|Reading these suicide pages you will find people seeking help and people offering their help. Some witness about suicide from real life experience, others who play along with me would pretend it's a children's game. Some make sick and cruel jokes about it, and angry people blame me for even mentioning the subject. You might also want to read my favourite answers. If you want your answer to be included here, fill in the form.|
What is the best way to kill yourself when you're under 13?
Quelle est la meilleure forme de suicide pour les moins de 13 ans?
|29 May 2021||a firey comet||There was a guy i know. We did radio shows together. All sorts of educational topics. From raising chickys to chickens and all the way to the hot grease to diy mechanic help if you call in. On one of the programs i noticed he was not himself. He started talking about mushrooms. The magical ones. He spoke on a pineo gland in your brain and hiw it becomes calcified but the shrooms restore your brain and now you can dream again. The next show he said he was taken up in the stars and shown everything. He had met king david in the bible and told him he had been chosen for the upcoming war. Next show he was coming to terms that he was the chosen one and he had all the powers of Jesus. Later that week he was put into a mental institute for the criminally insane. Its part psych ward and part maximum security prison. Its not safe in there. Some people in there are x military. They tried to go home after the war but they keep flipping out and as soon as someone gets hurt they get shipped here. And they think they are a P. O. W. Always trying to escape. Always trying to kill everyone. Anyway, im not going to tell you what he did to get in there. But he cant even wipe his own ass now. They have him in a straight jacket. All this guy wanted to do was expand his mind, but he got seduced by devils giving him visions thru the mushrooms. They got him believing he was jesus. And now he is locked away where no one can really help him. Only pump him full of drugs to keep him calm. Slow motion calm. He wont ever get out. And he shouldnt as he is a danger to himself and others. He wants to be crucified. He cant do it by himself so he wants to find someone to help him.|
|29 May 2021||grugio||A recent study claims people who suffer from chronic depression and masturbate frequently can find some relief from depression by sort of, self medicating. Another study concludes long term chronic masturbation leads to depression.
I know. Its a vicious cycle. And its got your head messed up, dont know if you are coming or going. You start taking extremely long showers. You stop socializing. You may even fake an illness to miss school or work. And before you know it you are down the road breaking in to the neighbors house and sniffing all the panties. Its at this point you are wreckless and careless.
|18 May 2021||peeping tom fantasy #3||Outside my window. Constant rain crackeling and splashing. Rolling thunder. Gently rolling causing a soothing and relaxing vibration from the rumble. Lightning flashes so bright it lights up everything like day. And all of the sudden there is a man in a black hoodie looking in my window. Crawling in my window. Swinging a crow bar at my head. Sleep.|
|22 Apr 2021||lulu||continue the natural course of life separated from the whole and never grow back into it my year of solitude and rest|
|03 Mar 2021||Manolo Chajon||la mejor manera es enamorandose asi podemos morir sentimentalmente y volvwer a renacer como una persona nueva el suicidio no es la mejor manera por que el regalo es la vida y si lo vemos como una asquerosidad es por que no valoramos la vida e sentido la preocupacion dentro de mi como todos pero solo una persona de 15 se suicida esto no es bueno para las personas que amamos por que le hacemos sentir que en verdad la vida para nosotros no vale nada asi como tal algunos piensa enfoquen su ira en lago que les guste si no enfoca tu furia, ira, tristesa lo que sea en convertirla en paz.|
|14 Feb 2021||sue Nita, whoever she is...||I wish I knew I would lead a worthless, parasitic life and suffer every second because I am unloved forever. I want all this pain to end so though I yearn for a painless death, I am okay if I can trigger someone to kill me instantaneously.|
|11 Feb 2021||mark||overdose. been there done that|
|05 Feb 2021||A friend||Before, when I was young, I didn't what life meant
To me I had no flaws, no dents
I saw the world with innocent eyes,
Not thinking whether one lives or dies
To me we were all the same,
Then the society slowly made me go insane
I felt emotions I couldn't describe,
Ones I didn't know how to disguise
It slowly came upon me how different I was,
And different meant inferior just because
I made some and lost some people known as friends,
Who made me feel the worst bends
Scrolling through social media I think she's pretty,
'Why couldn't I be like her?', what a pity
Then I realised it's all labels by society,
Who thought others as worse just because of anxiety
We are all selfish and single-minded and judgemental and small,
But at the end of the day, it wouldn't matter at all
Just enjoy whatever monstrosity we're living in,
Maybe in someone's dream or as someone's twin?
No one knows what this is and we can't change everyone,
Look out, there might be someone who would love you a ton
|09 Dec 2020||marla||let your past self die. become and grow into something new.|
|25 Oct 2020||XXXXX||since i was 13 ive been looking up the most painless and effective way to die (thats actually how i came across this website over the years: found on oct 2017) 9 years later i have finally settled upon a method but its illegal and hard to get. its the only thing that is foolproof as well as painless but no one has lived to share. someone once said your last seconds being painful is irrelevant if you're already suffering|
|09 Aug 2020||sickgirl||when you fall in love with someone who is not physically able to reciprocate the same love, it slowly eats at you until you are nothing. it kills you. dylan klebold, love you. i will love you for eternity and after then. when we meet, it will be bliss. no, the feeling will be indescribable. we will know love and love it. ill see you soon, sunshine boy, soon. -sickgirl|
|24 Jun 2020||ava||be heartbroken|
|15 Jun 2020||.........||love someone you're not supposed to love|
|02 Jun 2020||wilting||hello! i will share my own experiences!
while i am not under 13, i am a minor. i have attempted suicide twice and never found a suitable method. im hoping there is a quick and easy way to complete this life early. my father is an alcoholic and my mother is dead. i can rely on my sister for help though we do not talk about emotions enough. today i think i will go missing, or at least leave my home and not plan on coming back. not saying i will die. though i am not against it. my father does not believe in mental illness or medicine. the ways i personally had attempted suicide both included slitting my wrists violently and hoping i would bleed out. i had stayed home from school without my family knowing and tried once. my father came home and scolded me when he got a call from the school that i was not there. i encourage you all to get help. i cannot get help. i am here to rot.
|30 May 2020||Mace||Each and every day I wake up and I know I want to die. I hate my life so fucking much. No one understands the way I feel|
|29 May 2020||Ilshat||The most ideal way to kill yourself at age 13 is to kill yourself spiritually, morally. And it works better than any other physical form of death.|
|23 Apr 2020||want to have a baby||I had to go fill out a missing persons report. I just had to. The police didnt ask for any identification. They just believed i was who i told them i was. In the report i used my real name for the missing person. Once they figure out i did a missing persons report on myself its back to the psych ward for me. Barred windows and locked doors. Padded walls and floors. The very best prescription medications. Sponge baths. Oh i like sponge baths. I like keeping back those plastic spoons at breakfast. I sharpen the handle to a point and when the nurse isnt looking stick it in her ear. Im not ever going to get out this time. I will tell the doctor he has to impregnate me if he wants to save his nursing staff. I will take them out one by one. Doctors always have smart babies. Its going to be so much fun.|
|04 Apr 2020||No one in particular||So I keep fucking up and I'm pretty sure my friends and family hate me. I already cut and I don't see why I have to be alive. I'd say the best way to kill yourself under 13 would be blood loss, so basically cutting yourself so deep that you lose blood and die.|
|28 Mar 2020||lavinia||i always come back to this site. i dont know what it is but i do. i have just turned 17 and have been here for a while.|
|16 Mar 2020||j||when i was 7, i was touched by my two 17 year old male cousins. they convinced me to not tell anyone, so i didn't. i was always a rebellious kid, so i thought that it was just another thing to be a rebel about. but itÂs way more than that. when i was 12, i started getting depressed because i used to think of what happened and felt extremely guilty about it. i used to cry myself to sleep and stuff. then when i was like 16 or 15 i started to self-harm, my mum found out one night when she was doing my hair and it made her cry so much. i felt bad because i know i'm all she has and it would completely crush her if she lost me. so i stopped for a while, then the feelings resurfaced. i tried to kill myself, but that didn't work. my mom threw out all the pills and razors and stuff. now i'm seeing a psychiatrist. my mom is the only thing keeping me alive.|