|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|07 Apr 2010||LivingforHim||To write Love on her Arms
|07 Apr 2010||twiggs||I cant b r e a t h e. I dont want to. I dont understand: what did I do to everyone to make them resent me so much? I didnt mean to hurt anyone, if I did. I just want to know w h y everyone hates me. I guess its just because Im here in general. Its not my fault I was born. Its not my fault I loved him. Its not my fault that he left me. Its not my fault that my friends forgot about me. Its not my fault. He left me a year and four months ago. Almost a fucking year and a half. Im not even strong enough to let go. He doesnt love me. He didnt love me, even when he said he did. I still think about him e v e r y f u c k i n g d a y. for a god damn year and a half. Why does everyone leave? What did I do wrong? Im tired of always blaming myself for everything. Ive been thinking about it a lot, and I realized that its not my fault. Its everyone elses fault. Its their fault that I hurt so badly. Its their fault that Im alone. Its their fault that I have to put on a smile and lie every day. Its their fault I cant just end myself. End my pain. End my loneliness. Why cant they let me? P l e a s e. just let me die. I am so sick of this world. Theres nothing worth living for here. So why dont they let me? They just want me to hurt more I guess. Wow, I didnt know they hated me THAT much that they cant even let me die. The just want me to suffer. Im tired of sobbing silently; without anyone knowing. Im tired of keeping my pain all to myself. B u t, no one wants to be a burden. I dont want anyone to go through what I go through. To feel what I feel. No matter how much I hate them. Thats why I dont just end myself. I try to hold on for my family, whether they want me to or not. My dad killed himself. The year that he did, I started getting suicidal as well. No one knew about him & no one knows about me. So, you know that theory about how energy never dies but it just goes on from one form to another? [like when an animal eats a dead one and gets energy from it?]. well, what if the same thing happens to emotions? What if when you die, your emotions or energy goes to someone else? What if because my dad killed himself, his energy didnt die: it just went to me? Oh, god. I sound like a lunatic. Well, I kind of am one. Im high as hell and depressed as fuck. This should be fun.. (:|
|06 Apr 2010||TeeAre||Do you know how to dance?
Will you teach me? Or will you learn with me?
Then we can dance with the Devil.
Or better yet, dance with each other.
I feel the latter is the better choice.
I heard Satan has two left feet.
|05 Apr 2010||laura||ok this is not why i came on here. I'm 42 yrs old- both parents suicide- my age 13 and 38. I feel seriously bad at the moment. I would appreciate contact from others who feel shitty and even suicidal. No one understands- let's help each other.|
|05 Apr 2010||stuart||overdozes dont work i have tried cleaning chemicals along with vodka and whisky,and every single pill i could get my hands on ,including my exes hormone tablets!,but im still ere with scarred arms sittin ere terrified of other ppl an their opinions and im even iller,wahey!! NOT!! so anyway im reckonin on a train or somethin next time maybe that will wipe me out eh? or maybe not knowin my luck i wudn die ,probli end up in a wheelchair disabled im guessin the only way is to start on a gang of "chavs" maybe ,them and their sick ways would almost certainly leave me dead?|
|04 Apr 2010||Julie||The best way to kill yourself is to seek God, as for his help. Footsteps in the sand is an example. Many of us have adversaries in life, but that doesn't mean you must take your life it's not the end of the world.
We are here for a purpose
|03 Apr 2010||sohusoti||I wonder.
I suppose I count as suicidal too. That's a long story.
Please do hang in there, all of you. I feel terrible and hypocritical saying that, because I barely do myself.
If anyone wants to talk, I'll also offer my email.
Also, an IQ of 91 is perfectly within the average range
|03 Apr 2010||garbage in everything||i am a waste, in everything. i cant get my goals,
i fail in everything, no matter how i try
don tyou know how it feels that someone is else is good at least one thing but i suck in everything? no talent at all?
everyone ignores, this fucking boring life, just end already. we're going to die anyways so fuck me. what a waste of space i am. im not good at anything just kil me now
|03 Apr 2010||sigh||suicide
something thats in me everyday
I am not good at anything
i suck in everything
and my friends arent rly my friends because they never hang out with me, and invite me to other places
i lose in everything, i cant get good grades, and im just lonely.
fuck this world forever
|03 Apr 2010||lexa||im 13 and i tried to kill myself by overdose of excedrin. very painful. i didnt want to cut myself because people say it hurts but so does this way because it destroys your liver. you vomit a lot, dizzy, weak, cold, SO MUCH pain in my stomach. just dont try it this way|
|02 Apr 2010||leo machado||Technically, cut your veins, but your own body will not let you,your body systems are made for you so you can't hurt yourself without PAIN.
Pain in the heart is far worst than body pain, im 17 years old and i don't want to die yet or die in vain,
IF YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING GOOD; Cut your veins near a hospital to get the experience after that you will se that it's not a joke.
never saw the SAW movie? well everyone diserve a second chance.
Im Leo Machado from Uruguay and i CAN help you just send me a Email i WILL HELP YOU, JUST CALL DON'T be afraid.
PD: There is ALWAYS another way out of the laberynth i tryied to commit suicide 2 times and now i appreciate life more than ever :) and i am happy!
|02 Apr 2010||Miserable, Cynical Twat||I hate my life, I dream of dying, I have tried, I don't give two shits about my family, "Hey man, you don't have the right to do that to your family", why do they have the right to bring me here, then make me HAVE to live if I don't want it.
Its like getting me a gift of xmas like a set of golf clubs, me playing a few rounds, hating it, and them saying "You don't have the right" when I try to sell them on ebay.
I'm fucking stupid as hell, I have a tested I.Q of 91, you can probably tell by my grammatical and punctuational errors, I fucking hate my brain!!!, its fucking broken, I come from a genetically dumbassed family, I'm not creative either, I have tried to be, but I'm not, I will never be considered good at anything. many people who are good at stuff and have niche in life have found it by time they are 20, I suppose my niche is the best toilet cleaner in the world.
I can't tell you how much I hate myself, if I was a seperate person I wouldn't give myself the time of day, I hate myself!, I hate my life, I am doomed to just live a lonely, miserable, passionless, braindead life, I'm fucking braindead, I'm a fucking retard, and I hate myself, I have tried to kill myself, but I'm too fucking stupid to even do that right.
With my brain power, its like life never even gave me a chance!, I hate life!!!, I FUCKING HATE IT!!
I can't go to college, I can't be creative like the people who inspire me every day, I never had the brain power to do anything creative.
If you are a young teen and you have nothing but your intelligence, USE IT, PLEASE!, I'm just like you minus the intelligence, and when you are as low on the evolutionary scale as me, you realize if I was just intelligent, maybe I would have a fighting chance, and YOU DO!!, I don't, I have nothing, no social skills, no friends, no chances of ever having a girlfriend, nothing.
You always will if you have that intelligence, and I'm not saying enious level I.Q, I mean average intelligence, you can use it and you will be okay in the end.
I won't that's why I don't plan on sticking around anymore, the 40 cigarettes a day I smoke isn't working fast enough, fuck you to my family and all that bullshit, thanks for nothing, but by time you read this I will be dead.
|02 Apr 2010||Lynden (here for you)||Hey, my name is Lynden. I am 19 and a psychology major.
I've been sitting at my computer for the past hour and a half reading these tales about suicide attempts, people hating their lives, hating their evil parents, emo 12 year old "sluts" who contradict themselves... I know that you are all having a hard time and that you think that the only way out is to die.
I'm not here to say, "You have so much to live for" or "Suicide is for cowards"...
I just want to put out there that... The only reason that some of you feel so alone, is because you are MAKE yourselves alone... You are driving people away by cutting your selves, etc. Your behaviours are socially unacceptable.
We ALL want some one to love us and trust us, and we all want our parents to quit yelling at us. A lot o what you people describe happens to me on a regular basis. But I CHOOSE to let it pass... sure I cry over it sometimes. But I CHOOSE to get over it.
Death is not the easy way out. As I've read, most of you know that you will likely hurt a shit ton of people if you kill yourselves. If you REALLY want to disappear, don't die... run away. Sure it'll still hurt some people, but at least when you pull your shit together, and come back.... they will be overwhelmed to see you! You can tell them what you've been up to, tell them the crazy stories about good and bad things that have happened. I and I'm rambling...
Basically, my point is... don't take the stupid way out. You'll just hate yourself even more.
I had suicidal thought at one point in my life... at it was then that i did a little carving in my arm. It says "ani ohevet otah" which is hebrew for "I love you". it is a constant reminder of my stupidity, and of the fact that, despite my flaws, i am a truly beautiful person, and I love me.
If you wanna respond, or talk to me.. firstname.lastname@example.org
|01 Apr 2010||CiCi||I wish I knew. That's what I was looking for when I found this site. The easiest most painless way to die.
I thought about an anti-depressant overdose, but have found that it rarely works. You just get really sick. I'm trying to end the suffering not add to it.
|31 Mar 2010||JemJem||Bloody hell.. i was on here 3 years ago when i was 15 in 2006.. im 19 now and i cant beleive i was telling everybody to not to commit suicide and shit.. but looking back now i wish i had commit suicide cos im alot worst than i was 3 years ago.. such a strange life...|
|31 Mar 2010||Shades||Screaming.
And no answers are given.
No help is found.
|31 Mar 2010||BetheeBabee||So far I have been thinking of what would work and since I am wishing to die myself, I will complete this task when I am done telling you what to do. So.
First of: Go through all your cupboards in your kitchen, bathroom, shed, everywhere, and find all the "Do Not Swallow" cleaning products around ("Do Not Swallow" written on the back of the bottle under the bold title "Caution")
Second: Mix them all in a bottle or so and stir or shake a little (Some may cause foam, you want to aim away from that)
And Third: Drink up :]
The toxins in the products will act as an acid and most likely rot your stomach and all around it.
Hope you have a happy afterlife :]
|31 Mar 2010||chinse rat||eveyone thinks about it, of course they do.. but is it the right thing to do? i don't know. tell me? i feel like everything would go away if i did it. my mom says always take sare of yourself before others, so if i was killing myself that's exactly what i'd be doing.taking care of myself. and only myself..|
|30 Mar 2010||Stephanie||nobodys life sould end when your lil. people are going to say bad things about you all the time and you will mess up i did all the time i messed up in school. because people talked crap but i did nothing till thay steped and then thats when you deal with things but you should not just find the right person to talk to someone you dont know or someone nobody knows. when i found the school that was right for me i tried to make my life better i tried rode 3 hours one the bus to school and 3 hours back home and if i mist the bus i was stuck if you think im lieing e-mail me and i will have some my teacher tell you but no move bout me back to you. just look at the good things when you do good in life you can look back at the bad and look at how far you came in life. you know life is not all colm waters some times a big ass wave comes and distoys every thing so you have to rebild. if you dont under stand sorry you wasted your time reading and pleas lisen to somebody luv all e-mail me at email@example.com bye|
|30 Mar 2010||Blake||I suggest eating McDonald's Food Five times a day, 7 day a week, 365 days or until it kills you. Why not enjoy eating and dying at the same time.|