|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|30 May 2010||shannon Gilmour||I personally do not see how this 'kit' could be effective even hypethetical or as an amusing 'toy' What's the point? To see what is most effective?
My heart goes out to you if you feel that you have to even entertain these sort of thoughts.
Life sux and yeah, I can say under the age of 13, looking back, my life no one could relate to, and no body wanted to... but I have to say that if you are still here, then somewhere your heart sees a hope you cannot, the driving force to keep you here is something hidden and you are welcome to chat with me to see you through to the next day... life is a ... well up to you to make of it what you will, it's the only one we have, we have no do overs to make it better... people sh*t on us, but we don't have to own their mistakes. I see that now because I'm no longer that young girl, I'm a grown up with children and a life I am now proud of... you can get there too, just takes guts... hang in there... I'll hang in there with you if you'd like. you're not alone.
|30 May 2010||todd||im 47 years old and hate my life i want just want my life to be over be for i turn 48 in aug need to die soon how can i end my life
|29 May 2010||I hate my life am 25 married with one 3 year old beautiful baby girl but. I just don't know what to do my wife cheats on me goes out all the time she makes me feel like shit and yet am still there with her I hate my fucked up life the only reason am still alive its my daughter.|
|29 May 2010||little blue||Hi.
I cut myself.
and it helps.
I don't recommend it, I drown in self-loathing everytime I see my scars. But it keeps me alive.
|29 May 2010||Anonymously||"When I was 16, I tried to commit suicide, by jumping off a bridge into the river. Tomorrow, I'll say "I do." to the man who risked his own life pulling me out. Having another shot at life, and love GMH. "U.K.
"A few months ago, I went to a pre-school to help some teachers out with the kids. I had just broken up with my boyfriend, and I was really down the whole day. But then one little boy gave me a drawing of the house we would live in when he married me. He told me he loved me. GMH."Unknown
"Last summer I was working as an assistant wedding photographer in California during the brief period when gay couples could marry there. While working a wedding at the San Fransisco City Hall, I watched two old men in tuxedos help each other up the stairs in order to finally get married after over 30 years together. GMH."
"A boy was dying of cancer and needed an expensive brain surgery, but his family, broke and desperate, couldn't afford it. His 8 yr old took sister Tess took her piggy bank savings to a pharmacist in order to buy a 'miracle'. it just so happens that the right man witnessed the little girl's tears at the pharmacy counter: a neurosurgeon. He performed the surgery for free. GMH."
"Today, a boy came into our English class to ask his significant other to Prom in a cute, creative manner.
After receiving a yes, the boy kissed my classmate's cheek, and the room erupted in applause.
They're both boys.
Our tolerance, and their courage, GMH."
"In high school, I was in a wheelchair from an accident. I couldn't walk, and at graduation, I was voted Class Inspirational. The football captain said he'd walk me across stage. Instead of just pushing my wheelchair, he picked me up by the waist and help me take my first steps since the accident. He GMH."
"Tonight I was eating at a restaurant that celebrates birthdays by getting a sundae with a candle to blow out. Every single person in the restaurant was cheering on a 6 year old boy as he tried to blow out his candle. He was hooked up to an oxygen tank. People coming together to encourage success GMH."
|29 May 2010||Abhinav raj||To cut vein of hand|
|28 May 2010||Lizzie||I get like straight As, i'm a cheerleader, I guess you could say I have a good life from an outside perspective... But i'm so fucked up. I just want to die. Right now. I cry every day. I don't even live with my real parents. My real mom sent me to live with my aunt when I was 7 cuz she felt it would be better for me and I've lived with her ever since. I still see my mom though. She loves me. It's just my fucking aunt. I swear I think SHES depressed and her mood rubs off. And shit at school...every one tells me I'm different, that I'm boring. I don't know who I am and I wanna be apart of the popular crowd. I guess if I really tried, I could but that would require me to be fake as hell and I've been there done that. No boys like me, I'm 137 pounds and only 5'5. My legs are huge and I make myself throw up especially when I'm sad. Just now, I chugged down cough syrup hoping that I will get an overdose but it doesn't look like that's going to happen. I just want to escape and commit suicide. Be free. Get away from this sadness. This crying. My aunt needs to fucking go to hell. She makes me feel bad about myself. Ughh I just want to be truly happy. Help me.|
|28 May 2010||disclose||HI to all
Am 38 on march 12th 2010. past 5years am deep in trouble in all the way. but the last 2years mindvoice says commit a sucide without knowing others. boz many of them know well of me and family. if do anything it will creat a bad impact to my family. same time i cannot live in the world am cheated by friends (in the name of frinedship) cheating in the name of trusting is painful. there is no word to explain.
if any one know the way the kindly mail me please.
|28 May 2010||Jac||To let be this world, to let known that I am not real.
Know that mind is lost.
Know that wanting to live is simply a product of instinct.
Know that emotions are simple chemicals and love will disappear when you bleed.
Know that if you choose to live, you must accept that life is only as real as you want it to be.
And that God is the only thing that is real.
So when you die, prepare to answer him. Why do you reject his perfect world.
As for me. I don't want to live, but life is just too tempting to let go. Maybe one day when I get bored of it, I will go:)
PS. the best way to get a confirm self kill, is not ODing on drugs, it is by the removal of blood from the head. ie. slitting your throat with a very sharp knife like how you slaughter an animal. The skin around the neck isn't really that sensitive. So cutting it won't hurt as much.
|27 May 2010||helper||Sean got it right - you have so much to offer others. life is not easy - some have it better than others - but that makes them ignorant to the problems others have. EVERY ONE has a positibve contibution to humanity - children are th life blood of the future - please think of what you can contribute rather tahn what you can take - we need you|
|27 May 2010||Silence||Thank you Auriol.....Your words helped me TODAY!!!!!! God Bless you and your heart ;)|
|27 May 2010||charlotte||Exploser son vagin avec un christ en fer|
|26 May 2010||I have been visiting this site for years although I have never posted and im doing so now just to say that reading some of the stories on here has helped me and brought me comfort as it has made me feel less alone when dealing with difficult emotions. I hope that everyone comes out the other side of whatever it is you're going through.|
|25 May 2010||Luna||Email me.|
|24 May 2010||Niclaeus||It's hard to justify suicide when you're just 13. So little to complain about, so much to live for and still allowed to make so many mistakes.
I feel for so many of the people who have posted on this site. Little snippets of their lives, small but genuine cries for help. I see so many of my own problems dotted throughout the posts and strangely I feel welcome here. If anything I have found inspiration, and take heart in the fact that I still care - if not for myself then at least for others. My thanks to those who have opened your hearts.
If I have any advice to give, this is it: Don't give up. The darkness is that by which to measure the light. Only if you've experienced true suffering can you appreciate true happyness. A lot of people go through life experiencing neither. Also, try not predicting the future. That's a mistake I keep making. I'm not religious, nor do I believe in fate, but you cannot deny chance. Well, unless you commit suicide that is..
|24 May 2010||tara||when i was a kid, the book "inspecter calls" infulenced me....in how da grl killed her slf, by drinking bleach, burning all her inside out. im suicidal, due to being pregent, & long history of violent & sexural abuse conflicted on me, but not not half of it. i wonder how ppl cope. coz i slit my arm so many time, for confort. i fel i have no control on my life...|
|24 May 2010||Ryan||This is how im gonna do it. Im a complete fuck up to my parents and i fucking hate my life. im gonna set up a sling shot wit a scissor in it, aim it at my mouth while my mouth is wide open and release. That will bleed you out.|
|24 May 2010||j.||I've just turned 18. I have been thinking about suicide for many years now. In the past I could never bring myself to do it, but recently I've been considering this whole thing on a much more serious level, and I think I'll probably do it before the end of this year.
I'm hideous and useless and I always come across as being negative and depressing because I can't seem to find anything positive about myself. There really isn't. I'm just disgusting in every single way and I just hate myself so damn much. I want to make people happy but I can't. I have no worth and I don't deserve anything. It's not like I have the right to suffer, because I wasn't ever raped or abused, and I never experienced anything that justifies my depression. I'm just making a huge deal out of my crappy life because I'm useless and I can't do anything right. The world is just better off without me and my ugly mug.
The thing is, I don't really want to die. I want to live, but not as me; I want to be someone else. I just want to slip out of this disgusting body and become a new person. But since that's not possible, the next best thing is to kill myself and get this all over with.
I've thought about jumping off of my balcony. I live on the 10th floor so it should work. But I've heard so many horror stories about becoming nothing more than a bloody splat once you hit the ground that I'm having second thoughts about this. Maybe alcohol can do the trick too, who knows. Right now I'm still doing a lot of research on this. I want to die in peace. I don't want to burden anyone or disturb anyone by having them clean up after me.
|23 May 2010||cancerofthehead||it s a shitty sunday morning, nothing to do, no friends to meet, i m through my third beer it s 10:22 am but i don t care, alcohol doesnt work on me anymore, i still drink that s why i m probably an alcoholic. i used to be a severe drug addict and did amphetamines everyday for a year, now i m more quiet, i still smoke dope and do phets twice a month, cause my life sucks. i v beeen thinking of committting suicide for the past 4 month, since i stoped my medication, i overdosed twice on more than a hundred pills each in april, but it didn t work out, i m so scared of hanging, moreover of all it means, diying like a dog on a rope, overall failure not having achieved nothing, whether written a book, or having a career, or even friends or family who s regret me, seems so sad but i m not sure i want to live in those conditions. when i m on medication pills i m not that bad, i started doing them again a fortnight ago or so, now whether i m addicted or i m just too bad off without them, when i don t take them 2 days i m like a corpse waking up, feeling shit, no future, fucked up my entire life. i m pissed off i m not able to function without the pills, they turn me into a robot, i m no longer in touch with my emotions, even though they do nothing but hurt me, with my dreams, i m bored when i m on the pills, then i quit and i want to die. i m terrified of hanging and what awaites me, or train crash, i m convinced i ll survive and end up with amputated limbs, and pills don t work. i might take up my medical training again in october but that s not enough to cheer my up, even though it s nice to have something to do throughout the day i don t give a shit about the peaceful life that awaites me as a medic, i know i won t be happy that way, except i might get close to lethal drugs that s help me end my life. i ve goz at least 5 month to kill now sitting at home at my pc with my dog, listening to my stupid music, with 2 friends left, all psychiatric cases, my best s letting me down, i m growing old and nothing to do but drink more beer, it doesn t do anything to me, don t know why i keep drinking. you re suicidal, hate life, chat on.|
|22 May 2010||Unwanted loner still a loser||The LONELINESS is KILLING me. So much for wanting to commit suicide for myself. I will be dead from loneliness by the time I get the courage to kill myself! Can't take the pain of being lonely and unwanted anymore. No more pain please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I go to church but nothing seems to help and Im back on meds thats helping but Im still at my LONELIEST which is KILLING me!!!! Wish I had someone to tell me that I've won!! I am still a LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!|