|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|17 May 2010||general public||It's a disaster. I went through my last therapy session but it was such a bullshit, I'm not 'cured.'
I'm going to assume most of you have passed on to a greater void but I think I will forever remain here in madness.
I guess those sessions did do something after all.
|17 May 2010||brittay terry||brittany terry as long as your on earth your already dead. but i would have 2 say cut your self so deep on your rist.|
|17 May 2010||Seyra||Why are we so sad? I am becaus I feel alone and I imagine that is why you do too. I mean if we didn't feel alone would we not be happy or at the very least satisfied? Sadness drives people mad; it makes us do and think of things we wouldn't under normal circumstances. We don't think rationally. We figure that our sadness is a great pain that no one knows and only few have and the only way to end it is to die. A lie, a lie. A few years ago, my mother sat down and talked to me about life when I told her I wished I could die. She said to me, "Everyone has sadness and pains -its apart of life dear. You are not the only one struggling in the world. What makes life worth the while -why we continue obstacle after obstacle- is the love and happiness that comes and refreshes our spirit." She continued and told me that she and dad loved me and that my friends did too. Finally, she ended with some strong advice that I strive to live by still today "You can't shake the hand of happiness if you are too busy holding on to your sadness." Let go. Of all the social expectations, of all the mean names or rumors, of all the dirty looks and rude gestures, of the neglect and not right. Of your wants for things and lusts for people. Just let go. Doing so will clear your head and there will be no more thoughts of suicide. It wasn't easy at first, but it worked and now I feel better. Now, there are still times I feel sad of course and still tiems when I wish to not live. But, I just remind myself that if I don't let go, the love will pass me by and things will only get worse. I hope this has helped a little as it has helped me. I wish that you all will feel better and that we can all be happy again very soon. With Love, Seyra.|
|17 May 2010||Connor||Listen people I've tried to commit suicide so many times and I found that some times the pain is worth it. I play rugby and my body is constantly in pain and if u want to know if youshould commit suicide you really shouldn't. Your probaly thinking that life isn't worth it and honestly it isn't see now I'm going out with some one and if u are and if u love them and they love you then don't commit suicide. I knew someone who commited suicide he was only 11 and he died by helium and if u get bullied don't do wat he did just ride out the storm and find the most brutal sport and do it and that will tear your body to shreds and that will feel like your dying but don't go wasting your life because of a bit of pain and that means bullying depression and more so just ride out the storm and then you will see that's life worth living|
|17 May 2010||someonewhotried....||hanging yourself...nooses are fucking dangerous, though|
|15 May 2010||anonymous||This. Is. Sick.|
|14 May 2010||sean||Better not. I have seen death, it is not pretty, and when you are close, you will wish you were far away again. There are better ways to deal with your pain and loneliness, or whatever it is that makes you consider killing yourself. And if you are young, consider this; school sucks for many of us. And things just get better once you have left. There are so many interesting things in the world, and so many people who need help. If you can't enjoy the beauty of it yourself, use your energy to help others who could were they not dying of starvation or sickness in some 3rd world country. The joy of helping others alone will fill the hole.|
|14 May 2010||ksenya||mourir n'est pas simple...|
|13 May 2010||Satan||Bleach|
|13 May 2010||Penelope Olivia Donovan||I hate everything and everyone. Noone knows what i'm going through. They dont understand my pain. All this pressure I feel like I'm being crushed slowly. My parents set so high expectations, the other kids at school wont accept me unless im normal. I hate being fake. The others think I'm so happy and satisfied but its all a lie. I lie and tell them my parents are rich like theirs and my moms a doctor and my dad works for the government and I lie about my grades to them and my parents. Mom says I need to get good grades and go to college and not end up like her or dad but I cant. I dont have enough time. Im just so busy and all this weight on my shoulders and i hate it all. I hate everyone. They all want me to do something for them. "Take out the trash, go get the mail change Alexs diaper go to the store wash there clothes or these dishes" Why can't they do it? Why me? I hate them. I wish I was dead and they were dead. I want someone to help me. I need help. I don't want to live. I dont want to spend my life doing things. I want do what I want. I am being crushed by everyones wants and things. If I can't have my way I wish I was dead. I want to die. Life is only unfair because everyone makes it unfair. I hate everything everyone.|
|13 May 2010||Christine||It's been forever ago since I've last written.
And some people have nicely written back.
My life has only gotten worse from here. Sure, my girlfriend is nicer now. But I'm invisible. They don't care, they never did.
I'm only "there" when they need me, they only acknowledge me when they need something.
My parents are meaner. Hurtful.
I still crave suicide.
But, you know what. Maybe I'll stick around a little longer. Maybe I'll see what life choses to torment me with next.
THanks to those who responded. THanks for caring. You are the first.
|13 May 2010||everything is bad at 13 and under and it will seem bad until you're grown...trust me!!!! the things that are so bad now will seem so trivial in a few years...give life a chance...if it's REALLY that bad...call somebody tell somebody do SOMETHING PLEASE|
|12 May 2010||fuck off||Go ahead do it. Whats stops you? not me not him or her only YOU. You stop yourself. Too busy with all the attention you get from each other. Leeches on leeches. If you really wanted to do it you would've. Pathetic just a waste of lonely time. You think its cute? thats sadistic.|
|12 May 2010||grey||tears. they come and go. like storms. the raindrops. the falling water. the sorrow in the sky. the wail in the wind. the fierce emotion of storms very much alive. when i storm. i am alive. is that why. i cry. is sadness. a reminder of life. or. life a reminder of sadness. does sadness go away. with the tears. like the storm. it can only cry so much. til it gets worn out. crying. the clouds. the clouds you see. they still want to cry. and cant. is that not sad. am i like that. why can't i cry. has the storm passed. or. have i run out of rain. storming. where is cover. i am soaked in tears. no shelter. i must endure. why. cold. so cold. why not end and give. why live. so cold. so wet. the storm only lets when it has no tears. its emotion still roars in its belly. why live. storm seems like only weather. why go on. is there more. where is she. the sun. my promise. my. my. emotion. my other emotion. where is she. an end is not physical. the mind. it wont let go. instinct is a second person. i am gray. like the storm. transitory. not dark. not light. in transiton. mixed state. i am. both. live and dead.|
|12 May 2010||Monica||Ready to go. Sick of the stress and I want out without blowing my f'n brains out.|
|12 May 2010||tiffany||take internally dolls head|
|12 May 2010||Chris Lopak|| Killing yourself will resolve your pain here on earth, but you will leave an incredible pile of pain for everyone else you leave behind. Suicide is understandable but an act of supreme selfishness, and never solves the problem ultimately.
Without Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Saviour your pain is just beginning. If you die in your sins, you immediately go to Hell. Jesus describes Hell as a:
"Their worm does not die and their fire is not quenched." Mark 9:48
"There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth." Matthew 25:30
"...I am tormented in this flame." Luke 16:24
All unbelievers who die in their sins have to be sentenced by a Holy and Righteous God for rejecting the ultimate Love, that is Jesus Christ dying on the cross for their sins.
When you or anybody else asks Jesus Christ into their hearts to forgive them of their sins He will forgive you.
"Whoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved." Romans 10:13
The main reason anybody desires to commit suicide is because Satan and the Demons convince you that you are worthless, that nobody loves you, and especially that there is no hope!
THAT IS NOT TRUE, THAT IS THE ENEMY OF YOUR SOUL LYING TO YOU!!
"Stay alert! Watch out for your great enemy, the devil. He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour." 1 Peter 5:8
Jesus Christ came in the flesh, born of a virgin, lived a sinless life, and was crucified on the cross at Calvary, buried three days, and then was resurrected from the grave. And HE LIVES!!
JESUS CHRIST LOVES YOU!!!
He desires an intimate relationship with you! He is not like your earthly mother or father, who sometimes fails us, neglect us, beat us, abuse us...
HE IS NOT LIKE THAT!!!
Our parents are sinners, just like the very first sinners ADAM AND EVE!! They, like you, inherited a corrupted nature that is naturally an enemy of GOD. Thats why you need to be BORN AGAIN! You came into this world physically alive, but spiritually dead!!
Please, if you kill yourself and have not received Jesus Christ as your personal LORD and Saviour. It doesn't matter what you FEEL, God judges based on His Word and His Truth, not our wrong ideas about Him!! YOU WILL GO TO HELL!
BUT THANKS BE TO GOD THAT THROUGH HIS SON JESUS CHRIST, HE HAS PROVIDED HOPE AND ETERNAL LIVE TO ALL WHO PUT THEIR TRUST IN HIM !!
"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life." John 3:16
GOD LOVES YOU!!
|11 May 2010||Melissa||okay, this is Melissa again. You are annoying, this website is annoying (addictive, but fucking annoying). You, the person who reads this is annoying. Sorry, but that is how i feel. I don't think this website is fricking 'distracting' suicidal people! Don't even suggest that, because it is not. If it was distracting suicidal people, that person will shut down their computer and if they are going to, they would kill them self! That would still be there life gone, and even if this website kept them alive an extra five minutes, how is reading suicide suggestions on here a good thing!
Oh and don't try throw this back in my face, i found this website when I was suicidal. I did not find this as a distraction. I found it disturbing. It didn't take my mind off of taking a bunch of pills, or slitting my wrists. It didn't. It just highlighted one more reason telling me how ugly the world is.
Sorry for ranting, but you made me angry (even though you are probably a different person to who replied to me.) Actually I'm not that sorry. Mouchette sucks. Cool name, but crap principle!
|11 May 2010||Gaelas Vogner||Where are you Hope? God? Mother? Where is my reason? I am nothing more than derelict and nothing less than pathetic. Death is my only absolve from a life of neglect and rejection. School was once a center for learning they say. Now, it is a dark arena of ruthless tormenters harassing the "weaklings" while fervently watched by a blood-thristy mass of hounds. Humilation is my only friend, creation is my only enemy. How cruel to be borne into such conditions and only crueler to sustain them. Where is my haven, my safe house, my refuge. Home? Mother despises my birth-- I was never an intended child-- and Father is lost in his glass. No, there are no physical beatings, but mentally I am bruised and livid. The man who shows the least pain and trouble often harbors the most. Treading along the path of life many do not see my mental decay. Neglect. Humiliation. The mind can only handle so much. The sadness drove me into depression. The lust for the better drove me mad. Knowing one cannot attain stabillity he usually intentionally accelerates the perceived inevitable. I am who I am. I cannot change who I am. Because of who I am, I am hated and uncared for. Because I am hated and uncared for I feel sadness. I feel sadness because I have emotion. If I eliminate emotion I eliminate sadness. I must end myself to do this. I cannot change therefore I must die. Emotion fades after overuse It becomes trite After a while you don't feel it naturally After a while you dont care am I not already dead then am i still alive physical or mental can one be both like in a mixed state where is hope is where you find it can only be found if sought it is found what can help the helpless can help themselves is solution death is not an answer it is question your intent is not to die but to be loved|
|10 May 2010||velvet||I'm still young
but the few years I've lived is misery
getting worse each year
is it worth it?
when I'm at my deathbed as a wrinkly old lady,
will I have anything to look back on?
Abuse, emptiness, abuse, loneliness, abuse, painfulness, abuse and nothingmore
I want to just end it here