nothing has worked for me. When I tried to strangle myself my body just made me let go of the cord and I dont think I passed out but something happened. When I tried the chemicals my boyfriend came in and put his finger down my throat to spit them out. and the pills... I just dont think that method works because I've tried that twice and I must have a reeeallly strong stomach (lucky me.. rolls eyes) My boyfriend says it doesnt work because I don't truly want to die. He thinks I'm too scared of death. Which is sort of true. its like this, I love him more than I could ever love anyone (besides my brother but in a different way) I was a virgin before him and He was my first and only love. but now (I still love him the same) I hate him and I don't really think I want to be with him, but I dont want to live life without him because There is nothing for me here. So I am sad everyday. I also am scared because its like, what if there really is a hell? or what happens when you die???? If only I KNEW. and as a response to something someone else said on here... No, God doesn't give you whatever you ask for dumbass. I've prayed for a fatal disease, for him to take it away from someone who wanted life and give it to me, but no. I have to stay "alive"... >:(|
|01 May 2010||dariean||for me the best way to kill yourself would be to jump in front of a semitruck thinking about it you wont live youll be crushed instantly|
|30 Apr 2010||...||am a 17 year old girl in fostercare i took an overdose in november not to die but to take the pain i have a way it didnt work i just ended up in hospital when i got out i made an impulsive decision to join the army i signed up got frew my barb test and interveiw but failed my medical because of the over dose just think if i didnt do that i could have been in the army by now i regret it every day i am now on prozac and get counciling it helps but i live with the pain every day and think of my past its hard and everyone is the same i want to help other people in the futre who are just like my self i am going to become a nurse i hope thoughs who go on this padge read this and really think about why they came on this page every one has a chance i hope yous will do the right thing and seek help x|
|30 Apr 2010||Marilyn||pardon me, but i've always felt that broken hearts are less painful than empty hearts.
pain... it's all the same at the end of the day, isn't it? contradictory as it may sound... but then again i am already used to contradicting myself. all my life, it's what i've constantly seem to be doing.
sometimes late at night, when everyone in the household is asleep, i like to climb over the gates and have a little walk. it's so peaceful, save for the occasional passing vehicle. but it's all good. sometimes i like to make believe potential rapists or vampires lurking by... waiting to devour me. my soul, perhaps. "carve the pain of my life, into my soul..."
i guess i just like to place myself in dangerous situations, because it sure beats being stuck in a rut, like i have been all my life. i never really belonged, but then again, we never really do, do we?
when i was 11 i saw a dead cat on my way home. i doubt i can ever forget how it looked like, and the odd, unfamiliar sound it gave off. it was dead, and there were flies surrounding it. and all i could ever think then was, "how lucky. even when it's dead, it is still of some use." i guess what i meant then was that in the very least, it was still of some use to those flies...
i am never useful and i know i never will be... but what i hate about it is that i don't think i will ever be able to change that fact. and then i hate myself for being so useless, so lifeless... now the hatred has faded, and my existence has since dulled a great deal.
the best way to kill yourself, regardless of your age, is to live. i am no counselor, but really, by living, it already is a torture which will kill you, perhaps even consume you, day by day...
|29 Apr 2010||Dolphina||I need a way out. I am SOOOOOO done. Screw this S*** just tell me how to end it!|
|28 Apr 2010||Elsey||Whenever I hear about people committing suicide i feel extremely saddened,(not saying that i think it's ok) but, i realize that that person is no longer in pain anymore and it's weird I almost feel a relief for them. as much as i can feel extremely emotional and unstable the thought of killing myself never crosses my mind so this makes me think that although i feel like sometimes things are out of control and i'm by myself and crying alone that someone else has to be feeling worse than me or has more emotional pain than me which is hard to fathom but obviously that's because I haven't felt that kind of pain before. All i can say is that it's never too late to make yourself better even if you can't see the light. Happiness comes from within your mind and i can understand that some people have depression or other chemical imbalances that are different than mine and it makes them unable to control their thoughts or how they feel, but atleast you are aware of it. Although i can never understand completely how it feels to be so depressed you can't even really live, what always makes me come back to myself is meditation/yoga/reading/writing poetry. If you have nothing else and you feel like you have no one, why not learn about everything in the world or universe (cosmos), it makes you more knowledgeable and more understanding of everything that surrounds you, maybe even takes your mind off of unhappiness?|
|28 Apr 2010||no name!||Over the past 3 moths Ive been thinking about commiting suicide, the mere thought of it is present in my everyday routine. Btw, Im not 13, Im 21 and Chilean. During these last 4 years of my life Ive been through a lot of shit. My so called big family are all dead, some of my friends commited suicide or got killed while street racing. Of course that was a huge strike in my life, and I mourned their death for a long time, I even thought about killing myself too, but somehow I managed to overcome it. Then, I had a gf whom i spent 3 ½ years with, but we had to mutually break up cause she was moving to Argentina. In those times, we made the promise that we were going to move on and find someone else to love. She was lucky, and found a guy who treated her good enough, but after a while he was unfaithful and he would even emotionally/physically mistreat her. Of course we were bff by that time and I was worried about her. Then, some time later I received a call from her dad, he told me she had commited suicide because she fell deep in love with that argentinian bastard... but it was weird though, I cried all that night, and the next day I felt some kind of relief. Anyway, then after a year a pretty shy girl entered the college Im currently studying. I immediately thought she was the one. I was too scared that year so we would communicate by email or fotolog. Then the next year after that I finally made up my mind and asked her out; it took us some months but we ended up having a beautiful 5 months relationship. Then, the day she broke up with me, my world started to shatter again. She told me I was the perfect guy she always had wanted to have but somehow, and since I was her first bf ever she said she didnt love me and that she only loved me as a good friend. Reluctantly I had to accept her terms to be friends. We decided that we were gonna try it the next year and that we should take the 3 months summer breaks to think it over. Our friendship was fine til someday she stopepd answering my emails (we were at our respectives cities b4 coming back to college again) without apparent reason. We didnt talk for a long time and then when I finally got to see her again she had changed. She was colder and indifferent, I was debastated and pissed off at the same time so I behaved just like her. Then after a couple of fights we managed to keep the friendship but nothing was the same, she didnt feel like talking to me and recently I stop putting my endevours on the line. I just dont fucking get it, all i did was loving her and all i receive is indifference, she really doesnt seem to give a shit about me and even though she said she loved me (as a friend), she does nothing to prove it. Of course there are more details, but i wont tell them just not to bore u more. The fact is that we broke 3 months ago and the feeling is killing me inside. This time around I feel like Ive reached the bottom and that i can no longer reach out. Life sucks, I have no gf, no friends to rely on and the worst thing is that I have to fake and pretend that Im ok.... Then my parents, I always fight with them, they dont understand shit and they are not helping at all, they just want me to get good grades at college and stuff. If i commit suicide I wont give a shit about them or anyone, I mean i do love them, but they dont know the pain Ive endured these past 4 years of my fucking life! Im their son and they dont even know my true personality!!! I was always the strong guy who would overcome any shortcoming without even worry about it, like a happy-go-lucky person but since I met this gir Ive become weak. I have noone to talk to... besides nobody wants a friend who is always in pain, lets face it, ppl are so damn busy with their miserable lives living in their fantasy worlds that they dont have time for the others! I always have time to be there for someonw but all I receive is a cold treatment and ppl getting away from me coz I already helped them... Fuck, the society we live in nowadays sucks! The media seems more important, the vampire stuff, everything is more important than love! C´mon ppl!!!!! why is it that hard to find someone who cares about you, when its so easy to find someone who looks down on you?.... Oh, and let me tell you something about god.. Im a believer, but I give a shit about religion. Religion is just something the churches created to give ppl something to believe in. Theres nothing worst than a person praying to good to help them... cmon god is not gonna help! And if u asked good to be successful and u succeeded at that, its not because of god, its coz of ur personal motivation!!! god wont come down here and fix ur problems, so dont even mention that cruel bastard!... I would rely on music to reach out, but nothing seems to help, i dont enjoy doing anything and I hate my current situation... plz dont say everythings gonna be ok coz it wont... i dont really care if after my death ppl or my parents are gonna result hurt, I wish that happened so that way they could undergo what Ive been through my whole life. Why ppl have to w8 til some big shit happens to realize they could have done something?... probably they would say oh he was in pain, and I didnt realize it or shit, he is my ex bf and i screw up, I shoulnt have to stop talking to him or whatever!..... Im mature enough to know what the pros and cons of this action are, and I really hate the situation Im into right now. Theres no turn around here, i mean obviously noone cares, I can see that everyday!!! my mail is now empty, during classes nobody notices me, thats shit!!!!! Ive overcome this suicidal feeling b4, but now its the bottom line, the point where theres no return! Im just waiting for the right time to do it while I continue suffering because of everyone elses behaviour towards me..... The method Ill use is drinking paint thinner (diluyente in spanish), I once heard that an old retired man would drink a small amount of that mixed with lemon, he said it was good for ur health but if u put more paint thinner than a little bit u would die; some day he had a habg over and he miscalculated the amount of paint thiner and eventually died... Fuck life ppl!!!! I dont really want to keep on living like this, suffering and death surround me everywhere I go! Fuck off, if nobody cares, then Ill just take the ticket to nowhere and get the fuck out of this miserable life!|
|27 Apr 2010||xmotherxsuicidexreaperx||Shit, i have tried to kill myself since i was 8 years old!!! I am now 18! Obviously nothing has worked. I still want to die more than anyone could ever imagine. However, it's not the answer. There is so much to live for but then again there also at the same time nothing to live for.life is nothing but a puddle of confusion and we all have to take the step. i was going to write alot more but i changed my mind.so anyway live or die it doesnt really fuckin matter anyway..its all the same and everyone lives just to die bc if you think about it EVERYONE dies!!|
|27 Apr 2010||reinaldo||view all seasons of teletubbies|