|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|12 Mar 2006||The Bitter End||""If you are christian, It is a sin to commit suicide and you will go to hell."
Some dude posted that earlier,not true.Once you're a christian you are always a chrisitian,unless of course you don't want to be,in which case God will leave,but only if you want him to."
I'm afraid they were right. If you're a Christian and you kill yourself, you go to Hell. The rule is that God is the only being allowed to take life, as He is the only one who gives it. Killing yourself is taking a life which you do not have the right to do, and you are not able to repent this mortal sin, so you go straight to Hell.
All mortals sins are punishable with "eternal damnation" unless you're truly sorry, and it doesn't matter that you "stay a Christian", because if you take a life and don't repent, you go to Hell anyway.
Says the girl made Roman Catholic against her will, and forced into eight years of religious education, with qualifications of said religious education.
But hey, we're all going to Hell here, right?
|12 Mar 2006||Dusty|| "If you are christian, It is a sin to commit suicide and you will go to hell."
Some dude posted that earlier,not true.Once you're a christian you are always a chrisitian,unless of course you don't want to be,in which case God will leave,but only if you want him to.
First off,anyone thinking about suicide right now,don't do it.I'm saying this as a person who was teased in all grades from 7-10,until I switched to in grade 10 to homeschooling.I thought about it everyday and even started counseling in the 7th grade where I was diagnosed with severe depression.Now,I'm still haunted by depression,but it's better.My situation right now is pretty bad.You guys don't know how easy some of you're situations are compared to mine.But that doesn't mean you don't feel just as bad.The only thing I have to say,and that my therapist said is "It'll get better." Give it time and it will.
Another thing that has helped me is God.It takes time,but when you develope a relationship with God you begin to rely on Him with your problems,and He is the reason why I'm still here.If you want the basics on christianity,just read 2 books in the bible,John and Romans.
Remember,life is a gift,right now it might not seem that way,but it is.Life is a gift that just takes a while to get to the really good parts.If anyone wants more things to read in the bible just send what subjects you'd like the verses to be on to firstname.lastname@example.org
|10 Mar 2006||chris fartsalot||The best way to kill urself is to cut ur wrist with ur dads razor, my friend did it and i found him dead with a note saying: No more pain.|
|09 Mar 2006||Alexander Alvonellos||Suicide is not a option. I have had MANY people in my life that have tried to end theirs like this and it has left me and the rest of my family devistated. I live in a place that is noted for its suicides.
Being a military child. (I'm 14) there are alor of things that you have to deal with that all you civilian kids don't have to deal with.
You guys have it grand, Most of you do not have to worry about never seeing your father again because he was fighting a pointless war.
Commiting suicide is stupid. It is a very selfish act that a person commits and you do not go to heaven if you commit suicide.
You were put on this earth to replenish it and make it happy, But instead what you would be doing if you killed your self. Would leave a total clusterfuck in your wake.
Pay attention to me.
For most of you kids 9-14 there is a way to help yourself. What you do is you have to find your happy place. You have to bring a positive aura to yourself.
For those of you that are older and are in emotional trouble I have a little advice for you.
If you are christian, It is a sin to commit suicide and you will go to hell.
If you are pagan (Like me) you will find a way to develop yourself into nature. You have to put your body into a positive state of mind. Trust me it will absolutely affect everyone around you.
I am 14 and I have gone through this stage too, and succeeded.
If you ever want to talk to me about anything at all shoot me a email at
and AIM diosesgreigos
Lots of love to you all...
|08 Mar 2006||stop&think||u kids r idiots
i dont care if ur like catholic or not, but take advantage of ur life cuz kids are slaughtered every day in africa and other places- so stop wanting attention u ass faces and do something with ur talent if u want it that badchrist u kids are real bitches
|04 Mar 2006||Christian Wheightman||steal your mom's car, get some dockage line (rope) and tie one end to a telephone pole and the other end you put around your neck. Sit in the drivers seat of your mom's car and drive as fast as you can away from the terlephone pole. This will rip you head off and smash your mothers car and possibly do enough damage to take out some other people or people's possessions|
|01 Mar 2006||Chris||I don't know.. i want to find out =(
I hate my life.
|27 Feb 2006||Matt||I have read all of the letters and notes about killing yourselves and it brought tears to my eyes. It seems that each one of you is trying to fill a void in your life with either drugs, sex, school or pain. That void is really unfillable, what is needed is Jesus. He is that one person that will pay you attention or want you to be around when no one else does. He is the one that knows the pain of peircing the wrists and the cutting. He knows becasue he has gone through it, I am going to do something that I have never done before and that is give out my phone number online. If any of you would like to talk please call me and tell me what you are going through, there is a way out because Christ has already paved that path. Feel free to call me. 423-255-5792|
|24 Feb 2006||bob||my names bob n im 13. ive been thinking about suicide for the past couple of months but even more so yesterday n today. mi g/f dynisha dumped me n i realy realy loved her i just get so confused. i wana die but my friends franny n rose keep trying to stop me i already tried to kill my self on christmas n 2 weeks ago. i have hardly no friends most ppl r nice to me cause they feel sry for me im always made fun of n i feel even worse then shit. if there is ne 1 out there who can help me plz plz do|
|16 Feb 2006||I h8 u||dont. My friend ommited sucide and he was my best friend. we grew up togthr ad its never been thesame. Sh left m a note saying she wa on this sit. she rad all wat chris said and now he dead. thx thx alot.:(|
|13 Feb 2006||is there still hope!!||Reasons for committing suicide:
I am too lonely to live
I am too ugly to ever hope to attract a mate
I am too stupid to ever achieve any goals in life
I do not perform any vital function in life, and I will not be missed by anyone.
I am a waste of public resources
I am a waste of time
I bring misery - I have not de a positive input into enough lives to be considered to be worth it.
I would be of greater use to society dead, Im sure my body parts would enhance some one elses life. What little assets I have could be better used by other people
I do not want to be a burden on the world. I dont want people to get depressed trying to help me
I occasionally do stupid and nasty things to people I care about. I do not use enough tact
My life really is not getting better
I am too lonely, ugly and stupid to live
My pain is greater than my capacity and my resources to handle it.
I dont deserve to live. There are people more deserving than me.
I am really beyond help and not worth helping anyway
Ive tried to get help, but the focus seems to be on youth suicide prevention, obviously no one gives a shit about me., where was the help or support? Do the government think that people who lived through that are okay now? Do they think the pain goes away? Do they think we dont matter any more?
and that for that age group, suicide is a greater cause of death than road accidents, the focus is still on preventing youth suicide. We seem to be forgotten.
In addition, all (yes all!) of the programs Ive seen on suicide prevention make some stupid assumptions. Such as, ·
"There will be some friends or family to pick up the warning signs."
What if there isnt? What if the person is completely alone like I was?
"The person should be concerned about the feelings of those left behind."
Bullshit, once youre dead youre dead. Theres no concern, theres no nothing. Suicide is a way to escape the pain. Nothing matters anymore. You dont really give a shit for those you leave behind because they were never there for you anyway.
Also, a lot of help or supposed help out there is run by christians. For someone like me who cant relate to religion, that help is just not an option. Talk of jesus and being saved and shit like that just makes people more eager to get it over and done with, because it reminds us of how out of touch with society we are. Help has got to be something we can relate to, and its not religion, and its not some hip kids on the television. Its what we are, and sometimes maybe that means a computer geek type person. I dont have the answers to that.
No love in my life
No one in my life has ever loved me., I have low self esteem, and poor social skills. This hasnt made it easy to attract a partner in life, though I have tried. I have never had an adult relationship, and I believe that if I have not by now, I never will. There is no such thing as life without love, it is just an existence, from day to day. Its not a life.
There are lots of lonely people out there. Im sure it is a major cause of depression, and a major cause of suicide. Instead of ignoring this, the power that be should be doing something about it. Possibly a government sponsored meeting point? Maybe even a government run dating service? It is not as stupid as it seems. Im sure it makes financial sense considering the amount of productivity lost through depression and suicide.
No reasons to live
I fit all of the prime suicide categories. I am not of a clearly defined genderIm a native, Im mostly female, Im a member of a minority groups, Im disassociated from my family,, I have a bad financial position, Im depressed, I have no friends to speak of, .
Im sure, as I have no human contact other than shaking some ones hand or the people that bump into me. But I think they thought that would lead to something else, and they stuck by their stinking rules. Im not fucking stupid. I know that I cant form an emotional relationship with a counselor or doctor, but a hug would have helped I think, to ease my pain.
I guess if some one just cared it could have been different. I dont take drugs, dont smoke and dont drink. Im sure my body will provide some excellent spare body parts. The sad things is that I know my life could have been a lot different, and a lot more positive, if only some one could have seen these warning signs and taken some effort to show me that they cared.
A lot of life passes me by
I am simply too obtuse and stupid to live. I can't relate to the world, I don't understand a lot of it either. People talk to me about things at work and due to my stupid memory I forget things. One of my co-workers has had to remind me of things that I just keep on stuffing up about. I don't know some times, I seem to have complete memory blanks about the things that he is reminding me of. Other times he reminds me and I only remember then that he has told me before. I worry about this a lot, because I kind of work in customer service, and try to give our customers the best service that I can. But I am not able to.
Too much injustice in my life.
I think I am like a punching bay in many ways. Every time I stand up for my rights, some one comes along and hits me till I'm down again. I suppose I could talk about injustice in the world, but we all know a bit about that anyway.
Seen the movie Shrek? About the ugly ogre who falls in love with a beautiful princess? It is of course bullshit. No one sees inner beauty. They just see outer ugliness. I am very ugly.
Depression caused by harassment
For more than five years I have had to put up with constant harassment some people. They have spread lies and rumors about me far and wide, to the point that people who meet me for the first time have normally formed a negative opinion of me. I cant get a fair go. I get blamed for a myriad of things that I have nothing to do about. There is no point in defending myself because no one believes me. The extent of the lies He has spread have reached the point that people are conditioned into believing that I am a liar, and hence when I truthfully say I did not do something, that is then used as an example of me lying.
I can not win with them. I get blamed for comments other people make in my name on their web guest boards. I get blamed for comments that other people make. For example, there is a character other than me they dont like, that has been attributed to me. I had nothing to do with this person.
The people involved eagerly point out all of my faults, while ignoring their own.
The whole problem with this harassment is that it had been ongoing. While I try to keep a low profile, something always happens so that some bastard brings me into the spotlight again and the whole thing starts up again. It has been going on now for more than five years and I just can not handle it any moreAnd even then, Im sure the shit will still be going around for years to come.
Lack of family support
not once have anyone in my family ever said anything about being proud that I did it. Not one of the bastards.
It would have been nice if just once in their life that anyone of them could have ever said they were proud of my achievements.
Feelings of hopelessness
All of this is beyond my control, I cant do anything about it any more, and theres no point even trying.
Realization that my life never will just get better
My life has been shit for just too long now. For a long time I have lived in the hope that my life will one day get better. But I have released that this is a false hope. My life has not gotten any better at all. If anything, it has gotten a lot worse. . My health has also not improved, certainly my teeth and tiredness seem to get a lot worse.
Reasons for living
I have no reason to live. I am not indispensable.
My family will not care. They will argue over who gets what. It is my express wish that no person of my family ever be given a single thing that I own.
|30 Jan 2006||samantha||hi everyone :-)
ive jst been reading everyones coments and it amazes me and breakes my heart to find 12-13 year olds contemplating and/or giving advise on what to do when you want to end your life!! what FUCKS ME OFF EVEN MORE IS GROWN PEOPLE SAYING ITS THERE LIFE AND IF THEY WANT TO END IT, ITS UP TO THEM YOU'S ARE THE ONES THAT NEED HELP!!! thay dont want to end there life they just want someone to know they EXCIST, to know thay are LOVED,WANTED and NEEDED and to just LISTEN to them!!
people have NOOOOO...idea what they are saying how can you tell a child how to end his/her life why dont you FUCKING END YOURS INSTEAD it would be a better place without people like you!!!! thats why suicides are becoming higher specialy with young children they just need someone there for them even if its just to listen to know they have someone who cares. for people going through what they are going through you are not juged for feeling the way you feel OR ALONE FOR THAT FACT there is soooo...many people out there that can help you jst have to open up to whoever you feel comfortable to even if its a stranger someone who doesnt know you just PLEASE TALK TO SOMEONE!!! i have tryed to end my life and came close to death it was either i get my life together or end up living a life of depression and feeling sorry for myself for not getting the help i needed in the past. i have stoped my best friend who tryed to kill herself after her dad died of cancer when she was about 12 and then in the same week her aunty fell of a cliff and died. my best friend was then told her mum had cancer and was going to die she past away 3days before this christmas gone she is all alone at the age of 20 and careing for a 17yr old brother and working 2 jobs to support them both. I was sexually abused,my parents split up and i felt so unwanted when my dad didnt want to see me i blamed myself. im now 20 and it still effects me but i got some help and relized there are worse of people than me who only have months,weeks or days to live they would give anything to have there life and live it to the fullest!!! PLEASE CONTACT ME WHEN EVER YOU FEEL DOWN OR JUST WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO I GIVE GOOD ADVISE AND IM A GOOD LISTENER!!!!!!! email@example.com im here for you just make the first move :-) -xox-
|26 Jan 2006||Jess||Neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to seperate us from the LOVE of GOD that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
|21 Jan 2006||Chris Mass||Mouchette probobly just laughs her ass off about how insanly popular this website is.|
|21 Jan 2006||Zombie||I go trick or treatingf on chrismas. I still don't know why, sometimes when i do it christians get mad at me and yell at me saying im some type of insult to the religion. So i sit there for a while, but i almost never get candy. Boy i want some candy right now. Why don't you go eat some candy its probobly sounds alot better then those pain killers your about to take. Of course i don't get why they call it that, i sure don't think i would want my doctor giving me something wiht the world "Killer" And "Pain" in the name... It only works if you think about it literly... Which just makes the world alot less fun.|
|19 Jan 2006||Martyr from MD||I'm 24 yrs old, i suffer from severe depression, anxiety, fear of intimacy and bipolar disorder. Growing up, i was picked on for many different reasons, too many to list here. My parents were not abusive through my eyes, but they were hard on me. My father was never home due to his job, so my mother was the primary caregiver. She grew up in a dysfunctional christian home outside the U.S. I have wanted to die since i was 13. I tried twice in 2001 by taking barbituates and alcohol, but i failed. Here i am, 24 years old, afraid to love, I have nothing but contempt for women, I do not believe in god, and I believe religion is for brainwashed suckers. Conformity is the evil. Society wants us to accept the social standards and conform to the norm of a "civilized" infrastructure. There is no justice, money is the ruler of all evil. So i plan on going out in a bang. A very public place, a very special holiday and me with several pounds of high explosive tied to my chest. When i'm god, everyone dies.|
|15 Jan 2006||Chrismas Jones||Well today, i was walking/skateboarding with my friend, even thought it was damn freezing outside. And some fire engine pulls out of the station with the lights flashing and the loud noises and such. But as soon as it pulls out it gets stuck in traffic for almost a minute because no one wanted to move out of the way... My friend started yelling at the people, and i just sat that and thought "God damnit, another retard from mouchette just died..."|
|15 Jan 2006||Samantha||Hey...im not under 13, i am 13, and my life sux ASS. i wanna end it, but i dont know how..cuz its just hard, theres so much i havent experienced, and i want to. but my life sux and should end, my mom hates me "U DUMB USELESS TWIT!" she sez, my dad thinks im absolutly stupid, and my parents fight about me 24/7. my friends know me, but they dont, they think iim a good kid and i dont wanna die and i love life, its just that i dont know how to reach out, how could i, its impossible, here, if pplz knew, they would call me emo and tease me, rather then help me. My friends wouldnt know what to do, they dont have any experience of a shit home.they think my house is great and im really rich, but really...my cloths show it..IM FUCKING POOR!, but my parents dont care, if they had a real choice, they would make me go around naked, there soooo consumed in there own life and want there own happiness, they dont care about mine.
Sometimes i think im an accident and my parents dont care becuz my siblings 21 and older..my oldest is my sister, she is 30..shes old enough to be my mom for christ sakes!!! then, when my brothers and sisters were little, they got evrything, my parents would do anything to keep there teeth straight, keep them up to date with the lastest fasions...etc.
Yesterday, i tried to kill my self by cutting really deep...i almost hit the vien until i realized all the things i would miss out on and i stopped...
Im Lost.So Lost.Im Lost Without You.
Hear the Gun Shots Fired.My Life Expired.My Death Is A Living Lie...
|04 Jan 2006||marco||Hi i would just like to say im 26 ive been smoking heroin since the age of 16 my dad used to kick me so hard blood would poor from my mouth my uncle lived with us who would try and stick up for us but he was much younger than my dad so he got the same as us so ill start from the age of 10 had so many kickings my eyes could and still do not focas on things mum took me away from my dad at 11 turned in to a motocross theif took them home ringed them stamped them sold them some we kept one day we was racing and my friend had a accident where some wire on the pitch hit him he died instantly he was 23 he had 2 kids and one on the way kept getting locked up mum had no money and i had to provide christmas day we ate bean toasties by now im 13 we stole a car went joy riding police came up beind us we did one my friend lost it round a bend the car toppled over and over everyone in the car bar me died i felt id cheated them horrible feeling we were in it together so in total at 13 id lost 5 friends and didnt think i deserved to live got a girl at 14 who was unlike the rest she was 23 and i realy fell for her on my 15th birthday she got run over and killed on her way getting me a guitar from then i knew i had to die coz every one i had was dead but i kept on met new friends at 16 got offerd heroin i used to hate heroin addicts used to shout to them bag head smack head then the table turned i confided in my uncle who i mentioned earlier im 26 now still smoking heroin trying to kick the habbit but its hard last year my uncle who was there for me tryed to cut his wrists i went to see him in hospital give him the normal lecture tryed to talk sense in to him and told him i loved him for the first time in my life i said you have 4 brilliant kids come on try fight it a week later he did something what i wont say coz i dont wanna give anyone any ideas but he did something what gave him multiple injuries on the way to the hospital he was saying sorry to the ambulance men and at hospital saying sorry to the nurses for bothering them he diead 10 minutes later see he lost his mum and dad and couldnt handle the pain so he ended it but what the fuck about us now we are in pain even though you dont see these paople every day dont mean they dont care i still want to die but my mum is it far on her but then is it fare on me living in hell coz i dont wanna hurt her and the answer is yes no mother should have to bury there child everyone feeling suicidle dont let the shitty world win you control it dont let it control you you decide your own destiny and fuck all the shit what you get theres paople who need you all even people you havent met yet even auntie dorris who you never see but sends you a card at christmas theres people who are left beind who carnt carry on without you my uncle has caused so much hurt and pain i loved him to bits but what he did was wrong we was there but we didnt show it and thats something we have to live with for ever i only told him i loved him when he was in hospital well maybe he needed to know before that and not just off me of everyone who knew him people just get so wrapped up in there own lives they dont seem to give a shit about ours but when they lose you,youve killed them too please people wake up and live life is one big road with lots of signsso when you contomplate death focass on your life love to yoyu all jj|
|04 Jan 2006||Paul||killing yourself is never the answer, so many people get hurt, i went through sever depression a nwmber of years ago because i was bullies at work, i bough my own grave a was setting my affairs in order, life was so dark and empty as if i was all along even though i knew i had people who cared for me and loved me. I am a christian and tought why is my father in heaven alowing me to go through this? In the end i thought about the people i would leave behind, my wife and children, and others. I called that time the night of the dark soul even thought it was 3 years, i was also afraid i would end up in hell, although i dont know if i would have or not, (I do believe in Hell)and if that was the case my problems would have been like a party if i'd had done it and gone there. This is somthing to think very long and hard about, if you do take your own life you will go out of time and into eternity, but where will you be? In heaven with God or in total darkness, depressed for ever with no way out. Dont kid yourself Hell is real and there are many people who are there right now who wish the never toke there own lives and if they could talk to you right now for even 10 seconds they would tell you the same. Please take this as a warning and a help God loves you and will listen to your problems, help your needs and lift you out of this if you talk to him, he is there and will prove it if you ask him. Dont listne to people giving advice on how to kill yourselves they are cowards and liars, they are the ones who dont care.|